exams are over! year 1 is over! it almost feeels like a dream to me
lazy to blog, pictures will do the job
KUSHINBO!
walking to the pub
at some pub at prinsep street we wore dresses
congratulations to the couple of the night
anw i conclude i hate drinking beer the taste sucks and i got a stomachache after that
actually i felt quite bored tdy because i didn't know what to do i watched some random chick flick on tv my boyfriend is type B and some other random drama serials for the whole afternoon holy moly, if i continue like that i will become some lazy pile of mass i am going out tmr to get a book to read
alright! that will be all. life is good (:
talkplaylove 9:54:00 PM
20080423
econs is over! i really hope this time its over from my life back then when i studied for A levels i told myself after As i will nv see econs again in my life serioulsy this whole exam thing has made me come to realise stop saying things that u will regret in the future so from monday till today i just keep telling myself one more time, one more time of econs only seriously its torture to study something that u haf studied for almost 2 years and during that 2 years it was in-depth studying now its more not so in-depth studying but yet you know if u dun study u carnt score MENTAL BATTLE SERIOUSLY but thank god for small mercies today's econs paper was manageable although the questions was super weird i had around 15mins left to check so its okay
after econs went back to hall anw i din stay in hall for the past few days but i decided i need to stay in hall for the last paper OR ELSE god knows what will happen to me if i stay at home i probably will just forget i haf a last paper pending
watched parts of bonjour paris and the breaking point episoide of band of brothers w lou band of brothers seriously motivates me took a short nap just now but somehow i still feeel drained from econs shall attempt some revision and sleep early tonight tmr shall be a full fledge stats
ITS THE FINAL ASSAULT AJA AJA!
talkplaylove 9:26:00 PM
20080421
HORROR HORROR HORROR!
NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE!
can i please take back that line in the previous entry that if the master budget came out, i will faint at the spot BECAUSE HALF of the master budget came out @*$&*Q&$*#)(%_(# when i flipped the paper and i saw that question i just mastered up all my courage and told myself to leave at least 1 hour to do that bloody budget question so 3 questions in 2 and a half hours approx 45mins per question with 5 mins buffer time
first question was just PLAIN HAPPINESS never before i wanted to embrace TCS&ABC so much i finished that question in 25mins den i went on to the next question, knowing that it will start to kill me it was just too decepive
second question TRICKY TRICKY TRICKY i have no more description for it because i was tricked by it only to find out aft the exam but i only got 1 intrepreation wrong i hope there is still method marks! rah, and i knew in the exam my ans was weird but no matter how i check i just couldn't find my error WELL DONE
third question was the budget i do until i want to vomit blood press calculator until i wanted to faint TEDIOUS TEDIOUS TEDIOUS there was like 4 budgets to do i do finish 2 budget i saw another 10 mark qualitative question there i was like i get the 10 marks first somemore the qualitative question was easy so pheeeew hope my budget the figures are all correct
overall the paper was QUITE OKAY LA i mean those difficult questions is to differentiate the A+ students right i dun mind getting differentiated
after the paper got back the accounting project seriously i was hoping for a B+/A- AT LEAST i mean i seriously thought our group put in our best and especially jason which was 200% effort and we worked well together and all shld get not bad grade when jason took the project and shook his head to me i seriously thought he was just joking AND THEN i saw that big fat fugly B on our project MAJOR DISAPPOINTMENT no words to describe lost all my mood and just went to take my bag and wait for lou so we can cab back home
cabbed back home ate lunch took an afternoon nap because i was so traumatised and tired woke up to find that the excel quiz results is also out remember the traumatising excel quiz i got another fugly B- OMG seriously they are making it impossible for me to get even a B+ i just hope that i can be in the normal portion of the bell curve and pray hard that i get a B/B+ as my final grade for my accounting seriously i never felt so horrified in my whole life again this is even worse than my OB trauma
oh and i read through the marker's report on the accounting project like wow, super demanding its mission impossible to hit his/her standard la and i seriously feel my group satisfies most of the criteria but it was just NOT ENOUGH well, i shant be tooo sad at least we put in our best
econs and stats left i shant say anything now i regret everytime i comment about the next paper i shall just study hard and do the past yr papers JIAYOU!
talkplaylove 5:05:00 PM
20080420
ITS ONLY 5 MORE DAYS! right, before that i have 3 more papers to conquer tmr is accounting, hope everything will be fine i hope i can finish the paper and pls pray that the master budget doesnt come out or else i will faint on the spot
cut my fringe myself on friday i look like a total country bumpkin now mistake mistake, nxt time i shall be more careful
4 more lectures of AA102 to revise and i shall plunge into bed my pea brain neeeeeds good sleep to solve all the questions that i am going to be bombarded by tmr
shalll update tmr if i feel like it!
talkplaylove 9:24:00 PM
20080416
DBSK/THSK Peformance on Hey!Hey!Hey 14042008
PERFECTION AS ALWAYS (:
talkplaylove 9:19:00 PM
VERY VERY VERY BAD START TO THE EXAMS
seriously OB is my worst nightmare its almost comparable to A Level chemistry papers excpet that there's not organic structures haunting me this time yesterday night was HORRIBLE i tried to sleep at 1130 and guess what the weather was too hot to even fall asleep norm i can fall asleep although its a little hot but yesterday's weather was just tooooo hot toss and turn like there's no tmr and den when i check the time, 130am GOSH i am still turning in bed but finally i dunnoe when, i manage to fall alseep
woke up at 7plus ate breakfast, bathe when i walked out of my hall i could feeeel the scorching heat as if the sun is determined to kill me, not knowing that OB will kill me later
seriously i thought i was prepared for the paper i mean reading the book and doing the past yr exam qns i could apply the theory to the context of the question SOMEHOW TODAY i had a mental block anw, the past yr exam papers right, its either 4 short questions or 3 long questions, to be done in 2 hours must they make it such that we know time travel at the speed of light or sth but tdy i flipped the paper 4 VERY LONG QUESTIONS LIKE OMG anw my strategy was to read all the question and jot down all the relevant points in 20mins den start, so each question will take 25mins i think i read all the 4 question with FEAR seriously my heart was just thumping and i seriously felt the urgency to START on the paper so within 15mins i began writing and gosh, right at the start of writing my ans my handwriting was alr ATROCIOUS and i seriously have no idea how to structure my ans so i wrote in point form paragraphs which i am thankful that it is allowed
and i left many blanks after each part, how naive of me to think that i would actually have the time to go back and ADD MORE POINTS anw i kept to the 25mins limit for each question so at 1035, i started on qn 4 when they said there was 15mins left i was almost done with my part a left part b BUT DUNNNNNOE WHY anw part b has 2 sub parts, like sources of resistance and ways to handle the source of resistance i seriously dunnnoe what happen did time just pass faster or because my hand couldnt write as fast after writing nonstop for like almost 1 hour plus when i finished my sources of resistance, the examiner said TIME'S UP totally, i just CURSED on the spot determined to finish the paper i continue writing and seeems like luck was not on my side the examiner started collecting the paper a few seats away from me GOSH seriously, my ways to handle was just 4-5 lines maybe? points but not elaborated and when the examiner came, he was REALLLLLY pulling my paper away from me but i used my hand to STOP him pulling away the few marks i can get and asked him to wai in the end, no use i just GIVE IN and let him take the paper away from me
NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE i couldnt finish the paper, neither could i apply as much concepts that i thought i could OHMYGOSH i think the only thing i can do is pray that all my ans are relevant and i would do okay PLS LET ME MAINTAIN MY B+ anw my 60% grades worked out to be a B+ SUCKS but now, i serioulsy just want to keep my B+ RAH, and to think i read the OB throughout 3 times! its my worst nightmare!
i threw away all the OB exam papers once i got back to hall USELESS and because i was so traumatised by OB i forogt to bring my hard disk and hp charger home KILL ME PLS lucky i haf a spare phone at home that i can use OR ELSE, i will just die from lack of communication and thankfully theres youtube that i can watch and the videos are in my desktop also
anw i seriously think for the next 3 exams TIME MANAGEMENT IS THE CRUCIAL FACTOR i think i am going to practise all the papers under EXAM CONDITIONS! i hope the next 3 paper wont be as bad PLS
ok, time to muster up all my courage and determination remaining in me and conquer the rest of the papers!
talkplaylove 7:02:00 PM
20080414
i suddenly had the urge to blog in the morning dun ask me why i feel like this sem my blog has beeen abandoned more than ever anw this wed will be my first exam paper - OB next mon- AA102 next wed- econs next fri- stats and on 25th April 11:30a.m. i can SCREAM all i want, JUMP all i want and of course SLEEP all i want seriously, these few days, i suffer mental battles of whether to go take a nap in the afternoon and every morning is some battle between the bed and the alarm clock
anw i've come to realise that i study best in my hall i think its the isolation no tv, bad internet connection, uncomfortable chair, small tweaky bed and now there's the hot weather but seriously, it beats my home because i have cable tv, wireless broadband connection, my swivel chair, king size bed and AIRCON totallly opposite ends of the world i know many people can study better in the more comfortable condition but i seriously dunnnoe why i study better under HOSTILE conditions, so i am going back to hall this afternoon so i can spend tmr as a final revision for OB
anw my weekend was quite UNPRODUCTIVE suppose to conquer econs, what i mean was reading the txtbook but in the end i succumb to just reading the notes at home seriously i think taking econs was a BAD choice i thought it could pull up my GPA a little but looking at things now i dunnnoe what will happen because i have studied it for like 2 WHOLE YEARS, okay maybe not but now reading those stuff again i always want to SLEEP rah so i have read like 7 lectures of econs, 5 more to go luckily the last 5 is macro econs which seeems a little more friendly
i also revised my stats like read thru all the formulas and parts of the txtbook didnt do any questions, shall leave it to after OB left with the last chapter MULTIPLE REGRESSION seriously its horror, i wish ho wei kang is here to like teach me i think i will see the light immediately and NOT hate multiple regression so much i will start on it after i blog finish this, YES I WILL
did the OB papers also i think OB just zaps up all my brain cells i dunnnoe why and i hope i can flip the book fast enough during the exam and write fast enough during the exam anw my pen consumption level has reached all time high like 2 weeks ago i bought 3 new pens yesterday, i was running low in my ink and i bought another 3 new pens GOSH and stationary is so expensive nowsdays!
anw i also realise i cannot do w/o dongbang or suju when i am studying i neeed to like watch them or seeeee them during my study breaks i guess its to keep me sane and maybe motivate me almost everyone has become my happy pills minnie, junsuu, joongie, eunhyukkie, donghaee, shindong and now even kyuhyun is also motivating me ok, fangirlism i know because even minnie and junsu's dogs can keeep my happy just a mere glimpse of them and of course my turtle and dong dong which gives me moral support i think if u rob away my hard disk or laptop or desktop i will just DIE like disintegrate while i study or sth
ok, super loook forward to the 3 months holiday break! RAH FIGHTING!!!!!!!!
talkplaylove 9:37:00 AM
20080410
CONQUERED!
a picture will tell the story i seriously cannnot believe i read the book from cover to cover in like 2 and a half days SAY OB YO!
next up: ECONS
talkplaylove 1:50:00 AM
20080408
FULL FLEDGE MUGGING HAS BEGUN been trying to SWALLLOW and of course DIGEST the horrendous OB txtbook have finished 7 chapts so fast in 1 and a half days 10 more chapters to go
its was raining just now and its seriously natural tendency to feel sleepy so lou was sitting at her study desk with all the reluctance in the world to begin accounting so mr thunder gave a mild roar and to remind her that she needs to study okay, so she open up her notes and attempted to go back to the slacking pose SECOND LATER MR THUNDER GAVE A GROUND SHAKING ROAR and yes, you get what i mean even mr thunder thinks that we neeeed to study AYE SIR
talkplaylove 2:52:00 PM
20080404
full fledge mugging and doing of the past exam qns will commence very soon i was almost driven crazy by stats tutorial on multiple regression it was just too horrible i manage to like do until there is abt 3 qns left and i decided to give up because i am stuck at the question i am doing i dun unds further wth is it talking abt WELLL WELLL
so i shall go and revise my accounting aim to complete revising accouting by this weekend and do the exam qns which my tutor will be discussing on wednesday HMMMMMMMMM
hope it will be a productive weeekend
anw, today's my monkey boy eunhyuk's birthday!
CUTE LITTLE DORK :D ok super long ago photo but hes still as cute as ever. haha i realise i have little photos of eunhyuk
oh anw, beautiful you mv is released its another jap single from dbsk loveeee the way changmin sings inside. DAMN PRO
i want an urban OG spreee they have super nice shoes la DAMN, if i order by myself the shipping will just burn a hole in my pocket
super random entry but i just need to blog to get my mind off that pile of work ok, back to it!
talkplaylove 10:45:00 PM
20080401
HELLLLO EVERYBODY! i finally feel alive again so it was madness over the past few weeks
1) chionging OB Article Critique, Q&A and contribution so glad that OB is finally over after all that hard work and time devoted to making it happen will be getting back 60% of our grade this weeeeek. damn scared but what is done is done right rah. BAOJIE if u r reading this i hope i get the chance to like give you a treat. haha
2) trying to study hard for stats quiz and econs quiz seriously failed attempts, wanted to study thoroughly but failed WHY? because my parent's friends came and visit them from overseas so i have to like go out for lunch and dinner with them entertaining them during the weekend when i already don't have enough time to study my quizzes and do my tutorials. ohwellls and i realised something, the more work is being piled on me, the more I am reluctant to do them damn bad, especially when exams are coming
3) chionged the biobiz project from yesterday night till now FINALLY COMPLETED IT AND SUBMITTED IT i seriously feeel a complete sense of relief because this is the last project of the sem NO MORE PROJECTS! i am like being high myself in my hostel rooom now since lou is not around. haha
so what's left of me is the final exams and what sucks this time is there isnt reallly a one week break for us. but lucky my tutorials are going to end early so i can haf a little bit more time to study and since biobiz is finally over its time to catch up on my tutorials that i have forsaked, mainly stats yup, magic date now is 25th april-last day of exams!
anw i feeel super guilty because it has been ages since i really watch the dongbang and suju boys i guess i will try to catch up on what they have been up to lately seriously can't wait for the 3 month holiday break neeeeed to do some proper shopping and maybe a bangkok trip anyoonnne? :D
