20080416VERY VERY VERY BAD START TO THE EXAMS
seriously OB is my worst nightmare
its almost comparable to A Level chemistry papers
excpet that there's not organic structures haunting me this time
yesterday night was HORRIBLE
i tried to sleep at 1130
and guess what
the weather was too hot to even fall asleep
norm i can fall asleep although its a little hot
but yesterday's weather was just tooooo hot
toss and turn like there's no tmr
and den when i check the time, 130am
GOSH
i am still turning in bed
but finally i dunnoe when, i manage to fall alseep
woke up at 7plus
ate breakfast, bathe
when i walked out of my hall
i could feeeel the scorching heat
as if the sun is determined to kill me, not knowing that OB will kill me later
seriously i thought i was prepared for the paper
i mean reading the book and doing the past yr exam qns
i could apply the theory to the context of the question
SOMEHOW TODAY
i had a mental block
anw, the past yr exam papers right, its either 4 short questions or 3 long questions, to be done in 2 hours
must they make it such that we know time travel at the speed of light or sth
but tdy i flipped the paper
4 VERY LONG QUESTIONS
LIKE OMG
anw my strategy was to read all the question and jot down all the relevant points in 20mins
den start, so each question will take 25mins
i think i read all the 4 question with FEAR
seriously my heart was just thumping and i seriously felt the urgency to START on the paper
so within 15mins
i began writing
and gosh, right at the start of writing my ans
my handwriting was alr ATROCIOUS
and i seriously have no idea how to structure my ans so i wrote in point form paragraphs
which i am thankful that it is allowed
and i left many blanks after each part, how naive of me to think that i would actually have the time to go back and ADD MORE POINTS
anw i kept to the 25mins limit for each question
so at 1035, i started on qn 4
when they said there was 15mins left
i was almost done with my part a
left part b
BUT DUNNNNNOE WHY
anw part b has 2 sub parts, like sources of resistance and ways to handle the source of resistance
i seriously dunnnoe what happen
did time just pass faster or because my hand couldnt write as fast after writing nonstop for like almost 1 hour plus
when i finished my sources of resistance, the examiner said TIME'S UP
totally, i just CURSED on the spot
determined to finish the paper
i continue writing
and seeems like luck was not on my side
the examiner started collecting the paper a few seats away from me
GOSH
seriously, my ways to handle was just 4-5 lines maybe?
points but not elaborated
and when the examiner came, he was REALLLLLY pulling my paper away from me
but i used my hand to STOP him pulling away the few marks i can get and asked him to wai
in the end, no use
i just GIVE IN and let him take the paper away from me
NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE
i couldnt finish the paper, neither could i apply as much concepts that i thought i could
OHMYGOSH
i think the only thing i can do is pray that all my ans are relevant
and i would do okay
PLS LET ME MAINTAIN MY B+
anw my 60% grades worked out to be a B+
SUCKS
but now, i serioulsy just want to keep my B+
RAH, and to think i read the OB throughout 3 times!
its my worst nightmare!
i threw away all the OB exam papers once i got back to hall
USELESS
and because i was so traumatised by OB
i forogt to bring my hard disk and hp charger home
KILL ME PLS
lucky i haf a spare phone at home
that i can use
OR ELSE, i will just die from lack of communication
and thankfully theres youtube that i can watch and the videos are in my desktop also
anw i seriously think for the next 3 exams
TIME MANAGEMENT IS THE CRUCIAL FACTOR
i think i am going to practise all the papers under EXAM CONDITIONS!
i hope the next 3 paper wont be as bad
PLS
ok, time to muster up all my courage and determination remaining in me and conquer the rest of the papers!
talkplaylove
7:02:00 PM
