it's a mixed up world.

20070523

not in my happy mood for this week

firstly
work has been so hectic and busy
beeen slogging like a bull for monday and tuesday
when tuesday ended.
i felt like it was thursday can

so all the staring at the com have led me to sore eyes ONCE AGAIN
so i wore specs to work today

wearing specs kills my mood cos my vision is affected
i feel like some geek
and worst of all
i got this headache

secondly
i have no idea why things in the past keep resurfacing this week
been thinking about them
just thinking makes me moody
i need to get those thoughts OUT of my mind

thirdly
it has been raining during lunchtime these few days
makes me even more moody
and i have to carry umbrella
like arghhhh

the last thing you ever want is those aunties still fighting with you to see who gets on the bus first
like hey
the bus stopped in front of me
naturally i go up first can
you go away la

hai. the bad thing is i carnt do retail therapy to make myself feel better
cos i need to save up the money to last me for GSS and of cos the days after 8th June
which i don't think is enough at all

i saw this braun buffel wallet at robinsons sale on sunday
wanted to get it but
ARGHHH
i like my present wallet too
i hope the price go down further

shall end here
i'm too tired to blog further
bye

talkplaylove
8:22:00 PM

20070519

the week has been quite eventful to me

monday, tuesday and wednesday
the office was at war
due to some court case which was published in the newspaper
the whole nparks was jumping

that was when i saw office politics and i got sick of it
work can really show the ugly side of some people
i don't wish to get myself invovled in any way
i just have to think positive that i'm leaving the office soon

well. as most of you have read
some tree at bukit batok fell on that woman
well. its nparks trees
so you know trees are FRAGILE
so don't go and harm the trees
i think i do sound like some environmentalist

work aside
talk about some incidents that piss me off
my encounters with aunties these week was enough to almost motivate me to set up some anti-aunties club
on monday
it was raining badly in the morning
so bus 48 came late and there was a hell lot of people trying to board
so i boarded the bus
as soon as i tapped my ez-link card
i felt someone tugged my jeans
like what the fuck
this auntie behind me was pulling my jeans
so that she can come infront of me
and not to say she MOLESTED my butt to pivot her forward
talk about outrage of modesty

i was so angry for many reasons
first, i was wearing my river island jeans
like its my most expensive pair of jeans
and you go and pull my jeans
you can just go eat some shit
secondly
it didnt make ANY SINGLE difference that she got infront of me because the bus was so crowded that there is no single seat for her even she advanced in front of me

at that moment
i just thought
forget it
aunties are like that
KIASU people
well. that was not the end actually more like the start of it
very hard to blog the situation down but i shall try
if you wanna know i can tell you in person next time prolly w live demonstration
anw
you know on the bus you stand you can face 2 directions
so i was facing 1 direction and that auntie was facing the other
so the bus driver drove off
i was holding the metal handle
and suddenly i felt this HUGE LUMP of meat leaning on me
and i got pushed so much that my body was like right smack flat to the metal handle
i turned around and saw that auntie occupying so much space
with her hands stretched out to hold the handles in front of her
and of course she didnt forget to make herself comfortable by invading to my space
i was damn angry
so i tried to use my butt to like back her off
TO NO AVAIL
so i gave up
i dont' want others on the bus to think i'm bulling that auntie
i was so angry and uncomfortable that i really could just punch that auntie to let off my anger

and when the bus turns on bendings
she just totally lean against me
WTF really. she think i'm her house sofa or bed isit

ok. the bus came down the highway to bugis
stopped and let passengers alight
so there was this woman sitting in front of the auntie wanting to alight
you know
in such situation
you can just tilt slightly so that the person can squeeze out and alight
do you know what that auntie did
she whammed her body against me
making full way for the person to get out
and i banged into the person next to me
you can imagine her force
OHMYGOD
i really could have just killed her on the spot
FUGLY

that was really not the end
that monday when i was going home
bus 48 stopped right infront of me
so i had the privelege to board the bus first
guess what
some auntie pushed me again so she can board before me
FUCK LA
the bus was so empty that there was like 10 people sittting inside only
you scared no place to sit isit
i don't understand aunties seriously
they do unneccessary stuff to piss people off

and at work
that stupid auntie actually threw to me her DIRTY jacket when i was sitting down asking me to help her hang her jacket over the chair
YOU NO HANDS ISIT
the chair right infront of you only right
somemore while getting her jacket in the right form so i can hang
tissue crumbs were falling out
LIKE EW EW EW
can you please be more considerate

i actually went home and complained to my parents what happened
they said i should have just told those aunties off
but hey come on. if i ever do that i will look like i'm bullying them when its the other way round
and they just said i should just let it go
its just LIFE

right
i tink life is torturing me

ok enough of those fugly incident
let me tell you how evil my mum actually is
hhahaha
on thursday she took bus with me in the morning cos she was going bugis
the bus was quite crowded but luckily we got seats at the last row
so all was fine until suddenly my mum nudged me and i looked at what she was referring to
there was this auntie wearing some white knit top
and i SWEAR she bought the wrong bra size
because it was so damn tight that fats were overflowing
my mum started to laugh hysterically
LIKE OMG
i so wanted to act like i don't know her cause some people was turning to see what was going on
later she whispered. more like proclaimed
"eh. the fats look like breast leh"
OMG
and she laugh and laugh and laugh
and all i could do was force a laugh
so damn throw face
but see how evil my mum is

ok. come the sad and shocking part
friday afternoon i left my office early at 3 to go watch soccer semis, vj vs rj at CCAB
which is right beside my office
so i should just go down and support and watch right
well. met shuting, eunice and qiaoping

so the match started
my first thought was
how come vj players become so skinny
i see so many sticks flying around in the field
alot of unfamiliar faces
but still could recognise some of them

anw. mr tan yew hwee wasnt there
heard he was sick

right

ok. we scored the first goal, leading 1-0
however victory didnt last
when rj scored this goal
which there was so many redshirts infront of me
i didnt even see how the goal was scored

and the game continued until the end
1-1
so it came to extra time for golden goal
no goal was scored
so it came to penalty kick
5-5
so it came to SUDDEN DEATH penalty kick
was nervous but not as nervous as compared to last year's finals
anw. it was very tense because both sides keep scoring

until it came to this kick which vj was taking
when the player was running and about to kick the goal
some crowd behind us was clapping and making noise
case of clear sabotage i tell you because for the previous goals
we remained as quiet as possible so as to not distract our players

so as you have guessed
we missed that goal

i looked up and saw these people up there
they were wearing blue uniform
at first thought, mj people
stupid
on our second kick
mr seet went up to those people and stand with them to make sure they don't sabotage

welll. no use
we missed another penalty kick
SO we lost
yes. we are not going to the finals
no finals for all victorians

it was a shock
our soccer players were crying so bad
but honestly, i didnt really felt that shock that we lost
i will talk about it later

so there was this vj alumni who went up to the sabotag-ers
scolded them (of cos in vulgarities)
he ended with "you understand MJC?!"
there was this crowd of mj students there
so they started to jeer him

well. actually those sabotagers was from MI
misunderstanding
but i'm disappointed with their level of sportsmanship

i'm actually proud to say that despite what happened
i saw the j1s and j2s still cheering loudly for the soccer guys
even louder than rj people who are going to the finals
at least we didnt lose everything

anw. reasons why i think we lost and i was not shocked

1) this year's team was not as good as last year
from my point of view la. don't hate me
i'm not some soccer pro but that's what i think
there were good players of course but not enough to make it

2) people who watched should know the referee was just a little bit bias
like many incidents i saw those rj players playing rough
but hey. there was only like 1 or 2 yellow cards issued to rj for the entire game
and there was this part where we were attacking opponents goal post
so crucial part that you should fix your eyes at that location
i saw the referee looking at the sky
LIKE IS THERE SOME BIRDS FLYING THAT IS MORE IMPORTANT
completely wth

3) you know i think the new principal sucks
its freedom of speech for me
i have graduated
remember last year we had those balloon sticks (is that what you call them)
so that we can hit and make alot of noise?
this year
not a single stick in sight
we asked
OH. the principal doesnt allowed that

ok. without sticks at least we have drums right?
HELL NO
he banned the drums too
so we cheered for the soccer guys with our voice and hand claps
wonderous

well. many other minor reasons i don't want to blog any further
guess i'm nt going to watch 3rd & 4th placing
i have no mood to
i was actually looking forward to going to jalan besar this year for some estatic finals
but no chance
guess i can only remember that feeling of joy and nervousness from last year's finals
its definitely a match that is unbeatable
so it was my first and last soccer match for the year

after everything
me, shuting and eunice went to island creamery for ice cream
my first time there
haha
had ice cream and chatted before we headed to town
eunice went to meet her friends

me and shu had dinner at mos
and we walked around
went to check out kate moss for topshop
not really impressive for me
topshop is having sale now
but not much finds for me
so didnt get anything

later i bought a printed dress
$29, originally $49
i hope i will wear it
hahaha

ok. come another fugly incident
shu wanted to go buy black dye for her hair because of excessive golden highlights
so we went to watson at wisma
we were choosing the hair dye
and some auntie came over to ask

she asked "are you going to buy the dye?"
crazy question totally
anw. later she said she has 2 $5 watson vouchers and asked if we wanted them
i was quite stunned so i ask her why she doesnt want to use it herself
like hello? vouchers = cash can

later den she said
she will give us the vouchers and we will give her $10 cash in return
LIKE WTF IS THIS
shu told her she was paying by nets so she doesnt have cash for her
well. actually shu had cash but she just didnt want to give it to the auntie

and it was like a clear NO to the auntie that we don't want that FANTASTIC deal
so she should shoo
but hell no, she stood down there and continue pestering us to buy that dye
until after several attempts to reject her
she decided to go pester some other customer at watson

i'm totally bewildered by her actions
having $10 watson voucher is like equal to having $10 cash in your pocket
like watson is a drug store you can easily spend those vouchers to get something you need in your every day life?!
why you want to go change $10 cash
like UNNECCESSARY totally

i can understand if it was like some $10 guess/gucci/whatever brand you name it voucher
aunties don't really need them right
so you approach us youngsters who might need them and spend them
so you give the voucher to us
we give you $10 back in return
makes more sense at least the vouchers are not wasted
it would have been better if it was given to us for free
anw
that auntie was just completely weird and fugly

wow. quite a long entry
guess thats makes up for the 1 week i nv blog
haha. time to go
bye

talkplaylove
3:04:00 PM

20070513

finished 10 episoides of band of brothers in these 2 days
all i can say is
too much of BOB is no good

i cried like hell towards the end

undoubtly
it is one of the best war series ever
i'm glad i bought the dvd

talkplaylove
4:01:00 PM

20070510

i'm going to be out of job on 8th June
in a sense
i'm fired

well. mainly because the new perm staff is joining on 4th June
by right i should leave on that day but they tried to extend as much as possible
which is 8th June like wow it makes a big difference
i have to leave because they don't allow 2 people in a company sharing the workload
stingy and practical people
i actually gave my word that i will work till end of June

anw. i'm nt really saddened by the fact that i have to leave early
in fact i was quite happy because i'm really SICK of work
having to wake up everyday at ungodly hours
taking the morning bus
walking in to the garden
staring at the computer all day long
and taking the evening bus home which is always crowded and full of odour
my life has become so routined and boring
time to take a break and breathe in some fresh air of freedom

at the same time i also wonder what am i going to do for like the 2 months
no way i'm going to rot at home
you might just find some jellified mass of me at the end of the 2 months
maybe i shld search for some job that has flexible hours
or maybe i shld go for internship
or maybe i shld go learn korean
i guess i will think of it when my work is going to be over

oh. and on 1st june my colleagues are bringing out for lunch
like to restaurant not the usual hawker centres that we go
look forward cos its my farewell lunch
and definitely they are treating
time to have a gooood meal :D

anw. i realise i'm shrinking
or something is wrong with my jeans
because nowadays they seem longer and sweeping the floor
i guess it should be the lack of calcium
I NEED TO DRINK MILK SOON
like REAL MILK
actually i don't mind shrinking because i don't really like the fact that i'm a 171cm tall girl
i rather be a 165cm tall girl
seriously

talking about "seriously"
let me share with you joke of the day today at office

my old auntie asked my colleague "you boil water alr? i very hungry want to eat some serious"

anyone who hear that above comment will DEFINITELY be bewildered
i even asked them to repeat a few times
and still i dunnoe what the serious my old auntie is referring to
do you have an answer in mind?

let me tell you the correct ans
"you boil water alr? i very hungry want to eat some CEREAL"

AND THAT GOT ME LAUGHING FOR LIKE 5MINS
typical broken-auntified english i tell you

den my other colleague joke back "tell her don't so serious la. take it easy man"

OMG. i really laugh like mad over that thing

today's lunch was FUNNY TO THE MAX also
went to adam road there for lunch with colleagues, manager and some ah pek la
ah pek from another dept
so they were discussing about handphones and how we teenagers are so pro in using them

and i found out that my manager doesnt know how to sms
he and my mum can form the i-don't-know-how-to-sms club alr
anw. they were saying teenager sms super fast. use dictionary shortcut all these
while their generation is type alphabet by alphabet and use perfect english
and our short forms are affecting the way we speak and write blah blah blah

den the ah pek tell me
now our generation kenna bullied by your generation
when you old alr will be bullied by the younger generation
THANKS AH
i felt a slap in the face
but still i gave a stupid smile back
i hope what he says DOESN'T become true

so back to handphones
my colleague, middle aged la
he got a new 3G phone
so they were fascinated with it and the functions
den they wanted to try the video conferencing function
like you call somebody else den can see the face
so my colleague called his wife
den my manager took the phone
saw my colleague's wife
say hello
and said in malay "now not pretty anymore alr"
then he hang up

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

like a few seconds he hang up
the wife immediately call back
LOL

okay la. now i laugh right
i think next time when i'm wrinkled its someone else's turn to laugh alr

oh. and i finally got band of brothers DVD
:D
happy happy happy
shall watch it during weekend or when my freedom comes

okay.thats all folks!

talkplaylove
8:11:00 PM

20070507

due to SPECIAL request
i shall blog abt these 2 days

yesterday i went vivo w jingting
caught spiderman 3
on top of that we had saw some EXCLUSIVE scenes at the same time
which erm. how to say
pls give me a detergent to wash my eyes and my mind
enough of that

spiderman 3 was a lil disappointing
not as nice as the previous 2
but the effects and all, overall good la

shopped around
i got a f21 print top w belt. GUILTY. argh

and a bobbi brown smoke eyeliner

SLAP ME PLEASSSE

anw. i realise applying eyeliner is fugly
i guess it comes with practise

today caught amazing race finale!
i was so excited and worried and all that my heart was beating so fast and my hands turned cold
hahaha
but i was happy with the results
:D

ok. enuff said
buy me a detergent if you rmb
hahaha

talkplaylove
8:01:00 PM

20070505

yesterday when i was walking out of the gardens to the bus stop to take bus home
i was UTTERLY humiliated by these bunch of boys/guys playing soccer

CAN PLAY SOCCER VERY GOOD ISIT. COME AND MOCK ME. GO TO HELL

ok. so i will cut across the MOE CCA branch there the track
there got basketball courts and tennis court and those netball courts
so there was a bunch of guys playing street soccer there
i was walking along the track and suddenly

" excuse me! can help us to pick up the ball"

i pretend to ignore although i felt like that guy was calling me
budden bo bian
the soccer ball roll until my feet there
so i look up to them

" can kick the ball over?" some other guy shouted back

another guy shouted "you ask her to kick the ball ar?"

WTH. YOU STUPID BASTARD. LOOK DOWN ON GIRLS ISIT
i admit i cannot kick soccer but NOT ALL GIRLS CANNOT KICK SOCCER CAN

so i ATTEMPTED to kick the soccer ball back to them
but well done. i kicked it in another direction that the guy who was suppose to pick up the ball had to run a longer distance to get it

i shouted "sorry" back
and you know what

some other guy shouted

"NICE KICK MAN"

GO AND EAT SHIT LA
i hope the soccer balls hit your balls and make you impotent
like to play soccer but don't want to go pick up the ball
ask me to pick up
i already kind enough to help you although i cannot kick
still come and mock me!

the above incident is just another perfect example why some guys simply suck

talkplaylove
9:17:00 PM

20070503

i have been laughing nearly every minute at work these few days because mr manager is out of town and left me and my colleagues in that enclosed room

so we have been laughing about rubbish
or rather
i have been laughing at their nonsensical comments and actions

i tink trying hard not to laugh is a very difficult thing for me now

but seriously. my work place has turned into a circus. at least for this week

anw. these few days it has been raining
which is fugly because my shoes and feet and jeans get wet
and sitting like that in the freezing cold office means FUGLY
maybe i shld bring a pair of slippers there to change or sth

tdy went for lunch
me and my male colleague was walking and suddenly he said "wah. how come suddenly got nice bus in our carpark"

i turned and look and to my VERY amusement
it was this mammogram check up bus for breast cancer
HAHAHAHAHAHA
it was indeed very nice
colourfully painted and there was a nice steps leading up to the bus

see how i have a hard time trying hard nt to laugh at my colleagues

ok. put that aside
i have been like watching korean variety shows
w dbsk on it wan la
recently watched STAR KING
ahahha. that show is so damn funny

there was this part which made my hair stand
but other than that it was damn nice
cos there was little dbsk!
like the children version of dbsk
somemore i tink the looks and personality looks like the real dbsk
little xiah is SIMPLY ADORABLE!!!!

heard that he has some 9000+ members in his fan club alr when he is only 6!
not really suprising because me being a i-do-not-really-like-children person is going crazy after him
hahahahha

ok. my life hasnt been really exciting
shall end here
bye

talkplaylove
8:49:00 PM