20070113my life has been sad
really sad
i'm a fugly and jobless woman
i only go out on days that are RAINING
good thing these few days have been gloomy enough for me
i swallow like more than 10 pills a day
and that stupid night pill makes me so drowsy
and even if i have a nightmare
i cannot wake up
like past few nights my dreams have been crocodiles and snakes and scary stuff
i tink its the mediciation that is killing me
i keep feeling very tired
ARGH!!
i eat 3 VERY PLAIN meals a day
breakfast- wholewheatbread and hardboiled egg
these few days a lil better
got plain noodles with cabbage
lunch- these few days have been dining outside
its damn hard to eat outside can!
the moment i see a prawn in a food picture
i will slap that thing away
i see the word fish
also slap away
got seaweed, also slap away
seaweed is seafood right?
like there was one day i wanted to eat sushi and i failed
no fast food for me
no spicy food for me
i'm like
WTH
even i want to snack also cannot
chocolate cannot
ice cream cannot
yoghurt cannot
coffee cannot
tea cannot - cos my mum say drink tea may neutralise the effect of the medicine
EVERYTHING ALSO CANNOT LA!
FUGLY
dinner
rice, steamed vegetables and chicken/pork/beef
THANKS ALOT
i have no life
and i feel that my skin is so dry that i'm gonna start some major peeling
my hair is so dry that i think there is alot of split ends
you tell me
how to get a good impression for interviews?
makes it more difficult to find a job
ARGH!
and once again i want to complain about the adult fare
the month has not passed and i used more than $30+ on bus fares!
WHAT IS THIS!
the year has certainly not been off to a good start
talkplaylove
9:15:00 PM
