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    20070331
    ok. blogging about my smu accountancy interview

    it had to rain cats and dogs before i stepped out of my house to go to the bus stop
    and i had to run for 36 and i got my shoes partially wet
    argh

    the journey to smu was funny
    my mind was blank so i just listened to music
    reached there
    signed in with the security
    and i took the lift up to 5th floor, Dean's office
    saw some pple sitting at the sofa area
    went in den a girl pointed me to go register
    after that sat down with them
    about 5 i tink
    so talked a lil bit la
    but i was really quite nervous
    because there were 4 rooms or 4 panels
    so we were down there thinking isit go 1 room den interview once den must complete the 4 rooms
    and blah blah blah
    my interview was supposed to be 2.15
    but some pple whose interview was 2.45 were alr there
    THAT IS DAMN KIASU CAN
    i reach at 2 alr thinking super early
    anw when it was 2.30 the 2.15 batch pple were still nt interviewed
    den finally 2 girls came out
    and somebody said "wah. they talk for half an hour leh"

    i was thinking : this is bad. pple manage to keep them entertained for HALF AN HOUR
    how am i suppose to do that man

    anw. my strategy for my interview was to SMILE :D

    i was the last 2.15 person to go into the interview
    went into the room at about 2.35

    when i went in there was a lady and a man
    all chinese
    which i first heaved a sign of relief
    i was just scared if it was ang moh i might have prob understanding them

    ok. i'm going type in convo form
    carnt really rmb the questions and what i ans exactly nw since a few days has passed
    INT stands for either the lady or the man k
    fj will of course stands for me

    fj: *went in SMILING* hi, good afternoon :D

    INT: take a seat

    *fj settles down first*

    INT: tell me about yourself

    fj: ohhhhh. errrrr *i was really stunned* I WAS STILL SMILING

    INT: ok. ur short term plan and long term plan for taking accountancy

    fj: oh. *actually dunnoe what short term long term shit* actually i didnt know what i wanted to take in uni last time, until j2 where they started teaching macroeconomics. started to like economics although j1 i really hated the micro economics la. so i decided that i wanted to go into the commercial or buisness area in uni. in addition i like maths so i decided on accountancy. also i heard that its a professional degree so yah. i chose accountancy. my long term plan is actually because every industry or firm would surely require an accountant. so by choosing accountancy my job next time is kind of secured. yup
    *STILL SMILING AND SMILING AND SMILING*


    INT: ok. u went for the 30 hour famine camp right. why did you attend the camp?

    fj: ok. i saw the 30 hour camp thing on tv last time so i have been thinking of joining if given the chance and all. i would really like to know how it is like to starve for 30 hour since i'm always quite famished when it is near meal times
    *SMILES*

    INT: what are your thoughts after attending the camp?

    fj: hmmm. it was an quite an experience for me. i got to experience how the people in the 3rd world countries lives are like. how they starve but yet have to work in order to survive. during the camp we starved but still had to carry out activities such as news paper collection. so after the camp i realised i'm actually have a blissful live so i must not take things for granted
    *SMILES*

    INT: ok. so what do you normally do during your free time

    fj: *SHIT SHIT SHIT* only 3 things popped in my mind, shopping, movie and kbox. but in order to not sound stupid. "hmmmm. shopping and movie?" *SMILES SMILES*

    *sidenote: i wanted to say painting and piano but decided not to. i scared they ask which painting i like and that equals to DIE DIE DIE*

    INT: ok. so what is the most recent movie you watched?

    fj: 300! :D

    INT: what are your thoughts after the movie?

    fj: hmmm. i admire the ancient greek spirit. i learnt that you have to fight for what you want and what you believe * smiles*

    INT: ok. so do you normally read the newspaper. like the buisness news *and some greek word came out of their mouth which i had no idea what it was* and news regarding corporate scandals

    fj: *DIE DIE DIE. cannot say yes. later kenna slapped more* so i answered. "no. actually when i read newspaper i read the HOME and LIFE section. so i don't really know much about buisness news"

    *SMILING DESPERATELY*

    INT: so do you know about the NKF scandal

    fj: *I KNOW CAN. although i might see like some frog in the well* "Oh yes yes" with a smile of course

    INT: so what would you do if u are the auditor of NKF

    fj: *it just blurted out don't laugh pls* "er. what is an auditor huh?"

    this time smiling idiotically

    INT: an auditor manages the accounts for a firm

    fj: * gaining enlightenment* oh. i would double check the accounts. i make sure they really spend the money for the right purpose and make sure they report their spending accurately. i would not be bribed by those who want me to fake the accounts. i mean its for charity and you cannot use those money for ur own pleasure *smiles confidently although i know i have a shitty ans*

    INT: ok. so do you have any other questions?

    fj:norm how long you take to complete the course

    INT: depends how many modules you take. some pple complete in 3 years some pple complete in 4 years

    fj: ok. i guess i don't have any more questions. yup (:

    INT: ok. you may leave

    fj: *SMILES* ok. thank you and have a nice day!




    ok. i tink they asked me more questions den that but i really cannot rmb
    and what i typed above is really a rough memory of what happened
    my mind was really blank at that point
    carnt really rmb what exactly happened

    the interview lasted for like 10mins or so
    hai. and the whole interview was so NORMAL and not entertaining
    i failed to keep them entertained for half an hour
    which i dont think i will get in
    ohwells. at least its over for now

    i tink i was casually dressed for the interview as compared to the rest
    show you how i dressed

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    after the interview i headed to orchard to get a 1 litre big sigg bottle for work
    hahahahhaha. YES. no need to walk up and down to go refill water so frequently


    ok. after orchard went to PS and walk around when it was like 4plus
    suppose to meet jingting and debbie at 615
    i had like 2 hours plus to rot

    went to dorothy perkins and bought a basic top

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    haha. to prevent myself for spending unneccesarily
    i landed myself at times bookshop
    where i learnt some korean
    which i have forgotten now

    flipped through this 300 book
    it actually shows how they made the movie
    fascinating but bloody
    surprisingly time passed very fast
    it was like 5 plus going 6
    walked around a lil while more
    and sat at starbucks to wait for them


    had MOS. later tracy came to meet us
    and it was the start of a GOSSIPING session
    hahahahahahahahahahhaha
    gossip is still the way of life


    reached home at about 12
    the past 2 days i have been slogging my guts out once again
    and its the end of the month!
    which i'm going to get my pay soon


    yest i was SLAPPED by my manager
    i shall elaborate first

    we were saying sth that led to asking my manager to go to do counter
    paying him $6 an hour
    he said:" excuse me?! am i that cheap skate? $6 an hour? what is that? we are like paying fujing $12 an hour can?"

    i was entirely speechless dunnoe what to do
    real slap in my face
    so i am cheap skate

    later on my colleague told him i am paid $6 an hour
    so all along he thought i'm $12 an hour
    OMG

    argh

    and the past 2 days it has been raining during my lunch time
    so my pants and shoes were wet thoroughly
    leaving freezing and trembling in that office for the afternoon
    i am shocked i didnt get sick


    ok. thats all for nw
    haha

    talkplaylove
    10:18:00 AM



    20070329
    fujing --
    [adjective]:

    A Master of Storytelling

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    talkplaylove
    12:12:00 AM



    20070328
    my Multi-colored polka dot canvas mule from Go Jane just came!

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    GORGEOUS :D

    talkplaylove
    12:27:00 PM



    DAY OFF TODAY! :D

    well. took day off for my interview later lah
    i don't want to work den go there for interview
    prolly my brain will be dead and tired to answer the supposedly IQ ques they are going to ask later
    WISH ME LUCK pls
    i hope i don't get too stunned

    anw monday morning was off to a VERY BAD start
    poured super heavily when i wanted to go to work
    i'm quite sick of having wet feet when i go to work
    my other colleagues have slippers in the office where they can wade around when it rains
    i dont have you know
    v unglam to air my feet discreetly under the table and all
    OKAY. enough
    so i decided to call for a cab
    WHICH was a decision i regretted for the rest of the day

    waited 15mins for the cab?!
    argh. cos its raining and its peak hour
    i shld count myself lucky that i got a cab

    my cab came and when i opened the door
    the seats were wet
    LIKE WTH
    that inconsiderate customer before me
    so my jeans mopped the seats for free
    THANKS SO MUCH
    well. i fell asleep on the cab
    was drowsy la
    but roughly know where the cab was and all
    when the cab driver reached bukit timah area
    directed him to my office

    ok. i didnt see the meter reading at all
    den when it was time to pay
    cab driver:" miss, $17.50 please"
    SHOCK OF THE DAY
    ok. i know the booking fee was $4
    u hopped onto the cab is around $2.50 or so
    ok. there were erp charges
    HOW COME WILL SO EXPENSIVE!
    argh. i'm never going to cab to work or home EVER
    painstakingly paid the cab driver
    i was early. arrived at 8.15a.m
    but it was NOT WORTH IT AT ALL

    monday morning, work was okay until it got to the afternoon
    the fines came in bundles and bundles and MORE bundles
    i key in until blur man
    somemore my colleague realised that the auntie has some box hidden in the cabinet
    she took and see and almost fainted
    work that was suppose to be done last year september piled in that box
    and all the files become crumples alr
    LIKE BISCUIT CRUMBS
    a scolding session followed after that
    which i believe NONE of my colleague words went inside that auntie's ear
    and AFTER the scolding session

    colleague: "fujing ah. tmr when u free hor. help me to tidy up this mess"

    OHMYTIANS
    almost fainted when i saw those crumpled files

    didnt manage to finish my work on monday
    somemore i work until 6.05
    like i could go at 5.45
    hai
    i was damn tired when i reached home
    but still i watched my all about dbsk
    had a good laugh and den went to sleep


    tues morning was EQUALLY BAD
    was walking to my office from the bus stop
    when halfway i kinda rubbed my eyes and my contact lens went OUT OF PLACE
    wth
    so i walk faster to the office so can use toilet
    when i reached the toilet
    i took out my contact lens from my right eye
    and put it on my finger tip to clean first
    and NEVER DID I EXPECT the fan in the toilet was THAT STRONG
    that it blew my contacts onto the floor
    i panic can
    i mean w/o my contacts i'm nearly a blind woman
    so i spent the rest of the 10mins
    trying to search for my contact lens in the toilet
    finally i found it
    SIGN OF RELIEF
    and luckily its still cleanable and puttable inside my eyes
    although my eyes went red but i will die if i only have 1 side of my contacts to work
    probably get a splitting headache


    ok. i spent the afternoon tidying up the crumbs in the box
    DISGUSTING AND SLOPPY WORK I TELL YOU
    i totally sorted and kinda re-did the files
    until i had a major headache doing that
    which i made up my mind that i am DONE and OVER with that auntie
    she can quit her job
    and they can pay me $12 an hour
    and mind you. some of her files are suppose to be done in july!
    argh

    and you know what
    when i went to take over her in the afternoon while she go finance dept
    she still had the cheek to ask me :"fujing, why ur eyes keep blinking ah? tired isit?"

    my blood almost boiled at 100deg celsius
    i believe she purposely agitated me
    totally disgusting i tell you

    later she still asked about my cca during jc
    told her it was judo
    and she started to say judo is too fierce for a woman to play
    and said she wanted to join judo last time but when she saw pple doing judo
    she decided to join dance instead
    OH WOAH GREAT HUH

    well. she pissed my colleagues off later too
    i'm really wowed by how she can piss pple off so easily i tell you
    SHE BETTER MANAGE the files i sorted for her properly
    DON'T ever make me do it again


    ok. on a lighter note
    it was financial year for the govt companies
    so it was NParks FRUITS DAY!
    hahaha. sound super funnny man
    they gave away a small hamper of fruits and a free umbrella
    for permanent staff only la
    but since my dept there was this woman on maternity leave
    she couldnt take the fruits so they gave it to me! :D
    she will take the umbrella when it comes back
    hahahaha
    CHEAP THRILL LA I KNOW
    but free fruits can!
    hahahahahhaha
    show you the picture! :D

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    jealous anot!
    hahaha



    anw. some overdued pictures
    when me and shu went to send nicole off
    on 2/13/2007
    hahaha. a day before valentines

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    me, nicole and shu
    i look very fugly but anw. it was the last pic of us before nicole left


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    me and shu on our way home
    i was really shagged i tell you at tht point


    okay. i shall go prepare for my interview later!
    i hope my dressing is not out of the place
    not going to overdo it seriously
    yupp
    bye!

    talkplaylove
    10:33:00 AM



    20070325
    woke up early today!
    miraculously. hahaha

    went to gym with my mum
    where the journey there i laughed like siao all thanks to my mum's suaguness

    we walked past the bus stop
    from afar i saw this lady which looks like my neighbor
    dressing and builtwise similar
    so i thought it was her
    but when we walked closer. it was not her la
    den when she was very near us
    my mum started waving at her
    den she realised that it was nt her
    den she said "aiyooo. my hand pain sia"

    HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHA
    thanks hor
    living with her for 18years
    i know her inside out
    i just bursted out laughing like nobody buisness for maybe 1min
    and i said
    "eh. you were waving to that woman just nw can. you thought it was our neighbor right"

    mum: " no la. these few days i mop the floor, hand pain nia " *cont to do some hand waving action PRETENDING her hand pain*

    me: "eh pls la. i know you were waving can. no need to pretend alr la. she past us alr"

    mum:"okay la. how you know :("

    me:"so obviousss can!"

    and i continued laughing
    its was oh my god so hilarious
    if u were there at that point man


    ohwell. reached the gym
    nobody was there = perfect
    started to exercise
    i admit i'm getting to fat and unhealthy that i almost died just cycling for 20mins

    well. in between there was this WELL BUILT man who came in
    legs were ALL HAIRY
    and he was wearing a short round cut FBT
    and a tight black shirt
    which i almost puked seeing that
    ok. i mean his clothing makes his workout comfortable but its unpleasant to see i tell you

    ok. spent like 1 and 1/2 hrs at the gym and headed back home for lunch
    after lunch it was all about dbsk

    watched this half hour interview with micky
    and guess what
    not anti him for the moment cos he actually looks nice and friendly there
    ooops

    uknow looks okay too when they introduced themselves
    RAH
    all about dbsk has made me all over dbsk
    bad bad bad
    and i cannot watch the disc continously
    cos i might die from the over dose
    so i watch a while and rest wan


    finally did my research today
    i had an immediate headache just reading this essay written by an ex student
    accounting seems tough acc to her
    i hope i dun regret
    well. hope the interview wont be a flop =x
    i shall try to do my best!
    yup.
    and anyone who has actually gone thru the SMU interview
    mind if you share with me some tips?
    :D :D :D

    talkplaylove
    4:54:00 PM



    20070324
    just to warn that this might be a long entry

    thursday evening met up with lynne and peiwen
    its really been a while since i last saw them!
    we wanted to watch 300
    haha. i wanted to rewatch because i watched it between fingers the other time
    but unfortunately bugis only had timings for 2 shows
    Mr Bean goes on holiday and pathfinder


    speaking of mr bean
    nparks actually had an event for the staff
    they booked GV max at vivocity
    and it was for the staff to go and watch
    saw it at the email but i thought it was too lame to go
    until i realised HOW GOOD THE OFFER WAS

    ok. each staff is entitled to buy 4 movie tickets
    1 movie ticket cost $2
    LIKE OMG CHEAP!
    and whats more
    each ticket you buy you get a voucher that entitles you to a large popcorn and large drink
    i would have jumped at the offer for that voucher
    and because its such a good deal
    MR bean would have been okay i guess
    well. most of my other colleagues were ignorant like me
    didnt know the benefit
    only ana was grabbing the tickets like free
    think she bought 10 tickets
    she wanted to get more for me but guess what
    the tickets were swept away in less than a day
    so if you want to buy you have to be on the waiting list
    raaaahhh
    the only thing i can do now is to hope they organise such events more
    before i leave nparks of course

    if i ever get it would be damn shiok cann


    ok. actually there were other things that happened on thurs
    but i carnt really rmb
    so lets jump to friday


    friday was quite tiring for me
    keep falling asleep while i was typing
    i hope nobody saw

    anw. that day our design branch had an interview for landscape architecture
    i tink is for nparks scholarship wan la
    so there was a list of people. actually 7 which were going to come in the afternoon for the interview
    ok. at around 3 plus, the auntie called me to go out to counter and help her cos got alot pple
    ohyeah. like a crowd
    so handle them

    THEN AT THAT MOMENT
    the INFAMOUS XXXX came
    haha. i shant name the person. if you know me well enough you can ask me and i shall tell you

    imagine seeing a guy in pink shirt
    i think it was pink or either that it was orange
    don't say i colourblind but carnt rmb
    in a chanel bag
    actually on fri i though it was gucci
    pardon me but i'm not really good with those bags that are unafforadable
    yeah. it was a chanel tote bag
    actually you see it in the streets la
    alot pple carry
    or should i say alot GIRLS carry
    anw. yeah. it was a guy carried it
    my mouth almost dropped

    yeah. he was here for the interview
    was early la
    so he ask me where was the toilet
    directed him
    around 10mins later
    he came back all dressed up
    those formal shirts la
    and MANY PUFFS of which i believe is Calvin Klein perfume
    basically the whole place was filled with his perfume/deodourant
    i almost vomitted because the smell was so strong
    yeah. so gave him his stuff and called the person to pick him


    ok. errr. thats all la
    hahahaha

    later on some others came
    all my age wan
    but all look intellectual
    of course la. come for scholarship wan
    they must be thinking that girl(me)
    must be stupid kind wan la
    thats why doing counter
    but i could really feel the difference between us
    the intellectuals and errrm. the dumb one


    well. there was this woman and girl who came
    which i believe was mother and daugther
    HORRENDOUSLY disgusting
    because i will nv ask my mum to go with me to ANY interview
    i mean its my own interview
    i handle it myself right?
    well. her mum was totally telling her what to do and what to say
    *ohyes. i was eavesdropping*
    and later told the person who came to pick them that she wish to speak to the person that is going to interview her daughter
    i was disgusted by the whole thing man
    seriously


    and the last thing of the day was a TRUE BLUE FAGGOT who came to the counter
    the first thing he stepped in
    "aiyyoooo. very hot lehh! ur place hor. so hard to find one lehhh. aiyoooo"
    only person i can refer you to with his actions was xie shao guang in holland v that show
    if you remember
    and that guy was wearing pink
    and his waist was so sexy and slim la
    i almost laughed out loud
    totally true blue faggot


    walked home after that
    saw a soccer match
    ermm. if you actually rmb last year vj soccer played against SA that field
    my office is super near to it
    yeah
    anw. alot pple stopped outside the fences to watch
    seems like some secondary school division
    but anw
    i wasn't really bothered with it
    see alr walk off
    want to get home fast mah
    haha


    yeah. got home to find my spade shaped necklace came
    but it was quite sad that 2 jems dropped
    but i think its nt that visible bah
    yupp


    this morning went to see doctor
    den after that me and my mum intended to get a sigg bottle for me
    cos my current sigg bottle's capacity is kinda small
    i go and refill my water at an hourly rate in the office
    scared pple think i want to slack or wad la
    or i'm some water drinking monster


    however. we stopped at watch shop
    oops
    cos my adidas the watch strap teared
    dun ask me why but it teared
    i will go change the strap
    but i always wanted another watch la
    have been eyeing on emporio armani's series for damn long
    i'm super in love with that classic rectangle series
    errr. hope you know what i'm talking about
    yah. so started looking at watches
    i think michael kors' watches are quite beautiful actually
    fashion watches
    but hard to match with clothes
    not very universal but beautiful

    well. this new emporio armani watch actually caught my eye
    so. yes. my mum being nice got it for me
    feel very guilty
    was planning to buy like in june before i go to uni
    but was thankful that she got it
    and she managed to slash the price
    so it was nt THAT expensive la

    the problem nw is i carnt bear to wear it out
    but i have to while waiting for my adidas watch to change its strap
    somemore the parkway citichain ran out of my strap
    so i have to go down to outram to get it changed
    ARGH.
    shall do it on wed on my off day


    the afternoon i intended to do some reserach for my interview on wed
    welll
    i ended up watching my all about dbsk dvd
    so the whole afternoon was a sing along session as i watched their past mvs and performances
    first time watching all these clips on my tv
    SO MUCH BETTER den watching them at you tube
    and the sound system
    PERFECT
    somemore all the performances were LIVE one
    so its superb
    the package got 3 disc
    and i'm nt even halfway thru my first disc yet
    this is going to keep me occupied for quite awhile
    but its GREAT to see the mvs and performances

    xiah, hero and changmin is damn shuai and they sing so well!
    <3!!!
    hahaha

    anw. remember on sunday i said i saw 4 koreans at vivo city
    turns out that
    1 of the guy is indeed that kim sam soon guy
    and the other guy was shinhwa's eric
    LIKE WTH!
    why i couldnt recognise him!!!
    i liked eric one okay
    but not as much as i like dbsk
    but still
    should be able to recognise what!
    well. i knew this bcos ms jingting called me and complained
    they were actually there to film a new korean drama
    LIKE COOLNESS!!!
    they even went sentosa
    DAMN
    i should have brought my camera along and tried to ask for a photo despite all the security
    ARGGGGGGHHHHH
    ok. its more sad for jingting bcos she actually doubted that guy was the kim sam soon guy
    i'm relieved i actually recognise him
    BUT WHY NT ERIC?!?!

    nw i'm kinda scared leh
    because they look a lil different from photos and on tv
    i'm afraid what if i see dbsk some day
    and I CANNOT RECOGNISE THEM?!
    i may be there thinking
    who are the 5 pows
    haha. i tell you dbsk in real life sure damn skinny wan
    esp my changmin
    scared lehhh
    if that ever happen to me
    i will really go and bang the wall and feel slapped in the face man


    i tink i wan to go hit the gym tmr
    hope i can wake up in the morning
    i feel fat and unhealthy
    although i have been leading quite a healthy lifestyle with my food restrictions
    ohwell. time to workout


    thats all
    want to cont watching my all about dbsk :D

    talkplaylove
    9:07:00 PM



    20070321
    i am hating my morning bus rides more and more

    taking 48 is good until you reach the newton area
    today morning when the bus was approaching a particular bus stop
    i saw this HOARD or should i say CROWD of acs international students waiting at the bus stop for 48
    my mouth almost dropped
    i tink they took like 5 mins to fully board the bus
    making the bus PACKED like nobody buisness
    when i had to get off at the NUS stop
    i literally PUSHED my way out
    seriously
    but i didnt bother to say sorrry
    i mean if i don't push. how to get out right?
    and the people didnt even try to make some way for me to get out
    irritating
    taking bus during the peak hours is fugly
    at this moments
    i wish that i either had a driving license so i can drive myself to work
    or i have a chaffeur who can fetch me around


    well. if i do have a chaffeur i don't see the need to work anymore
    irony


    work is SUPER boring nw
    doing all the same old things

    was doing counter during lunchtime today
    i was happily staring at the scenary until i saw something black on my computer screen
    on closer look
    SPIDER!
    argh. fugly
    immediately roll myself away from the computer
    for the rest of the time
    i was staring at the spider in case it decides to pounce on me and spin a web or sth


    ok. the auntie came back
    she was puzzled why am i sitting so far away from the computer
    i told her got spider
    and she took out her used tissue paper
    and

    KILLED the spider

    you have to admire the auntie spirit sometimes
    they are fearless in face of such creatures


    lunched today at the same old boring place
    i'm super sick of the food there

    anw. NUS law was having some pasar malan book fair
    small one la
    so after lunch me and my colleagues went to check it out
    and the first book i saw was

    LIBERTY and blah blah blah

    next book i saw

    POLITICS blah blah blah


    i tink all the gp lovers out there will love that book fair huh
    i was totally NOT interested in the book fair
    except some books that caught my eye was the war books and some egyptian book
    but anyway i won't buy the books
    i'm not crazy
    and its not cheap either despite having a discount alr


    so after browsing through we walked back
    one of my colleague ask me
    "so how, any book that caught ur attention?"

    me: "er no. i don't read books actually"

    colleague: " oh. so the book read you lah"

    1st COLD JOKE OF THE DAY
    totally didnt know how to respond


    2nd COLD JOKE OF THE DAY

    another colleague: " you got driving license?"

    me:"nope"

    another colleague:"motorbike?"

    me:"nah"

    colleague:"you dunnoe meh? she drive aeroplane wan"

    EXCUSE ME
    i was super stunned and diao-ed by those "jokes" can


    on our way back to our office
    we saw another 2 MORE SPIDERS LIKE OMG
    my colleagues were fascinated with them
    and for me
    stay as far away as possible


    i actually heard that there are chamelons around
    i havent see one yet
    the most disgusting encounter ever was a dead frog
    and i almost stepped on it thinking it was mud
    until i saw 2 pair of eyes staring at me
    urgh

    but it will be kinda cool to see a chamelon
    like when it come near me will it blend to my jean's colour?
    i tink thats not possible
    in the first place i will run off like nobody buisness


    oh. and there are small squirrels around too you know!
    i saw them a few times
    cute la
    but when they pounce on you fugly alr


    ok. i am that CLOSE to nature nw


    oh. and i just bought a striped jacket and a belt from f21
    ARGH
    i just couldnt resist the 15% discount
    i must stop shopping! :(

    talkplaylove
    8:20:00 PM



    20070318
    it was a wonderous day today :D


    ok. the morning was actually off to a bad start
    i woke up and realise there is NO WATER in my house
    in fact the whole block
    which is terror i tell you cos i need to wash up before i can go out right
    my mum went downstairs to complain
    in which she brought up a pail of water
    and miserable me have to practise water conservation
    cleaning myself with just 1 pail of water
    its really horror because i didnt know how to wash my face and all


    anw. was off to meet jingting at vivo to watch 300
    erm. yes
    i actually said that i would watch the movie bravely before it started but yet again
    the movie was rated M18 for a good reason
    the start was alr. URGH
    sexual scences la
    so its was still okay. bearable to watch
    when the battle started
    i was watching between my fingers
    there was a point where i actually slided down the chair and attempted to hide my head in the corner of the seat so i could watch LESS of the scene
    super bloody and gory

    but towards the end it was damn sad
    and i began crying like siao
    major mood swing i know

    but overall
    300 was a good movie
    it was worth watching despite the many scences
    i would give it 5 stars :D


    ok. the movie ended and we walked out to the main atrium
    around f21 there
    and we saw a huge crowd there
    so we were thinking
    "shld be having some shoot / fliming bah"
    so being kaypohh
    we went up to see
    but the there was like a circle of securities
    so we could only walk past and not walk to them
    there were 2 guys and 2 girls la
    they definitely didnt look local
    in fact. they look korean
    and yes they were
    when we walk past them and i had a CLOSE STARE at one of the guys
    suddenly the kim sam soon scene popped up in my head
    and DANG!
    it was the thick-skinned guy in kimsamsoon! that flirty one
    dunnoe his name
    but. it should be him!
    looks alot like him

    in real life
    he was so skinny that he looks like he was about to break
    the other 3 people also

    and for the rest of the time
    me and jingting were staring at that kimsamsoon guy
    he actually looks shuai :D
    shld be him la. although there is a slight difference
    nt too sure but that guy was eye candy material!!!

    they were carrying shopping bags for a photoshoot
    probably to promote spore to koreans??
    nt too sure also
    when they finish the shoot
    they said sth that confirmed they were korean
    "kamsahamida"
    er. means thank you
    and they went offf
    we were trying to follow them
    but they were walking at lightning speed and there was so much security that we lost them
    SIGHS


    i was thinking
    if the 2 guys were to be lee dong wook and hyun bin
    OMG
    i would HECK the security i tell you
    i would definitely try my best to push my way in for a photo :D

    if it was dbsk
    i would chiong up to them and hug changminnie :D


    that encounter led to many false imaginations
    totally fascinating la
    our timing was so right
    just when we came out from the movie and we saw them
    PERFECT :D


    went to have lunch den went back to shop
    when we took the escalator to the main atrium
    we saw MODELS lining up
    it was for the Barbie loves M.A.C event la
    like OMG
    the models were tall and skinny and pretty
    and they look alot like barbie due to the makeup and dressing

    DAMN. shld have brought my camera along today

    anw. the event started so the models catwalked to the staged
    if u went vivo these few days shld know what i am talking la

    and they started posing
    they simply look gorgeous
    they were trying to look like mannequins
    yup.
    my favourite was the rock&roll barbie
    her whole image and outfit was TO DIE FOR i tell you

    the show ended and the MC said we could take picture with the models!
    i forgot to say got girl and guy models
    girl-barbie, guy-ken
    get it?

    and me and jingting chiong for that rock&roll barbie
    i was thinking
    if take individual shot with that barbie hor
    i would look super fugly
    so 2 pple better
    so i passed jingting's hp to some guy behind me who agreed to help us take photo la
    so we went up to that barbie
    and that guy started to try to take a photo
    unfortunately
    i passed the phone to some dumbo guy
    who doesnt know how to take pic using a sony erricson phone
    so me and jingting stood with the barbie for i tink 30s?!
    i smile until i almost froze there can
    and there were other pple taking photos of us too
    so for a moment
    it felt like superstar
    BUT. its super throw face
    we finally gave up and came down to see whether the guy took a photo
    and you know what
    HE TOOK A VIDEO!
    WELLL DONE DUMBO
    and it was a 4sec video
    which didnt even haf our faces can
    WTH
    regret passing the phone to him
    shld have just i help jingting take and she help me take


    anw. jingting suggested taking with the ken models
    but i saw them and thought they looked gayish
    so initially dowan
    but in the end
    taking the picture was free so cheap thrill in action la

    welll. show you the pictures

    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

    jingting's pic looks so nice right! the model was actually very friendly towards us and smiling all the way
    hes acting like a mannequin in there
    but still. it looks normal


    AND MINE

    Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

    completely weird photo
    errm. i shld have looked at the model before i gave that smily face
    i could have errr. acted weird also right
    so i'm smiling with my cheap thrillness
    and the model looks shocked to see me so happy
    hurhurhur

    but anw. i was still happy that i got a photo!
    hahahaha

    ya la. criticise that i look fugly
    but hey. hes a male model
    and i'm just fugly girl with no makeup at all


    we were super high and happy after that
    we headed to topshop where i er. bought a few items
    me and jingting both bought the tunic top
    i bought blue and she bought black
    but the thing is
    that girl wears topshop 8
    LIKE ARGH
    and i'm wearing topshop 10
    :(

    but anw. i was very happy with that tunic
    :D
    and i bought a mule
    hahahahahaha
    $53
    my most expensive mule ever
    but its gorgeous i tell you
    hahaha

    but after topshop the buying stopped
    we walked around aimlessly
    looking at clothes that are NICE but UNAFFORDABLE
    sighs

    so went to starbucks and drink green tea frap
    den later on went home



    hahahaha.
    i'm still excited over that model thingy
    just a pity didnt get to take with that rock&roll barbie
    and it would have been better if the ken barbie didnt pose the way he did for my pic


    it has really been an exciting weekend!
    :D

    oh and did i mention i received my paddington bad and my all about dbsk?
    MUAHAHAHAHA

    talkplaylove
    9:44:00 PM



    20070316
    friday!
    my favourite day of the week for now beacause i get to knock off at 530pm :D

    was quite happy to go to work esp today i arrive on the dot at 830am
    somemore very little visitors today so i spent my time lazing at the counter

    UNTIL

    weird phones came in
    i have no idea wtf is that
    someone actually called and ask me the name of a fruit at some tree at a park?!
    he said he cannot find it in the 1001 trees blah blah book by nparks
    i didnt even THAT book existed can
    like fugly
    faster throw him to the hotline

    and i highly suspect that the hotline customer service officer must be hating me VERY MUCH
    so he/she started to direct her calls in which he/she should be handling to me
    like thanks alot for that

    it came to a point where i got frustrated with those questions i carnt ans
    that i complain to colleague
    and she say she will feedback
    good good


    the ultimate spoiler of the day

    some ahpek came to submit some flimsy slip of paper
    i looked at it and his letter he brought
    he suppose to submit it on 19 JAN
    i was like wth. today is 16 MARCH ok
    like how many days have passed
    so i told him to hold on while i ask my colleague
    my colleague ask me call the officer in charge
    so i spent some time clearing up things to make sure whether i can accept that flimsy
    slip of paper


    and he became irritated with me
    so he started to talk to me
    HAPPILY POINTING HIS MIDDLE FINGER AT ME
    OR USE IT TO POINT IT AT THE LETTER
    in short
    HE JUST POINTS AT ANYTHING USING HIS MIDDLE FINGER

    WTF

    and i was still down there fakely trying to be patient and smiling at him explaining to him the situation
    while i processed his slip of paper
    he was like mumbling and mumbling
    CONFIRM CURSING ME I TELL YOU

    stupid ah pek
    totally spoil my day can


    anw
    got to go to finance dept late afternoon for excursion
    HAHAHAHA

    well. i go on that excursion so next time need go finance to pass stuff
    I WILL GO
    and there was dis lady which was quite nice
    gave me timesheets
    HAHAHAHA
    and of course i found out a new scandal today which was quite funny

    and i found out that amongst the other office building
    got pond leh!
    like imagine u are in ur office
    and you look out the window to find a long stretch of still water/pond
    i wonder how they did it


    yup
    and today some other guy from the other dept came to the counter to talk to me
    for like 15mins?
    ask me about uni application and blah blah blah
    like almost every that talks to me will ask when i going uni
    i am so sick of repeating my choices to them
    i tink i shld just record it and play for them to hear
    they can replay till they happy somemore


    should be going to watch 300 with jingting
    which i highly suspect we would be watching behind our fingers/bags
    but since i heard good comments abt it
    i shall try to watch it
    i wanna watch that hearty paw show
    which i tink i have to bring a box of tissue paper if i go watch
    sure cry like hell


    alright.
    i shall end here

    talkplaylove
    9:53:00 PM



    20070315
    good news good news :D

    this afternoon while i was busy registering a visitor
    my hp was vibrating in my pocket
    but i was too busy to pick up
    so after the visitor left
    i called the no back

    fj: "hi, may i know who called me just now?"

    person: "what's ur name?"

    fj: "fujing"

    person:" oh hi, just to tell you that u have been shortlisted by SMU. pls come down for an interview at 28th March at 2.15p.m. at SCHOOL OF ACCOUNTANCY ( :D :D :D)"

    i kinda modified the conversation
    cos i was actually too shocked and happy at the same time to hear what she said at a go
    i really couldnt believe my ears like OMG!!!!!!!!!
    there is a chance nw
    like unbelievable can

    for the next hour or so
    i kept smiling to myself
    cannot control la
    totallly happiness can

    i was wondering so fast they shortlist wor
    den what if those straight As student haven apply
    when they apply i think smu will just call back and say "oops. sorry. you are not shortlisted anymore"
    that might happen so i shall be mentally prepared


    anw. work today sucks LIKE HELL
    even my colleagues also say today i bad luck
    i'm handling all the weird cases
    with UNREASONABLE pple talking to me
    i was slapped "left right up down centre"
    like TWICE in an afternoon?!?!?!?!?!
    bastards and bitches
    you think you big shot talk to me like that?!?!
    wth. and because of my job. i still have to talk NICELY to you
    ohmygoodness. you actually told me i dun use my brain?! ask me to think over what i did?!
    like fuck off pls. u are the one not using ur brain and doing ridiculous thing
    ARGH. i was really irritated

    ok. there were some other weird cases
    some pple called and asked weird stuff
    like totally HUH HUH HUH
    even ask my colleagues they also like question mark


    and the afternoon was pretty busy
    many pple came for meetings and all
    and i had to help this 2 pple write appeal letters because they were illiterate
    they told me they earn about $300+ per month
    LIKE OMG HOW DO YOU SURVIVE
    so i kinda pitied them man
    somemore they themselves had illness also
    so it was really pitiful la



    ohwell. i just bought a VS top
    hahaha. my first ever from VS
    ok. i shall end here

    talkplaylove
    8:27:00 PM



    20070314
    something SHOCKING happened today

    ohwell. i had my lunch and headed to the NUS bookshop to buy some sweets in order to stay awake in the afternoon
    as you know i have been frequenting the bookshop ALMOST everyday nw that i'm friends with the lady owner
    when i was paying up she was pointing to the newpaper and said "eh. ur nparks staff got stabbed lei"

    STUNNED

    faster look at the newpaper cover page
    sth that went "Nparks manager got stabbed 3 times"
    WTH
    SCARY!
    i faster pay for my sweet and headed to the POSB atm
    where i intended to pay my application fee for NUS
    when i realised i forgot to write down my application number
    WELL DONE

    so faster chiong back so i can see whats going on in the office
    got uproar anot
    but i was wrong
    when i went back
    all was peaceful
    so i immediately told ana

    fj: "eh. newpaper headline say Nparks manager got stabbed leh"

    ana: "what? stacked?"

    fj: "er no. STABBED"

    and with that. she chiong into the office finding that newpaper
    my manager was flipping thru the newpaper
    he was alr like at the sports section

    ana: " eh. somebody got stabbed!"

    manager: " yeah. i know." *flipping the newpaper to the front page and point at the stabbed

    ana: "is Nparks staff you know!"

    EVERYBODY STUNNED
    faster crowd around the newpaper
    reading

    *i went to photostat my documents and make payment for NTU at AXS machine*
    haha. totally exploit the situation =x


    den they called the relevant pple to ask how is she and her condition
    when i read the article i was like super shocked that she survived
    stabbed 3 times can!
    1 at the back and 2 at the CHEST
    like so heng nv stab the heart can!
    oh. 1 stab pierced her liver
    which is oh so bloody and disgusting to think of it

    anw. heard that shes okay nw. under observation but cannot talk cos too many tubes on her


    my manager and some other went to visit her in the afternoon
    my colleagues were kind of terrified because the incident may be linked to us
    they were suspecting
    *thats what i overheard of course*

    ana was completly terrified
    she couldnt eat her lunch
    and she say she need a bullet proof vest nw
    because she goes to court and sometimes the pple there are aggresive


    so this incident kinda makes my life in danger isnt it?
    i shall hide in the office more next time man
    dont show my face



    i was thinking she kena stabbed 3 times still can take out towel and wipe herself
    BRAVE like nobody buisness
    i was imagining if it was me
    i stabbed 1 time probably lose consciousness alr bah
    terrified till faint
    ok. *touch wood*


    welll. thats all i guess
    waiting for my paddington bag to arrive these few days :D

    talkplaylove
    8:01:00 PM



    20070313
    this whole week if u ever pass by National Parks Headquarters at raffles building
    you will see my big face right at the public service counter

    why is that so?
    cos the obasan is on leave for the whole week
    so poor me have to do counter for the whole week :(


    monday

    i was super disgusted right at the start of my day
    i stepped out of the Nparks shuttle bus and was walking towards my office
    i saw this black thing on the floor that i thought was dirt and i was ALMOST planning to step on it on continue walking
    on further observation
    it was an army of ants carrying a dead measly worm
    LIKE EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
    and the ants are those big type can
    not those small puny negligible type
    and that worm. i swear it was 15-20cm long
    long and fat
    and confirm die alr or else why the ants carry it
    OHMYGOD. i'm just stunned that i will ever see this kind of scene
    but thinking back. i work in a garden
    i am THAT close to mother nature


    monday morning was a test of how fast my hand can still write despite nt writing essays or homework for like nearly 4 months?!
    i almost died trying to finish up writing the registered articles in 5 MINS
    yes. 5 MINS
    cos the mail had to be out and there were delay here and there

    yeah. went for lunch and when i came back
    there were 3 girls at the interview room

    ok. i need to explain a lil bit
    CEO will be coming at 2 for some exhibition
    the staff did models and all so as to decorate the empty counter la
    so they put the models at the interview rm
    den the KAY POH 3 girls came and look
    den suddenly they screm can
    my heart almost drop out
    because i thought there was a snake
    but anw. they faster run out of the room and close the door
    like what is happening!!!

    later on me and my colleague we saw this LIZARD inside the room
    it really looked like a snake i tell you
    LONG AND SLIM AND FLIMSY
    its not those normal lizard you see at home
    its like long. i think at least 20 cm nw. * looking at the ruler right nw*
    and its like super skinnny!!!!!!
    DISGUSTING!

    ok. back to the CEO visit huh
    suppose to come at 2 right
    so 155 i thought of going to the toilet to relieve myself before the CEO comes
    and just when i stand up and about to go toilet
    the CEO came
    i was like. WTH. NATURE CALLING ANXIOUSLY can
    bo bian i sat down there and smiled for the next hour
    while all the big shots came and started discussing what to do
    i only have 1 comment
    their designs are fugly
    pls dont turn the counter into another garden
    we alr have 1 garden outside
    but of course i diam diam wan la
    hahahah
    and i really died bearing for 1 hr can
    when they left i really like chiong to the toilet


    back to mr lizard
    when 530 came and me and my colleague closed the counter
    THE LIZARD CRAWLED THROUGH THE SLIT OF THE DOOR INTO OUR TERRITORY!
    my colleague was "you tidy up k. i go in alr"
    and she scuttled off
    i faster pack and when i was walking back to my office
    i saw him. and i also faster chiong into the office
    WTH
    seriously if u ever see how it looked like you will be scared of it too


    first thing i went in was to ask my colleague
    "eh, will the lizard come into our office?"

    my colleague replied "DUH! look at him. alr crawl through the door that require the NParks pass alr. you tink our door he cannot crawl through ah"

    that was when i realised i asked a VERY DUMB question

    for the rest of the half an hour to work end
    me and my colleague kept turning our head to look at the door for any signs of mr lizard

    at one point of time when i turned
    i saw half of his body through the door
    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    faster alerted my colleague
    "ana, the lizard is inside the office!"

    and well done after that
    my colleague SCREAMED
    serious
    cos she thought the lizard was behind her

    so the male colleague faster BRING the lizard out of the office
    guided him to the printer outside
    which i thought was super funny
    i would nv have the guts to do it i tell you

    and for the rest of the time
    me and my colleague were peeking through the glass door of our office outside to see where the lizard was

    i wanted to go toilet but have to pass by mr lizard
    so i said "ana. i dun dare go toilet leh"
    ana said "just go la!"

    so i mastered my courage and decided to chiong to the toilet
    while passing the lizard.
    i was super cautious can
    den at the very moment, my colleague chiong pass me and ran to the toilet
    i almost died laughing
    so she was even more scared den me la can!
    make use of me so she can go toilet!

    anw at the toilet she say must run pass the lizard or else it may climb up to you
    the thought totally disgusted me i tell you


    and when i was going home, walking out of the building
    i dunnoe why suddeny on mondy they had to switch off the lights when previously always got light wan loh!
    so i was paranoid
    cos carnt see where the lizard is
    so i faster run for the main door
    i have a feeling my male colleague behind was laughing at me
    sixth sense
    but ohwells
    i'm totally scared of THAT lizard nw


    today morning
    when i walk into the office again
    i was like some spy like that la
    look left look right look front look back for that lizard
    den when i went into the office
    ana asked "got see your good friend?"
    i say no
    den i guess we were nt so scared alr la
    but we were still looking around for the rest of the day


    i hope it has went back to the garden
    highly suspect it came from the garden
    anw our toilet also got BIG SPIDER CAN
    the miny version of tarantullas??
    ok. not so scary but it is not those normal spider
    it has long slinky legs
    HAHAHAHAHA


    i wonder if all these encounter will build up my courage in case i see these things again


    ok. i have finally finish my university application
    just pray hard i get accepted to what i want


    anw tdy i took 48 home from bukit timah
    i realise its faster den taking the nparks shuttle to orchard den take 36 home
    and definitely cheaper
    just that have to walk out
    but i'm going to use the 48 route nw
    i seriously need some exercise
    and i hope this weekend i can hit the gym


    anw i saw many eye candies today
    MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
    so tdy i didnt feel so tired as previous days
    infatuation infatuation


    and i'm totally addicted with Super Junior T's Rokkugoh
    i'm listening and watching the mv and live performance N times man


    ok la. thats all
    anw to those who find my office stories boring
    errrrr. next time i find more interesting stories to tell bahhh

    talkplaylove
    8:52:00 PM



    20070309
    time i update this.
    haven't been blogging for the week because i'm too tired to do so
    all i will do is most probably complain how much work i have


    and i guess i'm staying at the garden till end of june
    finally have an email account but its a shared account so the whole office can view my mail
    so i wont disclose it cos it has NO MEANING
    and i don't want pple emailing me there and i get slapped there ALIVE


    all thanks to work
    i have become a stingy and grumpy girl
    i realise i am becoming more and more auntified
    and those who give me attitude over the phone
    urgh. fugly people


    today during lunch
    i took cab to bishan to collect my cheque from Bausch & Lomb
    like to and fro costed me $15!
    ARGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH
    2 and 1/2 hours of work
    i wanted to like go off 1 hour early to go bishan to take
    den can take bus there
    but got another colleague alr say going off 1 hour early
    so i had to go during lunch
    and i bought food from that New Tech Park canteen which was expensive and OILY
    like ARGGGGGGGGGGGHHH
    and the uncle never give me spoon
    stingy like sai can!
    i'm so lucky that i'm not working at New Tech Park
    for once i'm appreciating the NUS Law canteen

    anw i today super slack
    my journey to and fro took 1hr
    den come back my lunchtime with my colleague was 40mins
    we were too engrossed talking



    ok. i shall talk about my comments about I'm A Cyborg, But That's OK
    when i watch the movie commercial
    it seems nice and funny
    when i watch the movie
    it was werid. completely WEIRD
    i really pei fu the director can
    HE MUST BE VERY WEIRD HIMSELF
    watched his sympathy for lady vengeance before
    but the sympathy for lady vengeance was better than cyborg though


    anw i thought the only really funny parts were
    1) the fat lady trying to go against gravity
    2) the ya-hoo-hoo song rain was singing

    and it was NC 16 for a VERY GOOD REASON YET AGAIN
    the starting alr was quite disgusting in my opinion
    and that penknife part was. OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS
    and the lead female is soo damn skinny
    she was totally floating inside her baggy dress


    but ohwelll. it doesnt seem very nice la
    the whole movie was HUH HUH HUH
    miss debbie was laughing THROUGHOUT the entire movie
    i guess she was the only one in the whole cinema to find the movie extremely funny
    that shows how weird debbie is
    hahahahaha. just joking


    before i forget
    i got a samsung privelege card!
    when i saw the card i thought they mailed me a credit card which i was like OH WOW WEE
    but later found out that its just some card that entitles you for discounts
    which will be of no use to me
    cos they entitle you discount to Armani exchange? like wth
    swiss hotel. wth???
    but the card is extremely nice
    so i decided that although its of no use it must be in my wallet so that pple may think i have a credit card
    oh. i got that card because i bought my biscuit phone
    buy the slim series and you get one
    welll. next time you wan go AX buy clothes call me loh
    i have 10% off
    its alot if you consider how EXPENSIVE AX is



    decided to not go for open hse though
    the only reason being i am so lazy
    asking jingting to help me take the brochures i need
    i'm going to stay at home and slack
    i really need some rest


    ohyeah. thats all

    talkplaylove
    8:20:00 PM



    20070304
    i'm blogging about thursday when it is has passed long ago
    esp the A level hooohaa


    thursday was probably the worst the day of my week

    it started raining in the morning and i started to have running nose

    i walked to the bus stop and wait for 36
    norm i have to take a bus before 745 in order to reach orchard mrt before 815 to catch the nparks shuttle
    on thurs. the bus came on 750
    but i still had faith that i can catch the bus since the nparks shuttle norm comes at 820
    but i was completely wrong
    as it was raining and the bus driver was SO CAUTIOUS in driving that i was travelling at turtle speed towards orchard

    in the end i reach orchard mrt at 825
    WELL DONE
    first thing i realised is that i lost my coin purse
    its for me to put my coins in order to take the nparks shuttle
    and i had almost $10 worth of coins inside that purse
    and losing that purse is like throwing away money
    arghhhhh
    so i was damn determined not to take a cab since i alr throw away so much money le
    next thing i had to do was call the office and tell them i will be late
    and i realised that i left the contact list in the office because sometimes i had to transfer calls and thus need to refer to the list
    and so i left it at the office
    i spent like some time trying to figure out what number i shld calll
    luckily for me i manage to call one of the lines in the office
    my colleague gave me the bus nos that i could take to gleneagle hospital den walk all the way in


    there were 3 buses i could take
    but waiting for like 10mins
    den finally 1 of the buses came
    boarded
    it was raining quite heavily then

    when i alighted i had my umbrella
    and i walk all the way from the tanglin gate of botanic gardens all the way to almost the other end of botanic gardens
    i walked the road outside which i regretted VERY MUCH

    at some parts the tree branches were drooping so low that i had to kinda squat down and walk past with my umbrella
    and walking by the roadside on a rainy day means u subject urself to splashing from passing by cars
    there was this BIG truck which drove past
    and i got splashed with water
    and not only that. the wind made my shirt kinda fly up
    i was cursing the driver like mad
    and i wasnt even halfway thru my walk then



    ok. after much pain
    i reached the office at around 9 or 9plus
    my feet were all wet
    my jeans were wet
    my shirt was wet
    my bag was wet
    WELLL DONE
    and i lost $3 beacuse i started work at 9



    and if that wasnt enough
    i had like 33 reminders to send
    i worked my ass out the whole day in order to complete it
    as i wont be coming on friday
    i was damn tired when i ended work on thursday
    totally eyes drooping


    suppose to meet jingting to watch letters from iwo jima
    so i rushed to cinne after work
    i brisk walk from orchard mrt to cinne
    where in between i almost got knock down by a car
    where i strongly believe it was not my fault
    some guy behind me helped me to scold the driver
    but i was almost scared to death
    like wth. he was charging at me
    i was thinking it would be the biggest regret if i died 1 day before getting results
    *TOUCH WOOD*


    yeah. jingting bought the 7pm show
    when i reached cinne at 640?
    haha. both of us wanted to eat subway
    but subway was packed and there was no seat for us and there wasnt time for us to eat
    so we erm. TAKEAWAY
    aiya. what happen later you shld all know la

    went into the movie theatre
    started to eat discreetly =x

    we were sitting at the sides
    den beside me there was nobody
    i was praying that nobody come
    cos got people they see me eating subway would be so THROW FACE
    but unfortunately not
    a group of guys. i believe who just came out from army sat beside us
    why i say they just came out because all were botak?
    yes yes?
    i was like quite embarrased. was trying to swallow the sandwich as fast as possible until i saw the guy sitting beside me also holding a SUBWAY paper bag or sth
    den i started to laugh silently like siao in my seat and i ask jingting to see
    and we were like laughing there among ourselves which i have to stress *silently


    the movie started
    the starting was alr. quite sad la
    as the movie progress there were alot of touching parts
    but i tried nt to cry until the end
    cannot control
    it was just too sad between the irony of upholding your own dignity and protecting the country
    and how the good men died and all
    so i cried in my seat
    but in order nt to let pple beside me know that i crying
    i err. waited for them to not notice me den i wipe my tears la

    so conclusion. letters from iwo jima was a superb war movie
    its better than flag of our fathers. the 2 of them are suppose to be brother movie
    some of the scenes were reused and the ost was the SAME
    but letters from iwo jima was FABULOUS
    its comparable to band of brothers which is my number 1 rated war sereis


    anw. at the end of the show. the group of army boys stood up and clap
    which i thought was quite retarded and throw face
    and i cried till i was awake
    didnt feel sleeping anymore

    it was still early
    me and jingting were like hanging around
    didnt know where to go
    so we ended up at PS starbucks
    i drank green tea frap WITHOUT cream
    hahahah
    lazed around until like 1130 den go home
    i was reluctant to go home
    as tmr was judgement day
    and i started to have butterflies in my stomach where i felt i had the need to go shit



    ohwelll. i guess what happened after that is not important


    i just flipped through the bag i carried home painstakingly on fri
    alot of things is of no use to me
    i'm not looking at scholarships as i do not wish to be tied
    in the first place do i even qualify for scholarship?
    the answer is obvious so alot of them are rubbish

    i think i'm quite decided in the courses i'm going to apply
    but still i feel that going to the open houses and find out more info is much assuring
    although it might confuse me

    anw i have been thinking that i might regret the course i went into next time
    bound to be regrets
    that is really what i tink for myself la
    so i shall just go to course that i can and like nw
    the grass on the other side is forever greener
    i shall be just satisfied with what i have


    ok. enough. i'm off

    talkplaylove
    6:36:00 PM



    20070303
    results are out
    i felt damn sick and nervous when i was waiting for my results
    when it was my turn
    howk looked at my results and said "you shld be happy"

    i took that paper and look
    JOYNESS
    dun be mistaken. i do not belong to the majority of the people getting their 3As or 4As like its free of charge
    i was just satisfied by my results
    at least they didnt disappoint me GREATLY


    GP - B3
    i was so shocked by it. i totally expected a C
    yeah. thats why i screamed

    Economics - B
    quite disappointed with it. i really expected an A
    but oh well. something went wrong and all so i really feel heartbroken for my money :(

    Maths - A
    like woooohoooooo
    i never got A for maths before
    either i was 1 mark away or far away in my jc life
    really thank howk for that (:

    Physics - A
    another SHOCK of the day i tell you
    never expected it consider how screwed my SPA was and how difficult the paper was
    i expected B/C
    but i dunnoe why i dont feel elated about it

    Chemistry - B
    oh like argh
    i thought the paper was easy enough to get an A but i was wrong
    so conclusion is chemistry sucks and bye bye to you for the rest of my life


    in conclusion i tink my results was totally different from what i predicted
    but overalll. SATISFIED
    considering how much i used the computer
    how much i you-tubed
    how many lectures and tutorials i ponned
    it was what i deserved although some disappointment here and there
    just hoping that i can get into the course i want nw
    and hope that i can make the right choice



    enough of all the results shit

    and i want to complain the goody bag that they gave today was fucking heavy
    not as if its goldbars inside
    i would glady carry them if they were goldbars

    and i want to BITCH about our sch librarian for their irresponsibility and insensitiveness
    you will get karma for that i tell you
    and i was so fucking irritated by your attitude
    argh.


    enough of those irritaing stuff
    talk abt sth happy
    i cut my hair today!
    been wanting to do so
    snip off those dry ends and layer more
    i feel so much better nw


    well. shall go sleep alr
    didnt really sleep well last night because i had butterflies in my stomach
    now that it has ended and we have come to accepted what we are given
    i guess its time to move on to a new phase of life?
    haha
    ok. shall try to plough through those thick brochures tmr
    bye

    talkplaylove
    12:00:00 AM