it's a mixed up world.

20050731

woke up at 530am tdy
tried to do some work
well. apparently i only lasted till 730
which i read a few pages of econs&chem
den i plunged to bed again
suppose to meet at 930 at tanah merah for pw
but i woke up at 845
how wonderful mansss
den whn i went to the bus stop. i saw 31 whiz pass me
in the end i took 197 to bedok interchange den another bus to tanah merah
we walked up to ahs. hahaha
debbie was so relieved she got into nygh. lol
we were in sweat whn we reached the school
went to all saint's church. waited for church service to end
den we interviewed a few pple
first were 2 undergrads.
then another 17&18 boys. i recog dat 1 was frm ahs last time
well. dis 17yr old guy cracked the joke of the day
he said he wld rather be cremated cos if the doctor diagnose wrongly. he might wake up in the coffin
hahhaaha!
lastly we interviewed the pastor
he's damn nice & friendly. gave us alot information
anw during the interviews i'm pretty amazed at the way dat christians do nt fear death. they seem calm n relatively open to talking about death
while for chinese its kinda a taboo to talk about them though
hahah
whn the interviews ended. i was super happy mans
we made a new height today yet again
wanna thank shuling. my netball junior who's a member of all saints church
she helped me with dis interviews today! shes been a great help to our pw
oh mans. pw definitely got better with tdy
we went macs to eat lunch n discuss on some other stuff
den i went to cinne to meet meiting
haben seen dat girl since dunnoe whn
its been months..
yup. we met up n chat lah
den dawn. haiyoooo
she came to meet us n she want to meet someone else too!
n she spent money buying present too!
me&meiting both agree dat she zhong se qing you!
hahaha. so much for 4 yrs of friendship. lol
ok. joking lah. hahahah
i bought a pair of bangs today!
metallic greeen. wooo. nice nice
so much for me trying to save money.rahs
well. tml's new month. so i will save like mad. hope so
n i din do work dis weekend again. rahssss

talkplaylove
8:00:00 PM

20050730

dis morn went to the career fair w audrey
attended the us university talk
took alot of brochures
made me realise dat i shld start planning 4 the future
i still havent got a clue on wad i wan to do
i would like to go to us to study aft a's
but i do not haf dat kind of finance
n my grades r just average which wun make it 4 a scholarship
let alone a fairly good university
but seriously i hate studying in singapore
i wan to go overseas to experience new things
bahhhs. dis is kinda frustrating
whn i got home i had a talk w parents
my dad doesnt approve cos of financial problems
my mum wans to support but again. financial problems....
if i'm going to pursue overseas studying
i really haf to tink about my future nw
n not to say start working hard.
stop slacking
stop daydreaming
stop spending on unneccessary stuff
rahs. dis is irritating
i shall put dis thing to after promos den start tinking real hard abt it

talkplaylove
7:55:00 PM

20050729

i'm just ABIT dumb
tdy i forgot to off the recurrent alarm on my phone
so 6:20am it rang
n my phone was in the study rm
i stumble outta bed to to switch it off
argh. den i went to sleep again
and i dunnoe y dis few days i lie in bed i feel giddy
like the surroundings is swirling
mayb indonesia haf earthquake agn? hahaha
slept till 10am. i felt even more tired
rahs. changed.pack bag den go sch
i din go for pe. cos i see no point in it as i will just b injuring my knee further
n moreover i haf mc till aug
reach sch. haha. the cls at the moment was pathetic
n the canteen feel deserted
i guess many pple pon-ed
whn the day went on. i felt more n more dat i shld haf stayed at home
econs tutorial was as usual boring. haix
n i tink i haf to start reading the notes cos i wun make it if i do last min work for econs. yup.
chem lecture was a major disaster
i was kinda lost all the way
the lecturer went at lightning speed
i barely had time to tink over wad she said
let alone highlight!
organic chem seriously sucks
my weakest area in chem
i jus dun haf the ability to see the carbon chains or draw isomers
rahs. lucky there was no spa for me tdy
so i spent the 2 periods in library
i completed limits tutorial! accomplishment (:
anw mr ng talk to me tdy abt pon-ing college day
bahhs. nxt time i shld just pon the whole day
project work was a MAJOR TURNING POINT tdy
during project work i was so relieved tt i came to sch tdy
for the past few months my grp hasnt been able to progress
we kept getting stuck. n we went offtrack
tdy mr ng came to help us
then the discussion went on n we realised that our topic can fit into both tasks simultaneously!
it was horrifying. at a moment i was totally lost
luckily in the end we manage to decide on the right task n whre are we heading
*phews~
tdy's pw was so crucial mans. n i'm finally starting to get extremely worried about pw. theres lotsa things to b done n time is running out
well. i just haf to stay optimistic
i told myself dat i carnt hate pw
if i hate it i wun b able to do things right
yup. i haf to keep that mentality
aft sch i bought chee cheong fun frm the snack stall auntie
there was a huge bob of yellowish oil floating at the side!
omg. its disgusting. wad is the aunite doing man
lucky i nv mix it
or else i ate oil lahs!
haha. n i saw mdm hidayah tdy in sch!
she came bcos of the robotics event held in vj
shes the robotics tcher in charge i tink
so excited to see her
went up to her to say hi n talk a while
ahs team nv win. n shes sad. cos of the lighting at the concourse
nt vv sure y dey lost
n tdy there was a big influx of outsiders. sch was kinda crowded
walked home w lynne tdy
there was dis bunch of girls in front of us
dey were walking slowly.
dats beside the point
n they kept littering! outside vj somemore
wtf is dis
carnt they just hold on to the rubbish n throw it at the nearest bin?
hope some plain-cloth police catch them!
hahaha
whn i reached home i went to sleep
i'm still feeling as tired as ever nw. rahs
n i did the 16 pf test
some personality test lah
n i tink the test is total crap!
i either chose the bad options-reflecting hw bad i am
or i chose ?- mainly cos the questions were just too chim for my little brain to ponder
n the last few questions were english and math
n i had to rack my brains
i bet the results will b so inaccurate
i shld do some work. i'm laggin behind in almost evrything!
rahs

talkplaylove
8:33:00 PM

20050728

she's on duty. go n watch it if u havent! its real nice!

talkplaylove
10:02:00 PM

they are sparring! ahhh. n its judo somemore! hw cool!

talkplaylove
10:02:00 PM

hes all ready to kick sum ass! he fights damn well can! (:

talkplaylove
10:00:00 PM

ahhhh! my hunk! hes protecting the girl frm bullies! his real name is gong yun. his name in the show is so-young. hes damn shuai!

talkplaylove
9:59:00 PM

hah. tdy was a shorter thurs
louii went onstage to collect the soccer mania medal tdy!
haha. so i got 1 medal. lol. owe all dis to team SOME members
tdy only had maths tutorial.maths lect n econs tutorial
anw. dear qixin gave me her baked cookies to eat tdy!
it was super chocolatey. sinful :( but i liked it nevertheless
helped me to keep awake during maths lect
haha. maths lect was funneh
first peiwen confused me.
spent my time pondering over some simple thing
turns out dat peiwen was confused! hahaha
secondly lynne did sth hilarious
she was dozing off lahs. den she wrote down
"differentiate w.r.t GOH"
wahahahhas. she was tinking of mr goh! lol
2 periods of econs was crawling long.
lucky da niao was crappy. kept me entertained
aft econs sch finally ended! yays
me n lynne quickly went outta sch
went cinneleisure
ate at dis laoyapok restaurant
we went in there cos there was dis half price offer
but it turned out to be CRAP!
we seriously got cheated!
the service was SLOW.
can i say i waited at least 10mins for my food
n lynne waited even longer
cos whn i finished she was still waiting
n the desert sucks!
ice cream scoop so small. cake nt nice wan
den the service charge was still so high!
i'm nv ever gonna step into the place again
n whn it was time to bill
we didnt haf enuff $$
so i went out to draw $$ n come bac to pay
so malu sia
den we went to watch movie
caught "shes on duty"
korean show! haha
dis time it was super nice
it has all the elements
action.comedy.violence.suspense.horror.romance
n there was dis hunk inside the show!
he's damn shuai n he can fight well. ohh no.
i'm getting infatuated
wad happens to my jung ji-hoon
u see dats y i like korean shows
the language is nice. the actors r good looking
they haf good sense of humour
n evry other things just seems right
hahahaha.
aft movie we went to walk ard
went into the og beside hereen
u noe the place whre it has been forever saying warehse sale
haha. we decide to step in
first time me went inside
well. there's lotsa stuff there!
n the clothes r cheap n relatively nice
haha. i shall visit there someday agn
then we went home
haha. i ponned college day
since we will just b watching frm cctv
n i will most prob stone dere
may as well dun go
hahahaha
i'm still stuck to the movie. its sooo nice (:

talkplaylove
8:25:00 PM

20050727

today morn had assembly.
but spastic me went to the clsrm to find nobody
den heard the announcement saying there's assembly
hmmm. i tink my pw is still doing "fine" at the moment
hope we will push on further. hahaha
went into LT1 tdy to find dat the lt reek of urine
totally disgusting. so i ponned phys lect
i fell asleep a while during chem tutorial tdy. rahhhs
during the 2 period break i din go study.
ended up chatting w dawn n gerald
gp i was plain slacking
aft sch went library.
i copied some notes den fell asleep
n i drooled on my foolscap. how pathetic
den accompany lynne go chem remedial
aft dat i slacked a while den went library again
well apparently i slack agn!
i only read 3 pages of organic chem
den i started sleeping agn!
den whn i woke up. i totally had no mood to study
so i asked ami&peishan go canteen to eat!
bwaaahs. den went for training
tdy training was at a small area
we did some drills i nv do b4 wan.
felt like i was in the army though
i didnt play tachiwaza tdy. sensei ask me dont too
but i played newaza. whre i once again confirm dat i suck at ground work
den my pants got blood sia. dunnoe who's
i bit my mouth accidentally. how wonderful
but we did learn more tdy. so neutralised the effect
haiyer. i'm so slack tdy!
cannot stand it. promos is like a huge monster approaching towards me
ever ready to just stamp me flat lahsss!
if i cont to carry on lidat i will be super screwed
better buck up mdm fujing!
n i need to improve alot in judo too!
MOTIVATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

talkplaylove
8:53:00 PM

20050726

i wan my jung ji-hoon! hes hot n hes super cute!

talkplaylove
11:11:00 PM

tdy morn it was raining heavily
whn i woke up. could feel the breeze. damn shiok
hw i wish i can fall bac to bed for another slumber
i was vv lazy to take a freaking umbrella to sch
so i wanted to flag a cab. apparently didnt succeed
so took a bus to sch.i hate rainy days
morn dun haf assembly. slacked in the canteen
went com lab. read 2 blogs there
1 was about the soccer thing. well. dunnoe who dat blogger is
but life is really lidat.
u work hard n ur efforts r nt recognised
but nevertheless. u still haf to work hard.
at least there is still hope for ur efforts to be recognised
the other blog was damn cool sia.
dunnoe whose also.
but it was vv funneh
den went library to do hw
i did some maths. trying to guess formulaes so as to ans the ques
whn there were many snrs i could ask. haha
den it was time for econs lect
den i realise i din bring my notes
oh wonderful. so me n lynne ponned
peiwen came sch much later. hahaha
den we 3 were calling each other slackers whn we ourselves r slackers. lmao
i was about to give up on organice chem during tutorial tdy
lucky peiwen n jeremy tried to explain to me
den whn ms ng called me up to go do. i got it correct!
so i decided dat i will put in more effort to it nw
anw. jfoo cracked a stupid joke tdy " chem is try. so lets go n try"
haha. hope u get the joke.
the rest of the day went on... until physic tutorial
n i'm freee!
went to do gym.only exercised leg tdy. cos of physio
actually i was suppose to go mug w louii
but i pangseh-ed her to go play bball
sorry louii. hope dat brownie wun make u sad
i promise nxt week i will go mugging!
so me, lynne, shaf, dick, kenneth went to play bball
it was a super hilarious session
evryone had their spastic moments
n i spent more thn half of the time laughing at the guys
esp dick&kenneth
doing funky actions. n i tink kenneth was trying to imitate mark
owels. hahaha
but lynne got caught by tan nia
cos she wore skirt to play. she din haf black shorts
she was wearing blue one
but unluckily got caught by tan again
n we were jus about to leave larhs! haix
but tan is nice to girls. he nv really scolded her but ask her to see him tml
well. hope is nt detention though
hmmm. walked home
its been long since i exercise so much. nt counting judo
miss those days whre i will just play aft sch
but ever since my knee got injured n midyrs
i haf been spending my free time rotting in the library.
haix. n i still haf piling hw
well. i shall go do dem nw. boohoos

talkplaylove
8:48:00 PM

20050725

in times of troubled
we always have to stay strong
evry cloud has a silver lining
n god will make a way for all of us
with love and strength for each new day

hope the message i extracted frm a few places will help those that are going thru difficult times.esp my clsmate. yeah. stay strong ok :)

talkplaylove
9:44:00 PM

20050724

i haf a feeling dis entry will b vv long since ytd was such an eventful day
my physiotherapy appointment is 11.15am
i woke up at 9.45am.
so cannot take bus thre liao. since it takes 1hr
my mum didnt want to cos its a long walk frm bus stop to SGH block1,2,3
somemore is walk up a hill. hahahaha
so we cabbed there!
reach there at 10.45. quite early sia
but ytd vv little pple. so i didnt really wait vv long
so i step into the place of horror
it was just like another judo pt session. hahaha
first i cycled for 10mins-its only warm up
then he ask me to do strengthening exercise
at home my weight only 2pounds. n i wasnt consistent in the exercise
den he said "hmm.we will add on weights tdy"
so he gave me 5 pounds. n dat wasnt the end
norm is do 1 set of 10
ytd i did 2 sets of 10. meaning 20times
hohoho. whn i finished i was melting inside an air con rm
aft dat had to do the ma bu or u can call it squatting in mid air exercise
5 sets. hold for 30s
my legs were erm. trembling
aft dat go do leg press
he wanted me to do 55 pounds wan.
den whn he demo he himself found it heavy. so i did 35 pounds
so i did n my right knee made dis erm loud grating sound.
den he taught me some funky stretching exercise lor
but the grating sound nv stop. but i did 10 times for each leg
aft dat go do the train thighs wan lah. haha. i was dying alr
finish it n he told me i no need come bac alr! whooppee
n he ask me to go buy glucosamine to eat so can improve my joints
so i will only be visiting SGH in august for my x-ray. hah. so happy
aft dat me&mama walk to mrt station. took train to PS
ate den shop around. haha.
my mum bought an esprit tank top for me. hahah. so happy
den she noe i haf no $$- i only had $4 in my wallet den
she gave me another $6! n she help me top up my ezlink!
now i haf alot $$ inside ezlink. yay :)
dat was part I of the day
aft dat went down to toa payoh for training
while walking there met shafeeq&audrey
hahahahaha. i'm just ABIT bright.
training ytd was good&bad for me.
the good part was the nyjc coach was there.
heard that she's sea games silver medalist sia! pro-ed
she taught us harai-goshi. i've nv manage to learn dat throw properly
but ytd i finally know the whole throw.haha
the bad part was i was damn tired n i got injured agn while playing randori w audrey. i tink i carnt play randori at the moment
aft training. we made our way to suntec
dinner at siam kitchen. mark's treat
it was kinda thai food. din ate much cos its spicy
i dowan a full blown pimply face. but i was full
den the girls played zhong ji mi ma. shu ting was mixing the food
haha. only me&peishan nv drank from dat bowl of "food"
shuting who mixed it drank the most spoonfuls.lol
aft dinner the guys asked if wan go watch movie
they wan to watch wetdreams2. well. i nv hear b4
but on hearing dat its an korean movie. i agreed!!!
haha. korean movies simply rocks ok. n the lang is so cool (:
we watch the 930 slot. went in alittle late
missed the front part
whn i sat down n watch. i was kinda duh-ed
dunnoe how to describe the movie
but i can say that GUYS will enjoy it vv much? hahaha
but the movie was damn funneh lah.
i had a good laugh. n there are 2 girls inside which are pretty
ahaha. n they r quite spastic too. so overall nt bad lah
aft the movie went home. nv take sensei's car cos he sending nicole
den diff direction. den take public transport bahs
we walked towards the mrt direction
den the area near giordano there was cordoned off
the security guard told us the shutter was closing upfront
u noe those kind shop shutter. metallic wan
we decided to run after the shutter cos hafta walk a big detour
so we ran. like how wonderful
the guys were sprinting in front
i was trying the best to run as fast as possible behind
lucky lynne was down there waiting.
whn we reach the shutter place
it was dropping down fast
but the others din really see it coming down the ceiling though. hahaha
heard dat dick's head almost bang into it den they realise it was coming down
i had to bend down to cross the shutter
hahaha. luckily we made it across the shutter. lol
imagine if we had to walk all the way bac n 1 big detour
by then all of us were panting badly
to me it was madness cos i carnt run! haha
ok. so we walked the city link to mrt station
me n lynne went to the washrm halfway
at the station. we ran into the train carriage again.
the door was about to close
but lucky we caught the train. hahahaha
funneh how we just made it in time for things ytd night
i dropped at eunos
while walking to the bus stop
i saw 966. my bus!
so i ran to the bus stop agn. haha
whn i alighted at parkway. i realise it was the last bus. hahha
phew. imagine taking taxi home. i will just cry
whn i reach home lynne sms to ask how much i wan bet tt the guys-dick&kenneth will take taxi home
i replied "my whole possesions"
since they are lazy poks n then shld be no more bus liao. so i was confident dey will take taxi
den lynne replied " u mean u bet they nt taking n i bet they taking?"
haha. of cos nt lar. so i smsed kenneth to ask whether they took a cab
to my very horror. they actually took a bus home!
bleahs. but that bet is obviously nt counted lahs. surprising
by then it was 12+ in the morning
slept at 130 am
10am in the morning my mum shook me out of bed
she wan me to go out w her. bahhhhs
i couldnt really open my eyes
hmmm. we went shopping. bought some health care products
n i finally went to cut my hair
its about shoulder length now. haha
i feel light all of a sudden
just reach home. i'm super duper tired
n there's hwk still waiting for me!
raaaaaaahs. i dun feel like doing anything at all
i must go catch some sleep first
mayb at night den i try doing some work lah
i haf to complete chem tutorial-to be handed in somemore
stupid GP notebook
maths tutorial-unless i wan mr ho to bark at me
thats like alot! cos i dun understand chem at all
stupiak organic chem
argh. ok. go off liao. bye

talkplaylove
3:31:00 PM

20050722

i woke up at 730 tdy (:
ponned sch to go bac ahs to take prize
hmm. suppose to meet lou.issac&nic at bedok princess for breakfast
815 i was still waiting patiently at hse bus stop for 197 or 196
reached there at 850
haha. erm. only issac was there
so we stoned there waiting 4 the other 2 to come
din talk much cos i dunnoe issac vv well
hahahah.
nic was held bac in sch cos the vp dun let ahs pple out
which makes me think dat vj is so slack on rules. hahaha
lou woke up at 830
well. we ate mac den went bac
so long nv walk the way up to sch liao
quite sentimental nia.
the last time walking bac was mayb netball farewell or the mentoring in sch days
take o level results dat time was most recent time i went bac sch
n i took a cab there
hmmm. frm far cnt really see the sch changed much la
go inside. haha. horrifying
the sch turned into some botanic garden sia
so many pots of plants around.
mayb dey did it cos of founders day
but it was kinda exaggerated to me
den i went to the prize receivers area
borrowed a blazar. den see the performance n stuff
well. i tink the new principal is a bimbo =x
haha. heard quite alot about her frm others
the speeches dis yr was much shorter compared to wat i endured during the 4 yrs
den came the prize presentation
well. i went up n all. shake the vip hand n blahs
den come down quickly rush to the other end to hand over the blazar to nelson
den ms chan came n tell me dat i forgot to bow to the audience
lol. typical me
n u noe wad. the prize is some silver trophy. no $$.haha
den suppose to haf the sch crest on it wan.but mine dropped off
well. nvm.
me&krys couldnt get away during the celebration. rahhss
literally spent my time smsing n listening to krys nice korean songs (:
n we sang mrs goh hyms. so memorable
aft the whole celebration. the prize receivers stayed bac to take photos
the prize receivers were mostly victorians! :)
well. ms sally lai said we had to take 3 shots. with diff pose
but i just did the same for 3. lame
aft dat went to the heritage centre to see
whoa. not bad. was nicely decorated. means spent alot $$ too
den went to walk around the clsroom
realised tt the stairs were filled w pics
nw i understand y sermin says the sch is an art gallery
but i tot its nt bad though. hahaha
saw ms tay! arggh. so long nv see her. miss her sooo much
den she's having a cough. den still need to work. rahs. ms tay tc k!
n she said she was bringing ahs team to vj later. haha so coincidence
there was reception for us.
the food was nice but i didnt attack them cos going out 4 lunch
in the end. me, krys, qixin & bernice cabbed to pp for lunch
me, qx & ber went bac sch
i went bac sch for soccer mania! haha
well. our team is called "team SOME"
y dis name. cos there's a guys grp called "SOME team"
its the ahs guys team lah. den invert the order lor
sounds like dim sum. hahaha
our team consists of the captain-lou, me, mel, glan,waihan, zhihua,amelia
n we are all frm sporty ccas (:
i was the goalie. cos i carnt run. carnt balance n kick the ball
damn laoyapok lah me. haha
but the others were damn zai can
in the end we emerged champion!
ahhhs. so prouda my teammates
n mr tan was poaching good female players to join the girls soccer team
n i tink many girls who played in the soccer mania tdy r super talented lah
*excluding me*
aft the whole thing went home.
overall tdy was quite a good day for me
tml i will b busy for the whole day
morn going for physiotherapy
i die alr. most prob get slapped by the pple there whn they found out i injure both knees. well. i shall try hard nt to make them notice
n i haben been consistently doing the exercises cos of the busy life n i'm just plain lazy. rahhs
aft physio go training. hope tml i can train better. altho i still tink i only can do 1 throw. but at least b more aggressive or sth
aft training got judo farewell dinner
marks treating. muahahas. but i guess i will stink all over by then =x
yah. dats all. ciao

talkplaylove
9:49:00 PM

20050721

found dis at a website
n since its like the harry potter craze
i shld just post it

Wingardium Leviosa: Charm to make things float. Sorcerer's Stone, page 171.
Locomotor Mortis: Leg-locking curse. Sorcerer's Stone, page 222.
Expelliarmus. Disarming charm. Chamber of Secrets, page 190.
Finite Incantatem. Stopping charm.. Chamber of Secrets, page 192.
Rictusempra. Tickling charm. Chamber of Secrets, page 192.
Tarantallegra. Leg jerking, quickstepping charm. Chamber of Secrets, page 192.
Serpensortia. Blocks unfriendly spells. Chamber of Secrets, page 194.
Riddikulus. Turns boggarts into humorous-looking creatures. Prisoner of Azkaban, pages 134-5.
Fidelius Charm. Magical concealment of a secret inside a chosen person. Prisoner of Azkaban, page 205.
Patronus Charm. Guardian against dementors. Prisoner of Azkaban, page 237.
Accio: Calls things to you. Goblet of Fire, page 68.
Obliviate: Memory-modifying spell. Goblet of Fire, page 77.
Ennervate: Awakening spell. Goblet of Fire, page 133.
Prior Incantato: Conjurs up previous spells. Goblet of Fire, page 136.
Deletrius: Causes an image to vanish. Goblet of Fire, page 136.
Reparo: Repairs things. Goblet of Fire, page 169.
Imperius Curse: Gives total control. Goblet of Fire, page 213.
Cruciatus Curse: Causes intense pain. Goblet of Fire, page 214.
Avada Kedavra: The killing curse. Goblet of Fire, page 215.
Impediment curse: Slows something. Goblet of Fire, page 574

rah rah rah. i hate the avada kedavra curse. the curse can just go and die. haha.those who read shld noe.
damn interesting lah. lol

talkplaylove
10:30:00 PM

20050720

tdy pw's session was great i tink
i feel dat we accomplished alot
dun ask me why. har har
aft sch went to pp w cls
den went home to take bandage n medicine
went bac sch
was crapping w pple i see
b4 i drag myself to the library to do some studying
well. apparently i only did some econs essay outline n dats all!
wth am i doing.
spent the rest of the time w judo mates. haha
went for training.
it was bad lah. to me
i could only do 1 pathetic throw i hate the most. osotogari
den whn sensei teach the new throw-erm i dunnoe wads the name
i try to do it on nicole n my knees gave way
lose balance n almost fell
den pain liao
den sparring i was damn off
haix. randori 2 times i stopp
den it was passing out
i still can throw n get thrown so join in
first. the seniors throw evry single one of us
well. shafeeq, he ji, kenneth throw me right
i really flew. like how wonderful
den came dick. so i thot i was going to fly
den he did osotogari
den i didnt get throw at the first try
den he said"eh. u fall lei"
haaha. funneh
den second time he tried.
i fell FLAT on the ground. PAIN
i tink i'm damn dumb lah
den we threw the seniors back
nt bad lah. passing out was a simple but significant ceremony
anw. dawnie injured herself during training tdy
RAH RAH RAH
she was in agony mans. sobs
aft training help her walk to take taxi
den i was suppose to walk home w qp, kenneth n dick
haha. but qp's mum came. so left the 3 of us
den the 2 went off
so i walk home alone
it was shiok. walking alone in the night
can do reflections n thoughts
den the night was quite cooling
well. i felt training was lousy 4 me
hope nxt week will b better!
nw i seriously need to strengthen my knees!
n hope dawn's injury isnt too serious n she gets well soon
or else nobody train w me! ahhahaa
i'm recovring my flu too
things must get better for me!!!!!

talkplaylove
10:05:00 PM

20050719

ok. i'm gonna blog dis joke down
told by jiaming
i really tink it was the joke of the day
we were talking bot deposing of bodies...
i'm evrything in my <3 (:
��j i a m i n g��:hmm put in plastic bag leh?��
��j i a m i n g��:aiyah.. juz throw into kallang river
evrything in my <3 says:plastics r nt environmental friendly��
��j i a m i n g��:cut into smaller pieces can liao��
��j i a m i n g��:wahahaa��
��j i a m i n g��:e fish will slowly eat e thing up��
evrything in my <3 :there will b alot bodies
evrything in my <3 :imaging kayaking in a river of bodies
evrything in my <3 :horrendous��
��j i a m i n g��:hahaa and a lot of bloated fish��
��j i a m i n g��:... lol...��
��j i a m i n g��:i'd rather kaya my bread @ home sia
evrything in my <3 :NO LINK!
evrything in my <3 :hhahahah. wad has bread got to do with fish. ahhahaha��
��j i a m i n g��:u were toking abt kayaking wad��
��j i a m i n g�� :so.. i thot
evrything in my <3 says:LOL��
��j i a m i n g��:can dun to the river to kaya rite..
evrything in my <3 says:ok. dat was a good one��
��j i a m i n g��:hahaa��
��j i a m i n g��:unless relli wann be king��
��j i a m i n g��:den.. kayaking liao
evrything in my <3 says:king? ��
��j i a m i n g��:u make kaya bread until beri lihai��
��j i a m i n g��:so pple call u king of kaya��
��j i a m i n g��:kayaking
evrything in my <3 says:omg.
evrything in my <3 says:i'm laughing like mad nw
evrything in my <3 says:wth. super funneh

well. i tink dis has far exceeded the paul frank and peanut butter jelly joke. lol
i cant stop laffing.hahaa. really a good joke mans

talkplaylove
10:54:00 PM

rahsss.
i'm down w flu
i was alright the whole day lahs
well. the day was quite slack
cos mr &ms ng nv come
but we got dis ah beng tcher for chem tutorial
i feel like i'm in military sch lahs.
conclusion- he cmi
gp we were supposed to watch tanguy. a french movie
but since i missed it bcos of judo finals dat day
no point watching whn i dun understand the story &lang
so i slept! :)
it was a good noon nap sia. i din dream of anything.lol
n whn i woke up. i was vv refreshed! goodie
but somehw i find myself dying in maths lect
BUT. i was still absorbing lah
chem prac became phys prac.
phys spa skill B is like nxt week! dieeee
i felt damn drowsy during phys prac.
which lasted for 3 looong periods
aft sch went home directly
the whole day was just gloomy n cold
i guess my flu is bcos of dis?
n i'm growing old
my knees r like damn weak
the weather is seriously killing my knees
i'm suffering frm rhuematism! darn
anw. tdy i walked home
felt great. i'm seriously so unfit
wonder if i can make it 4 training tml
but i guess my mum wun let me
if i persist she might just throw away my gi
besides i caught some sudden flu
so tml go n watch bah
but i hope by nxt week its FULL recovery n back to normal
yup. dawn dropping to social till promos over
so girls dat r in competitive r only me, peishan joanne n mayb lynne?
rahhhhhs. hw can things turn out to b lidat
come on pple. lets work hard togetherr..
haix. hope things will turn better 4 me
ciao

talkplaylove
9:01:00 PM

20050718

dis is peiwen's present. well. current name is chocobo. but mayb we will come up w better names. but hes so cute! i like the way its fat. lol. n guess wad mr bernard low said abt chocobo. it will look cuter if it wears a bikini =x

talkplaylove
11:27:00 PM

i need to get rest desperately
ytd i read potter until 2am
slept at 3am cos i couldnt take the story line!
rahs. pple who've read it shld noe
n my mum woke me up at 6am so tt i wun b late
didnt work
i was almost late
so to count i slept for only 3hrs?
madness.
dis weekend i'm like enemies w my bed!
i must get sleep tdy.
or tml i will go to sch like some panda or get sore eyes agn
we gave pw her present!
lalalalala~ the pig is soooo cute :)
it has a few names nw. n i like chocobo (:
i was abandoned by pw n lynne for physics
evil pple
they slack in library n i stone in the lt
n for once i did chem tutorial :)
pon maths lect tdy
cos it was too late to go in
hahahahaha. nice excuse right
n i manage to talk to qixin during dat period
so long nv talk to her alr!
n i'm glad founders day coming
finally 4f can meet up again
w/o a major organising dat will make me vomit blood
n i'm receiving prize on founders day
well. moment of glory but i feel embarraseed
hahaha.
tdy during chem lect i was tortured by debbie.hahahahaa
nt exactly torture lah
but it was meepok twin-mr chang
so she was damn high
n my lecture notes has her doodles
well. but dat lecture was nt bad
aft sch i stayed bac to watch floorball
peagusus boys won n are 5th
girls they lost 2 matches n are 4th
but nevetheless im proud of the girls
cos the put up such a good fight
just dat luck wasnt w us
we attack so many times but the ball just always missed the goal
but it was vv good alr :)
i feel tired n tired
but i just cant seem to go to bed
whats wrong w me nowsdays !

talkplaylove
9:08:00 PM

20050717

slept at 5am ytd. break record liao
i was chioing potter frm 3+ till den
damn tired so sleep
at ard 11am lynne called
aha. asked if wan go watch fantastic4
since tdy it will b $1.60
so i went to buy straits times
had a glass of milk only den went out
well. both of us were late. haha
but i was still earlier. heh heh
but guess wad. all the coupons were fully redeemed when we reach the theatre
conclusion: we are just among many of the kiasu singaporeans.but alot pple outplay us. wahahahs
so we went to shop for pw's present
well. it was kinda unproductive
cos we bought tings for ourselves at d same time
i bought a pair of earrings n rubberbands
so we spent like the whole afternoon shopping for her presents
but in the end we bought it. n it was good :)
but the bad part was i'm officially broke lah
left with like $7+ to survive the whole month
sian.n taka had a food fair!
i wan to try evrything so badly
but i dowan to play survivor in mordern times
so i only ate sausages n ice cream
rahhhhs
had a $12 popular voucher
so i went on a stationary spree again
my pencil case is gonna b so full
aft dat we went home
wad an unproductive day!!!!
to think i still wanted to do econs
but i'm damn tired nw. din manage to recharge over d weekend
tml go sch sure die. congrats
n i haf no money in my ez link lahs
siannnn!!!!!
so i went to add $5
so i officially haf $2 to spare liao
i shld learn hw to manage my money. seriously
ok. i'm gonna read harry potter nw
i shld just forsake my hw
hahahaha

talkplaylove
8:39:00 PM

i'm gonna catch it no matter what! i'm obessed. hahahahaa

talkplaylove
1:42:00 AM

dey haf cool sunglasses. i wan! =D

talkplaylove
1:41:00 AM

in the glass elevator

talkplaylove
1:40:00 AM

johnny depp as willy wonka. i love the eyes. dun ask me y

talkplaylove
1:38:00 AM

hes really cute mans. n look at the magical surroundings. got so many greeen !

talkplaylove
1:37:00 AM

he found the golden ticket!

talkplaylove
1:36:00 AM

Freddie Highmore as Charlie Bucket.ahhhh hes so cute! (:

talkplaylove
1:36:00 AM

20050716

slept at 3am ytd
tired but i was organising some stuff
read nicole's letter for me
n it included sum photos
altho none had me inside
but nevertheless thanks nicole!
must do sth for her mansss
anw tdy at 8am
i woke up cos i noe my mummy will b bac w harry potter VI
5hrs of sleep really aint enuff
esp weekdays r so exhuasting
but i really wan to read my potter!
yup. n tdy was potters day for me
once i got hold of the book
i started reading
and reading
and reading till nw
where i realise my brain cannot absorb anything anymore
n my eyes r tired
n i only manage to complete half of the book
dats hw bad i am in reading english story books
mayb i shld sign up for some speed reading course
cos i really take long time to digest essays. esp for english
ok. bac to harry potter
its so nice!!!!!!!!
i mean the cover is alr so cool black n simple n cool words n blaaaahs
n its content is so magical n addictive
rahhhs!
n dis book is damn exciting lah
ok. i shall rest n cont later
must complete the book by dis weekend
i'm like forgoing all the tutorials n lectures i shld b catching up
but i really cant give a damn about it right nw
i just wan my harry potter!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha

talkplaylove
10:34:00 PM

this entry is specailly dedicated to vjc judo
this the dedications we jrs had for d snrs at suntec
i asked the person for our dedication slips
n i'm gonna publish this so evryone can see it! (:

~dedication #1~
to: vj judo seniors
from:vj judo juniors
message: hey guys! thnx 4 evrything..all d time we've spent together..the sweat&tears we shed together..we'll miss you all..study hard for A levels & rock on!! judo 4ever! <3

~dedication #2~
to:nicole,kenneth,shafeeq,fujing,ami, peishan,izam,audrey
from:lynne
message:hey, just wanna thank you all for coming down to suntec city.hope u all have a nice time...let's eat&get fat!! ha, at least we can slim down during training.seniors..u all will just remain fat! muahhahah!*bleah*=p

~dedication #3~
to:nicole mummy, lynne, ami, peishan, fujing, shafeeq, kenneth, izam
from:aud
message: haha god bless all and smilez always =D cheers to vj judo. seniors must come back k! u've all been great! kenneth teddy bear, lynne's a nice girl! *hint hint*

~dedication #4~
to: judo~judo~vj rocks! =)
from: lynne =)
message: must chiong for nx yr's judo com! train our guts out! you all can do it! let's have more outings! aw. happy birthday peiwen&leslie!

~dedication #5~
to: vjc judo
from:ami
message:it's been fun knowing all of you.though the times we trained were tough, it's alwats nice to know that all of us are supporting one another. to all seniors, thanks for everything and all the best. we'll miss you!

~dedication #6~
to: vj judo team
from:-fujing-
message: hey peeps.will nv forget all the memories we had dis yr.juniors-train hard alrights? seniors-goodie luck 4 A's n come bac often :) love ya guys! rock on & take care! :)

dis is soooo meaningful (:

talkplaylove
12:09:00 AM

tdy we had our judo bonding session.haha. altho nt evrybody turned upbut it was relatively okn i was happy
hmm.me,lynne,aud,shaf,kenneth went for moviewatch war of the worldsFINALLY! waited so longbut turned out to me to b a ridiculous showbut i like the meaning to it abt the life on earth n stuffn i froze inside the cinema. so cold.brrhaha. anw kenneth treated us to popcornrich sia. but thanks. lol
aft movie we met up w d rest-nicole.peishan.ami.izamwe went swensens for dinner. i knew my pocket will burn a big holebut went anw. cos i mus reward myself.lolwe ordered qutie alotn we attacked the food like nobody's buisnessthe girls dedicated songs n msged to the seniors toovv meaningful :)i guess dat was the best part of the night
aft dinner aud.ami.peishan went homeshaf n kenneth went to pa tuo. lolleft me.lynne.nicolethe 3 of us again. hahawe went mng to try clothestotally hilarious sessionn i bought a top$16 my pocket really is like holey
den the shops were closing alrso we went homebut sch sucked tdy. haahahaha

talkplaylove
12:08:00 AM

20050714

i realise dis few days i've been blogging in sch
hmmm. ytd aft sch i got abandoned
lynne went to meet her fwen
dawn went to meet SOMEONE
left peiwen
haha. she pei me till around 3
den i rot in the library alone
no life mans
den peishan joined me. haha
n sth vv embarassing happened
dawn called me n i din put my phone to silent mode
so it ranged LOUDLY
adding to it dat the library is alr quite quiet
i tink alot pple turned to look :(
training was light
had exco elections first
captian-izam
vicecap-shuting
secretary-peishan
treasurer-juan cheng
quartermaster-jason
overall i'm happy w it
esp izman. din expect him to get captain actually
but i reaaallly like his packaging(speech)
so i guess dere's a future for judo :)
anw judo is officially social nw
due to the sch request
cos quite alot pple injured den medical bill vv high
den sch pay for dem mah
den dis yr comp de results also nt vv good
so we haf to drop to social
BUT. haha. we r nt gonna resign to fate
we're just gonna haf 1 official training in sch
but tues night n sat night we gonna train at sensei's sch
n he's nt gonna charge us
den we haf one informal pt session on thurs
situation nw is quite serious
we're like fighting for the survival of the club n competitive judo
so all the more we must fight harder n dun give up
cannot let the efforts of evrybody go down the drain
i feel quite sad about dropping to social
but on the other hand. we incresed our training amount
dats a good thing :)
wel. if there's no team nxt yr
i hope we can still participate in individuals
serious politicis going on mansss..
back to training.
it was hilarious
u noe y? cos its the last time the seniors will b training w us
n the guys were sparring w girls
n kenneth sparred w lynne
muahahahas.
i was totally laughing my ass off when he ask her to spar w him
n the fact dat he was am-chio-ing throughout makes it even more hilarious
n sensei noes about dawn's rumours
lol. n dawn in bid to get her revenge told sensei bot lynne's rumours
n sensei teased lynne
vv funneh lah. hahaaha
aft training i went dinner w nicole altho it was quite late
evrytime we haf our er ren shi jie. lol
anw. i ate curry rice which i totally regretted it
cos when i gt home my knee swelled until cannot see the bone
shld haf rmb wad the sinsei said about nt eating heaty stuff
n my mum was evil
she teased me about my fat knee :(
lucky tdy morning wake up not dat swollen
but my knee was still FAT. rahs
n i was almost late dis morn
din even haf time to wrap my leg
n mr tan was shouting us to hurry
i was screwed lah. no bandage to tell him i gt knee injury
so i tried running to the hall
damn xin ku
tdy nt bad lah. i paid attention in most lessons
feeling vv tired nw
n i decided to nt go training
better get my knee healed first so can train to optimum level
yup. n i tink i need rest
i'm exhuasting alot of my mind
so i guess i will slack a while more n go home
ok. nth more to say
ciao

talkplaylove
2:43:00 PM

20050713

yay. got released aft econs ytd :)
surprisingly mark lee went to talk to mr ng
n i couldnt get to mr ng cos his hp was dead
it rained quite heavily ytd.
me,dawn&lynne decided to go to toa payoh first
cos lynne want to develop her photos
got thre. bought stuff. haha
i bought chewy n a new roll of "good"tape
n i ate sushi too. haha
den kenneth called dawn to ask us help dem buy mac
den use my $$
we got there. saw a lot of hc pple
since all d division finals involve dem
nygh won champ for b&c div
tch won champ for c div n second for b div
cos the b div team was all blue belters
and they played against a team of brown belters frm ri
initially i tot they will win ri but apparently didnt happen
a div hci won champ for both guys&girls
n cj got second for both guys&girls too
the a div guys match was super hilarious
cos a guy split his pants while playing
n i saw it. wahaahs. so funneh
anw. dere was dis hci guy who was vv cute to me
haha. his skills quite good too lors
but nobody agreed w me dat hes cute! hmrph
aft the whole thing ended. we go home la.like duh
well. den we saw dis 31 bus
n lynne&dawn ran after it
apparently i CARNT RUN
i tried running lah. but cannot. vv pain
luckily i caught the bus. phewwws
me&lynne went pp to develop photos
cos dere is like cheaper
while waiting. we actually studied at KFC
haha. i did some work lah
den the photos finally came out.
nt bad overall n i tink d photo album is funneh. lol
ok. while walking home. my bandage came off AGAIN
stupid tapes.
aft dinner i watched some tv
guess wad. i fell asleep lah
n i woke up dis morn feeling vv tired
dunnoe y. guess sleep more makes u feel tired? -__-
n i invented a new way to wrap my leg
i used a net. so even if the tape fails. the bandage wun come off!
clever me :)
n pple said i reek of chinese medicine
RAHS. i got bathe wan ok...
nt my fault dat i reek of herbs :(
anw. tdy's another copying day for me.
i've just been copying endless things.
poor hand is tired
n i need to get pw survey done soon
so pple if u nth to do come find me!
i give u survey =D
later carnt train :(
but still going anw. cos got exco election
well. i'm certainly nt running for it cos i noe i will b a walking joke if i do so
n i'm nt really into getting some position lahs
wads more imp to me is dat i train hard!!!!!!!
yup. so mr&mrs knee. pls get well soon!!!!

talkplaylove
11:23:00 AM

20050712

tdy was a bad start
well. ytd go see sinseh
he help me wrap den say tonight den take off
but dis morn i was sweating like mad
so i want to bathe
took it off
i was running late
but i still wrapped my leg
wanted to cab to sch
but lucky i din
cos in d end i still caught the bus n dere was hse meeting
while at d grandstand. guess wad happened..
MY BANDAGE DROPPED OFF
totally malu lah
cos the scotch tape i used was toally laoya pok
so i haf to survive the da w/o any protetion 4 my knee
nw in com lab. waiting for mr ng's reply
hope he lets me go to see judo finalsss
*crosses fingers*
i promise aft tdy i will b a good girl

talkplaylove
8:19:00 AM

20050711

both my knees r feeling horrible
my left knee is pain pain n pain
n i just haf dis premonition dat my right knee will get injured again
its been feeling vv weird
tdy was such a long day. i hate mondays
i only ponned maths lect tdy. not bad.
but for most of the lessons
i seriously dunnoe wads going on.
guessed i missed too much during d judo comp
haix. i tink i shld just get more rest n pray hard dat my knee gets healed quickly
yup. new skin seh. nice right :)

talkplaylove
6:59:00 PM

20050710

it's releasing on 16th july 2005. ooh. i cant wait (:

talkplaylove
5:20:00 PM

after a night's rest
finally feeling better!
i'm cheering up :)
my knee is not as painful
altho its still swollen n i'm limping around
tdy's a good day too!
i manage to get good sleep till 12pm.woots
lunch was great. haha
i manage to read thru chem i.e 2
understanding part of it-its great alr. haha
i did 3 question frm the tutorial. 3 parts. haha
i read thru econs notes.
yes. i m accomplishing sth during the weekend! (:
hope i wun get monday blues tml!
tdy's really a great day. lol
ok. i'm gonna slack nw. hahahahahaha

talkplaylove
4:03:00 PM

20050709

ytd was another worst day of my life
i told myself i had to get some sleep
but i was damn tensed up
took such a long time to fall asleep
n guess wad. i kenna stomach flu in the middle of the night
how wonderful
so i spent the rest of the night dashing in n out of the toilet
whn it was morning. i couldnt sleep alr
so i go watch waterboys2
my motivation source
den we met in sch at 1045
aud helped me tie my hair
wel. it was the kiddy pri sch style lah
we reached n all
finally the comp started
ours the first bout
i stepped in determined to go thrash dat girl
well. we were losing 4-0 lah. haix
den it was my match. last match
sensei told me dun make it a zero
i was even more determined to win her
i shouted quite loudly i tink
it was ok at first. i was grabbing her
den suddenly i cant rmb how
my left knee got twisted or sth
i realise i couldnt walk at all
not to say throw her
it was extremely painful
but i continued. she got a halfthrow i tink n a yuko or goka
i couldnt do my fave throw. stupid knee
try n try den finally succeded on a half throw
den i cant rmb how also
i kenna ippon i tink
woah. we lost 5-0 to nyjc
once we step out. i started crying
my match sucked totally
i was hugging dawn n crying badly
firstly cos my knee hurts
secondly cos i did badly
i sat down den wrap up knee
till den i cannot stop crying
cos i realise i couldnt stop crying
n i was mad at myself for being such a weakling
my match really sucked
its even worse den my individuals
it was a match dat left me w so many regrets
n i couldnt play on anymore
like how wonderful. 1 month ago i injured my right knee
now its my left knee
but i tink the left knee injury is minor lah
so i dowan to go hosp
its stupid
after wrapping can walk. so i stayed on to watch the girls
we had to play rj to see whether can go semi
lynne replaced me in the open category
we lost to rj 4-1
lynne won her match
i was totally proud of her
she did well. yup :)
den sensei had a talk w us
aft the talk i told myself dat i'm gonna train hard aft my injuries r fully healed
i hope we can send a girls team nxt yr too
since dis is our first experience
yeah. so we r gonna train hard alright!
aft the whole ting i went to see a sinseh
haha. i realise dick went to the sinesh too. lol
well. i couldnt really tell the sinseh how i get injured
cos i myself also dunnoe how. i'm so screwed
well. he do de norms n wrap my knee
i went home lah. my knee totally feeling vv suan
i slept n woke up dis morn in pain
i cannot even stand up?
i fell down once i stood up
wonderful man
i cant straighten dat left knee now
cant walk. i'm useless
act tdy suppose go for physio
but i had to cancel it nia
i dunnoe how i'm gonna go there
rah. i feel terrible nw
i just wan to get healed FULLY
dowan to get anymore injuries!
haix. i really need to cheer up b4 i really fall into depression
n i want to go back to training soon!!!!!!!!!
RRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHh

talkplaylove
10:29:00 AM

20050707

I'LL FIGHT ON NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS
tdy was guys match
dey lost. got 4th
but i was proud of them
they fought hard
the fighting spirit was there
so cheer up :)
tml's our match
i'm playing open
the last match
i'm scared if i'm the deciding factor
but no matter wat
i will put in my very best till the very end
i'm so gonna b aggressive
YES. nv gonna give up
ok. wish me luck hee :)

talkplaylove
7:19:00 PM

20050705

i'm down w sore eyes again
tdy in sch i felt damn tired
my eyes cannot open at all
reach home my vision became blur
so i decided to go see doc in case it gets worst
cos comp is on fri!
shit
i hope i can wear contacts by then
imagine a blind woman fighting
not funneh u noe
i hate sch. seriously it sucks
nvm. tml got training.i mus look fwd to it
i better go rest my eyes.
*pray mr&mrs eyes heal soon =P*

talkplaylove
10:58:00 PM

i'm in sch com la nw.
i'm feeling vv tired. haix
i only had 6 hrs of slp frm sunday night to monday
i couldnt sleep
anw ytd was quite a hectic day 4 me
morn i went out to watch movie w jt & ls
first time i was early n guess wad
dey were late by 45mins
thanks noe
i was late by 15mins actually
so none of us was punctual. lol
i walked around aimlessly in taka
n i tink i almost saw the whole world
alot of familiar faces sia
ok. we bought our tix for A LOT LIKE LOVE
den we went to walk around
ate at pastamania
my pasta ytd seemed endless to me
i was damn full aft dat
den we bought dis nice bars to eat
haha. fattening...
anw we missed the first part of the movie
damn sad about it
cos i dunnoe how ashton kutcher n the girl met
the movie was nt bad. hilarious. ahahaha
aft the movie i rushed to kallang
lynne's father sent me to kenneth's house
d judo pple r supposed to go there to watch tape
anw i can see dat kenneth's a rich ass
his house is like hugeee
nice furniture n all
while waiting for others we watched some judo moves tape
it was in jap
so i was literally viewing it only
den we heard some dog barking lah
den we realise he has a dog!
i was terrified. cos the barking was quite loud
it was a golden retriever
n all of us was attracted to the dog
anw. i tink the dog is vv gentlee n domestic lah
cos aft dat it nv bark at all
but i nv touch it
cos i scared he might rip my hand off
hahaa. when evrybody came
we started watching d tape
watch until 9pm
den go home
i was super exhuasted
anw i walked home frm telok kurau
hahaha.it was fun nightwalking
reached home
den i found out got blister on my leg
PAAIIIN
i bathed den plunge into bed. haha
sian. i m so tired of sch
i tink i wun focus on sch at all dis week
i shld tink of comp
yep. dats all

talkplaylove
8:23:00 AM

20050703

after training tdy
i can declare dat
4weeks of inactiveness..
have made me super duper UNFIT
i feel so restless nw
n i was panting damn badly during training
i tink i can just go n die

talkplaylove
10:16:00 PM

jus watched son of mask
totally hilarious show nia
what's more they haf green faces. lol
but i dun tink its worth watchin in a cinema
haha. see. dats y i rented it. clever gal i m
i so wan to watch war of the worlds!!!
rahhhh. i haf no time to do dat. WHY?!!!!
later going training. yupps. i will jia you
nxt week of sch will b horrible for me i guess
lucky mon's a hols
so i dun haf to face up w my usual monday blues
i'm addicted to the song - you are my soniya
its an indian song. lol. hip hop got english words
its really nice. i'm not kidding
anw nw den i really feel dat i'm on holidaaay~!
haha. lifes carefree nw w/o any knowledge stuffing
at least for a while.
lou just reminded me dat promos are in 3months time ytd
boohoos
i do wan to get promoted.
ok. mayb i shldnt tink dat far. lets wait for my middyr results first
n see how it goes.
ok. gtg :)

talkplaylove
11:51:00 AM

20050702

update u on wad happened on my first judo match of my life
i wasnt really terrified while waiting for 130 to start
my match was the first match in dojo1
i stepped onto the mat
i realise i was shaking all ovr the place
esp my knee was trembling
so i grabbed my gi
it started
i tried to hook her leg
budden i let go. i tink
den the nxt moment i knew
i was on the floor with her on top of me
i felt my lungs were breaking
tried struggling lah
budden cannot. so i lost my 1st bout
well. i got rapportcharge
this is the match dat i'm still regretting now
i could 've won
but i din.rah
i pinned her down. guess wad
they say she pulled my hair
so she got a foul
but seriously i din felt her pull my hair
n the pple were shouting so loudly
i thot i hold wrongly or sth
i got a wasari-half a throw den she got a shiai-foul
if i throw her 1 more time i got ippon
or i just hang on until the match end. i will win
but guess wad. i tried to throw her agn
but i did osotogari wrongly-till nw i carnt figure out WHY!?
den i kenna pinned down by her
den dunnoe wad happen. my knee hurt
i tried struggling lah
but in d end lost
haix. still cant get over my stupid blunder
do u noe if i won i could haf got joint3rd
so close to a position n it just slipped awy
but it was a good experience lah
at least i found out the throw i'm better at
the other girls din win.but i belive we did our best lah
since alot of us r newbies
nvm. let's work hard for team nxt week ok?
i'm seriously pondering whether i shld train for team
4weeks w/o training den suddenly go train is weird!
but dawn ask me go. so i tink i shld just go tml n see how it goes
my knee is hurting a bit
sighs. nvm. i shall do more pysio exercise
ytd i got home
i was totally shagged
so i slept frm 6 to 7
7 to 8 watch tv
8 to 9 read sum physics
9 to 10 watch tv
den 10 + lie on the bed alr!
dats all the studying i did in the 2 days lah
wth.
tdy went sch to take physics
i totally tink i will fail physics
just whacked all the formulas in
n i tink got a few question is totally DISGUSTING
i press my calculator until wan die
i pity my calculator
when the paper ended
i was damn happy :)
den me, dawn, lynne & nicole went pp to makan
dey left den i went mph to rent vcds
how long i've waited for dis lah
i couldn't decide wad to rent
so i anyhow take
rented boogeyman, hostage & son of the mask
i just watch boogey man
its a horror movie
but i wasnt dat scared as b4
n the movie has no story line. quite unrealisitc lah
well. but for entertainment
i jus wan to enjoy life nw
hahaha. hope tml's training will b fine for me

talkplaylove
6:32:00 PM