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20070109
i feel like a SARS patient nw :(
let me tell you what happened

as you all know my face is like some pimple warfare going on
after A's have been using makeup to cover whenever i go out la
last time i want to go see doc but my mum say no need
den yesterday. my mum couldnt take it. bring me see doc loh
yes. and it was the start of EVERY horror

fastfwd abit
walked into the consulting room
the doc saw my face
examine abit
and started asking me questions la

doc: how often you wash your hair?
me: almost everyday loh
doc: what brand of shampoo you use?
me: Ascience. I also got condition my hair everyday
doc: NO NO NO. cannot condition your hair!
me: -_-
doc: do you blow dry your hair?
me: yes. eh, if i don't condition can apply leave in after i towel dry my hair and blow?
doc: NO NO NO. just shampoo your hair. no oil on it
me: but if i dont put my hair will entangle
doc: NO. cannot

doc: what brand of cleanser you use?
me: vichy
doc: you got apply anything to your face?
me: pimple cream and moisturizer
doc: NO NO NO! cannot apply moisturizer to your face!
me: *stunned*
doc: do you use toner?
me: yes
doc: got use makeup?
me: yes
doc: NO NO NO makeup!
me: yes ( unwillingly )

doc: its a fungus infection. we will have to start disinfecting it
me: *stunned* oh.. okay
doc: got drink milk?
me: seldom?
doc: cannot drink, do you eat chocolate?
me: sometimes
doc: cannot, anything that has CREAM in it all cannot
me: okay
doc: no coffee, mocha, latte, as long as there is cream all no
me: okay
doc: no seafood also
mum: can eat fish?
doc: better not la, oh fishball also cannot
me: ..okay
doc: no spicy food also
me: okayyy
doc: oh. and no sunlight
me: *i was thinking. i'm not some XP PATIENT WHAT!* okay
doc: also no oily stuff
me: okay

doc: okay. go home use what i give to wash ur face and body. den use the medicine and dap on the places required. 1 week later come back and we will see how
me: yeah


OKAY. see how sad my life is now
i carnt really rmb the EXACT conversation
but thats roughly about it
and that consultation + medicine was a whooping $115
feel the pain
my mum paid but still.
pay so much and have to go through that torture
and the doc say its gonna take months to heal
WELL DONE
and there was this big pile of medicine to eat
although its only for a week
and the night pills eat alr is sleep inducing one la
i feel the medicine working ytd night after like half an hr
its like my head was heavy and eyelids are also heavy


tdy morn suppose to go novena for interview at 11
but I COULDNT WAKE UP
i blame it on the medicine
and i feel so weird not putting makeup out tdy
like. PIMPLES PIMPLES PIMPLES!
argh. dun tell me what natural beauty shit
i call it natural fugly nw

had interview at novena starbucks there
the person was nice enought to want to buy me a coffee
the old fujing would GLADLY and THICKSKINNED-ly order sth rather expensive
but the coffee and cream word turned me off
so i REJECTED the offer
ARGH
anw the interview went well
dunnoe will get the job nt

and i had a hard time eating lunch tdy
the food court was filled
so i went to delifrance
well done ah. the only thing i could eat was like beef bolognaise?
fugly
and i keep seeing old chang kee, burger king, macdonalds
and the brain will automatically tell me NO
when i got home i was craving for ice CREAM
and the word CREAM totally turned me off AGAIN!

fugly la
I HAVE NO LIFE NW
luckily it was raining tdy
if it was a sunny day today i can stay at home and cry alr
my mum say nw go out try to bring umbrella
like WTF
so young but use umbrealla to shade myself from the sun
so i better rain more these few days
i tink pple going to slap me but
UNDERSTAND ME
i'm in some shit hole

and that means no clubbing for me for like MONTHS
SIGHS!
this whole thing better worked out
cos i'm abstaining as hard as i can!
:(

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3:07:00 PM