on one hand i really carnt wait for 17th nov 3pm to come
on the other hand i drag 2nd nov 8am
i haf no idea what will happen during that period judging from these few days my carelessness level is hitting all time high concentration level is hitting all time low
i'm tired but the race is still on and never shall i give up before reaching the finishing line
the war is coming after the war there will be peace and of course freedom
oh. i bought this war and peace t-shirt online from delias a few weeks ago it arrived at my place tdy sorry no pic but its really pretty!
and the accesories from missmi also came nice nice nice!
ohmygod. wad a big mood change
ohwells i guess i will update again when the war ends!
goodluck to all taking the o levels and a levels! :) jiayoujiayoujiayou!
.heart.mind.soul. <3
talkplaylove 11:18:00 PM
20061028
won't be updating much anymore
to sum it all up what i've been doing
STUDYING
i'm sleep deprived man i cannot wait for the whole ordeal to end
for almost 2 years i've been preparing or waiting for the final battle to come in less than 3 weeks i can go back to a normal life yes
for now i just have to stay determined and focus again. i will go in with the mentality to kill the paper it really works
yup. till then i shall update again
heart. mind. soul
talkplaylove 11:22:00 PM
20061021
as you can see the stupid white cat still refuses to go away from my hse loitering around the outside lah meowing as hard as it could for the whole night i tell you if i wasnt scared of cats i would strangle it ALIVE! super duper noisy lah and my mum finally was exasperated w the cat cos she saw the cat jumping around our pots of plants this morning she was like "excuse me! shoo shoo shoo!" and the cat refuse to budge still continue to play around the pots
my dad was sick of the constant meowing its like some continous ringtone can MEOW~ MEOW~ MEOW~ . . .
IRRITATING SHIT! den finally it gave up meowing and it started standing at the pots there and stare back at us! WTF! and my dad started to attempt to scare the cat away i feel like its the final showdown between the cat and my dad hahahaha
and that stupid cat still refuses to budge and it started to make itself cosy among the pots and STARTED SLEEPING! wth
finally my mum have had it she went down and complain to the security guard den they came up saw the security guard carrying some rope and net i was like "ohno. really going to strangle the cat ah" den he use the rope and whack the cat! so the cat jumped out from the pots there and ran to my neighbours hse there my house 1 level only got 2 units so i heard my neighbour screaming ahems lol and then my mum participated in the LETS-CHASE-THE-CAT-AWAY mission she helped the security guard and finally they lure it to the escape stairway there and shut the down and yes. thank god the cat is out from our sight!
hahahahaha now its really a wonder how the cat came to our house right my mum say maybe it took the lift OHMY leap of intelligence for the cats can WTH i feel that my life from now on is in dangr maybe i shld bring sth to arm myself from now on in case i get attacked by cats when i go home and my mum was saying the neighbour alr 20+ alr still scared of cats more useless than me WAH THANKS i scared of cats what u wan me to do huh
yeah. thats all the cat is temporarily gone from my sight i have no idea when it is going to attempt to take the lift again
talkplaylove 10:38:00 AM
20061020
THE WORLD IS OUT TO BULLY ME TODAY!
FIRST i have this nickname cute little mooncake sounds extremely disgusting all thanks to ms i-want-to-eat-my-hor-fun-NOW! haha aiyah. actually thats nothing
SECONDLY i got bullied by the vj debate team SLAPS SLAPS SLAPS
ok. basically there were me, peiwen, tracy, jfoo, waiyip, daniel, seth, jieren and alvin in t16 classroom initially but the others went for maths mock so left me and peiwen peiwen left at 4 plus so i was all alone in the clsroom i thought " perfect. i can be productive till the rest end their maths mock"
wah. after a few mins peiwen left THE TOUR BUS DEBATE TEAM CAME notice that i say they are tour bus NOISY LIKE SHIT PLS
they came in and said " sorry, we booked the classroom for debates" den i look ard. seeing that the others' stuff were in the clsroom i was like "erm. but my friends went for maths mock and their stuff is here" and they automatically "oh its okay. we will just use the clsroom" and they happily put down their stuff chitter chatter chitter chatter laugh laugh laugh giggle giggle giggle and for me i was just trying to do my chem yes. chemistry trying hard to concentrate on squeezing out the answer and THEY! INCONSIDERATE FAGS!
so i decided up the volume of my mp3 and i tell you it was a fruitless struggle it was me and my mp3 versus a tour bus my ear drums was about to burst alr loh and their voices still thrash my mp3 player i tell you it was the fugliest thing ever can
and i so wanted to go toilet lah! very urgent budden i was thinking what if the others left their valuables here cannot anyhow leave right but in the end i couldnt take it dash for the toilet
at the toilet i saw this cleaner MALE OKAY he was at the female toilet trying to do sth with the pipe i was quite traumatised okay. i mean he wont do anything to pple like me BUT STILL! must be scared right! i mean my friend, girl hor, got kenna before she in the cubicle and suddenly some guy's face pop from the bottom WTH RIGHT! i was damn scared so while i was trying to relieve myself my legs were like in ready mode if i see a face immediately step the person haha but later when i was done the person not inside alr so phews~
when i got back to the clsroom the tour bus lock the back door lah for dunnoe what reason oh! and i forgot to mention tourbus pple got HUGE ANIMAL FARM LAH! SMELLY SMELLY! i almost puked can and then i saw them playing cards LIKE EXCUSE ME u sure u debate team?
i mean if you are done with ur cca alr go somewhere else and play cards lah why play in the clsroom den so noisy somemore got so many times i wished i had turned around and say " FUCK! SHADDAP PLS!" but considering i was only 1 person yes. i decided to suffer silently
finally when the others r done with maths mock i was super relieved as if i was saved
so studied till 10plus i think tdy so not productive! argh den go home loh
so i reached my house i took the lift to the storey i stay and i walked to my hse AND I SAW A FREAKING WHITE CAT STANDING BEHIND THE METAL GATES OF MY HOUSE I TELL YOU I WAS SO TRAUMATISED THAT I STARTED SCREAMING LIKE SINCE WHEN DID MY MUM BUY A CAT HOME?!
AND THE WORSE THING NOBODY RESPONDED TO MY SCREAMING AND THE CAT RAN INTO MY HOUSE LIKE EXCUSE ME GET YOUR ASS OUT OF MY HOUSE!
so i called my house phone using my hp so i can wake somebody up my mum picked up and she was like"huh. wad" den at that instant the white cat ran out again squeezed thru the space of my metal gates and ran off OHMYTIANS I'M TRAUMATISED LAH PLS I'M GOING TO LODGE A COMPLAIN WTH IS THIS!
from now on. i will shut the main door of my house i dowan myself to feel something scratching my face in the middle of the night and i open myself to find a cat on top of me i tink i will just die from that kind of horror
and that fucking cat is still meowing outside my house IRRITATING! SHUT UP! wan to mate go somewhere else and mate don't do in front of my house
and the worst thing was my mum think i'm ridiculous she says its only a cat
right i told you the whole world was out to bully me
talkplaylove 11:01:00 PM
X-man: Hero's performance
as requested ms i-want-to-eat-my-hor-fun! haha yupyup. hero is goregeous frank and charismatic! :D enjoy
talkplaylove 1:00:00 AM
20061019
TVXQ's Xiah's performance on Xman
COOL COOL COOL!
ok. basically there were suppose to do this couple thing where the guy will profess his love for that one girl and this is a video of Xiah's he sang Saranghabnida (I Love You) by Tim (Hwang Young Min) and danced All rise by Blue
ohmy. i love the dance i can just watch this clip forever more hahaha
talkplaylove 6:20:00 PM
20061017
i really hate it when i step into a pharmacy shop and sales promoter comes flooding to me those sales promoter are normally FACIAL PRODUCTS promoters like today when i stepped into guardian w my mum to stock up my facial products
this obasan came over and said "miss, you looking for facial products? you want to buy a better one? i can recommend you" for your info i was standing at the neutrogena there and excuse me? since when neutrogena is NOT GOOD? i thought its alr quite good just that my face is not responding
anw. she brought us to her counter and when i saw the brand some troll brand UNHEARD OF PLS den she took out the pimple thing IT LOOKS LIKE SUNBLOCK PLS AND IT WAS GEL LIKE just doesnt look like its good serious and my mum said " we look around first"
den we walk away i tink i will be dumb to believe her and buy that and i hate it when she condemn other products
ok. i got my pdts from vichy vichy is good yes. JUST THAT MY FACE IS NOT RESPONDING
den my mum met her friend lah her friend see me and she said "wah. ur daughter ah. you wan me to recommend some pimple cream for her?" SLAPS SLAPS SLAPS SLAPS SLAPS yes. that was what i felt i'm trying hard to salvage my face alr i can do without that seriously you think i want to have a pimple plantation huh the pimples just keep sprouting what you wan me to do
ARGH i hope the new pdts i bought tdy works hopefully after A's minusing the "exam stress" that is the fertiliser for more sprouting my face will become better
i hope the day i walk into any pharmacy shop and nobody apporaches me comes yes. i hope
talkplaylove 11:17:00 PM
20061016
tdy morning i got bullied by my neighbours
i saw it as a attempt to break into my house and steal the valuables i'm serious just because my parents are not home doesnt mean you can command me SLAPS SLAPS SLAPS!
anw. i killed a spider today and many other ants ohmy. bad karma but it was an inevitable situation cos the spider was causing too much chaos i feel brave *applause*
and there's sth i cannot stand tdy dun ask me to sit i mean if you really hate somebody den so be it you do not have to go and hurt the person right and i mean physically hurt
cos apparently there's this woman who hates tvxq SLAPS x infinity she mixed this fruit juice with GLUE drink in case you are wondering what is GLUE ITS THE THING YOU USE TO STICK UR ASSIGNMENTS TO THE EXERCISE BOOK WHEN YOU ARE IN PRIMARY SCH attaced with this " i hate you snd i want you dead" and she passed it to the team leader yunho / u know by faking shes a fan so yunho drank the drink but he spit it out cos the juice tasted funny and his throat and pipe thingy got injured and he needs at least 6 WEEKS TO RECOVER AND EXCUSE ME. THEY JUST RELEASED THEIR NEW ALBUM AND SINGLE CANNOT PROMOTE LAH WHAT IS THIS
FUGLY BITCH PLS GO GET A LIFE COS UR LIFE IS APPARENTLY SCREWED
although yunho is not my favourite member but since he is the team leader i'm still like angry over what that woman did CHILDISH! i tink i will pour conc hydrochloric acid on her face if i can if thats not enough make it concentrated phosphate acid tribasic acid. make sure u disfigure
i dun really have many pics of yunho but
get well soon! take care (:
talkplaylove 9:50:00 PM
20061014
yesterday was farewell assembly
well. my mood wasnt really in for the farewell assembly ok. the performances were generally quite oky although i tink the MCs kinda sucked and some parts were totally unfunny i dun understand why people can laugh their hearts out while i just stare into blank space ohwells
i thought it was quite nice of the teachers to put up a performance for us their item was one of the best man oh. and mrs chan is leaving the school i wonder what the new principal would be like but it won't concern me anyway
oh. i so have to blog about the mass dance! DAMN KUKU LA i personally have no interest in the mass dance firstly, must bend up bend down my knee may feel the pain secondly, i dunnoe the steps thirdly, as i said my mood just wasnt there but the whole world was into mass dance so kinda trapped in the middle and you know the mass dance must bend down right so when evrybody bend down and you are still standing that is damn kuku so i just bent up and down when needed after the first song made my way out with the array of hands moving around obstructing my way
ok. den me, tracy and peiwen went to the treehouse to take pic mr bj was the photographer of the day to put in simpler terms FREE BALL LABOUR hhahaha yup. den we went to the clsroom oh. the sch treated us ice-cream and gave us a ring as a souvenir the ring is quite nice with engraving and we got this free stress pack thing
mr ng came in and had our final ct session as the ct session went on there were like some times i ALMOST cried DUN ASK ME WHY mixed feelings i guess jc life was so short and fast i didn't really made alot of friends neither did i made alot of close friends like in sec school but these people i meet are those whom we have seen through hard times together i thought these 2 years was not easy at all for me especially this year with so many things happening but don't worry i am really a stronger girl now i won't cry easily anymore
ok. enough of that emo shit after ct session it was MAJOR photo taking session i wish i had a good camera so i could take photo as well but nvm. i will definitely get one in time for prom :D
after that went for lunch and then went to study at MOS with peiwen, just, manda and db i finished the HCI paper 1 which was left pending since dunnoe when and i saw sinyee and her friends, who were peiwen friends so we had SOME chit chat session i realise got quite alot of common topic between us BUT NO. i refrained myself from talking too much
after that me and db went to join the class for dinner ate at azukasabo - eh. carnt really spell and rmb it was quite a nice meal after that we walked to the esplanade's roof top we had quite a nice chat there until there was this cockroach which is. LETS LEAVE THAT PLACE we went to raffles place bk which we went to the dreams topic it was DAMN FUNNY PLS hahaha i realise we just really need a good laugh sometimes to laugh alway all our troubles i tink the ball chasing after you dream for bj and jlo was damn funny and glen's grandma running very fast. its damn random but doesnt fail to make me laugh hahahahah
yup when i got home i was so tired that i just plunged to bed tdy has been an unproductive day i only finished hci maths paper 2 and there are qn i dunnoe how to do ohmy. i better start to buck up
talkplaylove 6:48:00 PM
20061012
PRODUCTIVE EVITCUDORP!
haha. in case you have been wondering what mr bj's nick meant a few days back yes. its productive spelt backwards what a fake boy
anw. back to what i need to announce today I'M SUPER PRODUCTIVE TODAY!
yesterday night i slept when i got home to 10plus watched project runway watched youtube started work at around 1plus i did an econs essay write until 3plus lah and i wasnt distracted WHY I WRITE SO SLOW?! argh. exam sure die anw. yeah. my essay was 4 full pages long :D
den slept at around 4plus woke up today at 9 plus decided to re watch waterboys 2 its a super nice show okay! i won't get sick of it i tell you den began work at 10plus did ANOTHER econs essay haha. had lunch
ok. den after lunch till now i finished 1 more essay ( actually is 2 essays loh. 2 different parts from different question combine as one ) physics mcq from garychan homework and my econs essay outline!
in total i finished 3 econs essays 1 econs essay outline and 3 years of tys physics mcq
i have never felt so productive for a very long time it may not be much to you but ohmygod. i tink i was super productive today!
ok. enough of that
theres one thing that turned me off today I WAS BLOODY PISSED!
its concerning rain yes he will be coming to singapore to hold his concert on 21st JAN when i saw that headline i immediately scream can but when i read on i was totally irritated "most expensive ticket is SGD888"
wtf pls i know 888 is a very lucky and auspicious number but its DAY AND NIGHT ROBBERY FOR A BLOODY CONCERT TICKET! ok. let met tell you the range of prices so you can fully understand
$888, $688, $488, $388, $288, $188
THE CHEAPEST TICKET IS $188?! and if i SHOULD buy the ticket i will be sitting high up in the arena of the indoor stadium looking at the plasma screen in order to see his face that is BLOODY NOT WORTH IT PLS
i'm totally turned off lah why so expensive?!
ok. let me tell you firstly, rain engaged MADONNA to be the producer oh. slaps slaps slaps slaps slaps u know. madonna is like one of the rich pple in the industry but i tell you rich people are always the most greedy people on earth i bet half of the expenses is used to paid her lah
secondly, he engaged jamie king to be the dance instructor oh. wtf CRAZY AH i mean. his dance instructors and mentor Park Ji Young is already not bad what!
thirdly, he will be importing the stage from korea WTH IS THIS AGAIN cos he intend the singaporean fans to see the same stage as it was in korea WHAT?! u shld try something different right then i really don't see the point of me going the concert when you are performing the same damn thing all over again
you tell me given the above reasons should i be turned off?!
and with that rain is off my idol list he now belongs to the same category as 5566 unless he does something to redeem himself again
tdy could go home early nv go out and mug cos got tution
anw. the bus journey home was so damn fucking unpleasant i tell you i sat at the front lah. the seats parallel to the bus hope you got what i mean ok. den a stop later this "i-am-so-hip-and-cool" obasan boarded the bus on first look of her i almost wanted to burst out laughing lah she wore this supposedly feng fei fei kind of hat with ribbons black top which is so loud and making a statment somemore very glittery lah i tink it was alr too much to handle and she worse thousands of bangles on her hands at least half of her fingers had rings on and she worse this 3/4 jean material pants that is flare wan lah and boots OHMYTIANS FUGLY PLS i was trying hard not to laugh by biting my lip lah and the worse thing that could ever happen SHE SAT BESIDE ME WTF!
and if that wasnt enough the moment she sat down i smell cheap and expired perfume i tink it was perfume or either that she just bathe but the odour was just. EWWWWW i was like "you can tahan. its only a few stops" AND IF THAT WASNT ENOUGH she kept breathing into my face so i could smell her not-so-nice-smelling breath ohmygoodness gracious lah at the marine parade library stop i already had the urge to puke but no place to puke pls
and then after the library stop so many pple boarded the bus lah there was this ahpek den v crowded loh the bus i was super contemplating whether to give up the seat budden so many pple v hard to stand up den i thought aiyah. i would be alighting the next stop so you can seat when i alight and ahpeks remains as ahpeks i tell you he was staring as me with this "get lost and let me have the seat you bitch look" so i avoided his gaze den it was time for me to alight he stretch his arms from one end of the bar to the other lah den cannot get past him i need to alight from the front door cos super difficult to squeeze to the back den he dun let me get past him WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU! den there was dis influx of people boarding the bus so i was kinda trapped took me quite alot of excuse me to alight
conclusion: fugly bus ride and when i got down i felt that even the haze was so much better than the stupid obasan's smell!
i got home went to sleep wanted to wake up at 3 and i dunnoe why i got set alarm clock BUT I NEVER HEAR IT RING SERIOUS so i woke at 5 WELL DONE PLS 530 had econs tution AND ANOTHER THING WELL DONE
my hwk 3 essays 1 essay outline ohmytians
wad have i done to desrve this :(
talkplaylove 8:00:00 PM
20061009
i guess this blog will be near hiaktus for quite some time u will either see tvxq videos or some other videos or see me blogging for the sake of blogging
even my dear tagboard is dead
ohwells
study is more important now my dears every day feels like its the eve of the A levels
ohwell. i haf nothing much more to say bye
talkplaylove 11:13:00 PM
20061007
TVXQ's Reverse Theater: Kings Man Acting
they are suppose to react a short part of King's Man with NO NGs 10 tries. haha the king is the mc of show xiah is the one beating them and later become yook gap u-know is acting as clown I micky is acting as clown II (gong ki) changmin is acting as a eunch hero is acting as the concubine of the kin HAHAH yeah. and with that enjoy
this film got me laughing for the entire 10mins. LOL
talkplaylove 7:43:00 PM
20061005
TVXQ - O (new song!)
ok. i guess they are maturing! oooh. i totally love hero's blonde hair pls. NICE :D the others. ok lah. changes are a lil shocking but they are growing up (:
talkplaylove 2:58:00 PM
TVXQ - My Destiny (Acapella)
PRINCE CHARMINGS! oh. the song is in japanese. yup yup. nice right :D
talkplaylove 2:53:00 PM
TVXQ - Whatever They Say (Acapella)
one of my favourite acapellas! :D nice nice! its quite back then. i tink now they look a little more hip and manly. HAHA
talkplaylove 2:53:00 PM
TVXQ - High Pitch Competition
haha. i think it was quite funny! haha. the person who kept reaching the high notes is xiah. damn pro lah! lol
talkplaylove 2:53:00 PM
20061003
i'm a bad girl today i only went for maths tutorial and maths lecture i skipped chem tutorial which i really thought i would drag myself there but the thought of going to suntec was too inviting that i decided to forgo chem tutorial
ok. so i met up with meiting and dawn at citylink gelare and the first thing i saw
meiting wearing blue. dawn wearing blue and if that wasnt enough they were wearing the SAME ZARA TOP haha. which they didnt buy together leh its like the SAME i was totally stunned so they wore the same thing by coincidence totally kuku funny lah pls
i tink as we walk around many people were staring at us and they make me stand in the middle so they don't look that contrasting i wasnt disillusionised or what but i really felt people staring at us dawn and meiting felt that too so we were NOT being paranoid haha
ms meiting was so determined to buy a top so she could immediately change and get out of the twins nightmare but. she didnt buy a top in the end ohwells. its been a long time since i'm out there looking at clothes cos normally i do my shopping with my mouse hahaha ok. er. we had dinner den we walk around lah
and guess what there was another unknown stranger wearing the same thing at my friends OHMYGOD. is that top some popular thing huh LOL.
ok. den ms meiting went off to meet her other friends me and dawn cont'd to shop around and since i had nothing much to shop i decided to look around for prom dresses went into bebe den i saw dis damn nice dress lah haha. so i decided to try hahahaha.erm. i totally feel very sad nw
dawn was laughing her ass off at me not because i look weird but because of sth else i shant say to embarass myself further but the dress is erm. actually i tink not bad just that i wun loook nice SAD SAD SAD :( anw. the dress is a whooping $399 so its off boundaries anyway
next went to warehouse saw this damn nice green dress lah and again. the same prob happened again and the dress is $290+ i tink if nv rmb wrongly so off boundaries
but i like the dresses! just that argh. idiot
oooh and marina sq roxy is having 50% discount of course u cant miss such a good deal since almost the whole store is having the half price deal i bought this nice pinkie shirt :D haha. orginal $52, nw $26 CHEAP RIGHT. totally grab wanted to buy jeans also but. hai. decided not to dawn bought a quite nice jean skirt original $114, nw $57 CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP if i didnt have to like go home early i would slowly look at the stuff there lah! but. we were all happy girls :D
ok. den it was time to go home hai the journey home was a nice one talked quite a bit with dawn and she was suggesting cruise after A's !!!!!!!! I WANT!!!!!! hahaha. omg. lol
aiyah. i'm damn tired nw physics is calling out to me but my brain refuses to acknowledge
i'm a very bad girl tdy :(
talkplaylove 11:24:00 PM
tdy was like my first day camp in library haha
ok. i concluded that rjc prelim physics paper 2006 was tough if vj had that kind of paper immediate failure i actually spent half an hr trying to figure out a 2m question which in the end i couldnt solve anyway yes. foolish i was i would nv do such thing again
i was so fed up with the paper that i gave up and move to mcq which was much better
anw. tdy i saw SWEE FAN! :D omg. the last time i saw this girl was like last year lah! and shes so pretty now man.haha oh. but as usual her actions and happenings are stunning lol ohman. i start to miss the good old days of secondary school again
well. went to had lunch at bk and mugged abit and i went to sembawang to check out tvxq's triangle album for jingting mind you. i alr downloaded the whole album ahha welll. out of stock so ms jingting is sad
and we spent like the night smsing about tvxq and most of my sms was 2 msges long hurhur. the phone bill will explode this month
lets haf some moments of the smses
jt:... let's go korea n track dem after a's! lol....
fj:....eh. i dun mind going on a holiday to korea or japan now to find them la. haha. organise?
jt:...eh. organise after nov? as in when paper over..? cuz now got no time wat.. hopefully can track dem =P
fj: ya ya. i seriously dun mind going on a holiday there. yay! haha. i think must go call SM entertainment. lol
jt: yup. i wan go dere look look too. do you noe they conduct auditions eveyr sat? haha.. plus they got give map on how ta go dere =) so wun get lost. lol
fj: eh. how you know. oh my. you ultimate spyer la. but i like. so our trip is on k. yayness :)
jt: where got spy lar. its for free for all ta c on e SM entertainment web +) haha...
ohyes. ms jingting has alr gone to the website and research alr i like her efficiency! haha :D
i'm looking forward nw to nov so now must work extra hard! yupyupyup
oh. and another of my tee i ordered online came today
american eagle graphic tee nice nice :) my first grey shirt you know lol
haha. my turtle is nw my guardian angle i like (: haha k. shall erm. go do some work before plunging to bed!
