it's a mixed up world.

20050928

yes. i survived this horrible day!
chem skill A was overall ok
except that at first i was vv screwed
kept forgetting stuff n used the wrong vol
causing me rewriting the thing again
waste time lar

GP
haha
i can only laugh at my naiveness
i feel so not in touch with the world
after living the life of cavewomen for 3weeks nw
i totally dunnoe wad is the latest happenings
n my compo compared to others
is really a piece of naive work
compre was plain disgusting
bombarded by all the chimo words
i almost wanted to give up halfway
den no time to finish my application question
DIE DIE DIE

after gp had maths n pw stuff
den rushed to SGH
was late. but nvm.
i haben had lunch.
yucks. the canteen the food there is so ex lah
1 plate of noodles only leiiii
$4+
money suckersss
nxt time i shall go to the foodcourt or delifrance
more worth it lar

saw the doc
felt cheated lei
he just ask how i was doing n all
den he showed me some disgusting photos of my knee during the op
i m just totally grossed out.. by myself. lol
den he say he will see me in a months time n cont my physio
den i asked" so no need to remove stitches?"
he said " no you haf to remove them. go to another rm"
horrifying statement
so hes not going to help me remove?
its gonna be some ordinary nurse?
lol. ok. i discriminate against nurses due to too much past bad experiences
i was examining my wound
dried blood n there were 3 cuts
i can see the stitches. haiii
i was vv scared while waiting for my turn
wad if they take off then my wound split or sth
i was super reluctant to go inside the rm
when i finally went in
i asked the nurse whether my stitches r dissovable
she said yes
n i happily thought no need remove!
wahahas
den she added the nxt statement
" but they dissovle on you lei, so must remove"
WTH
*cries*
she disinfected the wounds first
i already felt pain alr
i was wondering i will ever survive
den she took those scissors n stuff
my whole body just felt weak
she ask me nt to move too much or else might cut my flesh
*trembles*
den i could feel her cutting the strings n pulling it off part by part
i was forcing myself nt to look at it
i was looking at some poster describing how to wash ur hands properly
the poster saved me you know
hahahhahahaha
it was done
den she said she will help me spray sth cos my wounds r still kinda fleshy
so i thot the spray is good. will numb me
n u noe what. throughout the whole process.
the spray most painful
funnneh
den she wrapped the wound
but i can take them off after 2 or 3 days
but i'm so glad is over!
no stitches
yay :)
i walking faster day by day
yes. i'm gonna overtake pple vv soon!
hahahaha

talkplaylove
11:17:00 PM

20050927

rar. wish that tml will nv come
chem skill A & GP paper
yucky papers :(
there's only like 1 chancer for chem skill A
n the probability of screwing it is extremely high that i jus dowan to think about it
GP
rah. haben been in touch with GP ever since i stopped going sch
i bet i will just get stuck during the paper
n after all the torture tml
i still haf to go SGH to remove the stitches
pain! :(
i wish that there's some error n my stitches r actually dissovable
revision is going way bac
n i'm doubting whether i can finish in time
rar!

talkplaylove
4:49:00 PM

20050923

ok. i shall do a crappy n interesting entry!
wahahahs
went for my physio today
horrendous
i'm lifting 8lbs weights now
wth. i've nv done so much in my entire life mans
oh yah. i saw huijie dere too
such a coincidence man
i've been wondering m i the only girl who have an ACL injury
cos evrytime go physio
the other injured pple r all GUYS
:(
but we have to do the same type of exercise
a bit unfair lei. hahahaha
ok. i shall stop complaining about physio
tdy there was dis indian guy
he finally recover frm his ACL injury liao
den he was joking dat the process was SHIOK
i was duh-ded by him
he was saying " dont u think its fun getting injured den enjoying the pain n doing all the exercises?"
SLAP YOU MAN
another guy beside me was laughing for no reason evrytime
funny day
n i finally allowed to walk w/o clutches
my physiotherapist say i got phobia of walking though
erm. no comments sia
but its quite painful to walk now
cos i have to walk normally n not limp around
but its okay. at least i'm outta clutches
soon. i'm looking forward to taking off dat brace
wrapping my leg like free sia

talkplaylove
2:42:00 PM

20050922

was trying to walk w/o clutches
n i suceeded!
altho abit instable
but the days of clutches r over
yippeeeee :)

talkplaylove
9:45:00 PM

20050921

thanks to eom which is driving me nuts cos i dun haf a well com
i decide to open my com
n to my surpirse n horror
its erm workable?
wth. i just feel like throwing it away!
erm. but i noe sth is wrong with it lah
my settings r changed lor
bleahhhh
oooh. i just went bac to sch ytd
did my chem spa
with a personalised mass balance
hahaha.
well it went quite well
bcos i didnt cheat. lol
haix.
i feel tortured by physiotherapist
the amt of exercise i have to do is INCREASING evrytime i see her
*ARGH*
i spent more time exercising evryday den studying
believe it or not
at this crucial period
i'm doing minimal studying
I'M PRONOUNCED DEAD FOR PROMOS!
eom is still driving me nuts
my mum just called someone to repair my darling com
n the person is coming later
hmmmm. hope my darling com will b ok
hahahhaa
oh ya. wan to thanks s46!
i had a happy happy b-day :)
yup. also to all who wished me. hee
ok. meanwhile i shall just limp n exercise my days away
ciao

talkplaylove
9:12:00 AM

20050911

yes pple!
i'm finally back
thanks to bj's wonderful labtop
n some neighbour's wonderful connection
yes. i had my knee op on 5th sep
was quite a horrifying experience
hmmm. nw i nt feeling so much pain liao
anw. wld like to say thanks to all who gave me concern n support
of cos my mum. who haf been seeing to all my needs
n yes. the SGH doc n nurses
though some r unpleasant but. haha
yup. i'm rotting at home these days
w minimal studying
intensive physiotherapy dat causes a lot of pain
hahahaha.
hopefully will get better in a week's time
n den comes my chem spa
*gasp*
lol
ok. take care pple :)

talkplaylove
3:28:00 PM