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20060331
musicfest2006
shall give a review of wad happen

firstly. it was chaotic.
the queue going inside the pt was horrendous
thanks we could jump the queue n got in
n with the help of jfoo, tim n clarence
we got centre seats
which had a good view

oh. there was dis guest judge who is damn good looking
the tall angmoh
oh my gosh. infatuation. yupps
haha

vocal soloists
1) Irvin
i thought he would win
i loved his performance
it was like cool n classy to me lah
haha
2) Debbie
haha. nt bad
she was rock n cool
yuppp. she deserved to win
3) Christabel
her performance was the least likable among the 3 for me
but i still dun understand how she won the most popular item

Dance
1) Blaze
coolguys with the moonwalk
the footwork was really great man
i liked it
2) Risque
they probably just rocked the whole pt
so damn cool!
i loved them the most
3) escnad
well. not really engaging for me
but the dance technics were there
but i thought they spun too much
cos at the end of it i was abit gong

Vocal groups
1) Joel and Ka Hei
i thought they were really good
seriously
their song is v nice!
although couldnt really understand the language
but it just paints a beautiful picture
2) Hong Sheng & co!
FABULOUS!
totally. i was loving evry part of the acapella
n they won! wahahas
3) Rayner and Jasmine
they were good too
but i preferred the other 2
yuppp
n i tink rayner has a really good voice
lol

Bands
1) Daniel Band
they were good
i loved the drums part
but i thought the camels shld have won
cos i liked their preformance more
2) The BandITs
they really did a great job
despite the technical faults
but yes. their preformance was great
3) The Camels
my hump my hump my hump
haha
aiyah. i really liked their preformance
cos it was way freaking cool for me
but its okay lah. as long as i got to see them perform

so the above r just my personal opinions of the whole performance lah
no offences. yupp
but i din regret going
it was nice!yupps
haha. i'm quite tired nw.
shall plunge to bed

talkplaylove
11:15:00 PM



20060329
hah. i guess i'm going for the australia trip
much shorter n nicer timing?
u may laugh but i've never been to australia before
i still rmb last time hearing pple saying they go australia here n that
its like a common place to tour right
but right. i've never been there yet
yuppps


okays. i'm pissed at myself for nt bringing chem tys home
i was suppose to do chem kinetics tdy
ARGH. end up i started reading you-weekly
watching amazing race
n no work done
wth
anw. i love bj&tyler from this season of amazing race!
they r like so damn retarded n funny
but they r good at the race
n they do nt have any attitude problems
i just laugh at them n enjoy their race
i hope they win!
yupps. haha

oh. n i have given up on taking SATS
to hell with it
its out of my life like NOW
yes. i will consider next yr i guess
oh wadevas
look at the bright side
i'm saving time n money
esp the money part
yuppp
n i cant wait for fri to come
music fest :)

talkplaylove
11:38:00 PM



20060328
the overall decision was not to go
hai. i thought for v long
its like my grades r bad
if i go for the trip
it will most probably decline like nobody buiisness
besides lyne n loo nt going
so pointless for me to go anw
yupp.
but i really want to go to europe someday
n have fun
yup. i'm also keen into going to south africa
its like cool to see all the wildlife
although i tink i will most prob die of a heartattack

econs n chem are seriously getting on my nerves
i'm hating these subjects more n more each day
arghhhhh
n the tutorials r like how hard n disgusting

aft sch went to study at library
the most major thing was probably the huge turtle drawn on my chem kinetics notes by yoda
WTH
fugly
it just like increase my inertia to figuring chem kinetics out
arghhh.
but i'm okay w it. like fugly but funny

came home to find out that i've no music fest tickets
saddenning
well. but i'm getting my ticket from justina
yuppps
but seriously i tink shld just open the music fest free of charge to the whole sch
like why shld we ballot n pay such a high price to watch pple perform
me no understand
isnt arts suppose to be like erm for appreciation
oh wadevas

i was reading the time magazine jus nw
n i came across a short fact dat made me laugh like mad
but after that i felt bad abt laughing at it
"DIED, ADDWAITYA, around 250years old, giant tortoise thought to have been the world's oldest living creature; in a zoo in Calcutta. One of four Aldabra tortoises brought from the Seychelles to India by British sailors in the 1700s, Addwaitya (Bengali for "the one and only") first belonged to Robert Clive, whose East India Company helped establish colonial rule in India. Clive died in 1774, but Addwaitya stayed on in the garden of his estate, only moving to the zoo 100 years later."

my first rxn was oh my tians
wad a LONG life lah
totally stunned by the report
am i suppose to feel sad cos its like my long before time relatice died?
haha
but 250yrs is really long
two n a half centuries
oh my tians

talkplaylove
11:14:00 PM



20060327
i realise its been some days since i blog
totally forgot abt blogging
lol
hmmm. that spammer incident is out of my mind right nw
nt bothering me
last week was overall ok
the weekend was spent at the airport trying to do hw
got some work done

ah. i'm quite hesistant abt going to england
cos of my damn grades
AEEO
nt nice at all lah
n if i go for 2 weeks during the june hols
what will happen mans
arghh.but seriously i wan to go to england
cos its like cool
n i've nv been to europe yet
n england from ANTM looks real nice
n it would be nice to go there n see stuff dat spore doesnt have
so i'm confused

talkplaylove
8:59:00 PM



20060322
FUCK
nv in my life wld i thought such things wld happen to me
well. heres wad happen
some unknown guy added me on msn
out of curiosity to noe why
i went to ask him
"do i know you?"
n the reason for him adding me was
some other guy on irc gave him my e-mail
n said that i wld pet for cash
FUCK! argh
wth. pple who do know me noe dat i'm nt such a person
yes. i know i shldnt be bothered by pple who do not know me saying such stuff
BUT SERIOUSLY
this destroys my reputation lah
TOTALLY
cos with my e-mail u can browse my friendster
FUCK LEI
i feel like chopping up the person
argh
just want to tell all others out there
if u ever hear such things
can u pls give the poor girl the benefit of the doubt
n BELIEVING that shes nt such a person
COS I'M NT
FUCK
argh
n the bad thing nw is i carnt control myself alr
bad habits revealing like free
ARGH.
there shld be laws against spamming

talkplaylove
11:54:00 PM



20060321
gt bac chem tdy
nt really disappointing to me
the fact that i've alr been mentally prepared b4 i step into the exam hall
i need like 4 more marks to pass lah
so i tink nt bad alr right
i mean. considering i only did half of the scope of topics
lol

aft sch suppose go lib to do my keynsian theory thing
but ended up chatting w qiaoping n lynne
WTH
argh. i only write 3 lines or so of notes den go watch musicfest liao

hmm. music fest semis was okay lah
many diff varieties of music
there were some quite good pple
some funny scenes here n there
but i tink the overall standard is nt as good compared to last yr
just haf the feeling is so though
but dis yr i'm definitely making my way to musicfest finals to watch
yuppps

ok. i shall go do my keynsian theory
i must finish by tdy!
urgh

talkplaylove
11:31:00 PM



20060320
argh. i carnt believe i forgot to bring my hp to sch tdy!
irritating
i just feel damn URGH for the whole day lah!
anw. having black hair feels damn good
its like the passport to freedom
lol
hmmm.
got back econs mcq n case study
nt really disappointed
cos i know thats like the marks i'm suppose to get
chem mcq
haha. atrociousness
gp rawked like nobody buisness
its like finally the first digit is a 5!
haha. i've been stuck at the digit 4 for quite long
means i got improvement right!
yays

aft sch there was aquapets meeting session
lol
stayed back to watch the sports heats
interesting
nw i think i'm signing up to throw FACE
instead of throwing the toothpick
die
die
die
:(

talkplaylove
7:55:00 PM



20060319
nt really looking fwd to sch reopening
the hols simply seemed too short
i guess i played much more during the hols
when i'm suppose to study
expected
let me list down the shows i've watch
1) a love to kill
2) full house
3) rain's rainy day concert
4) gangs of new york
GONY was a super boring show
it looked nice on the ads
somemore its some oscar nominee or award winning film
BUT
it was really boring to me
nth much except a few meaningful lines of sacarsm
hacking here n there
n leonardo dicapro seriously need to go do some workout
i was shock i watched the whole thing
i kept wanting to switch off the tv n plunge to bed
but it did nt
hai. i still prefer the pianist
nice nice :)

i'm so gonna suffer monday blues tmr
n the worst thing is
i feel like sleeping late tdy
wth

talkplaylove
6:38:00 PM



20060318
i love my wig
i look like some asian doll
argh
WIG WIG WIG!
my hair just suddenly look so damn black to me
dat i couldnt recognise myself after i dye
oh mans



but on the bright side
since rain's hair is supposedly balck nw
i shld feel honoured
n happy
n blessed
yes
:)

talkplaylove
5:08:00 PM



20060317
i finally finished watching a love to kill tdy
argh. for the whole show is damn sad lah
but i nv really cry much until the end
TOTALLY TRAGEDY
yah. i conclude i'm someone who cannot watch sad love shows
make me depress only
full house is still the best
:)
but the acting skills of all actors inside damn pro
yup.
n i rewatch the ng clips
now i find them funny
haha

oh. ytd i went out w jingting
as usual
gossip session cum update
we went to sing kbox
haha. i'm a kbox member nw
it was nice singing all the new songs
A PITY its doesnt haf zhang hui mei's wo yao kuai le
i want to sing that song man!

why does all the sale happen when u are broke
ytd was total agony lah
watch the sale here n there
but that ugly fact that i only have $20 left keeps flashing in my head
SO i only ended up buying my rubber bands n earsticks
which cost $2.50 in total
well done man

tdy afternoon went gym w my mum
ARGH
why must they do the maintanece tdy
its like i ran n do some weights only lei
den dey have to do maintanece
den obviously carnt gym
idiotic

and tdy is the last brown hair day
tmr my mum is making me stay at home
so that i will dye my hair
ARGH
the days of black hair day
i wonder how it will look though
hahaha
ok. off to watch survivor

talkplaylove
9:57:00 PM



20060315
i woke up at 8am
so as to watch a love to kill again
i totally want to whack dat bae-yong jun look alike
turns out that hes a bad guy lah!
he actually tried to strangle rain!
OMG. slaps
when i watch him strangle n torture him
i totally wan to bash him left right up down
but lucky rain can outwit n outlast him
muahahas
a love to kill is getting exciting man

11am i watched amazing race
argh. gays in action
i totally hate eric n jeremy
flirty n gay
n when i saw dat nipple piercing for either one of them
i was totally disgusted lah
yucks
that is why reality shows rock so much
interesting
haha

quickly ate lunch n went to the airport to meet louii for study session
haha. i took 36 to airport lah
den on the bus ride
i totally felt like i was going to die
there was this ah peh sitting behind me
n he was like playing with his scissors
oh my tians lah
i totally wanted to get off the bus
its like any minute he can stab me n i die
n he did dat for the whole bus ride till airport
seriously
they shld ban scissors on the bus

study session was horrible
erm. i finished my capacitance tutorial
happy happy
but when it came to chem
SLAPS!
i wanted to tear the paper lah
hai. first it was dat irritating chiral carbon
i tink for damn long lah
how come got 2 isomers
but i only can draw one
den i asked louii
she also dunnoe
den we decided to check answer n see what it is
N IT SAYS CHIRAL CARBON
whatever man waste my brain cell
i wun be able to do dis in the exam
next was the C2h60
how can it be the molecular formula for alcohol, ketone n aldehyde
its like u r kidding me lah
totally
or either dat i gong gong
but seriously chem sucks
rars

aft studying we decided to go blk85 to eat dinner
its been quite some time since i last went
tink it was during netball farewell
on the bus 24 dere
louia was totally going bonkers
shes like hooked on to the uzap commercial
shes zapping evrything
like
zap zap stomach
zap zap butt
zap zap thigh
zap zap turtle
zap zap tired
zap zap full
n the list goes on
totally irritaed by the zap zap
but its stuck into my head lah!
argh
ate stingray!
first titme in my life. haha
n bak chor mee
yupp. den went to bedok interchange
i went to wihdraw money
den i got the horror of my life
$20.79 left in my account
totally oh my tianss
die alr
its only 15 March!
argh
its time for some major saving project
yup. dats all. shall go watch tv
ANTM! :)

talkplaylove
9:05:00 PM



20060314
woke up at 8am to like watch a love to kill
haha
i watch all the way till lik 12pm lah
den i decided to start doing some carbonyl cpds
IRRITATING TUTORIAL
when i went to essay question i totally give up
chem is really getting on my nerves
den i realise i'm late for physio alr
quickly change n chiong out of the hse
i decided dat i shld take 12 to save on some walking time
BUT 12 got dis pms n decided nt to come
i waited at the bus stop like wad seems forever
when i reach it was 310
anw i seriously think dere is sth wrong w the treadmill tdy
or either dat my legs got sth wrong
cos normally my speed is 10
but today as i increase till like 7
i'm alr like taking large strides n going to slidee off alr
so i ran at 6.5
n its damn tiring to run at dat speed
wth
so i ran for like 5mins n stop
i come down like fountain sia
den i did my machines
haha. update
leg press-7okg for 10times
outer thigh-60kg for 20times
inner thigh-60kg for 20times
leg curl-30kg for 15times
FOR EACH SET
hmm. i felt quite okay while doing them lah
except for that frigging leg press
i'm like doing weights even heavier den myself
i tink nw u wan me to step on some kid
the kid will just get squashed or sth
n my knee feels alittle pain when i do so
tdy physio got v little pple
only 8
n i saw samantha dis j3 from badminton
haha. i know her presence lah but dunnoe her personally
den she asked " are you lynne's friend?"
haha. den like got talk here abit lah
anw i lead the first few drills tdy
LOL
cos v little pple
when i leading i got count properly lohh
each drill is do 5 times mah
den later on change to dis other army guy to lead
den he nv count
so we spent quite some time doing THAT drill
seems endless n tiring lah
den from den onwards we all started counting
well. there was dis malay he damn funny
lol
so wadeva he say i just keep laughing
i feel so retarded tdy

after physio go home
as usual 197 is as crowded as ever at that peak period
lucky its a double decker dis time
i found a seat
but dunnoe why cannot doze off
only when after bugis den i start nodding away
but dis time i nv bang into anybody
haha. but i nv miss my stop wor
cos erm. my saliva drip onto my hand den i wake up
yupp. v unglam i noe
i tink whoever spying on me just have to flim how i sleep on the bus
can threaten me alr lah!
haha
i'm trying to find a new skin to change to
but to no avail
argh. i seriously wan to noe how to make a blogskin

talkplaylove
8:59:00 PM



20060313
went to NUS n SMU open hse

NUS
its quite an old place
but the pple dere r still vibrant
hmmm. but the campus is simply too gay for me
i dun like the format
nor the HALLS
dey look old n torn
i mean i carnt imagine myself living there
i will SO miss home
the courses r dere r like super diverse
u can learn all sorts of things but still get a major
dunoe good anot
well. i grabbed a million things at NUS
until my goodie bag was so heavy lah

SMU
went there aft visiting NUS
well. SMU is easy to find n more structured
the displays r damn good
n the pple there r much more friendlier
the courses they provide is much more unique
u will haf a major
as in. i dunnoe. u learn wad u really want to do
instead of all sorts of things lah
dunnoe lei
nt v sure

but overall i preferred SMU
but the only thing lacking for me is NO HOSTEL
it will be damn great if there is a hostel
n SMU is nt located at central area
so i'm more confused then ever nw for my place of study
but i definitely noe wad i wanna do alr
1) buisness courses
2) accounting
3) social sciences
you will realise i'm like kicking physics n chem outta my life
haha
so overall the open houses was okay
help me noe wad i wan do lah
but as for go where nw
quite confuse
shall nt think abt this yet

ooh. n i finished my d.c. circuits tutorial
i tink first time in my entire jc life i finished a physics tutorial
like great accomplishment
n i mean i did the first to the last question okay

tdy afternoon i went w louisa to cut hair
so yoda has a new hairstyle nw!
haha. so hip
n i bought my a love to kill dvd
AHAHAHA
i'm a damn happy girl
only thing dat was disgusting abt the dvd is that the chinese is CHEENA DUBBED
yucks.
i mean taiwanese dubbed chinese is disgusting enuff lah
they make rain sound like some gay who voice has not broken
i carnt bear to listen to a cheena dubbed version of rain
but its okay since i watch in korean lang
yup. i have started watching
i found a new cutie
thrash bae yong jun flat wan lah
LOL
n i tink hes even taller den rain
haha. but i still love rain :D
yupps


ah. another thing. my aqua pet is going bonkers
its happy no matter what nw
bobbing up and down like free
hah. what a nice pet i have

talkplaylove
8:56:00 PM



20060311
last day of term 1!
yays. i manage to survive the whole day
anw i pulled 7 and a HALF incline pull ups
whatta hell is wrong w me
so overall i still fail
sad
argh. but considering i have improved
i shall just nt bother abt it
aft sch went to gym w peiwen &lynne
haha
i started running 2.4km
dere were like this v hip aunty
she was on the other treadmill
erm. well. she was listening to her discman
n while she briskwalk
she got alot HAND ACTIONS!
omg
i control myself nt to laugh lah
but its seriously DAMN FUNNEH
haha
yays. my 2.4 is improving
v happy
den i went to do weights
yes. i must do more weights
8 incline pull ups!
den i went to do the cross trainer
totally disgusting cos i chose the cross training course
so you have to like pedal forward den pedal backward
xin ku sia
den i went to walk an aerobic conditiong course on the ttreadmill
the inlince is horrible lah!
once it inclines i can feel myself sliding down
i was grabing to the handles for dear life
i didnt want fd3 to happen to me
haha. the highest incline was 9 lar!
aiyo. but finishing the course i was happy
den went home to bathe n go meet yoda to go chill
we boarded an extremely crowded 36 bus
where there was dis irritating obasan complaining n complaining
only you v xin ku isit
i also v uncomfortable wad
i was reduced to grabbing the tv mobile lah!
we decided to alight at suntec
ate at kfc
den shop ard
haha. guess wad we bought
AQUAPETS!
it was from raffles city robinsons toy section
haha
its damn cute lah!
u can talk tot the aquapet n other aquapets can communicate with each other
ahaha. we had a good laugh there
but paying was quite funny
but it says for ages 5 and ABOVE
muahahas
i bought this purple fugly one
but its actions r damn funny
so LOL
its called purkle btw
hahha
i feel damn young nw

talkplaylove
11:02:00 AM



20060309
i seriously just need to survive like tmr
but tmr is major
we have pe
which means sun shining from all directions
argh. i tink my heart will just die during pe tmr
n pe is un ponnable cos i dun haf a mc
so weighing all th opp cost
i WILL GET MY HAIR DYED BLACK DURING THE HOLIDAYS
yes. helmet helmet
haha
my brain is seriously v overloaded dis week
i guess the break is jus in time
my holidays r alr quite packed b4 they even started
OH MY
nth much
yupp.
thats all

talkplaylove
9:34:00 PM



20060308
i'm irritated w that hairdresser
i told her i wanted a darker tone!
argh.
the results is just the opposite
nt to mention being caught by tan
argghhhhhh
i guess i will get a helmet when holidays end
yupp
i'm nt gonna spend my holidays with a frigging wig
arghhh
nvm. i guess you guys will nw haf a change to see me in black hair
HAHAHA
n i really mean dye black dis time
yes
i'm jus irritated over the money spent
n how suay i am
hai
nvm. i shall nt complaiin


was watching sympathy for lady vengeance
v nice show
altho the pace was quite slow
but its really depiciting how sinful life can be
oh. i also watched natural born killers
the show was jus irritatingly boring
it was beating around the bush for so damn long just to make a statement
i even took a break watching dat show
but the scences r really AHEMS. yup. like all the time



anw. doing some reflections dis days
i realise that coming to jc
more things r being thrown right in my face
you have to start learning things that you didnt even think of back in sec sch
you can form a good image of someone tdy
but something can destroy it like the next day
i guess thats how society is working dis days
i think to survive jc life you really have to be emotionally strong
well. sometimes i do regret coming to jc
but on the flipside
i guess all of us have to face up with more dreadful things in the end
maybe jc life will make me a better person when i graduate
i dunnoe
march holidays r coming
which means less than 3/4 of jc2 life is left
argh
why do time passes so quickly when you have to deal with so many things

talkplaylove
7:37:00 PM



20060306
tdy morning went bac sch to help out for the cca walkabout
which was a total flop
the mood was jus SLACK
in the end we self declare pack up n went for lunch
aft that i went to DO STH TO MY HAIR AT A SALON
APPARENTLY. there was NO DIFFERENCE
as commented by yoda choo
n my mum
ARGH
i'm pissed
cos i spent a bomb at the salon
anw. i brought my body shop lip prism tdy
happy happy :D
shall use it soon

talkplaylove
9:35:00 PM



20060305
moulin rouge is a nice show
ahhh. i cried at the last part
i so regret nt watching when it showed in theatres
also when it showed on tv
i fell asleep
but nvm
at least nw i watched it

*the greatest thing on earth is to love and to be loved too*

talkplaylove
10:06:00 PM



i guess we always questioned abt why we live
for the future? for the present? or just simply to keep on breathing
i know life has its ups and downs
i know i had my downs before but there was always pple to pull me up and let me cont w my life
i'm fortunate that i had help
i'm fortunate that i was able to put aside my unhappines n move on with life
but dats because things dat i was unhappy were minor
i dunnoe for sure
but one thing for sure is pls cheirsh ur life
we only live once n we shld cherish dis chance to do so
like i said. we shld always stay optimistic
we shld always like care for one another
but since what is done is done
lets just look at it from another angle
the agony has stopped
the incident has definitely make me think more abt wad i'm living for
n made a huge impact on me
really. life n death is just a thin line apart
all i can say to those reading this
pls value ur life

talkplaylove
12:21:00 AM



20060301
physics today was
all i can say was i really did my best
so whatever the results
i shall jus accept it
after that went to lib to study
hai. unproductive
due to release of A's
was like damn excited over it
for no reason
b4 2pm alr noe some pple's results
well. lian po is top scorer!
oh my tian can
4 A's, 3 distinctions in S paper, A1 for GP
this is so damn crazy
but its like quite expected lah. haha
den saw some pple's name on the board
i was thinking. nxt yr at this point
i tink i will suffer mental breakdown if i carnt see my name on the 4A's or 3A's list
dunnoe why
i just expect myself to like get A
still rmb during release of O's
the sch was flashing the names of the pple with the how many A1s
den when 7A1s dun have my name. i started to like panic
cos its like the possibility of getting kicked out frm vj is damn high liao
turns out there's an error
they nv record down my name
whatever. they shld like stop doing such things
its like 1 of my senior got 4As too but name nv appear on the list loh
anw i see the seniors get the results
i'm starting to feel scared about my A's
i'm like starting to wonder whether i will survive this year
since i carnt even handle this teeny weeny small common test
after watching went back lib to mug
nth was going inside my head
there was just exasperation n more frustration
there was at this point that i felt like screaming in the library
this is like the first time ever in my life of studying i felt so frustrated
organic chem rxns n group 2 n group 7 just simply sucks right to the core
well. u can consider today as a mental breakdown
hai. but now i'm okay
i shall jus resign to my inability to do chemistry
n why is chem postponed to friday?!
i jus wan to get done n over w my agony
argh

talkplaylove
8:33:00 PM