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20070331
ok. blogging about my smu accountancy interview

it had to rain cats and dogs before i stepped out of my house to go to the bus stop
and i had to run for 36 and i got my shoes partially wet
argh

the journey to smu was funny
my mind was blank so i just listened to music
reached there
signed in with the security
and i took the lift up to 5th floor, Dean's office
saw some pple sitting at the sofa area
went in den a girl pointed me to go register
after that sat down with them
about 5 i tink
so talked a lil bit la
but i was really quite nervous
because there were 4 rooms or 4 panels
so we were down there thinking isit go 1 room den interview once den must complete the 4 rooms
and blah blah blah
my interview was supposed to be 2.15
but some pple whose interview was 2.45 were alr there
THAT IS DAMN KIASU CAN
i reach at 2 alr thinking super early
anw when it was 2.30 the 2.15 batch pple were still nt interviewed
den finally 2 girls came out
and somebody said "wah. they talk for half an hour leh"

i was thinking : this is bad. pple manage to keep them entertained for HALF AN HOUR
how am i suppose to do that man

anw. my strategy for my interview was to SMILE :D

i was the last 2.15 person to go into the interview
went into the room at about 2.35

when i went in there was a lady and a man
all chinese
which i first heaved a sign of relief
i was just scared if it was ang moh i might have prob understanding them

ok. i'm going type in convo form
carnt really rmb the questions and what i ans exactly nw since a few days has passed
INT stands for either the lady or the man k
fj will of course stands for me

fj: *went in SMILING* hi, good afternoon :D

INT: take a seat

*fj settles down first*

INT: tell me about yourself

fj: ohhhhh. errrrr *i was really stunned* I WAS STILL SMILING

INT: ok. ur short term plan and long term plan for taking accountancy

fj: oh. *actually dunnoe what short term long term shit* actually i didnt know what i wanted to take in uni last time, until j2 where they started teaching macroeconomics. started to like economics although j1 i really hated the micro economics la. so i decided that i wanted to go into the commercial or buisness area in uni. in addition i like maths so i decided on accountancy. also i heard that its a professional degree so yah. i chose accountancy. my long term plan is actually because every industry or firm would surely require an accountant. so by choosing accountancy my job next time is kind of secured. yup
*STILL SMILING AND SMILING AND SMILING*


INT: ok. u went for the 30 hour famine camp right. why did you attend the camp?

fj: ok. i saw the 30 hour camp thing on tv last time so i have been thinking of joining if given the chance and all. i would really like to know how it is like to starve for 30 hour since i'm always quite famished when it is near meal times
*SMILES*

INT: what are your thoughts after attending the camp?

fj: hmmm. it was an quite an experience for me. i got to experience how the people in the 3rd world countries lives are like. how they starve but yet have to work in order to survive. during the camp we starved but still had to carry out activities such as news paper collection. so after the camp i realised i'm actually have a blissful live so i must not take things for granted
*SMILES*

INT: ok. so what do you normally do during your free time

fj: *SHIT SHIT SHIT* only 3 things popped in my mind, shopping, movie and kbox. but in order to not sound stupid. "hmmmm. shopping and movie?" *SMILES SMILES*

*sidenote: i wanted to say painting and piano but decided not to. i scared they ask which painting i like and that equals to DIE DIE DIE*

INT: ok. so what is the most recent movie you watched?

fj: 300! :D

INT: what are your thoughts after the movie?

fj: hmmm. i admire the ancient greek spirit. i learnt that you have to fight for what you want and what you believe * smiles*

INT: ok. so do you normally read the newspaper. like the buisness news *and some greek word came out of their mouth which i had no idea what it was* and news regarding corporate scandals

fj: *DIE DIE DIE. cannot say yes. later kenna slapped more* so i answered. "no. actually when i read newspaper i read the HOME and LIFE section. so i don't really know much about buisness news"

*SMILING DESPERATELY*

INT: so do you know about the NKF scandal

fj: *I KNOW CAN. although i might see like some frog in the well* "Oh yes yes" with a smile of course

INT: so what would you do if u are the auditor of NKF

fj: *it just blurted out don't laugh pls* "er. what is an auditor huh?"

this time smiling idiotically

INT: an auditor manages the accounts for a firm

fj: * gaining enlightenment* oh. i would double check the accounts. i make sure they really spend the money for the right purpose and make sure they report their spending accurately. i would not be bribed by those who want me to fake the accounts. i mean its for charity and you cannot use those money for ur own pleasure *smiles confidently although i know i have a shitty ans*

INT: ok. so do you have any other questions?

fj:norm how long you take to complete the course

INT: depends how many modules you take. some pple complete in 3 years some pple complete in 4 years

fj: ok. i guess i don't have any more questions. yup (:

INT: ok. you may leave

fj: *SMILES* ok. thank you and have a nice day!




ok. i tink they asked me more questions den that but i really cannot rmb
and what i typed above is really a rough memory of what happened
my mind was really blank at that point
carnt really rmb what exactly happened

the interview lasted for like 10mins or so
hai. and the whole interview was so NORMAL and not entertaining
i failed to keep them entertained for half an hour
which i dont think i will get in
ohwells. at least its over for now

i tink i was casually dressed for the interview as compared to the rest
show you how i dressed

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after the interview i headed to orchard to get a 1 litre big sigg bottle for work
hahahahhaha. YES. no need to walk up and down to go refill water so frequently


ok. after orchard went to PS and walk around when it was like 4plus
suppose to meet jingting and debbie at 615
i had like 2 hours plus to rot

went to dorothy perkins and bought a basic top

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haha. to prevent myself for spending unneccesarily
i landed myself at times bookshop
where i learnt some korean
which i have forgotten now

flipped through this 300 book
it actually shows how they made the movie
fascinating but bloody
surprisingly time passed very fast
it was like 5 plus going 6
walked around a lil while more
and sat at starbucks to wait for them


had MOS. later tracy came to meet us
and it was the start of a GOSSIPING session
hahahahahahahahahahhaha
gossip is still the way of life


reached home at about 12
the past 2 days i have been slogging my guts out once again
and its the end of the month!
which i'm going to get my pay soon


yest i was SLAPPED by my manager
i shall elaborate first

we were saying sth that led to asking my manager to go to do counter
paying him $6 an hour
he said:" excuse me?! am i that cheap skate? $6 an hour? what is that? we are like paying fujing $12 an hour can?"

i was entirely speechless dunnoe what to do
real slap in my face
so i am cheap skate

later on my colleague told him i am paid $6 an hour
so all along he thought i'm $12 an hour
OMG

argh

and the past 2 days it has been raining during my lunch time
so my pants and shoes were wet thoroughly
leaving freezing and trembling in that office for the afternoon
i am shocked i didnt get sick


ok. thats all for nw
haha

talkplaylove
10:18:00 AM



20070329
fujing --
[adjective]:

A Master of Storytelling

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talkplaylove
12:12:00 AM



20070328
my Multi-colored polka dot canvas mule from Go Jane just came!

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GORGEOUS :D

talkplaylove
12:27:00 PM



DAY OFF TODAY! :D

well. took day off for my interview later lah
i don't want to work den go there for interview
prolly my brain will be dead and tired to answer the supposedly IQ ques they are going to ask later
WISH ME LUCK pls
i hope i don't get too stunned

anw monday morning was off to a VERY BAD start
poured super heavily when i wanted to go to work
i'm quite sick of having wet feet when i go to work
my other colleagues have slippers in the office where they can wade around when it rains
i dont have you know
v unglam to air my feet discreetly under the table and all
OKAY. enough
so i decided to call for a cab
WHICH was a decision i regretted for the rest of the day

waited 15mins for the cab?!
argh. cos its raining and its peak hour
i shld count myself lucky that i got a cab

my cab came and when i opened the door
the seats were wet
LIKE WTH
that inconsiderate customer before me
so my jeans mopped the seats for free
THANKS SO MUCH
well. i fell asleep on the cab
was drowsy la
but roughly know where the cab was and all
when the cab driver reached bukit timah area
directed him to my office

ok. i didnt see the meter reading at all
den when it was time to pay
cab driver:" miss, $17.50 please"
SHOCK OF THE DAY
ok. i know the booking fee was $4
u hopped onto the cab is around $2.50 or so
ok. there were erp charges
HOW COME WILL SO EXPENSIVE!
argh. i'm never going to cab to work or home EVER
painstakingly paid the cab driver
i was early. arrived at 8.15a.m
but it was NOT WORTH IT AT ALL

monday morning, work was okay until it got to the afternoon
the fines came in bundles and bundles and MORE bundles
i key in until blur man
somemore my colleague realised that the auntie has some box hidden in the cabinet
she took and see and almost fainted
work that was suppose to be done last year september piled in that box
and all the files become crumples alr
LIKE BISCUIT CRUMBS
a scolding session followed after that
which i believe NONE of my colleague words went inside that auntie's ear
and AFTER the scolding session

colleague: "fujing ah. tmr when u free hor. help me to tidy up this mess"

OHMYTIANS
almost fainted when i saw those crumpled files

didnt manage to finish my work on monday
somemore i work until 6.05
like i could go at 5.45
hai
i was damn tired when i reached home
but still i watched my all about dbsk
had a good laugh and den went to sleep


tues morning was EQUALLY BAD
was walking to my office from the bus stop
when halfway i kinda rubbed my eyes and my contact lens went OUT OF PLACE
wth
so i walk faster to the office so can use toilet
when i reached the toilet
i took out my contact lens from my right eye
and put it on my finger tip to clean first
and NEVER DID I EXPECT the fan in the toilet was THAT STRONG
that it blew my contacts onto the floor
i panic can
i mean w/o my contacts i'm nearly a blind woman
so i spent the rest of the 10mins
trying to search for my contact lens in the toilet
finally i found it
SIGN OF RELIEF
and luckily its still cleanable and puttable inside my eyes
although my eyes went red but i will die if i only have 1 side of my contacts to work
probably get a splitting headache


ok. i spent the afternoon tidying up the crumbs in the box
DISGUSTING AND SLOPPY WORK I TELL YOU
i totally sorted and kinda re-did the files
until i had a major headache doing that
which i made up my mind that i am DONE and OVER with that auntie
she can quit her job
and they can pay me $12 an hour
and mind you. some of her files are suppose to be done in july!
argh

and you know what
when i went to take over her in the afternoon while she go finance dept
she still had the cheek to ask me :"fujing, why ur eyes keep blinking ah? tired isit?"

my blood almost boiled at 100deg celsius
i believe she purposely agitated me
totally disgusting i tell you

later she still asked about my cca during jc
told her it was judo
and she started to say judo is too fierce for a woman to play
and said she wanted to join judo last time but when she saw pple doing judo
she decided to join dance instead
OH WOAH GREAT HUH

well. she pissed my colleagues off later too
i'm really wowed by how she can piss pple off so easily i tell you
SHE BETTER MANAGE the files i sorted for her properly
DON'T ever make me do it again


ok. on a lighter note
it was financial year for the govt companies
so it was NParks FRUITS DAY!
hahaha. sound super funnny man
they gave away a small hamper of fruits and a free umbrella
for permanent staff only la
but since my dept there was this woman on maternity leave
she couldnt take the fruits so they gave it to me! :D
she will take the umbrella when it comes back
hahahaha
CHEAP THRILL LA I KNOW
but free fruits can!
hahahahahhaha
show you the picture! :D

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jealous anot!
hahaha



anw. some overdued pictures
when me and shu went to send nicole off
on 2/13/2007
hahaha. a day before valentines

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me, nicole and shu
i look very fugly but anw. it was the last pic of us before nicole left


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me and shu on our way home
i was really shagged i tell you at tht point


okay. i shall go prepare for my interview later!
i hope my dressing is not out of the place
not going to overdo it seriously
yupp
bye!

talkplaylove
10:33:00 AM



20070325
woke up early today!
miraculously. hahaha

went to gym with my mum
where the journey there i laughed like siao all thanks to my mum's suaguness

we walked past the bus stop
from afar i saw this lady which looks like my neighbor
dressing and builtwise similar
so i thought it was her
but when we walked closer. it was not her la
den when she was very near us
my mum started waving at her
den she realised that it was nt her
den she said "aiyooo. my hand pain sia"

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHA
thanks hor
living with her for 18years
i know her inside out
i just bursted out laughing like nobody buisness for maybe 1min
and i said
"eh. you were waving to that woman just nw can. you thought it was our neighbor right"

mum: " no la. these few days i mop the floor, hand pain nia " *cont to do some hand waving action PRETENDING her hand pain*

me: "eh pls la. i know you were waving can. no need to pretend alr la. she past us alr"

mum:"okay la. how you know :("

me:"so obviousss can!"

and i continued laughing
its was oh my god so hilarious
if u were there at that point man


ohwell. reached the gym
nobody was there = perfect
started to exercise
i admit i'm getting to fat and unhealthy that i almost died just cycling for 20mins

well. in between there was this WELL BUILT man who came in
legs were ALL HAIRY
and he was wearing a short round cut FBT
and a tight black shirt
which i almost puked seeing that
ok. i mean his clothing makes his workout comfortable but its unpleasant to see i tell you

ok. spent like 1 and 1/2 hrs at the gym and headed back home for lunch
after lunch it was all about dbsk

watched this half hour interview with micky
and guess what
not anti him for the moment cos he actually looks nice and friendly there
ooops

uknow looks okay too when they introduced themselves
RAH
all about dbsk has made me all over dbsk
bad bad bad
and i cannot watch the disc continously
cos i might die from the over dose
so i watch a while and rest wan


finally did my research today
i had an immediate headache just reading this essay written by an ex student
accounting seems tough acc to her
i hope i dun regret
well. hope the interview wont be a flop =x
i shall try to do my best!
yup.
and anyone who has actually gone thru the SMU interview
mind if you share with me some tips?
:D :D :D

talkplaylove
4:54:00 PM



20070324
just to warn that this might be a long entry

thursday evening met up with lynne and peiwen
its really been a while since i last saw them!
we wanted to watch 300
haha. i wanted to rewatch because i watched it between fingers the other time
but unfortunately bugis only had timings for 2 shows
Mr Bean goes on holiday and pathfinder


speaking of mr bean
nparks actually had an event for the staff
they booked GV max at vivocity
and it was for the staff to go and watch
saw it at the email but i thought it was too lame to go
until i realised HOW GOOD THE OFFER WAS

ok. each staff is entitled to buy 4 movie tickets
1 movie ticket cost $2
LIKE OMG CHEAP!
and whats more
each ticket you buy you get a voucher that entitles you to a large popcorn and large drink
i would have jumped at the offer for that voucher
and because its such a good deal
MR bean would have been okay i guess
well. most of my other colleagues were ignorant like me
didnt know the benefit
only ana was grabbing the tickets like free
think she bought 10 tickets
she wanted to get more for me but guess what
the tickets were swept away in less than a day
so if you want to buy you have to be on the waiting list
raaaahhh
the only thing i can do now is to hope they organise such events more
before i leave nparks of course

if i ever get it would be damn shiok cann


ok. actually there were other things that happened on thurs
but i carnt really rmb
so lets jump to friday


friday was quite tiring for me
keep falling asleep while i was typing
i hope nobody saw

anw. that day our design branch had an interview for landscape architecture
i tink is for nparks scholarship wan la
so there was a list of people. actually 7 which were going to come in the afternoon for the interview
ok. at around 3 plus, the auntie called me to go out to counter and help her cos got alot pple
ohyeah. like a crowd
so handle them

THEN AT THAT MOMENT
the INFAMOUS XXXX came
haha. i shant name the person. if you know me well enough you can ask me and i shall tell you

imagine seeing a guy in pink shirt
i think it was pink or either that it was orange
don't say i colourblind but carnt rmb
in a chanel bag
actually on fri i though it was gucci
pardon me but i'm not really good with those bags that are unafforadable
yeah. it was a chanel tote bag
actually you see it in the streets la
alot pple carry
or should i say alot GIRLS carry
anw. yeah. it was a guy carried it
my mouth almost dropped

yeah. he was here for the interview
was early la
so he ask me where was the toilet
directed him
around 10mins later
he came back all dressed up
those formal shirts la
and MANY PUFFS of which i believe is Calvin Klein perfume
basically the whole place was filled with his perfume/deodourant
i almost vomitted because the smell was so strong
yeah. so gave him his stuff and called the person to pick him


ok. errr. thats all la
hahahaha

later on some others came
all my age wan
but all look intellectual
of course la. come for scholarship wan
they must be thinking that girl(me)
must be stupid kind wan la
thats why doing counter
but i could really feel the difference between us
the intellectuals and errrm. the dumb one


well. there was this woman and girl who came
which i believe was mother and daugther
HORRENDOUSLY disgusting
because i will nv ask my mum to go with me to ANY interview
i mean its my own interview
i handle it myself right?
well. her mum was totally telling her what to do and what to say
*ohyes. i was eavesdropping*
and later told the person who came to pick them that she wish to speak to the person that is going to interview her daughter
i was disgusted by the whole thing man
seriously


and the last thing of the day was a TRUE BLUE FAGGOT who came to the counter
the first thing he stepped in
"aiyyoooo. very hot lehh! ur place hor. so hard to find one lehhh. aiyoooo"
only person i can refer you to with his actions was xie shao guang in holland v that show
if you remember
and that guy was wearing pink
and his waist was so sexy and slim la
i almost laughed out loud
totally true blue faggot


walked home after that
saw a soccer match
ermm. if you actually rmb last year vj soccer played against SA that field
my office is super near to it
yeah
anw. alot pple stopped outside the fences to watch
seems like some secondary school division
but anw
i wasn't really bothered with it
see alr walk off
want to get home fast mah
haha


yeah. got home to find my spade shaped necklace came
but it was quite sad that 2 jems dropped
but i think its nt that visible bah
yupp


this morning went to see doctor
den after that me and my mum intended to get a sigg bottle for me
cos my current sigg bottle's capacity is kinda small
i go and refill my water at an hourly rate in the office
scared pple think i want to slack or wad la
or i'm some water drinking monster


however. we stopped at watch shop
oops
cos my adidas the watch strap teared
dun ask me why but it teared
i will go change the strap
but i always wanted another watch la
have been eyeing on emporio armani's series for damn long
i'm super in love with that classic rectangle series
errr. hope you know what i'm talking about
yah. so started looking at watches
i think michael kors' watches are quite beautiful actually
fashion watches
but hard to match with clothes
not very universal but beautiful

well. this new emporio armani watch actually caught my eye
so. yes. my mum being nice got it for me
feel very guilty
was planning to buy like in june before i go to uni
but was thankful that she got it
and she managed to slash the price
so it was nt THAT expensive la

the problem nw is i carnt bear to wear it out
but i have to while waiting for my adidas watch to change its strap
somemore the parkway citichain ran out of my strap
so i have to go down to outram to get it changed
ARGH.
shall do it on wed on my off day


the afternoon i intended to do some reserach for my interview on wed
welll
i ended up watching my all about dbsk dvd
so the whole afternoon was a sing along session as i watched their past mvs and performances
first time watching all these clips on my tv
SO MUCH BETTER den watching them at you tube
and the sound system
PERFECT
somemore all the performances were LIVE one
so its superb
the package got 3 disc
and i'm nt even halfway thru my first disc yet
this is going to keep me occupied for quite awhile
but its GREAT to see the mvs and performances

xiah, hero and changmin is damn shuai and they sing so well!
<3!!!
hahaha

anw. remember on sunday i said i saw 4 koreans at vivo city
turns out that
1 of the guy is indeed that kim sam soon guy
and the other guy was shinhwa's eric
LIKE WTH!
why i couldnt recognise him!!!
i liked eric one okay
but not as much as i like dbsk
but still
should be able to recognise what!
well. i knew this bcos ms jingting called me and complained
they were actually there to film a new korean drama
LIKE COOLNESS!!!
they even went sentosa
DAMN
i should have brought my camera along and tried to ask for a photo despite all the security
ARGGGGGGHHHHH
ok. its more sad for jingting bcos she actually doubted that guy was the kim sam soon guy
i'm relieved i actually recognise him
BUT WHY NT ERIC?!?!

nw i'm kinda scared leh
because they look a lil different from photos and on tv
i'm afraid what if i see dbsk some day
and I CANNOT RECOGNISE THEM?!
i may be there thinking
who are the 5 pows
haha. i tell you dbsk in real life sure damn skinny wan
esp my changmin
scared lehhh
if that ever happen to me
i will really go and bang the wall and feel slapped in the face man


i tink i wan to go hit the gym tmr
hope i can wake up in the morning
i feel fat and unhealthy
although i have been leading quite a healthy lifestyle with my food restrictions
ohwell. time to workout


thats all
want to cont watching my all about dbsk :D

talkplaylove
9:07:00 PM



20070321
i am hating my morning bus rides more and more

taking 48 is good until you reach the newton area
today morning when the bus was approaching a particular bus stop
i saw this HOARD or should i say CROWD of acs international students waiting at the bus stop for 48
my mouth almost dropped
i tink they took like 5 mins to fully board the bus
making the bus PACKED like nobody buisness
when i had to get off at the NUS stop
i literally PUSHED my way out
seriously
but i didnt bother to say sorrry
i mean if i don't push. how to get out right?
and the people didnt even try to make some way for me to get out
irritating
taking bus during the peak hours is fugly
at this moments
i wish that i either had a driving license so i can drive myself to work
or i have a chaffeur who can fetch me around


well. if i do have a chaffeur i don't see the need to work anymore
irony


work is SUPER boring nw
doing all the same old things

was doing counter during lunchtime today
i was happily staring at the scenary until i saw something black on my computer screen
on closer look
SPIDER!
argh. fugly
immediately roll myself away from the computer
for the rest of the time
i was staring at the spider in case it decides to pounce on me and spin a web or sth


ok. the auntie came back
she was puzzled why am i sitting so far away from the computer
i told her got spider
and she took out her used tissue paper
and

KILLED the spider

you have to admire the auntie spirit sometimes
they are fearless in face of such creatures


lunched today at the same old boring place
i'm super sick of the food there

anw. NUS law was having some pasar malan book fair
small one la
so after lunch me and my colleagues went to check it out
and the first book i saw was

LIBERTY and blah blah blah

next book i saw

POLITICS blah blah blah


i tink all the gp lovers out there will love that book fair huh
i was totally NOT interested in the book fair
except some books that caught my eye was the war books and some egyptian book
but anyway i won't buy the books
i'm not crazy
and its not cheap either despite having a discount alr


so after browsing through we walked back
one of my colleague ask me
"so how, any book that caught ur attention?"

me: "er no. i don't read books actually"

colleague: " oh. so the book read you lah"

1st COLD JOKE OF THE DAY
totally didnt know how to respond


2nd COLD JOKE OF THE DAY

another colleague: " you got driving license?"

me:"nope"

another colleague:"motorbike?"

me:"nah"

colleague:"you dunnoe meh? she drive aeroplane wan"

EXCUSE ME
i was super stunned and diao-ed by those "jokes" can


on our way back to our office
we saw another 2 MORE SPIDERS LIKE OMG
my colleagues were fascinated with them
and for me
stay as far away as possible


i actually heard that there are chamelons around
i havent see one yet
the most disgusting encounter ever was a dead frog
and i almost stepped on it thinking it was mud
until i saw 2 pair of eyes staring at me
urgh

but it will be kinda cool to see a chamelon
like when it come near me will it blend to my jean's colour?
i tink thats not possible
in the first place i will run off like nobody buisness


oh. and there are small squirrels around too you know!
i saw them a few times
cute la
but when they pounce on you fugly alr


ok. i am that CLOSE to nature nw


oh. and i just bought a striped jacket and a belt from f21
ARGH
i just couldnt resist the 15% discount
i must stop shopping! :(

talkplaylove
8:20:00 PM



20070318
it was a wonderous day today :D


ok. the morning was actually off to a bad start
i woke up and realise there is NO WATER in my house
in fact the whole block
which is terror i tell you cos i need to wash up before i can go out right
my mum went downstairs to complain
in which she brought up a pail of water
and miserable me have to practise water conservation
cleaning myself with just 1 pail of water
its really horror because i didnt know how to wash my face and all


anw. was off to meet jingting at vivo to watch 300
erm. yes
i actually said that i would watch the movie bravely before it started but yet again
the movie was rated M18 for a good reason
the start was alr. URGH
sexual scences la
so its was still okay. bearable to watch
when the battle started
i was watching between my fingers
there was a point where i actually slided down the chair and attempted to hide my head in the corner of the seat so i could watch LESS of the scene
super bloody and gory

but towards the end it was damn sad
and i began crying like siao
major mood swing i know

but overall
300 was a good movie
it was worth watching despite the many scences
i would give it 5 stars :D


ok. the movie ended and we walked out to the main atrium
around f21 there
and we saw a huge crowd there
so we were thinking
"shld be having some shoot / fliming bah"
so being kaypohh
we went up to see
but the there was like a circle of securities
so we could only walk past and not walk to them
there were 2 guys and 2 girls la
they definitely didnt look local
in fact. they look korean
and yes they were
when we walk past them and i had a CLOSE STARE at one of the guys
suddenly the kim sam soon scene popped up in my head
and DANG!
it was the thick-skinned guy in kimsamsoon! that flirty one
dunnoe his name
but. it should be him!
looks alot like him

in real life
he was so skinny that he looks like he was about to break
the other 3 people also

and for the rest of the time
me and jingting were staring at that kimsamsoon guy
he actually looks shuai :D
shld be him la. although there is a slight difference
nt too sure but that guy was eye candy material!!!

they were carrying shopping bags for a photoshoot
probably to promote spore to koreans??
nt too sure also
when they finish the shoot
they said sth that confirmed they were korean
"kamsahamida"
er. means thank you
and they went offf
we were trying to follow them
but they were walking at lightning speed and there was so much security that we lost them
SIGHS


i was thinking
if the 2 guys were to be lee dong wook and hyun bin
OMG
i would HECK the security i tell you
i would definitely try my best to push my way in for a photo :D

if it was dbsk
i would chiong up to them and hug changminnie :D


that encounter led to many false imaginations
totally fascinating la
our timing was so right
just when we came out from the movie and we saw them
PERFECT :D


went to have lunch den went back to shop
when we took the escalator to the main atrium
we saw MODELS lining up
it was for the Barbie loves M.A.C event la
like OMG
the models were tall and skinny and pretty
and they look alot like barbie due to the makeup and dressing

DAMN. shld have brought my camera along today

anw. the event started so the models catwalked to the staged
if u went vivo these few days shld know what i am talking la

and they started posing
they simply look gorgeous
they were trying to look like mannequins
yup.
my favourite was the rock&roll barbie
her whole image and outfit was TO DIE FOR i tell you

the show ended and the MC said we could take picture with the models!
i forgot to say got girl and guy models
girl-barbie, guy-ken
get it?

and me and jingting chiong for that rock&roll barbie
i was thinking
if take individual shot with that barbie hor
i would look super fugly
so 2 pple better
so i passed jingting's hp to some guy behind me who agreed to help us take photo la
so we went up to that barbie
and that guy started to try to take a photo
unfortunately
i passed the phone to some dumbo guy
who doesnt know how to take pic using a sony erricson phone
so me and jingting stood with the barbie for i tink 30s?!
i smile until i almost froze there can
and there were other pple taking photos of us too
so for a moment
it felt like superstar
BUT. its super throw face
we finally gave up and came down to see whether the guy took a photo
and you know what
HE TOOK A VIDEO!
WELLL DONE DUMBO
and it was a 4sec video
which didnt even haf our faces can
WTH
regret passing the phone to him
shld have just i help jingting take and she help me take


anw. jingting suggested taking with the ken models
but i saw them and thought they looked gayish
so initially dowan
but in the end
taking the picture was free so cheap thrill in action la

welll. show you the pictures

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

jingting's pic looks so nice right! the model was actually very friendly towards us and smiling all the way
hes acting like a mannequin in there
but still. it looks normal


AND MINE

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

completely weird photo
errm. i shld have looked at the model before i gave that smily face
i could have errr. acted weird also right
so i'm smiling with my cheap thrillness
and the model looks shocked to see me so happy
hurhurhur

but anw. i was still happy that i got a photo!
hahahaha

ya la. criticise that i look fugly
but hey. hes a male model
and i'm just fugly girl with no makeup at all


we were super high and happy after that
we headed to topshop where i er. bought a few items
me and jingting both bought the tunic top
i bought blue and she bought black
but the thing is
that girl wears topshop 8
LIKE ARGH
and i'm wearing topshop 10
:(

but anw. i was very happy with that tunic
:D
and i bought a mule
hahahahahaha
$53
my most expensive mule ever
but its gorgeous i tell you
hahaha

but after topshop the buying stopped
we walked around aimlessly
looking at clothes that are NICE but UNAFFORDABLE
sighs

so went to starbucks and drink green tea frap
den later on went home



hahahaha.
i'm still excited over that model thingy
just a pity didnt get to take with that rock&roll barbie
and it would have been better if the ken barbie didnt pose the way he did for my pic


it has really been an exciting weekend!
:D

oh and did i mention i received my paddington bad and my all about dbsk?
MUAHAHAHAHA

talkplaylove
9:44:00 PM



20070316
friday!
my favourite day of the week for now beacause i get to knock off at 530pm :D

was quite happy to go to work esp today i arrive on the dot at 830am
somemore very little visitors today so i spent my time lazing at the counter

UNTIL

weird phones came in
i have no idea wtf is that
someone actually called and ask me the name of a fruit at some tree at a park?!
he said he cannot find it in the 1001 trees blah blah book by nparks
i didnt even THAT book existed can
like fugly
faster throw him to the hotline

and i highly suspect that the hotline customer service officer must be hating me VERY MUCH
so he/she started to direct her calls in which he/she should be handling to me
like thanks alot for that

it came to a point where i got frustrated with those questions i carnt ans
that i complain to colleague
and she say she will feedback
good good


the ultimate spoiler of the day

some ahpek came to submit some flimsy slip of paper
i looked at it and his letter he brought
he suppose to submit it on 19 JAN
i was like wth. today is 16 MARCH ok
like how many days have passed
so i told him to hold on while i ask my colleague
my colleague ask me call the officer in charge
so i spent some time clearing up things to make sure whether i can accept that flimsy
slip of paper


and he became irritated with me
so he started to talk to me
HAPPILY POINTING HIS MIDDLE FINGER AT ME
OR USE IT TO POINT IT AT THE LETTER
in short
HE JUST POINTS AT ANYTHING USING HIS MIDDLE FINGER

WTF

and i was still down there fakely trying to be patient and smiling at him explaining to him the situation
while i processed his slip of paper
he was like mumbling and mumbling
CONFIRM CURSING ME I TELL YOU

stupid ah pek
totally spoil my day can


anw
got to go to finance dept late afternoon for excursion
HAHAHAHA

well. i go on that excursion so next time need go finance to pass stuff
I WILL GO
and there was dis lady which was quite nice
gave me timesheets
HAHAHAHA
and of course i found out a new scandal today which was quite funny

and i found out that amongst the other office building
got pond leh!
like imagine u are in ur office
and you look out the window to find a long stretch of still water/pond
i wonder how they did it


yup
and today some other guy from the other dept came to the counter to talk to me
for like 15mins?
ask me about uni application and blah blah blah
like almost every that talks to me will ask when i going uni
i am so sick of repeating my choices to them
i tink i shld just record it and play for them to hear
they can replay till they happy somemore


should be going to watch 300 with jingting
which i highly suspect we would be watching behind our fingers/bags
but since i heard good comments abt it
i shall try to watch it
i wanna watch that hearty paw show
which i tink i have to bring a box of tissue paper if i go watch
sure cry like hell


alright.
i shall end here

talkplaylove
9:53:00 PM



20070315
good news good news :D

this afternoon while i was busy registering a visitor
my hp was vibrating in my pocket
but i was too busy to pick up
so after the visitor left
i called the no back

fj: "hi, may i know who called me just now?"

person: "what's ur name?"

fj: "fujing"

person:" oh hi, just to tell you that u have been shortlisted by SMU. pls come down for an interview at 28th March at 2.15p.m. at SCHOOL OF ACCOUNTANCY ( :D :D :D)"

i kinda modified the conversation
cos i was actually too shocked and happy at the same time to hear what she said at a go
i really couldnt believe my ears like OMG!!!!!!!!!
there is a chance nw
like unbelievable can

for the next hour or so
i kept smiling to myself
cannot control la
totallly happiness can

i was wondering so fast they shortlist wor
den what if those straight As student haven apply
when they apply i think smu will just call back and say "oops. sorry. you are not shortlisted anymore"
that might happen so i shall be mentally prepared


anw. work today sucks LIKE HELL
even my colleagues also say today i bad luck
i'm handling all the weird cases
with UNREASONABLE pple talking to me
i was slapped "left right up down centre"
like TWICE in an afternoon?!?!?!?!?!
bastards and bitches
you think you big shot talk to me like that?!?!
wth. and because of my job. i still have to talk NICELY to you
ohmygoodness. you actually told me i dun use my brain?! ask me to think over what i did?!
like fuck off pls. u are the one not using ur brain and doing ridiculous thing
ARGH. i was really irritated

ok. there were some other weird cases
some pple called and asked weird stuff
like totally HUH HUH HUH
even ask my colleagues they also like question mark


and the afternoon was pretty busy
many pple came for meetings and all
and i had to help this 2 pple write appeal letters because they were illiterate
they told me they earn about $300+ per month
LIKE OMG HOW DO YOU SURVIVE
so i kinda pitied them man
somemore they themselves had illness also
so it was really pitiful la



ohwell. i just bought a VS top
hahaha. my first ever from VS
ok. i shall end here

talkplaylove
8:27:00 PM



20070314
something SHOCKING happened today

ohwell. i had my lunch and headed to the NUS bookshop to buy some sweets in order to stay awake in the afternoon
as you know i have been frequenting the bookshop ALMOST everyday nw that i'm friends with the lady owner
when i was paying up she was pointing to the newpaper and said "eh. ur nparks staff got stabbed lei"

STUNNED

faster look at the newpaper cover page
sth that went "Nparks manager got stabbed 3 times"
WTH
SCARY!
i faster pay for my sweet and headed to the POSB atm
where i intended to pay my application fee for NUS
when i realised i forgot to write down my application number
WELL DONE

so faster chiong back so i can see whats going on in the office
got uproar anot
but i was wrong
when i went back
all was peaceful
so i immediately told ana

fj: "eh. newpaper headline say Nparks manager got stabbed leh"

ana: "what? stacked?"

fj: "er no. STABBED"

and with that. she chiong into the office finding that newpaper
my manager was flipping thru the newpaper
he was alr like at the sports section

ana: " eh. somebody got stabbed!"

manager: " yeah. i know." *flipping the newpaper to the front page and point at the stabbed

ana: "is Nparks staff you know!"

EVERYBODY STUNNED
faster crowd around the newpaper
reading

*i went to photostat my documents and make payment for NTU at AXS machine*
haha. totally exploit the situation =x


den they called the relevant pple to ask how is she and her condition
when i read the article i was like super shocked that she survived
stabbed 3 times can!
1 at the back and 2 at the CHEST
like so heng nv stab the heart can!
oh. 1 stab pierced her liver
which is oh so bloody and disgusting to think of it

anw. heard that shes okay nw. under observation but cannot talk cos too many tubes on her


my manager and some other went to visit her in the afternoon
my colleagues were kind of terrified because the incident may be linked to us
they were suspecting
*thats what i overheard of course*

ana was completly terrified
she couldnt eat her lunch
and she say she need a bullet proof vest nw
because she goes to court and sometimes the pple there are aggresive


so this incident kinda makes my life in danger isnt it?
i shall hide in the office more next time man
dont show my face



i was thinking she kena stabbed 3 times still can take out towel and wipe herself
BRAVE like nobody buisness
i was imagining if it was me
i stabbed 1 time probably lose consciousness alr bah
terrified till faint
ok. *touch wood*


welll. thats all i guess
waiting for my paddington bag to arrive these few days :D

talkplaylove
8:01:00 PM



20070313
this whole week if u ever pass by National Parks Headquarters at raffles building
you will see my big face right at the public service counter

why is that so?
cos the obasan is on leave for the whole week
so poor me have to do counter for the whole week :(


monday

i was super disgusted right at the start of my day
i stepped out of the Nparks shuttle bus and was walking towards my office
i saw this black thing on the floor that i thought was dirt and i was ALMOST planning to step on it on continue walking
on further observation
it was an army of ants carrying a dead measly worm
LIKE EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
and the ants are those big type can
not those small puny negligible type
and that worm. i swear it was 15-20cm long
long and fat
and confirm die alr or else why the ants carry it
OHMYGOD. i'm just stunned that i will ever see this kind of scene
but thinking back. i work in a garden
i am THAT close to mother nature


monday morning was a test of how fast my hand can still write despite nt writing essays or homework for like nearly 4 months?!
i almost died trying to finish up writing the registered articles in 5 MINS
yes. 5 MINS
cos the mail had to be out and there were delay here and there

yeah. went for lunch and when i came back
there were 3 girls at the interview room

ok. i need to explain a lil bit
CEO will be coming at 2 for some exhibition
the staff did models and all so as to decorate the empty counter la
so they put the models at the interview rm
den the KAY POH 3 girls came and look
den suddenly they screm can
my heart almost drop out
because i thought there was a snake
but anw. they faster run out of the room and close the door
like what is happening!!!

later on me and my colleague we saw this LIZARD inside the room
it really looked like a snake i tell you
LONG AND SLIM AND FLIMSY
its not those normal lizard you see at home
its like long. i think at least 20 cm nw. * looking at the ruler right nw*
and its like super skinnny!!!!!!
DISGUSTING!

ok. back to the CEO visit huh
suppose to come at 2 right
so 155 i thought of going to the toilet to relieve myself before the CEO comes
and just when i stand up and about to go toilet
the CEO came
i was like. WTH. NATURE CALLING ANXIOUSLY can
bo bian i sat down there and smiled for the next hour
while all the big shots came and started discussing what to do
i only have 1 comment
their designs are fugly
pls dont turn the counter into another garden
we alr have 1 garden outside
but of course i diam diam wan la
hahahah
and i really died bearing for 1 hr can
when they left i really like chiong to the toilet


back to mr lizard
when 530 came and me and my colleague closed the counter
THE LIZARD CRAWLED THROUGH THE SLIT OF THE DOOR INTO OUR TERRITORY!
my colleague was "you tidy up k. i go in alr"
and she scuttled off
i faster pack and when i was walking back to my office
i saw him. and i also faster chiong into the office
WTH
seriously if u ever see how it looked like you will be scared of it too


first thing i went in was to ask my colleague
"eh, will the lizard come into our office?"

my colleague replied "DUH! look at him. alr crawl through the door that require the NParks pass alr. you tink our door he cannot crawl through ah"

that was when i realised i asked a VERY DUMB question

for the rest of the half an hour to work end
me and my colleague kept turning our head to look at the door for any signs of mr lizard

at one point of time when i turned
i saw half of his body through the door
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
faster alerted my colleague
"ana, the lizard is inside the office!"

and well done after that
my colleague SCREAMED
serious
cos she thought the lizard was behind her

so the male colleague faster BRING the lizard out of the office
guided him to the printer outside
which i thought was super funny
i would nv have the guts to do it i tell you

and for the rest of the time
me and my colleague were peeking through the glass door of our office outside to see where the lizard was

i wanted to go toilet but have to pass by mr lizard
so i said "ana. i dun dare go toilet leh"
ana said "just go la!"

so i mastered my courage and decided to chiong to the toilet
while passing the lizard.
i was super cautious can
den at the very moment, my colleague chiong pass me and ran to the toilet
i almost died laughing
so she was even more scared den me la can!
make use of me so she can go toilet!

anw at the toilet she say must run pass the lizard or else it may climb up to you
the thought totally disgusted me i tell you


and when i was going home, walking out of the building
i dunnoe why suddeny on mondy they had to switch off the lights when previously always got light wan loh!
so i was paranoid
cos carnt see where the lizard is
so i faster run for the main door
i have a feeling my male colleague behind was laughing at me
sixth sense
but ohwells
i'm totally scared of THAT lizard nw


today morning
when i walk into the office again
i was like some spy like that la
look left look right look front look back for that lizard
den when i went into the office
ana asked "got see your good friend?"
i say no
den i guess we were nt so scared alr la
but we were still looking around for the rest of the day


i hope it has went back to the garden
highly suspect it came from the garden
anw our toilet also got BIG SPIDER CAN
the miny version of tarantullas??
ok. not so scary but it is not those normal spider
it has long slinky legs
HAHAHAHAHA


i wonder if all these encounter will build up my courage in case i see these things again


ok. i have finally finish my university application
just pray hard i get accepted to what i want


anw tdy i took 48 home from bukit timah
i realise its faster den taking the nparks shuttle to orchard den take 36 home
and definitely cheaper
just that have to walk out
but i'm going to use the 48 route nw
i seriously need some exercise
and i hope this weekend i can hit the gym


anw i saw many eye candies today
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
so tdy i didnt feel so tired as previous days
infatuation infatuation


and i'm totally addicted with Super Junior T's Rokkugoh
i'm listening and watching the mv and live performance N times man


ok la. thats all
anw to those who find my office stories boring
errrrr. next time i find more interesting stories to tell bahhh

talkplaylove
8:52:00 PM



20070309
time i update this.
haven't been blogging for the week because i'm too tired to do so
all i will do is most probably complain how much work i have


and i guess i'm staying at the garden till end of june
finally have an email account but its a shared account so the whole office can view my mail
so i wont disclose it cos it has NO MEANING
and i don't want pple emailing me there and i get slapped there ALIVE


all thanks to work
i have become a stingy and grumpy girl
i realise i am becoming more and more auntified
and those who give me attitude over the phone
urgh. fugly people


today during lunch
i took cab to bishan to collect my cheque from Bausch & Lomb
like to and fro costed me $15!
ARGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH
2 and 1/2 hours of work
i wanted to like go off 1 hour early to go bishan to take
den can take bus there
but got another colleague alr say going off 1 hour early
so i had to go during lunch
and i bought food from that New Tech Park canteen which was expensive and OILY
like ARGGGGGGGGGGGHHH
and the uncle never give me spoon
stingy like sai can!
i'm so lucky that i'm not working at New Tech Park
for once i'm appreciating the NUS Law canteen

anw i today super slack
my journey to and fro took 1hr
den come back my lunchtime with my colleague was 40mins
we were too engrossed talking



ok. i shall talk about my comments about I'm A Cyborg, But That's OK
when i watch the movie commercial
it seems nice and funny
when i watch the movie
it was werid. completely WEIRD
i really pei fu the director can
HE MUST BE VERY WEIRD HIMSELF
watched his sympathy for lady vengeance before
but the sympathy for lady vengeance was better than cyborg though


anw i thought the only really funny parts were
1) the fat lady trying to go against gravity
2) the ya-hoo-hoo song rain was singing

and it was NC 16 for a VERY GOOD REASON YET AGAIN
the starting alr was quite disgusting in my opinion
and that penknife part was. OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS
and the lead female is soo damn skinny
she was totally floating inside her baggy dress


but ohwelll. it doesnt seem very nice la
the whole movie was HUH HUH HUH
miss debbie was laughing THROUGHOUT the entire movie
i guess she was the only one in the whole cinema to find the movie extremely funny
that shows how weird debbie is
hahahahaha. just joking


before i forget
i got a samsung privelege card!
when i saw the card i thought they mailed me a credit card which i was like OH WOW WEE
but later found out that its just some card that entitles you for discounts
which will be of no use to me
cos they entitle you discount to Armani exchange? like wth
swiss hotel. wth???
but the card is extremely nice
so i decided that although its of no use it must be in my wallet so that pple may think i have a credit card
oh. i got that card because i bought my biscuit phone
buy the slim series and you get one
welll. next time you wan go AX buy clothes call me loh
i have 10% off
its alot if you consider how EXPENSIVE AX is



decided to not go for open hse though
the only reason being i am so lazy
asking jingting to help me take the brochures i need
i'm going to stay at home and slack
i really need some rest


ohyeah. thats all

talkplaylove
8:20:00 PM



20070304
i'm blogging about thursday when it is has passed long ago
esp the A level hooohaa


thursday was probably the worst the day of my week

it started raining in the morning and i started to have running nose

i walked to the bus stop and wait for 36
norm i have to take a bus before 745 in order to reach orchard mrt before 815 to catch the nparks shuttle
on thurs. the bus came on 750
but i still had faith that i can catch the bus since the nparks shuttle norm comes at 820
but i was completely wrong
as it was raining and the bus driver was SO CAUTIOUS in driving that i was travelling at turtle speed towards orchard

in the end i reach orchard mrt at 825
WELL DONE
first thing i realised is that i lost my coin purse
its for me to put my coins in order to take the nparks shuttle
and i had almost $10 worth of coins inside that purse
and losing that purse is like throwing away money
arghhhhh
so i was damn determined not to take a cab since i alr throw away so much money le
next thing i had to do was call the office and tell them i will be late
and i realised that i left the contact list in the office because sometimes i had to transfer calls and thus need to refer to the list
and so i left it at the office
i spent like some time trying to figure out what number i shld calll
luckily for me i manage to call one of the lines in the office
my colleague gave me the bus nos that i could take to gleneagle hospital den walk all the way in


there were 3 buses i could take
but waiting for like 10mins
den finally 1 of the buses came
boarded
it was raining quite heavily then

when i alighted i had my umbrella
and i walk all the way from the tanglin gate of botanic gardens all the way to almost the other end of botanic gardens
i walked the road outside which i regretted VERY MUCH

at some parts the tree branches were drooping so low that i had to kinda squat down and walk past with my umbrella
and walking by the roadside on a rainy day means u subject urself to splashing from passing by cars
there was this BIG truck which drove past
and i got splashed with water
and not only that. the wind made my shirt kinda fly up
i was cursing the driver like mad
and i wasnt even halfway thru my walk then



ok. after much pain
i reached the office at around 9 or 9plus
my feet were all wet
my jeans were wet
my shirt was wet
my bag was wet
WELLL DONE
and i lost $3 beacuse i started work at 9



and if that wasnt enough
i had like 33 reminders to send
i worked my ass out the whole day in order to complete it
as i wont be coming on friday
i was damn tired when i ended work on thursday
totally eyes drooping


suppose to meet jingting to watch letters from iwo jima
so i rushed to cinne after work
i brisk walk from orchard mrt to cinne
where in between i almost got knock down by a car
where i strongly believe it was not my fault
some guy behind me helped me to scold the driver
but i was almost scared to death
like wth. he was charging at me
i was thinking it would be the biggest regret if i died 1 day before getting results
*TOUCH WOOD*


yeah. jingting bought the 7pm show
when i reached cinne at 640?
haha. both of us wanted to eat subway
but subway was packed and there was no seat for us and there wasnt time for us to eat
so we erm. TAKEAWAY
aiya. what happen later you shld all know la

went into the movie theatre
started to eat discreetly =x

we were sitting at the sides
den beside me there was nobody
i was praying that nobody come
cos got people they see me eating subway would be so THROW FACE
but unfortunately not
a group of guys. i believe who just came out from army sat beside us
why i say they just came out because all were botak?
yes yes?
i was like quite embarrased. was trying to swallow the sandwich as fast as possible until i saw the guy sitting beside me also holding a SUBWAY paper bag or sth
den i started to laugh silently like siao in my seat and i ask jingting to see
and we were like laughing there among ourselves which i have to stress *silently


the movie started
the starting was alr. quite sad la
as the movie progress there were alot of touching parts
but i tried nt to cry until the end
cannot control
it was just too sad between the irony of upholding your own dignity and protecting the country
and how the good men died and all
so i cried in my seat
but in order nt to let pple beside me know that i crying
i err. waited for them to not notice me den i wipe my tears la

so conclusion. letters from iwo jima was a superb war movie
its better than flag of our fathers. the 2 of them are suppose to be brother movie
some of the scenes were reused and the ost was the SAME
but letters from iwo jima was FABULOUS
its comparable to band of brothers which is my number 1 rated war sereis


anw. at the end of the show. the group of army boys stood up and clap
which i thought was quite retarded and throw face
and i cried till i was awake
didnt feel sleeping anymore

it was still early
me and jingting were like hanging around
didnt know where to go
so we ended up at PS starbucks
i drank green tea frap WITHOUT cream
hahahah
lazed around until like 1130 den go home
i was reluctant to go home
as tmr was judgement day
and i started to have butterflies in my stomach where i felt i had the need to go shit



ohwelll. i guess what happened after that is not important


i just flipped through the bag i carried home painstakingly on fri
alot of things is of no use to me
i'm not looking at scholarships as i do not wish to be tied
in the first place do i even qualify for scholarship?
the answer is obvious so alot of them are rubbish

i think i'm quite decided in the courses i'm going to apply
but still i feel that going to the open houses and find out more info is much assuring
although it might confuse me

anw i have been thinking that i might regret the course i went into next time
bound to be regrets
that is really what i tink for myself la
so i shall just go to course that i can and like nw
the grass on the other side is forever greener
i shall be just satisfied with what i have


ok. enough. i'm off

talkplaylove
6:36:00 PM



20070303
results are out
i felt damn sick and nervous when i was waiting for my results
when it was my turn
howk looked at my results and said "you shld be happy"

i took that paper and look
JOYNESS
dun be mistaken. i do not belong to the majority of the people getting their 3As or 4As like its free of charge
i was just satisfied by my results
at least they didnt disappoint me GREATLY


GP - B3
i was so shocked by it. i totally expected a C
yeah. thats why i screamed

Economics - B
quite disappointed with it. i really expected an A
but oh well. something went wrong and all so i really feel heartbroken for my money :(

Maths - A
like woooohoooooo
i never got A for maths before
either i was 1 mark away or far away in my jc life
really thank howk for that (:

Physics - A
another SHOCK of the day i tell you
never expected it consider how screwed my SPA was and how difficult the paper was
i expected B/C
but i dunnoe why i dont feel elated about it

Chemistry - B
oh like argh
i thought the paper was easy enough to get an A but i was wrong
so conclusion is chemistry sucks and bye bye to you for the rest of my life


in conclusion i tink my results was totally different from what i predicted
but overalll. SATISFIED
considering how much i used the computer
how much i you-tubed
how many lectures and tutorials i ponned
it was what i deserved although some disappointment here and there
just hoping that i can get into the course i want nw
and hope that i can make the right choice



enough of all the results shit

and i want to complain the goody bag that they gave today was fucking heavy
not as if its goldbars inside
i would glady carry them if they were goldbars

and i want to BITCH about our sch librarian for their irresponsibility and insensitiveness
you will get karma for that i tell you
and i was so fucking irritated by your attitude
argh.


enough of those irritaing stuff
talk abt sth happy
i cut my hair today!
been wanting to do so
snip off those dry ends and layer more
i feel so much better nw


well. shall go sleep alr
didnt really sleep well last night because i had butterflies in my stomach
now that it has ended and we have come to accepted what we are given
i guess its time to move on to a new phase of life?
haha
ok. shall try to plough through those thick brochures tmr
bye

talkplaylove
12:00:00 AM