it's a mixed up world.

20060730

PAPERS PAPERS PAPERS AND MORE PAPERS!

wahpiang.

i was tidying up everything that i've been given over the past

1yr and 7mths

i feel like i was swimming in a pool of papers man

FILES. PUNCHER. PAPERS

it was enough to kill me

think of the number of trees we killed during the whole process

environmentalists will murder us

this is so horrendous

well. looking on the bright side

at least i have evrything in place

which makes me feel like revising

i hope

talkplaylove
4:14:00 PM

20060729

haha. haven't been coming online for the past few days
cos when i reach home. i was too tired n i fell asleep

thursday
ah. most embarrasing day of the century
ok. was late leaving my house
saw sheryl on the bus
when we got off
we wanted to attempt to walk faster
but pple in front was turtling
hai. in the end when we reach the canteen
mr seet was shouting
so natural instinct is to run loh. as usual
but i run halfway
i felt somebody kick my leg or wad
so i. FELL DOWN. yes. flat down
landed on my left side of my butt
totally wth.
i mean. i was quite scared that i zao geng or wad
but that situation. you can only faster get up n go for assembly
hai. EMBARRASING!
the worst is this whole trauma is not over. you will get what i mean soon

after assembly. spent my time in the library again
hahaha
after that was the favourite maths lect (yeah right)
mr BA was damn FAST
like wads wrong with him
" u better copy down the ans cos the transparency will disappear in a few seconds"
den aft a few seconds. he reaches for the transparency and "disappeared"
and whats with that CATCHY phrase of his " standardise, draw graph, look up the table"?
YES. WE ALL KNOW ALR
cut that crap n spend more time explaining will you
he talks so much rubbish that he doesnt talk abt the main essences of the lecture
n he finished sampling in a day
that i was quite blur about it
WASTE TIME
n hes teaching the next chapter again
WHY?! I WAN TO COMPLAIN

gp was quite interesting
i mean although was a bit sleepy
but managed to absorb
n towards the end. it was quite funny

econs lect.
CRAP
i did my essay outlines
did q 15 n 16
but the lecturer did qn 16 and 17
in the end i gave up copying

oh. aft econs lect. decided to go canteen to chill b4 maths make up
n guess wad. mr seet talked to me
"morning u fell down. now okay not?"
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was damn stunned. i mean. he saw? cos he was standing near the hall there if i nv rmb wrongly but i fell down at the canteen
i said " huh. u saw ah?"
he said " no i heard"
WAH PIANG. i could feel many hands slapping me
n he was sitting with other teachers lah
n they heard also
ARGH
damn malu lah
sian diao by the whole incident
next time i dowan late alr lah!

aft that in the aft had physics tution
yes. wad a tiring day right.
all thanks to that maths makeup. which was abt 2hrs
during physics tution my eyes were like closing here n there
argh. but alternating currents
after being taught by ac
seems much easier
shall attempt the tutorial soon

i went home feeling damn tired
but i keep telling myself that i cannot sleep
so i decided to go mask my face
so that i can sleep for 20mins
den feel refreshed after that
apparently not so
after masking my face
i plunged back to sleep again
HAHA. the next thing was friday morning alr

friday
slack day!
i mean. there's only maths n physics tdy!
n the girls have agreed to go kbox after school
n we decided to bring home clothes
haha
i brought my new kappa bag to sch
n i dunnoe why i overloaded my bag
n lynne underloaded her bag
haha. can u believe she only brought a pen to school?
lol
after that was kbox!
oh. jfoo, tim, mark n glen joined us
at first felt that it was a bit weird
so we decided to split rooms
but the guys felt weird so in the end combine
in our small room
imagine a room initially for 4 pple was used to house 9 pple cos bj came later
but nvm. we were high n restless
HAHA. i mean the girls we can do w/o our mike
standing on the sofas n singing our hearts out
n glen was damn funny
exaggerated actions n worst till seen by the kbox stuff
haha. towards the end i was surprised that jfoo can sing the chi songs!
hahahaha. so it was huge fun
after that, me deb, lynne, jfoo n bj we went to meet waiyip, jl n band pple
at this mind game shop near PS
first time i go to such shop
haha. well. one of my friend. shes in Uni now lah. she's a damn power saver can
she saved for like $10,000+ or so lah
den she found a few more investors
n they also opened such shop lei
LIKE PRO. uni alr u boss of some shop
but i dunnoe which one is her shop
since such shops r like quite common in spore nw
oh. we played quite a few games
i conclude that the shop has many funky n interesting games
n $5 for the happy hours till 6pm
free flow of drinks!
cheap. n i think i drank enuff cups to recoup my $5 lah
hahahahah
after that we went home

i took 36 home
on the bus i was damn tired
luckily i haf a seat amongst the crowded bus
so i slept lah
first i bang into the person beside me. i was on the outer seat
awaken by shock. i wanted to apologise but realise the person was also sleeping n nv notice i bang into her so i cont sleeping
later on. i banged into the handle
damn pain. so i wake up

reached home. so tired that i just plunge to sleep again
ahhh.
later on still need go for college day
I NEED TO DO WORK SOON

anw. abt my injury. yes
blue black
but it keep geting worse
now its purplish black or sth
n damn pain when i sit down
ARGH

talkplaylove
10:43:00 AM

20060726

ah. nick is gone
well. hai. i wish santino was out
more of his attitude n that jumpsuit
who will wear a jumpsuit out man
totally. so fitting n fugly to me
but nick's design. it was overly feminine
i was quite shock there was no. erm. POCKETS?!
hai. but nick looked completely dashing in the suit chloe designed
I'm SAD!
WHY NICK
arghhhhh.
nvm. still got chloe. who won
n daniel. dunnoe what went wrong with him tdy
i mean. gold n red. they dun go together
rar
I'm SAD!

talkplaylove
11:51:00 PM

after sch tdy went to bedok to meet jingting for lunch
yup. she want to pass me back vcd
so i took the bus with peiwen
erm. on the bus
there was this PERSON sitting in front of us lah
anw. we took 196. double decker
yes. we went to the upper deck but i din notice the person's face when i walk past the PERSON
notice i keep saying person?
yes. i sat down n i noticed the person's hair
it was those copper blonde kind of colour and short straight hair
yupp. hair length goes beyond the ears
so its like those woman with short hair
welll. and the person was kinda like tall
so i concluded that it must be some caucasian woman

BUT
there was this instant that the PERSON turned such that i could see the PERSON's side profile
and guess wad
THE PERSON IS NOT A WOMAN
ITS A MAN
OH YES. I WAS QUITE CONFIRMED IT WAS A MAN
AND THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE WHOLE INCIDENT
THE MAN WAS WEARING A WIG
SO HIS HAIR IS FAKE
COS I SAW HIS GREYISH HAIR UNDERNEATH THE WIG
NV COVER PROPERLY
LIKE WTH
AH PEH ALSO WAN SO HIP AH
totally omg
so i type a msg on my phone n let peiwen see
cos if i say. maybe the ah peh will turn around n slap me
peiwen was like gasping
but later on she noticed n she was laughing like mad
HAHAHAHA

well. sth else happened
which i tink is damn sua gu
i keep thinking we were taking 31 lah
so when the bus approached the bedok interchange
I FORGOT THAT IT WILL TURN IN
so before the turning in to the interchange
i actually pressed the doorbell
like wth was i doing right
i only realised when peiwen said " no need press the door bell mah"
n the bus turned into the interchange
like ohmytians
THROW FACE!
luckily we were on a double decker
luckily i didnt walk to the exit and press
or else the people on the bus will know i pressed the doorbell
ARGH. damn throw face

ok. met up with jingting
we went to have pizza hut
anw. pizza hut now haf like cheap offers for student
actually. cheap lunch offer
cos you can order a set lunch which comprises of a meal, soup and drink for $7.95
if you are a student. even better!
you only pay $5.95. den with service charge. we only paid $6.20
i thought it was quite good!
hahahah
yah. den we both rushed home

oh. i wish i could've taken that ah peh's side profile n back profile
den can post it here
but on second thoughts
luckily i didnt
cos if i capture someone
someone will capture me back someday
hahaha
ahhh. can't wait for project runway later!
exciting
but if you know who is the winner n the upcoming events n knockouts
PLS
DON'T TELL ME
OR I SWEAR I WILL MURDER YOU UPSIDE DOWN
NEITHER DO YOU POST IT ON UR BLOG (*HINTING TO BJ)
hahaha. if you ever do. pls give me a warning not to go to ur blog until the season is over
hahahahhaha
i'm supporting daniel v, chloe and nick :D

talkplaylove
6:46:00 PM

20060725

was playing my playlist
n suddenly this song. summer of 69 was playing
n this song just got stuck to my head
ok. random
sch was okay today

well. spent my first 2 periods in the lib w shuting
gossips as usual
erm. n she told me the continuation to the story of the circus master on the bus
hahaha. totally weird lah the boy
she says she recog the person. i wonder who that person is
must be stress level very high alr
which brings me to what mr ho mention today
"you always say you guys study very hard. do you really think you all study very hard?"
i was like. okay lah. got times where i study hard
then he say "5hours a day. is it enough? no. i don't think so. 6 hours? no. i tink the standard is 8 hours a day." *okay. i carnt rmb word for word of what he said but somewhere along these lines*
8 FREAKING HOURS A DAY?!
he meant on weekends
OHMYGOD
my first rxn was. if i ever do that. i might be hospitalised
well. in case you guys don't know. there's this guy in china who studies for 16 hours a day
in the end. HE DIED. yes. HE DIED. like ohmygod right
i wouldn't choose to die like that
like you die from studying
thats insane but i know some people do mug 8 hours a day on weekends
i believe that if you can burn my com
i might be able to do that
but unfortunately. we carnt. i need my com to type essays
you know. as much as technology saves times
it also wastes our time
cos the com make me waste my time on surfing nonsense!
yes. hai. well. since i carnt even stay for 1 hr on my study table
this weekend i shall aim to do 2 hours w/o rolling to the com
YES. I WILL DO THAT. DAMN MY COM. DAMN TECHNOLOGY
i shall throw my phone to some isolated corner
hahahaha

haha. regarding sec school issue
yes. ahs changed the sch song again. like erm. wth
so there's this petition online lah. haha
if you are ahs alumni or ahs student reading my blog
WHICH I HIGHLY DOUBT SO LAH.
go here pls http://www.petitiononline.com/AHS2006/petition.html
HAHAHA. mr yukming was pasting this joker signing
Park Ji-bong
Class 4Z - for your information. ahs do not have class 4Z. the max is 4L
Graduating year- 4100 A.D. ( eh. thanks ah. i die alr lah )
he says:"we are singing the 15000th version of the song. please, my seniors from the future, think of us. do not let them change the school now. do u noe now the school song is a heavy metal version? "
WTH. totally. your joke aint funny

i found myself another joker
Sun Wukong
2002
4A
he says:"ahs should change location. my backside large enough for anglican secondary school (ASS) "
SLAPS. the day ahs become ass. i tink i will just die from all the embarrassment or wad
cos becoming ass means ahs will have normal stream
n ass sounds so fugly
which is go n die
hahahha

yes. time to watch tv
(:

talkplaylove
9:00:00 PM

20060724

morning spent the first 4 periods in the com lab doing work
haha. when my bag is in the lib
wells. i conclude vj lib has officially turned to some suana place
pple go there for suana and at the same time. do their work
the aircon. i believe has broke down for like how many weeks alr
but nobody bothers to like complain
or do anything about it
oh. comeon. the lib is like a crucial place for studying lah
i also cannot believe the sch spent money renovating the sci labs
when the toilets r still stinky
nt that its as bad as the AHS stadium's toilet
i tink it was totally some kampong toilet lah
dark n dirty n smelly
well. i mean. renovate the toilets first!
fix the aircon first!
the sci labs. hardly anyone cares i tink
well. at least i don't
ohwells. nvm
me n tracy had a fun time discussing yangtze cinema
HAHA. i was reading ms ngeo meiting's blog yesterday n her encounter's with ji go pek (JGP)
hahahahaha. totally funny. so i was showing tracy ms ngeo's entry
den she brought me to xiaxue's blog
where she blogged abt her yangtze cinema experience
well. it was quite disturbing n disgusting
but was quite funny!
haha. i mean. jgp can just go get a life
want to ahem also do at home lah pls
they shld just petition to close down that cinema
lol

during maths lect. i received dis sms frm ms shuting
"omgoodness. there's this vj guy sitting behind me on the bus and he's damn restless. he's doing pull ups on the hoops attached to the ceiling!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
wth. what is that guy thinking or doing
i think damn throw face to the sch's reputation
later some scandal again. haha
i mean. maybe he's jus trying to show off his fabulous muscles
BUT. i dun tink its a nice sight to see
like comeon. wan do pull ups also go pull up bar to do lah
you do with hoops?!
you think you some gymnaset or some circus master isit
totally throw face

well. i guess i will just give my comments abt this since its abt the sch thingy
ehhh. those jgp or wadeva who captured shots of the girls in our sch
they haf no life too
either they have noticed this phenomenal for a long time n decided to capture it one fine day they say the girls
or they have been stalking the girls n capturing
but either way. its damn bo liao
n i dun tink it was that serious that you shld sent to moe
like u can just complain to the sch wad
anw. i tink the spot checks r abit useless
so next time we shall all watch out for those who is secretly capturing us
make sure they r caught red handed in the act
u capture us. we capture u back

oh. n today was definitely a day to celebrate
leebaba finally finish normal lecture
like. it took a month
yes. it took a month
slow slow slow lah
i hope he's not teaching sampling
but judging that he alr haf makeups planned
he must be teaching sampling
so slaps. SLAPS!
argh. i tell you the standardise, draw graph, look up the table phrase is totally v irritating
if you attend his lectures
you will know
damn naggy lah he.

let me tell you biochem lectures r totally disgusting
i mean. the names r like just horrifying
i bet the bio pple unds what those names r
but i'm still unfamiliar with them
so whenever the lecturer throw those terms at us
i will be stun for awhile before i can start understanding the context or wad
n the structures r like how disgusting
suddenly organic chem seems like heaven can
n good thing i didnt take bio during sec sch days
or else i cannot imagine studying a level bio
my i-cannot-memorise brain will just die a horrible death

yah. guess thats all for tdy

talkplaylove
8:25:00 PM

20060723

well. in case u all never noticed what i did to my blog
i put up my archives link
so you all can go read my past entries
i spent some time reading them
well. my first thought was
the way i blog now n last time was completely different
last time was like some cheenapok typing
i tink i sound like a childish n immature girl
but. reading those entries
how i miss all the days back then
life wasnt so complicated
the pple around you aint that compicated too
many pple wish they can go back to the past
but why carnt they recognise that they cannot
unless you go invent some real time machine
also. i was asking myself alot of if's
but history has no room for if's or imagination
i guess the past is what that can make us move on
n i realise that last time i was quite stupid n all
but somehow i still miss that side of me

its still funny how some things have changed for me
well. but i guess its time to move on
focusing too much on the past will make one neglect the present
n regret in the future
:D
i tink its a meaningful para n entry
hahahaha

talkplaylove
1:34:00 PM

20060722

finally visited the gym today with just
i ran 3km! hahaha. not bad
did my weights
although the amt i can do nw has decreased tremendously
but its a good start all over again!
i also cycled for 20mins!
i conclude that only exercising can make you feel good
not food. hahaha
after that i went pp to shop for stationary
:D
bought new pens. excited. motivation to do work? haha
stock up my food supply
but rest assure i didnt buy much
haha
i found out sth shocking tdy
my mum uses my erm. deodourant or perfume u call that
cos tdy i saw her spraying my ocean mist on herself
AHEMS AHEMS
well. not that she carnt use. but i just find the whole thing v sneaky
yupp. i shall go do work.

talkplaylove
6:45:00 PM

20060719

good day today!
the doctor said my knee was perfect!
i'm back to physio again. my next appointment is on august. yupps. shall start training back
went to redeem my gift set. i found the arcade v fast. proves that i haf good navigating skills :D

my body shop gift from cleo. cassie rose EDT, body lotion and shower gel :D

well. to end this nice entry. more nice pictures! haha

eye candies of world cup. fabio cannavaro. philipp lahm n kaka (:

gorgeous eyes! yes. i tink i'm infatuated alr

cannavaro! hot hot hot! :D

philipp lahm! sunshine smile of his is totally mesmerizing! my eye candy of the german team

kaka! the brazilian pretty face. n not forgetting his hot wife. so jealous. haha

talkplaylove
11:59:00 PM

20060718

looking back at yesterday entry
well. i guess it was just this changing point of my life
well. to those out there still wondering if i'm still normal
YES
u can just take me as i was pmsing or wad
i'm so glad i managed to do sth i thought i would never in my whole life
well. the outcome ain't important

ok. enough of such disgusting entries
tdy i forgot to bring my 15.1 DE tutorial
i dunnoe wad went wrong but i just presumed i brought it
ohmans. dumb
haha. anw i still thought that tdy me, lynne n peiwen were trying to hide from baojie scence was super funny
i laugh until stomach pain sia. HAHAHA
oooh. tmr after sch got doctor appointment at SGH to checkup my knee
i bet the doctor will yak at me for not doing regular training
BUT. i carnt do anything right now too right
and i will go collect my body shop gift from cleo! quite excited. hahahha
i hope i find my way
yupp. and its really time for me to get settled down
and turn on that mugging engine
so i shall go do 15.2 n make sure i bring it tmr! lol

ok. i shall put the lyrics today. as i said. i tink the song is nt dat nice but the lyrics is how coool okay!

GOODBYE ALICE IN WONDERLAND - JEWEL
It's 4 in the afternoon
And I'm on a flight leaving L.A
Trying to think about my life
My youth scattered along the highway

Hotel rooms and headlines
I've made a living with a song
Just a guitar as my companion
Wanting desperately to belong

Fame is filled with spoiled children
They grow fat on fantasy
I guess that's why I'm leaving
I crave reality

So goodbye Alice in Wonderland
Goodbye yellow brick road
There is a difference between dreaming and pretending
I did not find paradise
It was only a reflection of my lonely mind wanting
For what's been missing in my life

I'm embarassed to say the rest is a rock and roll cliche
I hit the bottom when I reached the top
I never knew it was you who was breaking my heart
I thought you had to love me
But you did not

Yes a heart can hallucinate
If it's completely starved for love
Can even turn monsters into angels from above

You forged my love just like a weapon
And turned it against me like a knife
You broke my last heartstring
But you opened up my eyes

So goodbye Alice in Wonderland
Goodbye yellow brick road
There is a difference between dreaming and pretending
That was not love in your eyes
It was only a reflection of my lonely mind searching
For what 's been missing in my life

And growing up is not the absence of dreaming
It's being able to understand the difference between the ones you can hold
And the ones that you've been sold
Dreaming is a good thing cause it brings new things to life
Pretending is an ending that perpetuates a lie
Forgetting what you are
Seeing for what you've been told

Well, truth is stranger than fiction
And this is my chance to get it right
Life is much better without all of your pretty lies

So Goodbye Alice in Wonderland
You can keep your yellow brick road
There is a difference between dreaming and pretending
It was not tears in my eyes
They are only a reflection of my lonely mind finding
They are only a reflection of my lonely mind finding
I found what was missing from my life

talkplaylove
6:32:00 PM

20060717

i realise today that when you leave a problem pending
u're really not solving the problem
n when u leave problems PENDING
u're really hurting yourself
cos evrythin is just resurfacing n i find it hard to face it all ALONE

i just want to feel good and normal
is it that hard to be

i run away from things that i cannot handle
this has been so since sec2
i never ever have the courage to face up with my own feelings
nor tell people what i really feel
cos i'm scared that they wun understand and see me in a different way
there was a chance for me to face up with evrything that was happening
but what happened?
all the conventional thinking and restrctions. i stopped in my path
i thought i could just threw the problem aside and get on with life
apparently it was not so
the problem only grew worse with evry passing day or month
until eventually. i had to accept that what happened was not entirely your fault
but i had my fault in not telling the truth
the disappointment and regrets
all the IFs thinking.
i realised and reflected.
but i dunnoe why it nv seemed to make me grow stronger
it simply just make me stumble on the same obstacle again
after this. came another similar incident
WHY CARNT I JUST BE BRAVE FOR A MOMENT
down with all the conventional ideas
i thought i handled it better. but what resulted was simply more regrets and loss of faith
i finally realise i self contradict in evry sense
the most horrible thing is i realise it but still try to run away from evrything
but it seems like problems can only get worser when u dont try to solve them
and now i just feel like a complete loser that i hurt evrybody
and worse enough. i am really confused
my mind is in a swirl
evrything is coming back to haunt me
ohgod. i just need that courage and the right thinking to handle the deep shit i put myself in right now

*erm. if u dun understand what i just wrote. heck me pls. i just want to feel better by confessing

talkplaylove
9:50:00 PM

20060716

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIWEN! (:

today was a nice day spent with peiwen & lynne
we went to celebrate peiwen's birthday!
yupp. we went to sing kbox
was high but unfortunately. kbox has become smarter
so they had a timer so the trick of exceeding the time will never ever work again
yupp. after that we went massive shopping
hahaha. initally we alr bought a bag for peiwen. yuppp
den we went to buy another bottoms n top for her!
complete outfit. hahaha
me myself. i bought this rock n roll t-shirt from dorothy perkins
i realise my fashion sense has alr narrowed to vintage n rock n roll stuff
which is BAD
my eyes r like super attracted to such stuff now n once the attraction takes place
my money will roll down the drain
the ultimate spender was lynne
she bought 2 tops
erm. but expensive cos in total was $70+ haha
n i had to pay for peiwen's present
plus lend lynne money to buy her clothes
plus my impulse buying
so my bank account is left with an outstanding balance of $4
which means i carrnt withdraw
so those who owe money.
pls be a kind soul n reutrn to me asap
so i can go deposit the money back to my bank account
yupp.s (:
oh. n peiwen treated us to this nice green tea sunday from azabu sabo
yayness. today was a happy day!
n overlooking the whole entire weekend
0% of work done = i haf to slog like some bull tmr
yes. n i'm super tired from all the outings
so. i must catch up with my sleep first
nights

talkplaylove
10:47:00 PM

20060715

a happy movie outing marred by a childish act?

well. we met up for dinner
decided to go past mania
it was quite crowded
managed to find seats for 4 of us. lishan was late
yup. so we bought our food n stuff
evrything went well. until lishan came n we had to search for a chair for her
so i went up to this couple n ask whether they need the chair beside them
the guy said yes. so i wanted to go carry the chair
n mind you. the space was damn confined so i cannot drag the chair to our table
so the only way was to lift the chair over them loh
yes. so i did that. v unglam i know. well. but at that point of time. there was really no other choice
n the pasta staff didnt came to help or wad. so yes. customer labour
so we settled down
lishan went to buy her food
den that man came over n SCOLD ME
n i really mean scold me okay
he was really rude in my opinion
he said i was rude to carry the chair over them n their food
OKAY. FINE. I KNOW. I STUPID OKAY
yes. but he kept yakking away n it was so loud that the almost the whole restaurant was looking at me la
hai. i felt super embarrassed at that point alr
like i really didnt mean to do it wad.
if i'm the one who kenna the most i just yak yak among my friends abit den over alr
do you really haf to do that. n whats more. u r a man. hai
den nvm. i apologiesd den he went back to his seat
well. when you thought all was over
the crux finally came
stupid zx okay. i swear i will sew his mouth one of these days
seriously
always getting himself into trouble n this time. US
so he was like hurling vulgarities at the couple n those signals lah
asked him to stop
den a few moments later
the man came over n said " i saw you making gestures to my wife"
yunhong asked " wad do you want?"
well. apparently there was 2 versions to wad happened
for me. i was damn terrified alr
so i heard the man reply " i come n scold you"
later on yunhong said the man replied " i want to wallop you"
ok. den yunhong asked again" what do you want"
the man started his string of vulgaritities
den i haf no idea why yunhong said what do you want again
ok. den after that. what you always see in the movie or drama serials happened
yes. 2 men fighting
but according to yunhong. he said they were only pushing
but the force n momentum was so big that our cups spilled n our tables shook
i swear my heart almost drop out lah
hai. den the pasta staff intervened n erm. peace?
oh. wadeva. i was so damn embarrased that i wanted to cry alr
so for the rest of the time
i looked at my pasta n merely stuff the food quickly so that i can get out of the damn place
HAI. i dunnoe. well. i was quite sorry for wad happened. like if i had not moved the chair. then all might not have happened
but sometimes its really hard to say cos u carnt turn back time. hai
but i seriously thought both parties were at fault
my fault in moving the chair
the man could have phrased himself in a much nicer tone
zx could haf just kept his mouth shut
the man's wife could have stop being a complain queen
yunhong could have controlled his anger
none would have happened
argh. damn day

anw. pirates of the carribean was nice lah. the effects n all
esp my johnny depp
well. they say u shld stay for the credits
well. my warning to those who havent watched
its okay if you dont stay. serious
yupp. i shall just go plunge into bed n forget what has happened

talkplaylove
11:35:00 PM

just went to parkway for like less than 15mins
well. suppose to accompany yoda to cut hair
but decided not to cos later jingting is popping by at my house
so i met her to pass her my membership card for discount
den yoda said she saw justina n zirui AGAIN
yes. AGAIN. did i ever mention dat evrytime me n yoda meet up or go out
we nv fail to see ms justina n mr zirui
hahaha. so tdy. w/o fail. we saw them
they doing charity work. asking pple for donations
so i popped $1 into justina's bag
den i was about to walk off alr
mr zirui came n ask me to donate
den i said " but i donate alr"
ahems. den he said"but u donate for her nv donate for me"
okok. fine. so i see my wallet. only left 50cent
so i popped into his bag n crossed the road to parkway
went to collect pirates of the carribean ticket
:D i cannot wait for tonight. johnny depp is really the man u must watch out for in pirates
not orlando bloom. hahahaha
yup. so after colecting the ticket
i go home loh. haha. so must cross the road so will see just n zr again right
guess wad. mr zirui chiong over n ask for donations again
i was damn traumatised. serious
budden i see him so enthusiastic. v good lah. cos his bag was super full man
but still the whole incident was just traumatising
hahhaa
well. i was amazed at how eventful my 15mins trip to parkway was lah

anw. jewel's goodbye alice in wonderland has nice lyrics. shall put them up another day
but the song doesnt suit my taste.
in contrast. daniel powter's free loop has a nice tune
but i still don't like the one night stand part
call me ancient. but i really dun like the part. the song is nice in overall
why carnt songs haf both nice lyrics n nice tunes?

yupp. n ms fujing has finished her top 3 achievements
it was really a painstaking process to make a mountain out of a molehill
yupp. i shall go do nonsense stuff while waiting for ms jingting to come

talkplaylove
1:22:00 PM

20060714

today was a day with ups and downs
but overall. i was quite happy

well. we took back our physics paper
i finally broke the border line record of mine
i got a C! yayness
although its like good news to me
but i can alr imagine gc nagging at my paper if he sees it
haha
well. more motivation to work harder for physics nw

oh. n during the break we celebrated the july babies bdays!
junlong, leslie, peiwen n seth!
yup. bought dis big strawberry shortcake for them
it was v nice in fact! next time i shall get cakes from four leaves
reasonable price n nice
yup.
anw i tink i'm damn sad
cos i will be having maths prelim paper 2 on my bday
well. last yr i spent it having to hobble ard :(
but ohwells. i still rmb the surpirse visit from s46. which makes it much better lah. haha

well. we got back chem paper
the disgusting subject. yes
haha
well. i saw my marks. 43.5%
dis is damn sad. so close to passing but yet so far
so i did my corrections n realise that mr yeo marked 1 qn wrongly
so i got another mark which makes it 44.5%
so rounding off. i PASS CHEM!
yes. hai. chem is a huge irony to me
as much as i hate the subject. i want to do well in it
ahh. wadeva

well. i went to the isetan sale
well. i did nt buy any sale items though
i got myself the kappa bag i saw ytd
it was a lil exp but i still like it
n if i'm nt wrong kappa is an italian bring right?
erm. i nt v sure
but i guess the exp prices is due to the appreciation of the euro currency due to world cup lah
hahahahaha

yup. n the highlight of the day was
I WON THIS LUCKY DRAW FROM CLEO!
i won the cassis rose fragrance set from the body shop
i purely sms out of fun
n i din really expect myself to win this
muahahas
about $50 worth of body shop items!
i'm really a happy girl
i spent like 5mins gloating over that letter
muahahas
yays. so today is overall an happy day

yup. n pirates of the carribean tmr!
i so want to watch my johnny depp :D

talkplaylove
10:22:00 PM

20060712

some random things

first. its about the worldcup
in order not to spoil my previous nice photo entry
i didnt mention this
well. rmb i said that my mum will be watching the finals with me
n yeah. she did
i tried hard not to wake her up but she self woke
well. before the match even started
she alr showed her suagu-ness
well. basically. that day italians were in blue n france in white
but the supporters of france were wearing that blue adidas jersey
so my mum was asking. how come nobody supporting france
like diaox -_-
nxt. the match started
n she keep having dis colour identity crisis
i tink evry few mins keep asking me which colour is who
n she ask where is the goalkeeper lei!
ohmytians. i mean the easiet to identify is the goalkeeper
since he will be standing at the goalpost
den finally. she asked. who is that yellow man-buffon
i said. the goalkeeper lah. damn bimbotic lei my mum
n when zidance scored the penalty. she was like. eeee.italy score
i swear i was on the verge of fainting
so i told her to keep her comments to herself
well. then came the penalty shootout
she ask me how it works
so i explain
i said kick 5 penalties
den she apparently thought 5 penalties in total. so she was saying unfair cos 1 team has 3 penalties n the other has 2 penalties
YES. SHE THOUGHT IT WAS SO
i mean. who will be dat dumb to come up with such a rule?
hai. n did i mention she went to bet france win $5
i ask how come suddenly buy france. nv even analyse
she say cos odds higher
thanks. $5 just byebye lidat

ohyah. n pple keep saying its metarazzi's fault for that red card on zidane
but pls. zidane shldn't haf lost his head
i mean hes so experienced n all. he shld haf just ignore metarazzi
yes. n i admit dat i tink that metarazzi has agitated zidane
BUT STILL. you shld still keep your cool
like the way cannavaro did during the penalty shootout. hahaha

i've been a good girl this week
cos i haven't been skipping any tutorials YET
n i've been doing my chem
trying to force myself to liking chem
i beleive if i tell myself that i like chem at least a few times evryday
eventually i will like chem
well. afterall. a lie told many times can become the truth. hahahaha

n yayness to econs mcq. got a score of 22/30
which i totally didnt expected
so i think if i practise more mcqs. it will be improving next time :)
n i got a B for maths
my mum said i exceeded her expectations
which is great to me
shall work harder! :D

oh. n i was doing the top 3 achievements thing
i spent 2hrs cooking up like 2 achievemnets
still dunnoe wad to write for the 3rd one
but i feel totally like a bitch trying to coax pple into believing that i'm an achiever
when appraently i'm not
hai. why must they make us do this

anw. the new halls candies r extremely disgusting
pls do not try them out of curiosity
first it was the green tea mint flavoured db bought
it was weird
cos i like green tea. but not a minty one
well. that wasnt so bad
until ytd i bought the citrues lemongrass mint
totally a turn off
like eating some bomb lidat
cos on first taste. i thought it smelled like the lemongrass footsoak from bodyshop that i have
n the thought that i'm eating it made me feel urggghhh
n i've offered a few pple the sweet
n the comments were. DISGUSTING
haha. n i left the remaining piece in the library today cos nobody i offered wanted it
i feel a lil evil but seriously. i cannot eat any of those candies anymore
yup. haha

yes. time for project runway. my fave show (:

talkplaylove
10:14:00 PM

20060710

WORLD CUP CHAMPIONS-ITALY!! (:

after a gruelling 90mins + 30mins extra time + penalty shootout

italy won the championship

CONGRATULATIONS!

here are some of the pics during the matches. enjoy. woohoo

GOAL! by france. buffon misses it as zidane's penalty just bounces into the box. buffon is still the best goalkeeper okay. haha

GOAL! a header by materazzi for italy and they are level with france

and they cont'd to play 1-1 until 90th min n extra time had to come

red card for zidane. horrible foul mans

zidane being sent off after headbutting materazzi. yes. its such a waste for him to end his career lidat

fabien barthez letting in the winning goal of the world cup finals. scored by fabio grosso

fabio grosso. he made history for the italians. young promising player

after fabio grosso scored the 5th penalty kick. ok. its quite sad for france but yayness for italy!

and the italians celebrate their moment of glory! haha

fabio cannavaro lifting the world cup for italy! total YAYNESS! (:

fabio cannavaro! best defender and captain :D he still looks gorgeous at an age of 33

team italy! they are the champions! :D

the beautiful stadium with fireworks

nice finish there :)

talkplaylove
2:07:00 PM

20060709

CONGRATULATIONS GERMANY!

nice finish there.
germany vs portugal 3-1
nice play by portugal also
esp the cross by figo that contributed to the goal
yuppp.

GO GO ITALY!

talkplaylove
5:01:00 AM

20060708

was watching the sisterhood of the travelling pants
haha. although i watch it quite a few times before alr
but the mood was just there for the show i dunnoe why
anw. for those who haven't watch it b4
the title sounds dumb i know
but the show is damn nice mans.
its those kind of sweet meaningful show lah
not overly done or wad
n quite a few crying scences which is really touching wan
there was dis quote at the ending which got me really thinking
"some things changed because they have to"
i quite agree with that
n dunnoe why this quote is stuck into my head
hai. and there was not much work done today

watching the 3rd 4th placing later
hmmm. i hope germany wins lah
yupp. although i wouldnt be surpirse if there is an upset by portugal
yup. but i'm supporting germany
haha. well the real crux is really the finals!
i really hope italy wins!
hahah. i must really wake up in time to watch the line up

yup. besides that it was massive sleeping
my body clock is really screwed
like i'm feeling tired in the day but energetic at night
dis is real bad

oh. n i almost forgot.
my wonderous chem mcq score of 10/30 made me quite traumatised
ARGH.
damn. i really hate chem

oh. n today i saw dis news at the chinese pop news column today
xiao S was modelling with her famous daughter
n she actually talk about having a second child
n she wants a son n dun mind him being gay
was quite turned off by this news
WHEN CAN SHE STOP TRYING TO GRAB THE HEADLINES WITH HER CHILDREN?!
damn disgusting. can she like spare a thought for them
imagine when her children grow up
n their peers would be like. "oh ur mum is dat celebrity who always hao lian abt you wan hor?"
ohpls. i will die of the embarrasment
i'm condemning xiao S like free lah
haha
ok. i tink i shall go watch some videos on you tube!

talkplaylove
7:56:00 PM

20060706

i woke at 245am today!
so proud of myself
i got to watch the line up n all
which is fantastic
hahaha
erm. since i wasnt really supporting either teams or betting
the mtach was quite boring to me
after that penalty kick by zidane
which i totally didnt really agree with
i was like. france cfm win alr
cos i see portugal
they had many chances at the goal
but they r like too hasty or wad
so wun get in
oh. n to add dis in
PERVETIC YODA
she actually msg me to look at zidane's white underwear
THANKS MAN
although french were wearing white jersey
but i didnt go look at anything lah
n after she told me
i tried to notice but CARNT SEE WAN WAD
haha. n lynne says zidane so old alr nth to see wad. HAHAHA
i agree
yupp. not too long after the second half started
i actually fell asleep
haha. by the time i woke up
it was some sally show on chn 5 alr
haha
so i plunge back to bed
oh. n not to forget my fantastic mum
she actually woke up at half time n ask the score
upon hearing france scored
she said france win alr n plunge back to sleep
why does she keep waking up at strategic timing?!
i dun care. for the upcoming matches i'm gonna wake her up
yup. n she said she will watch the finals. i was quite shocked
well. sch tdy was -_-
hai. you know why i shant say why
yes. n tmr's friday alr
1 week just flew past lidat.
dis is damn fast lah.
ok lah. i shall go do work
at this rate. i only spend 1 hr on work evryday
n the rest of the time tv n sleeping
n i think my body clock is in an utter mess
BUT. i'm still gonna watch all the matches
haha. n forza italia! (:

talkplaylove
6:50:00 PM

20060705

the world cup fever is offcially on for me
hahaha
slept at 10pm ytd
i set like 3 alarms
250am, 255am, 300am
which i finally woke up at 300am
n i missed the lineup thing
ARGH
tdy i shall set my alarm earlier so i can watch. lol
anw. the kickoff was quite exciting
the pace was quite fast
so i was alittle bit jin zhang
budden as the match went on
it became obvious which is the stronger team
hahaha. italy had like many chances at the goal
BUT they just couldnt send that ball flying past leyhman's hands
n i tink 6 times ok. 6 TIMES. itally got a corner but once the person kicks it from the corner. the germany goalkeeper somehow positions himself there so that he could get the ball
i was wondering if italy's coners was realy lousy or wad
anw.half time ended. still no score
den full time ended
STILL NO SCORE LAH
by den i was a lil frustrated by italy for not scoring
cos i tink my heart will drop out if they really go to the penalties
but heng they nv
the finally scored at the last 2 mins i tink
the first goal was damn beautiful lah.
it curled into the goalpost
the second goal was somewhat similar lah
n with that. italy won!
i was like silently jumping for joy in front of the tv
actually by then my mum woke n she ask me how was the match
told her italy won during the extra time
n she was like. wah. heng i woke up at the exact timing. nv waste my time
SLAPS
den i faster go back to sleep
woke up at 7 den faster chiong to school
hahaha
anw. italy really played well
the tackling. dribbling. defence was fantastic
n i tink italy's captain rocks
defence is like how powerful man
hahaha.
ok. the nxt match
i hope france wins?
cos listening to all the tatics by portugal
ahems ahems.
yupp. but i should be quite relax lah
cos i tink i'm supporting italy all the way this time
yupp.
haha.
yes. time to chiong some work
n there's still project runway later!
ohmytians. i tink tmr will be damn tired day for me lah
haha. ok. off i go

talkplaylove
6:22:00 PM

20060704

yesterday i went out with jingting again
actually suppose to go to the zoo with yoda
but on hearing the tix are at $25 each
the idea just seemed to vanish
argh. but i still feel like going to the zoo someday
which is prolly after A's
yup. back to ytd
i got to wear my new zara top!
nice nice. haha
anw. we went to marina sq to sing kbox
there were many many pple ytd
i dunnoe why. looks like youth day is suppose to b kbox day
anw. since there was only 2 of us
we got a room
but it was erm. the one that has a transparent glass
SO. i guess. pple saw us singing
BUT. we din get high like usual that we went jumping on the sofa n all
yupps.
anw i conclude both of us r damn kiasu
cos we din go to the toilet at all although our bladders were damn full
i guess we jus didnt want to waste evry single cent of our $ spent
so until the last song. we were actually singing faster that the flashing words cos we wanted to chiong toilet desperately
hahaha. okay. after that we went to shop
went into zara again
there was like little pple
erm. u dun even need to queue for the fitting room lah
n the clothes there were more nicely folded n all
haha
but we bought nothing
later on jingting bought the espirit top that i wanted to buy but couldnt
haha
nice nice
i'm very into vintage nw
later on we went home cos got sch the nxt day mah
well. ytd night was the worst night ever
cos i saw this flying cockroach in my room
sadly my mum couldnt show her powress ytd night n she let that cockroach escape
so i decided to hug bayogon to sleep in fear of a cockroach attack in the middle of the night
but half the time i was listening for any weird noises that i had a sleepness night

anw sch today was okay i guess
it was quite a long day for me cos aft sch i still had tution
n i haf tutorials to chiong
but i'm going to watch the game later
so i guess i will be going to sch as a panda
yes. its the semis alr n i shall start participating in the world cup craze
n i'm going to support italy!
haha. no reason just that i like italy more? haha
yupp. for nw i shall go chiong tutorial

talkplaylove
7:16:00 PM

20060702

today was a super fruitful day
i bought 4 tops!
first was dis green top from espirit
super nice
i knew i had to get my hands on it the moment i saw it
muahahas
its nt really cheap. but whu cares
its damn nice lah!
den went to check out the zara sale again
saw ms ngeo meiting n sheila
well. i bought 3 tops in zara!
YAYS!
all are super nice!
i'm so happy to get those stuff among the chaotic zara sale
ahhaa
n guess wad i spent a total of $114.60 today
break record liao
but i'm very happy today!
hahahha
yupps. a pity i didnt get my bit on the mango sale
lol
n me n yoda shopped till our legs screamed!
i'm damn tired. shall go sleep alr

talkplaylove
9:05:00 PM

20060701

POST CT 2 DAY !

time to meet up with jingting
long time no see her!
cos both of us were busy mugging during the hols!
what good students we are finally!

haha. okay. suppose to like meet her at 130 lah
so i plan to sleep till 11am
cos the night before i was having my fun watching videos at you tube
i was like watching hard gay
oh. for those who dunnoe who is hard gay
hes this jap anime character. den they had this real life person acting as him
he goes around scaring/helping pple
yup. his classic intro, in jap " domo! hard gay desu! ufooooooo!"
haha. more classic actions "okayyyyy"where he will start shaking his hips. yes. in the wrong way
"say say say" when he wants pple to tell him things
ohmy. hes really damn funny. i get amused by him at times
bear in mind at times. cos sometimes the shaking of hips get overboard n i'm not amused at all
oh. n i watched energy videos! nice (:
ok. so watching videos in the late night. i slept at around 3am on friday
yes. i was like dying to haf good rest from post ct
n damn zx. he called me at 10am. disgusting
n he said he wan watch the 4plus superman cos after 5 the tickets will be more exp
argh. gay boy
den i had to wake up n sms jingting to meet earlier cos i scared cannot get tickets for superman
yuppp. so change of plans. meet at 1 at shawhouse lido
n i dunnoe what happened to me
i saw 1230 as 1200
so i reached lido at like 140
haha
but jingting got the tickets we wanted
actually we were going for a movie marathon
me n jingting will be watching the king n clown at 2pm-4pm
den at 425pm, yunhong n zx will joing us for superman

the king n clown
for all who dunnoe what the show is abt
its the korean version of brokeback mountain i guess. hahaha
yup. before the movie started. i saw xiao an. surpirse surprise. lol
in the theatre. we sat at the same row as this school girl
she was like sitting alone
erm. throughout the moive she was laughing quite loudly n giving her comments
so i found her a little weird
okay. n when the movie started. the person behind us was wearing his jacket
n i dunnoe why u must take at least 5 mins to wear ur jacket
n it was super noisy lah
i was so tempted to turn around n give him some stare. but i didnt. haha
anw the movie was damn nice
i didnt watch brokeback. but i found it nice
jingting was totally mesmerized by lee joon ki throughout the whole movie
erm. i think lee joon ki totally look like some chio bu. not man at all lah
but if i'm gay. i will fall in love with him. hahahah
not when i'm a woman lah. haha
yupp. n i cried towards the end of the show cos it was damn touching
i think korean drama fans will love this movie lah. haha

superman
erm. i didnt watch part 1
but i think the movie was too draggy for me
many many flying scences which took up most of the time
where some flying scences has no meaning at all
but its a classic superhero movie lah
overall its quite nice
oh. n i was freezing inside the theatre

after the movie we went to eat pepper lunch.
haha. nice nice n i had the 10% discount coupon :)
oh. den the rest of them went home
n i went to marina square to meet yoda
we wanted to chiong the zara sale la
unfortunately. the queues were damn long
n we landed up with nothing because shop closes at 9pm
den i bought dark chocolate ice cream
my addiction doesnt wear off after ct2 which i dunnoe why
later on we went to buy drinks
slap me for telling myself that i'm going to abstain
well. dis time i dun tink i got drunk lah
but i was having a fever.
literally fever
when i reach home n bathe finish
i had plans to use the com
but for no reason why
i just plunge unto my bed n slept all the way till 11am today
oh. den went out with parents n friends to sakura for the buffet
eat until damn full lah
ok. i shall go bathe. going out soon again
i'm enjoying evry mintue of this short term break. muahahas

talkplaylove
4:22:00 PM