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20070131
the office is seriously getting TOOOOOO cold for me
and my colleagues have feedback too
their lips crack alr
hahaha. mine dry but HAVEN'T crack yet
i tink soon loh
i only know my hands like some old lady when i leave the office to go toilet or whatever
ARGH. tooo much air con is no good


anw today morning i was doing my stuff
other colleagues were busy outside at the counter
and the manager in his cubicle was like " what you doing? come and see me now"
my heart almost drop out i tell you
i thought he was going to scold me or sth
but in the end he ask me do some stuff la

i tell you tdy i read this letter
super irritating lah
i tink when women get older
they get more auntified and stingy and fugly
i guess 20 years down the road someone will be blogging the same thing about me
but seriously. that woman is ULTIMATELY irritating! urgh


haha. tdy i became quite "hot" sia
"hot" in a sense that pple keep asking me to do stuff la
like i went to fax something
this colleague was like asking "where's fujing"
errrr. good in a sense la huh


anw the toilet area stinks BADLY nw all thanks to the men's urinal
cfm not the ladies toilet
cfm from the mens toilet
hope the cleaner faster clean la


OK. HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY is here
today knock off at 6 mah
so i do my stuff till 6 den stop and pack up
so i go toilet first due to nature call
den when i got out from the toilet
i saw the office lights out
i was like STUNNED
dun tell me they lock the office with my stuff inside and go alr

*sidenote*
1) my stuff means everything. handphone, wallet and all. if lock inside the office well done alr. i can sit at the door and cry for the night
2) normally my colleagues they work till 630 lidat mah. tdy so early.

ok. back to the incident
so i faster chiong back to the office
lucky still got pple at the counter talking
faster ask them to unlock and let me get my stuff
i chiong inside office and faster grab my stuff and go liao
den my colleague laugh at me
he thought i go back alr den he lock loh
WTH
WHATS WRONG

wahlao. next time i inside the storeroom
den they nv see me and lock me inside the office how
i really can cry and starve to death inside the winter office la
wahpiang. next time i go toilet or wad must report to them first liao


on the bus home met xiaokai
so chatted with her till parkway stop
we were talking about the xu weilun incident
hai. very sad leh
if i'm a fan of xuweilun
i tink i will cry till my eyes cannot open bah


tmr going to do major shifting
i quite scared cos must climb ladder to tidy up the stuff at the upper cupboard
I HOPE I DUN FALL MAN
yeah la. i go nua around need to sleep liao

talkplaylove
8:31:00 PM



20070130
Step by Step LIVE by tohoshinki :D




INDULGENCE IS ALL TIME HIGH NW!
i bought their 70bucks all about dbsk dvd
hahahaha =x
i bet i will treat it like my precious man


anw work today is better!
although walking ard with that darn blister is plain PAIN
but at least there was only less than 10 fines!
LIKE A MIRACLE!
yeah. and i became sales woman of the day or sth
printing out the tags for labelling
hahahahaha


really getting a hang of the work
able to do things fast nw


but there is only 1 problem
HUNGER
seriously man
i eat breakfast at 6plus
have to wait until 1230 onwards den will haf lunch to eat
normally i 10plus hungry liao
den sometimes my stomach growl so loud also damn paiseh can =x
so much for being fat
den before eating must climb a hill
haha. ytd went with my colleage he show me shortcut
but i dun tink i wanna walk the shortcut unless i'm freaking hungry
cos the shortcut super deserted
like haunted house lidat
its the old NUS campus i tink
so. yeah

and after lunch. have to wait until 730 den got dinner
when sometimes 3pm i can feel the emptiness
i dunnoe why super duper hungry la
like i go on fast lidat


anw today totally dumb blonde la
i knock my head 3 times while going to the toilet
my first trip i knock my head because open the door too violently
second trip i wan throw my tissuepaper and i knock into the hand dryer
third trip i knock into the tissue dispenser
WELL DONE CAN
and i wonder whether i spread the disease to my colleagues or what
cos dumb blonde incidents is getting more frequent

when today we couldnt find sth but later on realise that we have chucked it safely into a file
HAHAHAHA
yup. getting well with them despite the age gap la huh

i forgot to blog abt yesterday incident
this female tomboy park ranger came into the office
den she played that mosquito ringtone
damn irritating
but later on she switched to those hip hop tunes like "buttons" all these la huh
den she switched to wang lee hom's kiss goodbye
i quite stunned la
cos her previous songs all techno or english hip hop or R&B
den she ask me "u cfm know the song right?"
i say "yeah. by wang lee hom"
den my malay colleage who knows limited chinese hear it as
"HUANG FEI HONG"
ULTIMATE JOKE OF THE DAY FOR ME CAN
but i also laugh silently la
hahahahahhahahhahaa
i dunnoe why this reminds me of my hearing incidents but ohwells
hahahhahaha



i'm damn tempted to get myself a glove
before i freeze to death in the office one day
any suggestions how to keep warm anyone??

talkplaylove
8:36:00 PM



20070129
updating 3 days in a row again


saturday
nothing much
went down to the job agency to officially register
my current office job start too immediately until haben register
went to taka to buy jam for my parents
i have no idea why my dad has a fetish for that Fauchon brand jam
i admit its damn nice
but 1 glass bottle is a whooping $15.50
even though it was not my money i can feel the pain while paying for just 2 bottles of jam
and taka is like the nearest to my home that sells that Fauchon jam

went to see mr doctor
he gave me antibiotics
which is damn gross to eat
the taste is disgusting
HAI
pimples pimples go away
go away and never come again

and the rest of the saturday was spent sleeping trying to gain back my energy



sunday
went out with lynne

i was there early
so went to walk around hereen
it WAS a bad choice to step inside HMV
BECAUSE
the first thing that caught my eye was that tvxq balloons album

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and then i saw the SM Town Winter album

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looking at both albums i was damn tempted to buy that

and that mental struggle wasnt over until i saw this huge dvd called ALL ABOUT DBSK
to me it was MUST BUY!
but when i look at the price hor
$95.90
WTF
argh. big mental struggle
i swear i walk like 10 rounds round that dvd contemplating and contemplating
in the end i decided. go ask whether got subtitles first
den in the end dun have
and luckily never buy
cos i just saw online retailing at 70, with eng subs
heh heh
TEMPTED TEMPTED!


in the end i bought the balloons album
but haven't had the chance to indulge myself yet
HAHAHAAHAHAH


anw
we both bought shoes :D
i bought a pair of high heels
not exactly high but when i wear it i can really feel that i'm damn high
but the shoe is damn nice!
not exactly cheap and good quality but ohwell
but i like can alr la huh. hahahaha


went to sing kbox
its been eons years since i went

yup. and later we went to shop around
I SUCCUMBED myself to a green puffed sleeve from topshop
hai. i always wanted it la
but evrytime control control until cannot control alr
so. ahhahaha

yup. so i tink i bought quite a few things =x



today

I'm still running for the bus all day night and long
luckily the NParks HQ shuttle bus waited for me
or else have to wait for half hour for the next bus
FAINT I TELL YOU

and once i sit down today ah
ENDLESS I TELL YOU
first have to photostat all the cases
HUGE PILE I TELL YOU
somemore cannot use feeder
must do manually

haben even finish
must do the payments first
cos more imp
den payments finish new fines come in
must faster key in
and it was a huge pile of fines can
and i felt a sign of relief when i finished it

the nightmare aint over
later on i had to prepare the stuff for court case
like fucking difficult
never do such stuff before
and i just had my lunch
wan to sleep u ask me to knock my mr brain to think
HAI HAI HAI
shorthanded shorthanded shorthanded

but i admit i'm learing alot of things lidat

and i prepare a few cases
ANOTHER HUGE PILE OF FINES CAME IN!
like i seriously dun unds
PPLE PLS OBEY THE LAW!

den i stand in for like 5mins at the public service counter cos colleague go toilet
den i down there pray hard nobody come or else i dunnnoe how to attend
luckily nobody came
hahaha

ya. and i couldnt finish my work la
left one big pile for tmr
SIGHS

the NParks shuttle comes at 545
i left my office at 545
YES. i was slogging till 540 when i'm supposed to end work at 530
and when i left my office i saw that bus
DAMN i tell you
400 m dash for the bus la
and while running i felt my shoe cut my pinky toe
sounds fugly but yeah
fucking pain but still must run in those heels
luckily again the bus driver is kind enuff to wait for me

when i boarded the bus i saw my pinky toe blister
faster take plaster and paste
when i alighted at orchard and walk to bus stop
all i can say i fucking pain
i was cursing as i was walking
i bet it was as pain as stabbing urself somewhere

no more heels for me tmr
since must run ah
wear sports shoe the best
ahahahah


ya. and i keep getting paper cut also
PAIN PAIN PAIN
i'm thinking of the linkin park papercut song
ohwells


the only thing i'm looking forward for the week is the friday outing
hope can knock off at 5 on that day
yup


meanwhile
i shall just brainwash that i'm learning rather than working
it will be useful somehow next time la
yeah


and i seriously wonder if i can run for the bus tmr with that darn blister

talkplaylove
8:21:00 PM



20070127
HAPPY BELATED TO KIM JAEJOONG!




hai. i was so busy for the week that i forget it was his birthday yesterday. rahhh
anw. enjoy the video!
i almost fainted just seeing him play the piano! hahahahaha

talkplaylove
5:36:00 PM



hai. fugly
i'm having sore eyes since thursday
cos i've been wearing contacts for long hours and staring at those fine numbers for too long
THAT IS WHAT I TINK LA

and on thursday my foolishness cause me to lose 20bucks which i cannot be bothered to elaborate
but i really feel quite dumb thinking back

ya. and work is the usual BUSY BUSY BUSY
we are still super shorthanded
my working tasks have expanded to many other areas
but there are funny things going on at work that can still make me laugh
but mind you i'm laughing crazily inside myself
cos i super small fry inside the office cannot laugh so loud right

i'm damn amused pple can complain that their dog has depression and hence cannot leash their dog up

i'm damn amused that pple complain that we neglect the uneducated people and not teaching them to make payment for their fines when they can write in a complain letter in PERFECT ENGLISH and yet claim that they are uneducated

i'm damn amused some fugly obasan called and shouted and was unreasonable regarding a case when we all though that obasan was the mum of the accused boy when it turned out that that obasan is the BOY'S SISTER'S FRIEND'S AUNTIE. WTF YOU TELL ME


these are the little things that make me laugh at work la
sth colleagues joke abit and laugh also
but work in general has become more and more boring for me
and i think the working hours is really really really long
all the pple in the office drives so they can afford to wake up later
but i'm still running for the bus EVERYDAY
sometimes missing it
its really funny i have been running for the bus almost all my life

and the office is really unfit for human survial
i'm wearing a damn thick trench coat like jacket and jeans and everything and still
COLD. rar


on the brighter side
some items i ordered online came :D
err. a $7+ camisole from wetseal
that's a super great deal for me
and it fits!
hahahaha.
and i bought some black stockings online
lol
i wore stockings to work one day before. HAHAHA



yup. all in all
i hope next week will be a better week
bye (:

talkplaylove
4:51:00 PM



20070124
#@#()$*^(%)$


I AM SO TIRED!
fancy waking at 615 EVERYDAY
working your ass out till 6pm
and reaching home at 7plus

on top of that
tdy work was like some mountainous pile
cos we were shorthanded
didnt even have time to take a proper break
just keep working, drinking and rushing to the toilet and back
ON TOP OF THAT
some turtle like HIGH POST person was having a meeting oustide near the toilet
and when i walk past THAT TURTLE pointed at me and said sth that make the whole staff outside laugh
I'M QUITE POSITIVE he was pointing at me rather than some funny object near me
SLAP


I WANT A BREAK. rar
and i have only been working for a few days only
but work is really alot
PPLE. PLS OBEY THE LAW
PPLE. PLS PAY UP YOUR FINES IF ANY
i appreciate that very much


and darn the pills i eat at night.
make me feel so drowsy evryday

and the worst thing is i always feel FAMISHED near lunch hours or dinner time
lunch hour will depend when i finsih my work
and dinner time is like 7 or 8 plus
which is I AM SOOO SOOOO SOOO HUNGRY!


arghhhhh. this is the ultimate IRONY of the year
when i was slacking i tink of work
when i am working nw i think of slacking
RAHHHHH!

i cannot wait for weekend to come

talkplaylove
8:26:00 PM



20070123
DBSK - In the Still of the Night ( Acapella )




i love it when they sing acapella :D
its only 51 sec long! do see! (:

talkplaylove
8:41:00 PM



20070122
updating 3 days in a row


saturday

met up w jingting to buy our CNY clothes
yes. we are that kiasu and i doubt i will haf the time anyway
yup. met up for lunch
as usual i ate my ban mian
as long as i eat outside hor. 99% chances is eat ban mian la
MY LIFE IS THAT SAD
anw. ms jingting ate CREAM pasta
i bet she was out to spite me
rahhhhh
anw we were at vivo la huh

first stop: mango
seeeeee seeeee seeeee
i din see what i could buy
what i like are all too expensive for me

second stop: ted barkers, london
I SWEAR THAT SHOP HAS THE NICEST CLOTHES EVER
i tink even better than wetseal can!
argh
but the prices was jus a lil steep
we could only look and NOT buy
like a tank top can be $100+?!
arghhh. but the design and material is good loh
hahahah. if u're considering my b-dae present or maybe valentine
muahahahha.

third stop: zara
hahaha. we took alot weird clothes to try
like i even took some cheongsam like top to try
hahahahha
and ms jingting took a BAREBACK HALTER!
shocking ting of the centry
but that bareback halter too cooling le la. hahahaha
yup. and in the end i bought a puffed sleeve 3/4 top
like DAMN NICE! my FIRST puffed sleeve :D

fourth stop: warehouse
they had good sale
but a pity most of their sale items i haf sth similar at home
like argh
was eyeing a pinafore
YES. PINAFORE
i'm quite into it nw. hahaha
but too expensive so haf to slap that out of my mind

fifth stop: FOREVER 21!!
their new season clothes are LOVE LOVE LOVE
1 round of trying wasnt enough for me la
hahaha
ya. i bought a striped teee from there
my first striped teee
haha

sixth stop: topshop
i was eyeing on this turtleneck tunic
but in the end gave up. 2 new clothes is enough for me
jingting finally bought her first item of the day
a purple puffed short sleeve shirt

we went back to mango again
jingting bought another butterfly graphic tee


and we were kinda done
i was kinda broke again

so we switched back to window shopping. haha
oh well. but i guess we were all happy with our items (:



sunday

working for B&L
suppose to start work at 11
i was like LATE
and i ran for that bloody 36
lucky i caught it
but later on i regretted running for the bus because of two reasons
1) when i reach the shop havent even open cos the pple inside having meeting
2) my partner was almost an hour, so i was quite lost down there
but after being lost for awhile. i started giving out the flyers and manage to get some pple
who said that "i'll come back later to buy"
which i think is true la

anw. standing all day long is no joke
considering the last time i only stood from 4pm - 9pm
this time is 11am to 9pm
DOUBLE the amount
welll. i tink me and my partner were both sickly la
my partner, junwei, he was down with flu
and the suntec aircon was blasting and cannot wear jacket = fugly
i was quite alright at first
went for lunch and came back
until my stomach decided for nature call
so went toilet like twice la
pple must be thinking i'm nuts

den later on i stand until SUPER DUPER TIRED
anybody who work retail before knows the pain
so i kept going toilet
put down the toilet bowl cover and sat on it la
instead of doing my buisness

and i got karma for doing that
because the smell of the toilet was so disgusting
i tink like the 5th time i went ah
I VOMITTED
SERIOUSLY VOMITTED
couldnt stand the smell
i tink someone was shitting in one of the cubicles
yes. it was that bad
but after vomitting i feel much better


my partner also had stomachache la
he go toilet damn long
i thought he faint inside, wan to like call him or sth but didnt la
he was quite nice la. keep letting me take breaks
i also let him take breaks
so free and easy
if work with somebody else maybe not so good bah


and we towards the afternoon damn slack
basically we started leaning on the wall and slack
haha. i guess for me is spirited away
i drifted to some dbsk youtube clip
auto play in my mind
or else i stand down there and spy on pple
mostly look at their dressing
see gt anything inspirational
haha


ok. lets fast fwd everything
so in total for the day
we sold 25 boxes of contact lens
total comission for us is $80
split into 2 so each get $40
plus basic pay
i earn $90+
HARD EARNED MONEY
imagine all the pain i went through
ya. i go home and by the time i bathe and all
like 11plus liao
WELL DONE


today

waking up in the morning was super difficult for me
in the end i caught a late bus and report for work at 830
and i was damn tired
and first thing i had to do was look at numbers and search for stuff
arggghhh
and today i became tele receptionist liao
got pick up calls
ask them blah blah
den transfer the line
morning was super duper busy
and it was my first time doing transfer of line
i tink i'm damn stupid cos several times
i end up transfering to myself again
well done hor


i'm suspecting i haf gastric flu or mild gastric
keep having stomach pain tdy
dunnoe la
lunch was beef udon
:D
ya. so tdy was quite busy and all
but at least i finished my work for the day

i'm extremely tired nw but need to tahan till 10
cos i wanna watch girls out loud
hahahaha
ya la. i go rot alr
bye

talkplaylove
7:55:00 PM



20070119
work these 2 days have been okay
er. surprisingly it wasnt as tiring as the office job previously with AIA

well. shall blog a lil bit on thurs. first day of work
i got up super early
like 615am i was up
UNGODLY HOUR
i last time go school also like 630 or 645 wake up loh
i dread myself up. still must faster like eat, wash up and dress up
den dash out of the hse alr
i still rmb i ran all the way for bus 36
and the uncle saw me and he conveniently slapped me away and drove away
WTH
took the next bus but lucky i was early to meet sharol, who was going to like show me the way to botanic gardens

yup. so theres shuttle bus from orchard mrt to botanic gardens straight for NParks stuff evryday at half hour intervals la
7.45 a.m , 8.15 a.m
blahhh blaaahhhh blahhh

yup. went to HR and waited for my dept staff to fetch me
Ana came to fetch me
i'm quite happy cos i get to work at the new building
they just moved a weeek ago
the place is still super new and all
working for the prosectution and investigation dept la
basically my job is to like issue fines
the work is quite crazy
esp the digging part
ohwell. i shant cont on this

anw. i'm sharing a cubicle with another lady
cos the lady is always on the go so shes nt at her cubicle de lah
yup. the office is like ANTARTICA
i mean it okay
i wore like a polo shirt
i stepped in i feel damn cold alr la!
somemore i brought this trench coat like jacket to wear
AND ITS STILL DAMN COLD
LIKE I'M GONNA FREEZE ANY MINUTE

ya. anw. since the building is new.
the toilet hand dryer doesnt work yet
so my attempts to go toilet to de frost is FRUITLESS
only thing i can do is go and take warm water and try to reach equilibrium
ohyeah. and i visit the toilet almost hourly
i suspect my bladder has contracted
but i see my other colleagues
they like no need go toilet wan la!


oh yah. the first day was quite stunning for me
cos when it was lunchtime
and ms fujing was super hungry
my colleagues all say nt going out to eat!
luckily got one who was going la
so i went with him to eat


food is million miles away from the office
you actually have to climb a hill
walk all the way to NUS Law faculty canteen to eat
ohyeah. its like a hiking expedition
hahaha
yup. anw the food there is CHEAP!
and i get it at staff price somemore
but the variety abit limited la
but that canteen is the nearest to our office
other food places have to walk even further


oh. stepping to the NUS Law faculty canteen
i have no idea i feel very inferior
ARGH
i tink the people there do look intellectual
they also dress quite nicely for lessons
yeah. and most of them are reading sth as they eat
whereas for me
i was SMSing
welllll doonnne


eat finish have to hike back to office again loh

anw. my manager is FIERCE
i mean it okay
first time i heard him scold the other staff
i was kinda trembling
a lil example "what kind of shit is this?! don't want to work don't work! get out of here!" and followed by a slam on the table
FUGLY
i was never subjected to this
as in. nw i'm used to it
but first time i heard it literally is stunned and scared
but later on the other staff told me is normal and blah blah. ask me don't scared


second day of lunch was much better
cos all of us went for lunch tgt
and Ana drove us there so there was no need to hike
haha
and they call the manager's cubicle Hiroshima
HAHAAHHAHAHA
cos go in sure kenna bombed
but the manager is still nice to me
after all i'm temp staff bah
for the past 2 days got ask me hows work and all
and he let me off early for the first day
haha. but when hes like exploding its really scary la


friday is a short day
ended work at 5pm
:D
went down to vivo to collect my shoes
ordered them online. haha =x
papillo madrid 2007 collection!
and i got it at a cheaper price! :D
i wonder whether spore haf the designs alr nt
but still. LOVES!


yup. and the most sua gu thing happened to me when i was at vivo
somebody shouted "you know!"
or sth along that line la huh
and i thought it was uknow. the dbsk member
and i immediately in the middle of the shopping centre turn 180, trying to find uknow
WTH
natural reaction la
hahaha =x


oh. and i saw glen tan the birdshit at paya lebar busstop tdy while going home
hes working at some florist office thing
HAHA.
its quite hilarious


i am extremely tired after2 days of work
haha. be careful of ur behaviour at public
dun let me catch your fine! hahahahahahhaa


yup. shall go sleep soon
tmr meeting jingting at vivo!
we are seriously going to revamp our images

talkplaylove
8:49:00 PM



20070117
600th POST!


ok. after like 2 years plus of blogging
i finally reach my 600th Post
hahaha. that is if you count my youtube videos each as 1 post :D
so i didnt really reach 600th post by just plain blogging la


have been stunned to find out recently that there are people reading my blog and knowing whats going in my life. ahhaha

anw. besides that i slapped away the kallang job
cos Nparks called me tdy and ask me to take this admin job for a month
1 month is better for me
as it equals to more work and less time spent finding job
i would be working at botanic gardens for the month onwards!
hahahaha.
and botanic gardens is at orchard road can!
i tell pple. they were like. FAR
its far walking inside to work
but morning got shuttle bus
evening just walk out lo
exercise :D
and dun worry that i will get lost
cos i've been there for interview and i walked out
in addition i took a brochure which contains the map of botanic gardens that time
so no problem navigating

it was damn funny when i told lishan i'm working at botanic gardens
she was like "so you're going to BOON LAY ?"
NO! BOON LAY is at jurong
i wouldnt even want to go there.
FAR and EXPENSIVE

ya. so i will be starting work tmr
EXCITED :D
haha. nt exactly that excited la. but still happy that i'm going to work
been cooping at home for like quite long
and i hope tmr dun too sunny
=x but dun rain also la
and the good part of the job is no need to wear until too formal
i can wear jeans :D
no patent flats
which is rejoice
those who work at the office shld know


yup. went out tdy with my mum
bought this $6 necklace from dorothy perkins
discounted price and i like it :D
and another item i bought online have arrived today
this sea green heather polo from american eagle
the green was damn nice


anw i hope 20th come soon
cos 20th is my pay day from achieve
the 3 days job i worked
getting abt $165 lidat la
but stilll. it means cash
i tink the first thing i'm going to get myself is the Balloons version of tvxq 3rd album

show you the picture
once i saw the cover
it was a must buy for me can! haha

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look at xiah! ohmygod cann
totally cutenesss!!
korea's little brother

changmin looks so gina that its totally adorable
and hero is like. argghhhh
i wanna get that album
there's the full vacation drama serial w subs inside
MUST BUY!!

show u some other pictures

xiah looking totally cute here

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changmin!

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unglam pic of hero but CUTE!

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see why is it unglam as compared to this

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he looks totally cool, manly and. arghhh. dunnoe how to describe!
totally love!
oops. i guess thats enuff for all the infatuation

anw credits to the person in boajjang who helped scan all these photos for me to kope! :D

see why i cannot wait for pay day
and damn i cannot go the tertiary fling 4 on tmr!
ARGHHH
keep brainwashing myself top priority is to get that stupid skin thing done and over
yup. going off. bye

talkplaylove
6:27:00 PM



20070116
have been going for interviews for the past few days
but all to no good outcome

anw want to thank seth yesterday for like bringing me to the job interview
i checked the street directory and it asked me to go to Potong Pasir Mrt and walk there
but i called up the person to double check and the person says its near Aljunied Mrt
luckily seth was such a kind person to like bring me all the way to the place from potong pasir and direct me home
yes. THANKS seth. hahahaha

ok. finally this afternoon someone called and say theres a job for me at kallang
ask me go collect timesheet tmr
like YAY!
the job's gonna last for like 1 week. but extendable
i hope it extends
i'm in need of money

oh. i'm working for B&L this sunday at suntec
will be there the whole day
you can visit me if you happen to pop by
hahaha

work aside
skin condition is. i guess a little better
saw the doc yesterday
he advised or strictly advised that i use johnson's and johnson's baby shampoo to wash my hair
WHICH I ABIDED
and he subscribed some hormone pills for me to eat
i think which will help control oil production or sth
i was quite stunned but ohwell

so i bought the yellow "No Tear" Baby shampoo and used it
i dunnoe whether its my illusion or what
theres not much foam when you lather ur hair
ERM. my mum say cos its a baby shampoo so its mild
argh. i feel like some BIG KID


other than that
i ordered a fake juicy couture bag online
and it was mailed to me today
quite happy to see it
although its fake
but its quite nice. hahahaah

ok. i guess theres nth much
hope my skin get better quickly
yup
and
I WANT CASH
FIND ME MORE JOBS PLEASE
haha

talkplaylove
6:49:00 PM



20070113
my life has been sad
really sad
i'm a fugly and jobless woman

i only go out on days that are RAINING
good thing these few days have been gloomy enough for me

i swallow like more than 10 pills a day
and that stupid night pill makes me so drowsy
and even if i have a nightmare
i cannot wake up
like past few nights my dreams have been crocodiles and snakes and scary stuff
i tink its the mediciation that is killing me
i keep feeling very tired
ARGH!!

i eat 3 VERY PLAIN meals a day
breakfast- wholewheatbread and hardboiled egg
these few days a lil better
got plain noodles with cabbage

lunch- these few days have been dining outside
its damn hard to eat outside can!
the moment i see a prawn in a food picture
i will slap that thing away
i see the word fish
also slap away
got seaweed, also slap away
seaweed is seafood right?
like there was one day i wanted to eat sushi and i failed
no fast food for me
no spicy food for me
i'm like
WTH

even i want to snack also cannot
chocolate cannot
ice cream cannot
yoghurt cannot
coffee cannot
tea cannot - cos my mum say drink tea may neutralise the effect of the medicine
EVERYTHING ALSO CANNOT LA!
FUGLY

dinner
rice, steamed vegetables and chicken/pork/beef

THANKS ALOT
i have no life
and i feel that my skin is so dry that i'm gonna start some major peeling
my hair is so dry that i think there is alot of split ends

you tell me
how to get a good impression for interviews?
makes it more difficult to find a job
ARGH!
and once again i want to complain about the adult fare
the month has not passed and i used more than $30+ on bus fares!
WHAT IS THIS!


the year has certainly not been off to a good start

talkplaylove
9:15:00 PM



20070109
i feel like a SARS patient nw :(
let me tell you what happened

as you all know my face is like some pimple warfare going on
after A's have been using makeup to cover whenever i go out la
last time i want to go see doc but my mum say no need
den yesterday. my mum couldnt take it. bring me see doc loh
yes. and it was the start of EVERY horror

fastfwd abit
walked into the consulting room
the doc saw my face
examine abit
and started asking me questions la

doc: how often you wash your hair?
me: almost everyday loh
doc: what brand of shampoo you use?
me: Ascience. I also got condition my hair everyday
doc: NO NO NO. cannot condition your hair!
me: -_-
doc: do you blow dry your hair?
me: yes. eh, if i don't condition can apply leave in after i towel dry my hair and blow?
doc: NO NO NO. just shampoo your hair. no oil on it
me: but if i dont put my hair will entangle
doc: NO. cannot

doc: what brand of cleanser you use?
me: vichy
doc: you got apply anything to your face?
me: pimple cream and moisturizer
doc: NO NO NO! cannot apply moisturizer to your face!
me: *stunned*
doc: do you use toner?
me: yes
doc: got use makeup?
me: yes
doc: NO NO NO makeup!
me: yes ( unwillingly )

doc: its a fungus infection. we will have to start disinfecting it
me: *stunned* oh.. okay
doc: got drink milk?
me: seldom?
doc: cannot drink, do you eat chocolate?
me: sometimes
doc: cannot, anything that has CREAM in it all cannot
me: okay
doc: no coffee, mocha, latte, as long as there is cream all no
me: okay
doc: no seafood also
mum: can eat fish?
doc: better not la, oh fishball also cannot
me: ..okay
doc: no spicy food also
me: okayyy
doc: oh. and no sunlight
me: *i was thinking. i'm not some XP PATIENT WHAT!* okay
doc: also no oily stuff
me: okay

doc: okay. go home use what i give to wash ur face and body. den use the medicine and dap on the places required. 1 week later come back and we will see how
me: yeah


OKAY. see how sad my life is now
i carnt really rmb the EXACT conversation
but thats roughly about it
and that consultation + medicine was a whooping $115
feel the pain
my mum paid but still.
pay so much and have to go through that torture
and the doc say its gonna take months to heal
WELL DONE
and there was this big pile of medicine to eat
although its only for a week
and the night pills eat alr is sleep inducing one la
i feel the medicine working ytd night after like half an hr
its like my head was heavy and eyelids are also heavy


tdy morn suppose to go novena for interview at 11
but I COULDNT WAKE UP
i blame it on the medicine
and i feel so weird not putting makeup out tdy
like. PIMPLES PIMPLES PIMPLES!
argh. dun tell me what natural beauty shit
i call it natural fugly nw

had interview at novena starbucks there
the person was nice enought to want to buy me a coffee
the old fujing would GLADLY and THICKSKINNED-ly order sth rather expensive
but the coffee and cream word turned me off
so i REJECTED the offer
ARGH
anw the interview went well
dunnoe will get the job nt

and i had a hard time eating lunch tdy
the food court was filled
so i went to delifrance
well done ah. the only thing i could eat was like beef bolognaise?
fugly
and i keep seeing old chang kee, burger king, macdonalds
and the brain will automatically tell me NO
when i got home i was craving for ice CREAM
and the word CREAM totally turned me off AGAIN!

fugly la
I HAVE NO LIFE NW
luckily it was raining tdy
if it was a sunny day today i can stay at home and cry alr
my mum say nw go out try to bring umbrella
like WTF
so young but use umbrealla to shade myself from the sun
so i better rain more these few days
i tink pple going to slap me but
UNDERSTAND ME
i'm in some shit hole

and that means no clubbing for me for like MONTHS
SIGHS!
this whole thing better worked out
cos i'm abstaining as hard as i can!
:(

talkplaylove
3:07:00 PM



20070106
yay. finally finished my 3 days work for AIA on fri
its like freedom once again
and i calculated i earned ard $160 bucks
but minus the money i spent on buying working clothes, food and transport
i prolly only earn around $50
for doing all the shit jobs
:(

although work sometimes was like wth
it was still okay bah
i tink they employ temp staff to do such things
anw. there are more interesting things to blog abt rather than work

bus 196 is HORRIBLE during rush hours can
it only comes at that specific timing
if you go early to the bus stop, you have to wait
if you go to the bus stop a lil later, no bus for you
i actually ran in those killer patent flats for the past 2 days
and alighting at clifford pier there is effortless i call it
cos pple push you down the bus
i was like can wait anot. NOW I NEED TO SCAN MY EZLINK

adult fare is killing me
the figures are dropping at such a fast pace
i tink next time i top up, i would put $50
before i started work, i had $33+ in my ezlink
after 3 days of work and travelling
$22 left
WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH

anw. lunch time seems more appealing than ever for the past 3 days
cos i dunnoe why after lunch, time will past faster
and i finally had a taste of the tissue phenomenom pple have always talked about
had my lunch at lau pat sat
first thing u step in
you can notice tissue packets evrywhere on the table
and it is not like 1 tissue packet for 1 table
lets say a table can sit 6 pple
u will see 6 TISSUE PACKETS on the table or on the seats
the kiasu singaporeans
and one of my workmate noticed the tissue packets actually had a tag saying "sorry, the seat is taken"
sth along the line
what a nice improvement
norm women put tissue packets
den the men would put their namecards
and seat finding is kinda difficult
you have to be fast and swift and possess good eyesight
haha
but the food at lau pat sat is relatively ok


anw fri after work met up with meiqi (:
been a long time since i saw her
shes also working for AIA
but she works at the main tower
i work at the customer service place beside the main tower
yup
we wanted to have good food as it was friday and my last day of the 3 days work
i suggested tian tian huo guo (TTHG)
saw the advertisement and it looks good
so we went bugis
we walked like the whole round of that street in order to find TTHG
only to realise it accepts cash only
we didnt have enough cash
so we walked all the way back to bugis to draw money
went back to TTHG
but buisness was so good that we have to wait half an hr
we were famished so we went to some other place


went to this place with ma la huo guo
my first time eating
the person asked us what level of hot we wan
like level 1, 2 or 3 la
at first we decided on 2
like medium medium
but the person advised us on 1 since its our first time eating
luckily we took level 1 in the end
cos the spicyness almost killed us

yeah. and we waited like 20mins or so
staring at the soups, waiting for it to boil
cos there was a fan directly above us
so it was quite hard for the soup to boil
den the staff decided to turn it off for us
we were damn excited when the soup boiled
HAHA
yup and we started eating
it was quite nice
the cabbage put in the spicy soup was killer veggie i tell you
totally absorb all the spicyness
damn hot la

oh yah. we ordered this huge jug of lime juice for like $6
dunnoe cheap or not la
but its humongous. literally
we couldnt finish in the end

anw. after our first round we ordered the second round
for the second round we tried those funny food
they had this beef omasuns
when i first look at it i saw it a beef obasan
well done
out of curiosity we decided to try
when it came
we were damn stunned by the LOOK OF IT
meiqi says it looks like table cloth
it doesnt look appetizing to me at all
i took a pic. show you

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look at the greenish thing there
APPETIZING?
no right
and it proved to be inedible
when we cooked it
it still look the same
and meiqi says it looks like scoring pad
HAHA
and it had dis smell of beef leather when u smell it after its cooked
and i TRIED to bite it
ITS UNBITABLE!
excuse me
like no matter how hard u bite you cannot tear it into 2
OMG
totally not nice
and i wonder what part of the beef is it loh
if you know tell me okay
i will never eat that thing man


yup. we orderd potato noodle
haha. sounds funny right
but it turned out to be the nicest thing ytd to me
its damn Q can
haha. sounds like those food variety show

and there was rice cake
HAHA
nt the CNY brown colour wan
its white colour
quite nice la


and they have SPECIAL SAUCE can
i went to take
i saw chilli and this brown colour sauce
no chilli alr cos the soup is alr damn spicy
so i took the brown colour sauce
i thought is the restaurant's special sauce
but once i tasted it
its PEANUT BUTTER
WTH
never eat peanut butter with steamboat b4 la
i thought my tastebud got prob
den when mq ate it
its really peanut butter
i wonder if they just diluted the SKIPPY and its steamboat sauce
hahaha
but quite addicted to the peanut butter for a while
so keep eating


ytd eat until damn full la
i feel like some pregnant women when i stand up and bill
hahahaha
but its quite nice
next time maybe will go there again


and we had a great time chatting and laughing
:D


tdy actually suppose to go gym with jingting
its a miracle she wanted to gym can
HAHA
but in the end she decided not to
expected la
i went parkway to buy cosmetics
er. haha. sry tracy. but i bought this lancome loose powder tdy =x
my loose powder going to expire le. ya so
haha.
den i bought lipsticks from revlon
1 nude and 1 tannery brown
i'm like going for the nude look l
den i bought those dark eyeshawdow
not exactly dark but ya. dunnoe how to say
and the lipstick was buy 1 get 1 free
i thought it was a good deal
HAHA


yeah. hope i find another job soon!
interview lined up on monday alr :D

talkplaylove
9:43:00 PM



20070103
tdy's my first day of work for AIA
suppsoe to report at 845
but i reached there at 850
=x
haha. anw. taking 196 to the central area was the weirdest bus ride ever
norm i take bus is happy happy wan loh
got old ahpek and old ah mm
youngsters. obasans. uncles.
all sorts of pple la basically
tdy i take the bus
its totally packed with working people
quite stunned at first
and the bus was packed
and almost evryone on the bus alighted at the same stop as me
like mad rush for work lidat
when i alighted was abit sua gu
din know where to walk
so i follow those ladies loh
and finally i saw the building! haha


yup. there were 2 other girls working with me also
we got to our office at around 9 plus nearing to 10
our documents haben come yet so stone
den i got seperated from them cos there was no table big enuff for us 3
so i shared room with another lady. shes also temp job
yup
so stone abit
help the lady to chop document
den later some other guy ask me to go help him print out info
den when he taught me how to
talk so fast
damn stunned
i follow his instructions den sth happened la
i tot it was my fault but its just the network slow
anw. our documents arrived at 10 30 lidat
so started our work
suppose to sort the papers to english and chinese stack
den pack them
in order to send out to the clients
i took a box containing 1500 sheets of paper to my office
envelopes, folders
and started sorting
WTH
its damn tiring i tell you
must check this must check that


went for lunch at around 12 plus
came back and continued the whole routine thing
anw the 3 of us had like 7 boxes to sort la
tdy i only sorted 1 box myself
WELL DONE HOR
towards the end my brain was like shutting down on me
i keep forgetting to pack the small envelopes
in the end i had to check evrything
argh
yup.
its quite a shitty job
but well. i shld just tink of the pay


damn tired for nw. i shall go bathe and watch tv and sleep
tmr have to wake up early again and board the "working pple bus"
:(

talkplaylove
6:55:00 PM