20060718looking back at yesterday entry
well. i guess it was just this changing point of my life
well. to those out there still wondering if i'm still normal
YES
u can just take me as i was pmsing or wad
i'm so glad i managed to do sth i thought i would never in my whole life
well. the outcome ain't important
ok. enough of such disgusting entries
tdy i forgot to bring my 15.1 DE tutorial
i dunnoe wad went wrong but i just presumed i brought it
ohmans. dumb
haha. anw i still thought that tdy me, lynne n peiwen were trying to hide from baojie scence was super funny
i laugh until stomach pain sia. HAHAHA
oooh. tmr after sch got doctor appointment at SGH to checkup my knee
i bet the doctor will yak at me for not doing regular training
BUT. i carnt do anything right now too right
and i will go collect my body shop gift from cleo! quite excited. hahahha
i hope i find my way
yupp. and its really time for me to get settled down
and turn on that mugging engine
so i shall go do 15.2 n make sure i bring it tmr! lol
ok. i shall put the lyrics today. as i said. i tink the song is nt dat nice but the lyrics is how coool okay!
GOODBYE ALICE IN WONDERLAND - JEWELIt's 4 in the afternoon
And I'm on a flight leaving L.A
Trying to think about my life
My youth scattered along the highway
Hotel rooms and headlines
I've made a living with a song
Just a guitar as my companion
Wanting desperately to belong
Fame is filled with spoiled children
They grow fat on fantasy
I guess that's why I'm leaving
I crave reality
So goodbye Alice in Wonderland
Goodbye yellow brick road
There is a difference between dreaming and pretending
I did not find paradise
It was only a reflection of my lonely mind wanting
For what's been missing in my life
I'm embarassed to say the rest is a rock and roll cliche
I hit the bottom when I reached the top
I never knew it was you who was breaking my heart
I thought you had to love me
But you did not
Yes a heart can hallucinate
If it's completely starved for love
Can even turn monsters into angels from above
You forged my love just like a weapon
And turned it against me like a knife
You broke my last heartstring
But you opened up my eyes
So goodbye Alice in Wonderland
Goodbye yellow brick road
There is a difference between dreaming and pretending
That was not love in your eyes
It was only a reflection of my lonely mind searching
For what 's been missing in my life
And growing up is not the absence of dreaming
It's being able to understand the difference between the ones you can hold
And the ones that you've been sold
Dreaming is a good thing cause it brings new things to life
Pretending is an ending that perpetuates a lie
Forgetting what you are
Seeing for what you've been told
Well, truth is stranger than fiction
And this is my chance to get it right
Life is much better without all of your pretty lies
So Goodbye Alice in Wonderland
You can keep your yellow brick road
There is a difference between dreaming and pretending
It was not tears in my eyes
They are only a reflection of my lonely mind finding
They are only a reflection of my lonely mind finding
I found what was missing from my life
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6:32:00 PM
