20060805tdy morning went back for chem makeup
i conclude that mr yeo is a really nice tcher
he treated us to pizzas
we actually ordered 6 boxes
oh. greedy us
he still provided drinks, cups ands serviets for us
and later on he helped to clean up the place for us
cos we spilt the pepsi. haha
ok. i shall love chem. yes i shall
i have been going to lessons and trying to understand biochem
be proud of me
after that stayed in school to study
i did 1 gp compre only
argh. i took like 2 hours
minus the daydreaming time n gazing around
in real exam situation
i fail alr lah. argh
oh. anw. f.i.r's new album is damn nice
super nice
i love songs in perfect harmony and lyrics
and f.i.r provides that
i have been listening to them N times
*ok. the rest of this entry you can ignore if you dun understand. i just want to rant*
i'm really tired of the whole incident
in case you don't know
if you feel sad. you don't have to portray it all the time
cos i'm hiding my feelings
in case you didnt realise
and presume i'm alright
you made me sound like i'm the one at fault now
but is it really so?
you shocked me
i gave you my answer
but u decided not to give up
so you wan to try again
i just want to say that trying is not wrong
but sometimes when you try and you hurt a person
that is wrong
you crossed the lines
i can tell you at that moment
i thought this whole friendship is over
to get what you want and you didnt spare a thought for others
that is what i think of you
you may think i'm over reacting
but that is what i feel
and you want us to forget what has happened for the past month
and let things go back to normal
do you really think things will go back to normal?
i don't think so
you want answers fast
can't you just give time for me to cool down?
you say its bothering you greatly?
does it ever come across to your mind that i'm also v bothered?
we have better and more important things to do
can't i choose to ignore this incident?
can't we leave this whole incident to after A's?
cos i really think things can not go back to normal
no matter how you say
there is a crack alr
history can never be erased
neither can you change it
and don't you come give me all the talks abt nth is impossible
i'm really sick and tired of the whole thing
its causing me so much that i just wan to forget evrything
so stop trying so hard to save the friendship as you claim
the day you crossed the line
to me you destroyed it
i really just want to conc on studies
and i hope you respect my decision
we shld just give ourselves time
we can talk about this after A's
not right now when it is a crucial time
i hope you realise that
that is what i have to say
talkplaylove
8:43:00 PM
