it's a mixed up world.

20070726

1 litre of tears is DEADLY
seriously
i started watching on monday morning
at the start alr cry like mad
the way they portray everything
ITS JUST SO SAD AND I JUST FUCKING CONTROL MYSELF
totally just cry like siao for the whole epi
towards the end den i din cry as much
you will understand what i mean if you watched it before

anw tues i was out w my mum
went to ntu because she wants to see the hall i'm allocated to
SO LAME I KNOW
but mothers are just worried arent they
we went to funan
checked out labtops
there's this hp labtop i've been eyeing for some time
and the person there told me that now got promotion
means purchasing the labtop entitles me to a smart phone/PDA phone
WHICH IS WOW WOW WOW
totally tempted by that promotion la
whats more promotion ends this month
but my mum say go home and consider first

tues night was horrible
well. actually ever since watching 1 litre of tears i'm having this weird flu
den tues night i started to have a i-refuse-to-subside fever
totally wth
i was in fever mode since 7pm till 7am the next day
until the fever decided to subside

anw on wed morn
went to see doc and all
and i decided to get that hp laptop
so me and mum headed to funan to get the labtop
I AM SO HAPPY can. i think my labtop is gorgeous :D
anw. after getting the labtop i started having fever again
cabbed home and i spent the rest of the day and night in bed

today. feeling much better
no more fevers
started to fiddle w my labtop
a pity theres no wireless in my hse or i could do many things
uploaded songs and explored my labtop

hopefully i recover fully by this weekend
i DON'T like getting sick
this is too sudden
thats why i say 1 litre of tears is deadly
make you cry until you feel like dying
but didnt regret watching the show la
haha
its meaningful

alright. shall go rest for now. bye

talkplaylove
8:49:00 PM

20070722

ok. going to briefly blog

friday had this sudden outing
went out w db, tracy & jt
we ate sakae sushi buffet
was FULL
basically just rotted there for the whole night

i came home and found out that life is good
haha. cos friday suppose to know the outcome of my hostel application
i checked and it says i got hall 1
i looked at the rates and it was like the cheapest hall
established in 1957
first thing i thought was FUGLY
later on i checked more carefully on my hall and i found out that

IT HAS AN ATTACHED TOILET LIKE OMG!
i am so freaaaaking lucky because there are only 2 halls with attached toilet
hey i don't mind no air con but toilet is like. HEAVEN
haha. and my location is good. near nbs so overall. all i can say is LIFE IS GOOD :D

i slept at like 2am. thanks. me and my mum were like excited. looking at the map and all
and i got up at like 630
totally irritated having to go take harry potter and the deathly hallows
but in the end i dragged my ass to harris
first thing i arrived at popular i almost fainted
what a huge crowd there at the popular entrance
and i saw three people at the harris entrance
was abit confused
guess who i saw at harris
mansoor. if you know who i mean
shocking
asked what was going on
and i was heaved a sign of relief that i was SMART and CLEVER enough to order from harris rather than popular. muahahas
i was like 4th in turn
lol

ok. i collected my book and went home
you must be thinking i immediately started to read
LIKE HELL NO
i was dead tired
plunged back to sleep
woke up at 9, watched survivor, checked my mail and some youtube before i started reading
i was only like a few chapters into the book before i left the house to meet rena at amk hub

amk hub was well. BORING
saw nth much
had bubble tea and we went to amk station at around 5 to wait for the others
it was my primary six class outing. haha

yup. anw my new hairstyle apparently made pple ask "who are you?"
and conclusion was i have changed the MOST since then
in a good or bad way i dunnoe but at least there was a change
if you dont know
i always hear from pple that i havent changed at all ever since they know me

we went to marcus house lazed around
ordered pizza hut and had haagen daaz ice cream
den me,serene, adeline and rena cabbed to city hall and i took bus home

some pictures of the outing

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all who turned up

the girls

adeline, rena and me. app someone said we wore bright colours and we looked like powerpuff girls. ermmm.i don't think wore bright colours though. could have been brighter if i wanted to. hahaha

serene, jieling, rena and me

jieling. who came back from aussie and shes staying at the condo my mum owns! like how coincidental. haha

alright
today was spent reading harry potter
and amazingly with my reading speed i finished it
shant say further i don't like spoilers. haha

ok. that's all!

talkplaylove
11:04:00 PM

20070719

it has been an emotional week
ups and downs

monday celebrated peiwen's bday at teoheng
nice gathering for the girls
had fun
i finally sang my choosey lover
but still. my brain memory is still nt gd enuff
shall practise and memorise more
haha. overall it was a good day

tuesday morning was off to a bad start
around 8plus
my mum came home from the market crying and telling my dad one was their very close female friend has passed away
it was just shocking
i was still in my bed
i have no idea i just started crying
its really unfair a good person have to go just like that
the rest of the day was just emotional

wednesday
had to go SGH for yearly review of my knee
the doctor said the knee was very good
so i no need go back for any checkups unless i need it
sign of relief for me

alright. i'm in no mood to really blog
it has been a strange week
from that incident i haf realised some things i overlooked in the past
but i guess in some way everyone will become a better and stronger person
okay. thats all

talkplaylove
8:11:00 PM

20070713

i'm feeling super irritated now
reason being i'm growing 2 wisdom teeth at a time
like wtf
my first time growing wisdom tooth
no need to come 2 at a go right
the feeling is like pms seriously
and i'm praying hard its nt going to turn into some fugly situation where i need to go extract or sth

ok. looking on the bright side
my dad gave me his vintage burberry bag!
hahahaha
because he has not used it for like eons years
and its quite suitable for me to bring my barang barang when i stay in the hostel
i'm HAPPY :D
haha

and this came in the mail today!

lovely :)
i like big bags where i can put alot stuff
suitable for university!

oh. and banana republic is launching its shop in singapore at paragon tmr!
one day i shall go check it out
although i think the price range is way out of my limits
but heck
i can still get a kick from looking at their clothes
muahahahs

alrights. shall end here

talkplaylove
10:28:00 PM

20070712

alrights
i went to rebond and cut my hair on tuesday :D
nw my hair is more manageable
anw. i haf a new hairstlye
instead of calling the china doll hairstyle
i think cleopatra hairstyle sounds nicer
or whatever
a picture will speak a thousand words

how?
erm. my mum was quite shocked when i came home
my dad says i look cuter. erm i no comments man

anw the thought that i'm going to start school looking like that
i just feel weird

oh. and i'm going to dye my hair jetblack this time
:D
drastic. i havent seen myself in completely black hair for like almost 3 years
time to go back to basics. lol

wednesday!
exciting day for me because i booked the tickets to the sneak preview of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix :D
well. met jingting at vivo
went to the hongkong kim gary restaurant to eat
my first time there
i think the restaurant was okay la. nt fantastic or what
just average
the milk tea in hk style taste abit weird to me though
my first time drinking
but i had a nice looking egg on my main course :D

take a look at our movie tickets too!

ok. the movie was AGAIN different from the book
but this time not as bad as the previous one which completely skipped the quidditch cup
its better and the effects were great!
so in short i enjoyed it and its WORTH watching :D
shant say much in case i create any spoilers
shall just post a few pics

luna lovegood. haha. i kinda like her in the movie

dumbledore's army

harry potter, ron weasley and hermionie granger

ok. jingting bought a brown leather kind of sports bag from nike
haha. after the movie we walked around in vivo but didnt buy anything

we went CHINATOWN!
haha
had delicious ramen there and tried to walk around la
but there was like a weird smell there
so we didnt really shop much
we went to pig at Macdonalds
hot fudge sundae with extra toppings
hey! its FOC you know
i didnt know that. haha
talked and talked
den went home

today afternoon i went library and borrowed 2 books
the library is like GAY
i spent like 1 hour just to find 2 books that i am kind of interested in
well. at least nw gt sth to do

the past 2 days i've been indulging in dbsk's summer dream and super junior's new single - happiness
both very happy songs :D

shall post some super junior's pics

clockwise from topleft corner:
kangin <3, yesung, hankyung, heechul, siwon <3, kibum, sungmin <3, eeteuk ( i like him but i think nw his image too chio alr lah. haha ) , eunhyuk <3 <3 <3!, ryeowook <3, shindong <3, donghae <3

haha. <3 means i like them
kyuhun is missing. i'm sad. i like him too ):

saranghae too! :D

ok. if you are SUPER BORED
you might want to watch this video
its the korean variety show STAR KING
super junior trot members are on it
basically its about this 38kg japanese woman who ate 100 DUMPLINGS. OMG CAN YOU BELIEVE IT
and she ate 5 more bowls of curry rice and STILL WANTS MORE
fugly. why the fuck is she so light
but its kinda scary and disgusting la
i found it good entertainment for my boring days
hahahaha :D

link here http://youtube.com/watch?v=_Nndgxav5hI&mode=related&search=

thats all

talkplaylove
6:26:00 PM

20070709

warning. highly infatuated post :D

ok. spent my weekend at home
reading my book
watching live earth at random times
i thought macy gray's and madonna's performance were like GREAT
watched the CORE which i thought was so so.
ugly betty was as good as ever
yupyup

today morning woke up early to go gym
ran 2km+
did my usual weights routine
i wanted to cycle but the machine was spoilt ):
so i moved to the stepper machine
but i decided the woman beside me has too strong BO
that i would probably puke before i even exercise finish
oops. i'm being evil again
but seriously, i spray deodourant before i go gym okayys
haha
the afternoon was spent trying to do crunches and some stretching and some reading

the night was perfect please :D
okay. it has been quite long since i you-tubed
considering my dvds and books occupying me
so i went youtube and check out for new dbsk clips
i watched fancams of the SM Summer Concert!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. how i wish i was right there LIVE. screaming with the fans instead of hearing those fans screaming from my speaker ):
but the dbsk performances were like great!
xiah especially. i cant help but laugh and gush when i see him
:D

hero is a blonde now
new look
hey its summer. bright colours eh?
although he still looks the best in jet black hair

changmin is like BUFFED now
like muscular
no more skinny weeny him
I LIKE I LIKE
muahahahs
hes a sexy grown up now
and i think he has the model material can

some pictures i came across of hero from a website

ohgosh. you must really admit that he drinks water IN STYLE :D

and i watched dbsk/thsk's new summer single, Summer Dream

bright and happy :D

the mv really got me laughing like mad
like so many retarded, happy and cute moments!
hahaha

lets take a look at each member's image first

uknow yunho

choikang changmin

youngwoong jaejoong

micky yoochun

xiah junsu

i personally like xiah's picture the best
not saying others nt good
but his picture just looks ASPIRING. heehee :D

ok. cute moments

ahahahaha. hero is soo funny

changmin, hero and xiah at the back of the car!

hero love :D

ahahaha. happy happy

to end this crazy session
i shall just re-emphasize how good and sexy hero looks when hes drinking

ok. credits to http://babybluz.blogspot.com/ who provided so many photos for me to infatuate :D

anw in the afternoon i received a sms from debbie huang who is currently in korea but flying back soon
she said she ate at junsu's father's pizzashop
I AM SO JEALOUS OF YOU DEBBIE
COME HOME SOON AND TELL ME ALL ABOUT IT :D

talkplaylove
8:46:00 PM

20070707

thursday

went out rena!
i was really excited because it has been really ages since i last saw her
and the very last time we met up i stupidly lost my hp which screwed the whole thing
anw. met her at orchard mrt station
b4 that on bus 36 to orchard
i realised my contact lens were SCRATCHED
so i keep having blur visions now and then
cos its a small part of the lens
so when i reached orchard i went to wisma toilet to like try to clean it
to no avail la
worse still i ended up tearing in the toilet with aunty cleaner looking at me
either she was pitying me or she was thinking "serve her right, vain bitch"
in the end my eyeliner were all smeared due to tearing of one eye
so i had to wiped everything off
argh
what a bad start
but surprisingly after tearing the blur visions were gone
so after that went to meet rena

we had lunch at mos burger
we saw this lady sleeping on a bench there
at first i thought the lady was like sick or sth
just lying there waiting for her friend or whatsoever to buy sth for her
but after i placed my order i saw a security guard chasing her
that was when i had close up look and encounter with her
which was rather scary la. cos apparently i think shes kinda roaming around

also we saw this group of japanese school girls
at first i thought was taiwanese cos i REALLY thought i heard them saying chinese
ok. as usual sth wrong w my hearing again
its what you imagine them to be
high waist short skirts with tucked in blouses and long socks
leather school shoes
and most of all
most of there were carrying BRANDED WALLETS
i saw LV monogram wallets and the chanel quilted kind
i dunnoe whether its real or not
but seriously it was quite a sight for me
hahaha

ok after lunch we shopped around taka
went to like best denki i think to look at laptops
oh. before i forget
rena's going to NTU too
like YAY. after so many years we are going to the same school again
although not the same course
but fret not
her faculty is like within the same area as mine
and whats more shes staying hostel too
so we would be bumping to each other often i guess
I LIKE I LIKE (:

ok back to laptops
i'm definitely seeing what the uni has to offer before i decide where i want to get
i think the hp and fujitsu ones are damn nice
well mac is obviously the best looking but its too out of the way la
its beauty doesnt outweighs the many cons it has
so i'm hoping ntu offers those laptops i like
not fugly ones

after that we went to cinneleisure
where i met louisa and joy
like what a coincidence!
haha
later we went to ishop
i bought a belkin case for my ipod
i got really sick of the condom case i was previously using
and i got discount at ishop due to my great eastern card
muahahahas
next time anybody wanna get things from there i can offer a little help ya?

later on we went to fep
we both bought electric blue cardigans
i hope you're nt asking why i'm still not sick of electric blue
but lemme tell you i initially wanted to settle for black
for still in the end
electric blue won that mental battle inside my mind

walked around and we decided to sit down
because my legs were sore
i dunnoe why. i get tired easily
i had my first fried mars bars in my entire life
don't laugh i'm sure there are also other people around like me okay
its nothing spectacular
infact i think it takes abit like nuggets

after which was camwhoring session
its really addictive

taken from my camera and erm edited by me
i know its so plain
i didnt exactly pass my art

next we went to the neoprints shop and made full use of the nice backgrounds and lightings

haha. we took a lot more others but i havent got them from rena yet
but this is edited from her
so its like NICE
hahaha

after that we walked around scotts isetan
den we went to wheelock
where rena bought this newly published book from this i-dunnoe-whats-her-name-author
went to starbucks to chill

after which took train to city hall where she went to meet her mum and i went home
was really tired
probably because i've been going out consecutively for 2 days?

friday
decided to like finally use the harris vouchers i got from pre-ordering harry potter 7
so i went there after lunch to check out any book i can buy
there was a major air-con breakdown at popular when i went
so i kind of get a free sauna huh
spent quite some time there
and i bought 2 books

1) My Side of the Story by Will Davis
i bought the book because i read the back cover which says some teen taking A levels and blah
abit childish but i didnt really read properly
cos in the end it turns out to be a GAY book
GAY contents
i finished it alr. like i'm amazed with my reading speed this time too
its quite nice actually
so didnt regret buying man
although its quite difficult to read at first due to the author's writing style

2) Be Careful What You Wish For by Alexander Potter
the storyline attracted me
but i havent started on it
yupyup

i'm really amazed and PROUD at the same time nw that i'm reading
like everyone who knows me i dont read fiction books
harry potter is an exception
all i do is read mags/blogs

i actually feel intellectual nw after completing that book
hahahaha. i cannot believe it man
okay la. thats all la

talkplaylove
5:43:00 PM

20070704

update!

monday

went to the gym with my mum in the morning
ran 2km.
no surprise my stamina still sucks
did weights
my mum attempted to do dumbbells
and she saw me doing the 2kgs
and she did
and she was like "so light you do for what?"
i feel tight slaps in my face can
:(

i did the stepping machine
my legs were like burning after climbing 50 storeys
so yes. i stopped

i am sad at how lousy am i nw. arghhs

afternoon ms meiting called me out
to go see zara sale
met her at orchard mrt in evening
went to liat towers to see
zara there is MUCH MUCH better compared to the saturday zara at tower
its much neater and less squeezy
maybe because its a monday night
but heck. we tried clothes
in the end meiting bought a garden kind of print skirt
i bought a cargo skirt
which is SUPER SHORT FOR ME
i dunnoe why i bought it
maybe because it was nice at that point
but when i came home
i was like. how on earth am i going to wear it out
okay. i shall only think abt it whn i'm gonna wear it

after zara we went to mango topshop
meiting bought half length leggings
den we headed to food republic to eat
i feel cheated eating the food there
because popiah costed $2
and my ribena costed $1.80
and even worse. fried carrot cake there is $4
WHAT A RIP OFF CAN

later headed to starbucks for drinks
i bought the azuki frap
which is
YUCKS
it was more expensive due to the 7% Gst thing
the horror when i see the receipt
and basically the frap taste like mac icecream to me
so. YUCKS seriously
green tea frap is definitely way better
yup

tuesday was basically pigging at home

wednesday
okay. suppose to meet ms jingting at orchard at 12
1105 she smsed that she just woke up
and i just got dressed
like wth
changed timing to 1 at orchard

so i had lotsa time to spare
guess what i did
camwhoring
i haven't camwhore for like a very long time
and i can't help but agree its the best way to pass time

warning. picture heavy

hahaha. so met jingting
went to the ship to have lunch
had some pork steak w apple sauce
WEIRD RIGHT
the apple sauce sucks

after that we went around shopping
suddenly the shopping gene/feeling is back in me
basically a VERY sinful day for me

top left :
1) black cami top from zara $39.90, expensive buy, i know its not worth it. BUT. i just liked it can
2) checkered skirt from zara $20! muahahahahahas. it was like the last piece so it was discounted from $59.90 to $39.90 to $20 :D

top right:
some dress from forever orange which i didnt buy la. haha. cos its super bubble hem

bottom left:
the pinafore dress i got from forever orange!
cheap buy! only $19 :D

bottom right
just the dress i wore la
hahaha. 4 pictures den nice mah. lol

after that we headed to starbucks
another camwhoring session. lol

we were trying to imiate the legendary xiah inhwan pose but apparently we are not as cute as him. lol

after that jingting went to the village for og dinner
i headed home
yupyup

tmr meeting rena!
long time no see her
excited :D

okay. that's all

talkplaylove
11:46:00 PM