it's a mixed up world.

20051029

finally finished watching sangdoo
oh man.
when i first saw it
i tot it was kinda a comedyy
judging frm full hse
but on watching the first few disc
its totally a different story
yes. there are funny parts here n there
esp when rain do his spastic actions
budden the story is just super sad
i tink dis is the show i have cried the most so far in my life
hai. n the ending is just. SAD
rah.
budden overall the show is v nice lah
v touching :)
BUT
i dun tink can watch it often
watching it is quite xin ku
ytd night cry until headache sia
haha.
slept at 5am
woke up at 9am
bathe n stuff.
rush to hereen to meet lishan
going to buy jingting's present
oh man. 11am meet.
she arrived at 12pm
but nvm. i spent my time lingering around
observing other pple
i tink observing pple is an interesting thing
it definitely kills time
we bought jt's present den met up w her
watched flight plan
ok. i'm quite lagg. but there aren't really nice shows i noe of ard
wanted to watch legend of zorro
but scared nt nice. haha
flight plan is nice. haha
the plot is good
hmm. aft movie went to walk ard
bought my dear boys act II bk 19
a nice green pencil which costs $5.20
but i like it anw
happy happy
n i saved $100 :D
ok la. cos i was inactive for quite some time
but its a good thing!
i'm waiting for xmas sale to come lor
i seriously need alot of things
haha
btw. rain's album is damn nice :)

talkplaylove
9:55:00 PM

20051027

i haf to go gym desperately
sch gym opens so late n i'm lazy to go
finally found a place that has gym tdy
so in the aft. me n mum went
its at my mum's condo.
at meyer road there
n my mum suggest to WALK THERE
wah. thanks man
i would nt haf mind if my leg was ok
but. hai.
saw alot of nice bugalows
damn cool lah. haha
finally got there n the gym was...
it has nth for my physio except the cycling machine
no leg press. no hip machine
rahhhh
wth. budden i did the others lah
cycled n do those arm machines
my mum tried the treadmill
erm. she's kinda ulufied.
nv use treadmill b4
n she keeps sliding off the treadmill
kinda hilarious. haha
n she blames it on her shoes
cos she wasnt wearing sport shoes
well..

later on walked to pp
went to look around
went inside U2
my mum bought 2 pairs of pants
i bought 4 tops
hahaha.
fruitful day.

taking a break frm sang doo now
hai. rain is being bullied like free inside the show!
i vv sad :(
n the show is super nice
but see alr heart pain sia.
ok. i'm go bac to show liao.
byee

talkplaylove
11:01:00 PM

ytd went bac sch.
hand in results blah
den officially its the last day!
woohoo
n i finally got bac my refund frm de zillion yrs ago OT trip
did some pw. cut flowers n blah
hahahaha
den i had to rush to SGH
arrived there 5mins b4
but nonetheless
the waiting time is just plain horrible
i waited from 215 to 3 plus?!
b4 i finally saw the doc
n let me see.
i tink my consultation time was less than 5mins
great
hmmm. budden the doc say my recovery v good n stuff
so i quite happy
ok. give me more motivation to carry on physio. lol
n den take the medicine
OMG. can buy outside wan
but my mum wan doc to prescribe
cos cheaper
n the waiting time at the pharmacy was
20mins
thanks
but the price was cheaper by half
so. i dunnoe whether dat was worth the wait

aft that we went bugis
hahaha.dunnoe y go there agn
shooppped ard
i bought rain's it's raining album
WOOOHOOO
:)
later on i also bought a sling bag
those go out kind
vv small.
but damn nice cos its a communist bag
LOL
okay. but it wad damn ex
$25.90!
i was damn determined to cut price
so cut cut cut until$23
erm. haha. but i was still happy

by then it was like 5plus
have to go home liao
sian. all thanks to the waiting time at SGH
went home to watch sangdoo agn
i'm progressing vv slowly i dunnoe y
den watch finish
I FELL ASLEEP!
my goodness
i kenna attack by sleeping god sia
n i woke up tdy at 8am
erm. erm erm.
HAI
nvm. nt the first time it happened
den 9am.
the stoopid construction started drilling like free
frustrated
cannot watch sangdoo
basically nth to do
RAHHHH. i carnt even hear the music from my com now
sian.
i heard the work is just above my unit
my new neighbour is trying to KNOCK DOWN A WALL
thanks man
dun knock can die isit
dis is nosie pollution
will shorten my hearing lifespan man
RAH. hope it will go off soon

talkplaylove
10:46:00 AM

20051025

tdy i overslept. hai
but i spent the night watching my sangdoo. hee
rain is even more shuai inside compared to full hse
omg. i'm getting obsessed by the day

hmm. went to sch. took results
CCCD. aiyooo. my results aint good
but nonetheless. it isnt dat bad
just work hard nxt yr

mr ng bought grapes for the cls
but in the end. it was mostly eaten up by me, db, tracy, just & alvin
ooops
but it was nice!
oooh. we could have planted a grape tree
lol

aft dat went to gelare to eat
it was nice
but its ex!
haii. i'm starting to splurge agn
control control!

went bac sch to do pw
discuss den slack. haha
den went to bras basah to buy materials
oh man. there is alot stuff there
i'm gonna go bac there agn man

we bought 2 big boards
n i look retarded carrying it
but bo bian haf to carry it home cos my hse near sch
i conveniently occupied 2 spaces on the bus
n i couldnt get on to the 1st bus cos it was too packed!
hahahaha

went home n started on my circle cutting
had to cut 50cm, 40cm, 30cm, 20cm, 10cm circles from the board
so i started the man made compass approach
use a string n pencil
well. it turned out dat my cirlce became a rock
so unsmooth
den went kitchen to grab some food
n i saw the pots and
*DING!*
use the pots!
hhaha. i found pots of suitable sizes
lastly the 50cm circle i use my fan!
wahahas. thanks to my mum
to think i use to tell her nt to buy so many pots
she likes to buy pots when they r on sale yah?
last week she bought 3 pots frm isetan cos got sale lor
DIAOX.
but tdy. it's all put to use!
thanks to my potty army

i'm totally shaggged
still got pw ppt slides
n got sangdoo to watch!
oh no. i better dun oversleep tml
i wan to wake up at 9am to watch amazing rac :D
yup. thats all.

talkplaylove
10:07:00 PM

20051024

tdy i felt as if i got cheated to go to sch
well. arrived there at 8am
EARLY LEI
could've slept more
thats besides the point
went to clsrm
mr ng gave us some ppt presentation abt the future wan lah
well. it was boring. i yawn until my tears came out
but i did paid attn
however. in the end i felt more lost than ever
i just wonder how do pple ever decide on what they want to be?
okay. after that was major slacking time
played cards
then nv do pw. hai
but i went kbox! w peiwen, lynne, manda, db
yays. sang frm like 12 plus to 7plus
its been zillion yrs since i went kbox
argh. make me realise i got alot songs to dl
stupid com
nxt time i shld save my files in my hard drive or sth
or else reformat com evrything gone again
hmmm. kbox session rocks! (:
first time ever dat i sang so long
n the staff didnt kept coming to hurry us
after kbox i went to buy vcd
bought the shang dou, let's go to sch!
ahha. rain act inside wan wor
carnt wait to watch
he looks absolutely gorgeous on the vcd cover alr!
:D
jus watched ANTM final epi
yay. i v happy for naima. lol
waiting for nxt season to show
yup. enuff of slacking.
tml must get some pw done
yes. jia you!

talkplaylove
11:38:00 PM

20051023

haha. nice music eh.
from full house ost (:
but i know it doesn't fit my skin but heck lah

aiyehh. that cancer show sucks man
pple r hesistating to donate now maybe cos of the NKF incident
the atmosphere is just weird
den they do those clowny stunts to ask pple to donate
NO LINK
i was watching the first part
den commercial i fall asleep liao
sian. that was how sian the show was
ohwells. nvm

apparently i have no vcds to watch now
any recommendation?
STH is pending.
hai. i need to start preparing for OP
yes. i've nv done such a presentation in my life
i better dun screw my grp up
hahaha. mayb i can start talking to the mirror. lol

talkplaylove
9:14:00 PM

20051021

i'm a happy girl (:
i'm normal now
yay :)
tdy's physio was entertaining
there were a bunch of guys doing some drill sia
i was so entertained by what they were doing
my physio was overall not bad
it was nt as xin ku as last time
n my exercise amt finally can cut down liao!
woohoo. now only need to do once a day n six times a week
means i have an off day. lol
but need to go gym 2 or 3 times a wk
hmmmm. wonder if dats good though. haha
looking forward to more normal activities coming my way :)

talkplaylove
8:09:00 PM

20051020

21 Oct 2005 will be a memorable day for me
yes. it is the day i can officially take off my braces
rest assure i wun miss them AT ALL
with the lousy condition it is in dis past few days
hahahaha. i'm happy over this fact. lol

a few hrs ago. i was in the dilemma whether to apply for S
den. my mum said sth dat enlightened me so much
she said " ur gp can get A ah?"
wah. sentence of enlightenment
i finally come to decide. NO
i cant believe i tink so much nv tink abt my gp
wahahas. i may as well spend my time securing a pass in GP
phew. i feel so enlightened. lol

i'm going crazy le
my sleeping hrs r so irregular dis few days
but nevertheless. i get to watch PRIDE
nice show man. takuya rocks! :)
* i wun forget rain wan* haha
the show so far vv sad. i cried alr. lol

anw. holidays haben started n pw have yet ended
n there is PILING holiday hw
esp maths
i can alr forsee myself struggling on the last day of dis yr b4 sch reopens
well. we will see how it goes

i'm alr thinking wad movies to watch
what things to do
what things to shop for now
hahaha. i'm really looking forward to tml
LONG AWAITED DAY :D

talkplaylove
8:48:00 PM

20051018

Don't look at me

Everyday is so wonderful
Then suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, i get insecure
From all the pain, i'm so ashamed

But I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down,
Oh no, so don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness T
he pieces gone, left the puzzle undone
Is that the way it is

Cause you are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
Cause you are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
Oh no, so don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do
No matter what we say
We've the song inside the tune
Full of beautiful mistakes

And everywhere we go
The sun will always shine
But tomorrow will find a way
And tomorrow we might awake on the other side

Cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down

Oh no, so don't you bring me down today
Oh yeah don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

i'm not particularly obsessed with christina aguilera. in fact i seldom listen to her songs. but dis song of her is totally nice.
everybody is beautiful in each n her own way. mistakes ain't the end of the world. it will make you a better person. so for those who's feeling sad or depressed. cheer up okayyy
dat was how i interpreted the song. welll. hahahaha. its really nice lah. go listen :)

talkplaylove
12:09:00 AM

20051017

welll. results are out
to say the truth
i did expected worse
nt saying my results are good
but i guess there's no point sulking over it
i did study but dere aint hard work put in lah
so i shld just look forward
hope i do nt spend the holidays playing or slacking away
yup. but for now
there's still things to enjoy
lol

talkplaylove
8:57:00 PM

20051016

it was definitely quite crowded
hmmm. overall its ok
but its kinda sian for me lah
took off my brace during the event
well. nothing happened. so dun worry
met a few juniors
overalll its just ok. haha. i dunnoe why
dun haf other words to describe liao
hmm. jingting came
we went for lunch at pp
its been quite SOME time since i went pp man
ate at pastamania
den went to look around
i bought PRIDE's vcd (:
n i rented 3 vcds ta watch
1) 涓��
2) the sisterhood of the travelling pants
3) ��充��
hmmm. i spent the rest of ytd till tdy watching them
hmmm. 涓��'s damn nice. i enjoyed watching it
hahaha. the action scences r super exciting!!!
its really good
the sisterhood of d travelling pants is also super nice
i cried during the show.
the show is vv meaningful man
the last movie ��充�� sucks
the pace of the movie is super slow
i watch until wan to sleep
n the movie is like made up of 3 stories
n each story like no ending wan
watch finish i was completely stunned
dun unds the whole thing at all
conclusion : i will nv rent such shows
shall start on PRIDE later if my eyes alllow
dun wanna go to sch tml w sore eyes.
hahahah

talkplaylove
3:51:00 PM

20051013

somebody pls save me from dis ordeal
i really hate researching
rar.
actually dis shld haf been done long ago
but my grp left it till now
haiii
wth. i hate researching on the net for info
firstly cos my brain is really pea-ed to do such a task
but since i'm so free dis few days
i dun mind spending hrs in front of my com
but the worst thing about this is
some gothic religious cult website came outta nowhere
i shouldn't haf clicked dat link
i shouldn't
it really scared me
the skulls n evrything
haiii
i'm demoralised
but for pw
i must cont!!!!!
yes. gogo jia you (:
come on brain.
lol

talkplaylove
9:16:00 PM

20051011

OMG
i'm turning more n more lazy
i carnt belive i'm becoming more n more reluctant to reply sms
i jus leave my phone there to rot
i jus dun feel like reaching my hand there
take the phone n start replying
what on earth is happening to me!!!!
even the places i roam inside my hse is becoming more n more limited
*bathroom, bedrm, studyrm n dining table*
my rm is in a mess cos i'm lazy to tidy
rar!
post promos life is even worse den pre promos life
at least there was sth to do
or was it because there was too many things to do b4 promos
dat nw there's nth to do becomes weird?
n i dragg physio nw
i dunnoe y
i take longer den usual to complete the whole routine
wth
i'm nt moving my leg much too
havent been going down to stroll
rrrraaarrrrr!!! :(
i'm a lazy pokkkk!!!
someone pls pok me bac to normal
*btw. i'm so into korean songs dis days
i spend half my time searching for the ones i like
n mastering how to sing them
ahahaha. something dat i'm enthusiastic about..

talkplaylove
6:29:00 PM

20051009

list of things fujing can do:
1) watch tv
2) use com
3) eat
4) sleep
5) read books

dats like my post promos life
pathetic
if nt for dat stupid leg
i would haf been playing like gay out there
there's like movies i wan to watch
things i wan to buy
n many more to enjoy
*RAR*
2more weeks
2more weeks
n the braces will b off
yes. 2 more weeks
2more weeks of such sickening life
*RAR*
i shld really find sth constructive to do
BUT CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME WAD TO DO?!
RAARR

talkplaylove
6:37:00 PM

20051008

i'm rotting at home
:(
physio is really killing me
i'm watching full house again
hahaa. rain is damn shuai la!
n the songs r all vv nice (:
but besides dat i carnt find anything else to do
rahhhhh
haha. i changed my skin due to boredom
dun really like it.
but i changed for the sake of changing
ERm. ahahhaa
i seriously need to find sth constructive to do
b4 i really rot to death here!

talkplaylove
3:21:00 PM

20051007

yes its over!
promos r over. woots
altho physics i just plain died
but who cares man.
i'm happy! (:
i will leave all the doom whn i get bac the papers
aft phys i rushed to physio
woah. i was JUST in time
n the person was like "wah. u came frm sch?"
lol.
oh. tdy's physio was horrible
cos dis whole week i skipped quite a few times of physio due to exam
n i had to lift more weight
current weight is 15pounds. around 8kg lah
oh my. i was trembling all over during the whole time
den finally i had to do leg press n outerhip machine
some gym work lah
but dat was ok compared to lifting weights
oh man. first time i sweat there lah. ahaha
sadly. i still have to wear 2 more week of braces
:(
my braces r getting looser. dats a bad thing
carnt walk properly if they r loose
rahhh. but i shld just look forward to 2 weeks later
when i take off dat brace. it will b wooohooo man
den after dat i haf to take some leg test sia
OH NO. i see those guys must take a few time den pass
i girl. i. oh my. ..
after physio i went suntec! for a while lah
went to bodyshop warehse sale
lalala
i did buy alot of stuff. but its really been a while since i shopped
so i'm happy tdy!
=D

talkplaylove
8:10:00 PM

20051006

maths was just plain horrible
i did some simple math n concluded
i had at least 30m gone for dunnoe how to do
or i anyhow do at last min
so. i guess i just have to buck up NEXT TIME
a few more hrs
n dis horrible days will b over
physics physics physics
yes. i love all the oscillations n sine curves

talkplaylove
2:00:00 PM

20051005

chem just kicked my ass like nobody buisness man
things that happen during my misfortunate chem promos
1) my contacts drop whn there was only 1/2 left.
like wow. i was trying to draw the stupid organic diagrams
n being seriously cocked eye ( my left one dropped - 700deg )
i was having a hard time counting the bloody no of carbon atoms
n when i try to do so with just my right eye
my right eye got tired den my headache worsen
AHAHAHA

2)wasting time
i wasted time on questions dat i cannot get ans
say 5mins on a mcq question
which killed my entire mcq man
well done

3) trying to draw diagrams nicely
i wonder y i try to draw the diagrams nicely whn i'm running out of time!

i seriously need somebody to slap me
n my face is a full blown pimple explosion
i'm nt dat stressed lah
but my face has turned into a battlefield
rah

luck is down for me mannnnnn
things must get better
promos must faster end!!!!
:(

talkplaylove
6:41:00 PM

20051003

ECONS - TERMINATED
n i haf no more comments on it
shall wait for the final results
as for the days till wed
chem maths chem maths all the way!
no more termination man!
:(

talkplaylove
6:54:00 PM

20051001

the weather is killing me nowsdays
i'm sweating like free at home
haha. btw. there's no more plasters on my knee!
its... EXPOSED!
hahahaha.
i saw the scars
2 crosses on the knee cap
1 line underneath the knee cap
nt really disgusting nw
in fact its nt really visible
wahaha. i haf healing powers
haiiiiiiiiiii
days r long yet short
so much to complete but i just dont buck up
rrrrraaaarrrr
i hate econs!

talkplaylove
8:06:00 PM