it's a mixed up world.

20060531

in the afternoon
went out to buy stuff
despite being sick
haha
erm. i had my fair share of the GSS of body shop!
i realise next week they will have some mega sale at parkway
anyone interested to join me?
muahaha
erm. oh. and i bought a nice top
initial price was $25
now $10
chiong!

hmm. when i came back
my sore throat erupted to full blown illness
was having fever and sneezing
ahhh. i must really take care of myself
cos i have no wish to fall sick during t2, prelim and never during A's
yupp.
i'm so gonna maintain a healthy lifestyle once this trauma is over
and for now
i shall just stone
hopefully by tmr i will be better so i can do some work
yuppps

talkplaylove
8:05:00 PM

i'm down with sore throat
and it is damn pain
all thanks to all the spicy food taken
and not forgetting all the junk food taken for the past few days
AH
i'm having a water parade now
and strepsils spree
:(

talkplaylove
12:47:00 PM

20060530

it was yet another eventful day
first. suppose to meet shuting at 9pm to study in sch
but guess wad
i woke up at 835
totally well done
so i was late
initially shuting went to t11
den pple asked her if they can share the clsroom
well. naturally. you must say yes right
okays
so when i arrived
we went to search for another new venue
cos we will die not gossiping
serious
so we went to the t2 classrooms
unfortunately.
it was flooded today
i guess cos there was no chairs
ahhh. no link
yupp. so we ended up in the concourse

yes. and that marks my physics spree
started doing all the questions
well. along the way
we saw mr thomas teo
n i found out that his wife is actually dong su hua
the news broadcaster
ohmytians
shocking news to me
but well. i guess many others know lah
den we saw justina
haha.
went to eat lunch at pp w qp
well. we saw tights
haha. erm. tights is a nickname for somemone
LOL
pls do nt come ask me who
later on we saw some scandals on the way back
yuppp
den started mugging again
at abt 3plus
i finally manage to complete my stack of physics hwk for the day
wow. look at how long i took
den i started electrochem
which i totally condemn
din manage to finish it
den went for judo dinner
mark lee's treat
welll. me n shu arrived late
so we had LOUSY seats
i sat beside mr lee n shu sat beside sensei
and we were at the corner
so our variety of food was damn limited
and we couldnt talk abt any interesting stuff
so i plainly EAT
and i was only eating the food in front of me cos i was too lazy to reach out for the others
by the end of the dinner
i was extremely full such that my stomach bulged out
like BULGE you know
like when girls are pregnant
after the dinner we went taka to look around
and guess wad
we saw tights again!
we were totally laughing the way home
haha
anw. dinner was a little too spicy for me
nw i'm having some sore throat like symptoms
haha. well. the good nes abt tmr is
i'm going gym!
woohoo
den aft i tink i will be going to shop w my mum
n body shop is having some good offers!
i shall go and grab some
muahahahs
ok. yup. i shall try to go digest my bloated stomach
cos i feel damn uncomfortable nw man

talkplaylove
9:03:00 PM

20060529

i changed my skin!
and also my tagboard
cos i cannot find a nice colour to fit dis nice skin
haha
yupp. i like dis skin cos its nice green!
hahaha

oh. anw. i haf lotsa things to blog abt tdy
morning went back to sch for lessons
gp was okay in overall
hai. i must really buck up for my gp
cos i dun want to be stuck there for the rest of my life
you know. being on the border line isnt a great thing at dis moment
i shall read more n reflect more!
yupps
oh. den after lessons
i realise that nobody was going to stay back to like study or wad
so i went to t26 alone
on like part of the s and fans
den i started doing physics hwk
do and do
yuppp. den i suppose to meet zx at 115 at tm lah
BEFORE THAT
a few things happened that made me quite irritated
first. i shant mention who is it here
he walk past the class room half naked.
like he didnt has his top on
THANKS
like i was glancing outside taking a break from all the work
n i saw dis person with no top on
i got quite a shock actually
next.
the strings ensemble pple came in and asked whether they can take the chairs in the clsrm
so of course say can lah. i not using them anyway
BUT
they took ALL the chairs in the clsroom
except the one i'm sitting on
THANKS
make me look like some sua gu lah
nvm. den i decided that doing work is more imp
so i cont to plough on my work
den i stumbled upon dis DAMN difficult question
8marks
i think until i wan to die
den got 2 j1 guys walk past t26
and they talk n laugh so loud until i can hear lah
one of them said"why the cls has no chairs. haha"
that was it
i almost wanted to go out the cls rm and say
"COS THE STRING ENSEMBLE PPLE TOOK THE CHAIRS"
i totally feel slapped and condemned
den i decided
down with studying alr
i packed and left
and dat wasnt enuff
in t25
there was someone studying alone also lah
but he had all his chairs
WTH
carnt the strings ensemble pple just take some chairs from him also
i was like totally condemned

walked out of sch and take 31 to tamp
the bus was damn crowded and stuffy
sit until i headache
and there was dis grp of girls who sat beside me for part of the journey
they r totally inconsiderate
they just blasted their phone mp3 loudly on the bus
argh
den pple kept turning to look in our direction
as if i'm also inside the bunch of girls
arghhh
den later on there was dis bunch of ahs student who boarded
i see them
totally ah bengs lah
haiyo
i was like relieved when i finally reach the interchange

ok. met zx
and thanks zx
he whacked my head from the back
ok. later on yh, ls n jt came
watched x-men 3
ok lah. i tink its nice lah
but why must the 2 pple die
sad sad
and i found a new eye candy
the guy with the wings
hes damn cool
a pity he had very little scences

yup. that concludes my day
tmr i'm gonna go sch and mug again
lets just hope that history does not repeat itself

talkplaylove
10:15:00 PM

20060528

ok. dis is a post to give tribute to our security guard in vjc

well. apparently on thursday
me, peiwen, tracy n bj
we were dying to get out of sch to go kbox
so. we decided to walk out of sch
trying to fake the security guard that we're going 7eleven
apparently
the security guard was much cleverer that we had expected
so we decided to go to the back of the sch
at the side gate there
where they pour the rubbish
the gate was opened!
but u have to climb over 1 gate
i was like. let's climb!
but in the end we didnt cos we will die terribly if 1 teacher just spot us
so we decided to rot around in sch
at 12
we decided to walk out again
but we saw pple being rejected
budden more n more pple began to flood towards the security guard
more pressure
stress stress
finally. cos got 1 tcher need to go out
the security guard finally gave in
so we dashed towards the gate
n GAYNESS happened at that very moment
when the security guard saw us
he broke out in some crazy maniac pervetic laugh
den he started pulling his pants up
ok. i thought he was going to pull off his pants or sth
damn gay lah
den his teeth was like golden n fugly
totally wth
gayness man
yupp
i carnt believe this entry was specially dedicated to the security guard. hahaha

talkplaylove
5:30:00 PM

20060525

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!

like yayness!
WHEEE

let me give a brief description of the match
the starting was damn fast
i guess both sides wanted to score badly
in the end. mj scored 1-0 and the first half ended
it was v disappointing for us
and i dun really like the way mj play
PUSH PUSH PUSH
wth
anw. the second half started
we scored a goal!
so 1-1
however. mj scored another goal
so is like 2-1 to mj
ohmy tians
it was seriously v horrifying
cos we had penalties and many chances to score
but we just couldnt get the ball in
but u can feel that the veejay crowd cheered fiercer n fiercer
cos i totally screamed my lungs out not long after the second half started
finally. we scored. so it was 2-2
at the back of my mind
i was seriously thinking ddat its gonna go to a penalty kick or sth
BUT IN THE END. we scored!
3-2
and we scored AGAIN!
so we ended the match with 4-2 to vj!
well. theres definitely things to comment about
the mj players were good
maybe even better in skills wise for those national players
BUT
our players showed the never say die spirit
we fought till the very end
i really felt good
the win was really hard earned for
the most exciting soccer match i have ever watched

yeah. nth can describe the feeling at that point of time
YES.
it really feels good!

lets look forward to full day!

i love veejay!

talkplaylove
10:04:00 PM

20060523

as usual. i'm blogging a few days in this entry

saturday
watched dvc w zx&yh
dvc was damn exciting lah
haha. except that some parts of the book is skipped
really feel that when u read or watch the movie
u cannot really diff whats real n fiction
cos the movie seems so real
but of course u still must rmb that its only a fiction book
welll. but i enjoyed it lah
aft the movie. went for late dinner
as usual. gossip n more gossip
den dash home so i can turn in early

sunday
BIG WALK!
i woke up at 6am
unbelievable
however. we were suppose to meet at 645 at kallang mrt
but i was still waiting for the bus at 640
so i arrived last
oops
and the walk to the stadium was gay
i really mean gay
we climbed like 3 obstacles
n there was dis fence. you know the spikey ones
totally dangerous
haha. bj was saying its mission impossible
like. haha
but unfortunately. the s46ers were all able to do the impossible
only me. i rolled under the fence
wad a loser man
hmmm.
the big walk was interesting
many funny stuff along the way
spastic photos
we stopped at the esplanade
den went to marina kbox
like POSH!
the rm was big
it has big comfy sofas
it has 1 plasma big screen
n 2 other small screens
it has a stage. like wth
the sound system was damn good
the food was damn good
perfect!
but in the end the 3 of us got damn cold cos the room was too big
n it became mostly filled with air con
so overall. kbox session was damn fun!
later on i sinned
i bought a mango top
argh. slap me slap me
lmet yoda
we watched the performance by cheeyang n teresa
i tink teresa is damn good
better than cheeyang in fact
haha.
ooh. n i gave yoda a moriji
some orange soft toy with a big head
it looks cute n spastic
hahaha
aft that went home
lazy to blog abt wad happened

let's move on to monday
went to support the baddy girls
a pity they lost to tj
but i thought they fought hard
so all the best for the last leg of ur season

tdy was a bad day
was sick in the morning
but decided to go sch for howk lesson
i was practically dying in sch
so i went home after maths tut
on the way home
met some unpleasnat obasans
ahh. shant elaborate more
i slept till late afternoon
finally felt much better
hope tmr i can be alright
cos i wan go watch the hockey finals

n tennis girls won!
like woots

i'm gonna stop blogging abt so many days at a go
its quite tiring

talkplaylove
10:48:00 PM

20060519

ok. i've decided to post this here
cos i'm quite lazy to organise my hotmail contacts
and forward to evryone
anw. this was a mail i received from my friend

This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital.

SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day on the fly?
When you ask how are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed with the next hundred chores running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift thrown away
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

the poem is real nice
many parts reflect my life nw except for the parents n child part
i mean life is so hectic now
but the poem is really an irony i tink
if i dunt squeeze as many stuff as possible in a given time
how am i suppose to complete all the things thrown to me
the girl wrote the poem so as to tell us to live our life to the fullest
beacuse she carnt as shes going to leave the world in 6months
well. all i can say is. for the time being
i dun tink i can live my life to the fullest
well. maybe after this yr
i can live my life better by slowing down?
haha. yah. i dunnoe whether you guys reading has seen this before
yup. but i decided to help the girl for once
normally such forward mails i will just read n delete
cos i'm always to lazy to forward
yupp. hope you all take sth out from it or so

talkplaylove
9:14:00 PM

my current mode is like -_-
this whole week my mode is just not turned on for studying
tell me to do others stuff besides studying
i tink i will go do
arghs
thursday went to support soccerguys semis
woohooo!
n we are in the finals!
stayed back to watch mjc vs jjc match
like i totally tink mjc are cheater bugs
i hope my heart wun drop out during the finals
yes. i haf confidence that dis year we will get back at mjc
muahahas
den went to orchard w db n just
we ate subway n went kino for some stationary shopping
bought a file, highlighter n dearboys21
so when i went home
i read dear boys n went to sleep
LIKE I NV DO ANY WORK
argh
n i dunnoe wads wrong w me tdy
i actually forgot to bring the right maths tutorial to sch

anw i'm v sad that the bball girls lost
although i wasnt there to witness the whole thing
but i had expected them to win
haix

n i nv go for physio today
i had dis feeling the next time i go
the physiotherapist will take a cane n wait for me at the place
ARGH
i'm gonna start training again

yeah. n i'm quite excited over the amazing race
n dunnoe for wad reason
i just feel that tmr is the start of holidays
dis aint good at all
:(

talkplaylove
6:29:00 PM

20060517

symphony of voices 2006
the choir concert was a blast for me
seriously
it was the first time i heard the vj choir sing
and i tink they totally rocked lah
the concert definitely has its artistic level
where some songs was really beyond my level to understand the meaning within
but i enjoyed the musical part
v nice!
yuppp
after the concert we went for supper before going home
yupp
went home i plop to bed
but dis morning couldnt wake up
so i went to sch later

aiyer
i shld nt haf went for physics lect today
that lecturer is irritating
i really think shes meno pasuing
n today was really the ultimate
like she jus started flashing her lousy slides when not even half the lecture grp is here
n her slides is LOUSY
like she keep adjusting the focus here n there while we had to copy many many things
n she had to make us copy all those funny diagrams
which are horrible n there was so little space
n she was adjusting the focus constantly
n the time given to us to copy is so little
n her diagrams r damn fugly
n she doesnt explain anything abt the graphs
so we had to copy wad was thrown to us
ok. after like making us copy finish the whole lect ntoes
she decided that she WANTED to lecture
so she repeated wad we copied again like verbally
hello. like thanks
u can talk n flash at the same time right
so we can copy better n know what to look out for in the diagrams
but after all. i thought that wouldnt help either
i mean. her voice was damn irritating to me
n wads with her "i'm waiting for you all to settle down"
pls loh. like pple go inside the lt no need to make some noise lidat
n i thought the lt was relatively quiet alr
still say we talk n talk
freak lei
wad a bad lecturer
anw i think she will die if she thought our chem lectures

mr lee was so much better when he took over analouge electronics
like yes. i'm understanding it
urgh
i dun understand why is there a need for tchers to make students hate them

ok. anw at chem lect i was generally lost
hai
but at least i did learn sth out of the lecture

after school stayed back at lib to study
argh
crv 6.2 is like damn hard
carnt do!
haii
i'm really quite irritated with our lecturers these days
except for a few lah

i shall try crv 6.2 again nw
bye

talkplaylove
8:31:00 PM

20060515

haha
tdy i watched my first basketball game in my jc life
i rmb last time back in ahs
the thing to do was watch basketball
after sch will go to the lao pok stadium
watch the matches n blah
come to jc life
i've never went to watch basketball matches
i watch soccer matches
funny how i change as the sch changes
ok. nvm. back to the match
bball girls vs hci
haha. anw i expect them to win
like come on. so many of the ahs girls r here
n sheryl. the mvp! ahha. shes also in the vj team
nt forgetting mel. haha. i went w krystle to support mel
ok. erm
anw jc basketball is v different from sec sch basketball i realise
its much faster
its much more physical contact
the girls r much more rough n fierce
the techniques n all are better
yupp. n we won with a score of 62-30 i tink
roughly ard there
yayness. means the girls will be playing rj in the finals
think i wan to go watch man
cos tdy rj thrashed. n i mean thrash nyjc i tink
72-30
like wow
but prolly cos nyjc is nt as strong

ok. after the match
i cabbed back to sch
in order to be in time for CHEM LECTURE!
hardworking me
i love chem
haha. anw chem lect was quite funny
there was dis slightest bit of regret in me for nt taking bio in sec sch
but its okay
at least nw i haf some bio knowledge
although i dun really know wads going on for the biochem lect dis days

yes. i'm irritated w baos
like why must he blog abt the survivor finale when i haben watch it!
i'm going to catch it on 11pm tonight
argh. my spirits r spoiled
if only i had NOT visited his blog today
nvm. i shall watch why the ending was as so

anw s46 peeps who r going to the choirt tmr
ur tickets r with me
ok. pls trust me
i will not lose the tickets
i will ferry them safely to sch tmr
i feel quite horrified holding so many pple's tickets
ok. i'm looking forward to tmr
its also my first time hearing vjc choir sing
yupps!
ok. i'm off to do crv

talkplaylove
6:35:00 PM

20060514

for the first time in my life
i tried retail therapy
i've nv tried to destress through shopping
norm i will go sleep
or listen music
or watch videos
n blah blah
haha. ok. tdy morning had tution
ended up with 1 big pile of hwk again
the pile just keep piling evryweek
i nv ever manage to like clear it b4
ah. but HECK
yes. HECK
after tution met my mum at orchard
WOOHOOO
actually it was like some major shopping spree where i bought many stuff
but i just felt sastisfied w what i bought tdy
1) guess handbag
AHAHAHA
i carnt believe i bought it
its the small one lah. nt a big one
or else i really mad liao
but still. my first guess handbag ever!
muahahas
i was grinning from ear to ear when i bought it
2) a pair of mondo pumps
its green!
haha. but i got the pumps cheap lah
lol
3) i found a good schbag!
its this ripcurl one
very aviation
i love it!
i hope its durable cos its exp again dis time
but it was the best i saw today
yupp. i shall use tit tmr

yup. i feel totally bimbotic today
but who cares
i feel much better n happier!
hahaha

on the way home on bus 36
there was sth funny that happened
cos we found seats
then sat down
den suddenly there was dis LOUD BARK
i tot there was some dog behind me lah
so i jumped
turns out to be this ah peh sneezing
i was quite amused n stunned
i wonder if his nose dropped off

hahaha
i shall go bathe n start some work

the world is getting strange

talkplaylove
6:21:00 PM

20060513

i'm super frustrated nw
actually i dunnoe wad the feeling is
tdy i vowed nt to go out
so i can spend my day at home doing hwk
yes.
about 12 or 1plus
dawn sms to ask me to go out with meiting
cos she broke up w her bf
i wish i could have gone
BUT. when i look at the homework on my table
i knew i wld regret it if i go out
but i wanted to like pei meiting
in the end i chose hwk
argh
physics is killing me like free
i CANNOT FINISH the work
yes. that is the fact
cos i'm slow n i havent been practising on physics question for the past months of jc life
n i forogt that tuesday i'm going to choir concert
so i carnt go for tution on tues afternoon
i've been trying to call gary chan
BUT HE's nt replying!
argh. damn
cos i tink theres a high possibility that he might just ask me to go for tution like tmr
BUT i cannot finish the work
for the first time in jc life
i'm damn stressed up n irritated n all
i just wan to chill n do work leisurely on a weekend
BUT i couldnt
n let alone be there for my friends when they need me
SHITTIFIED
i've been cooped up in my room since the afternoon
i've been facing many many physics question snce the afternoon
there is like so many questions i cannot do
ARGH
i'm about to hit my breaking point
what is this
n i still have the sch tutorials waiting for me
like damn I NEED MORE TIME
ah. i wonder why i'm so fucked up today
ARGHHH

talkplaylove
8:29:00 PM

friday-vesak day
in the morning my lips cracked
n it cracked right in the middle
PAINFUL
somemore its so damn obvious
n nothing i do can cover it up
argh
ok. aft went to meet jingting lishan zhengxi yunhong
watch mi3
erm. unfortunately i din expect mi3 to be still selling so hot after being released for like quite some time
so we ended up buying tickets for the 640 show
when our plan was to watch the 320 show
so we went town to shop n look around
THERE R NO NICE BAGS!
serious
either the bags r like r not for sch purpose
or they r just. erm. fugly or wadeva
oh yah. i wanted to look ard for a denim jacket too
n i saw dis DAMN NICE one at guess
n GUESS how much it is
i was still tinking $100-$200 lidat
but to my horror when i looked at the price tag
$609
freak
so expensive lah
argh. i wan wait for guess big sale!
ok. basically i bought nothing yesterday
there was nothing for me to buy
i'm serious
ok. then all of us was quite traumatised by some incidents that happened
well. haha.
n i heard some new gossips that was erm. quite shocking too
yeah. lol
ok. about mi3
erm. the show was damn tech n kua zhang to me
ESP the vatican part
when tom cruise changed into a priest
i was just gaping away
n i dun understand the charge thing
if there is a charge in ur brain decharging or charging
by charging urself
it helps meh?!
n i thought of capacitance by the way
physics has been influenceing me
argh. i dunnoe
but the movie was quite nice in overall
as in the effects n plot n stunts
yup. but its quite a typical action pack show i would say
except the elements r quite new lah
well. i'm waiting for da vinci code to come out
i'm definitely watching it
it looks damn exciting from the trailers

yah.
amazing race n survivor has reached their season finale episoides!
argh. exciting
for amzing race. i hope bj&tyler wins
they r so damn funny
hahaha
for survivor
i hope terry wins
cos i condemn cirie. aras n danielle
ohwells
yupps
going to start my immensive work nw

talkplaylove
11:48:00 AM

20060511

yayness
gayness!
haha
i passed napfa
wad a miracle
situps was qutie irritating
my sit n reach rocks
the past few week spent on stretching was worth it!
sbj was a miracle! haha
ever since the op i nv jump so far b4
yayness
shuttle run was quite gay at first
cos i failed at the first run
but the second run. i passed!
i dun care wads the timing but i passed!
haha. i tink i'm gonna tell my physiotherapist that i can do shuttle run loh
wad forbid me to take shuttle run for napfa
muahahas
incline was a bit sad
i wanted to like pull more but i tink i kinda sprained my back while pulling
but nevertheless
napfa is over!
nw i tink i can go gym leisurely without worrying wad to do to prepare for napfa
hahahaha

i haf tons of work waiting for me over the weekend
but i shall enjoy the public hols tmr!
going out to watch mi3!
yays.
cant wait man
hope i can find my new bag tmr
haha
dis time i must make a good decision
the bag must be durable!
i realise most of my bags r non durable lah
so easy spoil or rot
i shall do a more thorough quality check if possible!
yayness
ok. i'm superbly tired
shall go sleep alr!

talkplaylove
11:19:00 PM

20060510

oh. today yoda gave me a nice turtle!
haha. cute right
lol. i shall put it at my study table
den can see it evryday!
haha. thanks yoda
i shall get sth nice for yoda soon
:)

tired nw
hai. tmr's gonna be another hectic n tiring day
yupp. i guess i better go sleep soon

talkplaylove
10:19:00 PM

20060508

the weather was damn hot today
n i really mean it
cos today i woke up with sore eyes wall of a sudden
but when i left the house
the sunlight was already blinding
well. nt to mention throughout the day
the sun was trying to use its heat n kill us

hah. n here i am trying to on the air con
which will generate more heat that kill us next time
this is a vicious cycle

oh. n today was super bad
i hate all teachers who carnt teach
they either teach slowly or too fast
esp chem lect
the lect sounded so reluctant to teach
n talk so fast somemore
the tone wasnt right for the lesson at all
totally major stoning session
den now i haf to spend more time on my own to try understanding it again
ARGH
pls do not try to be a teacher next time jus bcos u dunnoe which job to go to
i mean. being a teacher requires passion n skills of course
i've had enough of the teachers
argh

n econs test is tmr
i feel super unprepared.
i haf not practised enought mcqs!
argh

the truth or lie. choose.

talkplaylove
6:50:00 PM

20060506

morning had 2.4km
horrendous
firstly, i dun like to run with so many pple
its just depressing to feel that u're doing ur best alr
but pple keep taking over you
secondly, i dun like to run in cool weather
cos my hands will turn cold
i prefer to run under the sun
thirdly. for no reason
i had dis iditic stomachache
so my last 2.4km in my schooling years ended sadly
my timing was 1433 :(

aft got changed n went for tution
ah. tution was super hiong
n quite depressing at first
cos my brain refuse to think
after that i got a major headahce
n not to say another immensive pile of hwk added to my pool of hwk
went to pp
looked ard at body shop
i want to have a bodyshop spree soon!
den went to buy dis nice orangy flower for janice
went home n sleep first

later on met qixin n cynthia at kallang
ate at macs den we went to sajc
haha.
the bus ride was long
the walk there was long too
n my conclusion was sajc is quite gay
walking there from the bus stop is so extremely long
if i'm in sajc
i tink evryday i will be late lah
we went inside the campus
gay
the campus was spacy n we were quite directionless
we walk around a bit before finally asking someone for directions to the cultural centre
ok. on our way we met bj n his friends
bj look like he just went for another 2.4km run
AHHAHA
he said he was lost for 40mins alr
haha. finally we made our way to the cultural centre
we found our seats erm. on the aisle
the concert was okay lah
except for some annoying parts
cos after intermission we found seats for ourselves
we totally sat with this bunch of fags in front of us
they kept blowing the paper bags n exploding it during the concert
and during the finale they started bursting the balloons by stepping on them
HELLO?!
pls have some consideration for others lah
faggots

oh. i saw meiting n her tallie bf
wah. super tall can
haha. stunned
den in the end we decided to go home n not wait for janice
cos we were damn tired n i was dying
oh. n we had to climb over the sch gate
cos the way we came from, the back gate was locked
so if we were to walk to the main gate
we will probably get lost inside the sch
n we dunnoe how to go home from the main gate
so we climbed over the back gate
n fuck i scratched my shin during the process
i tot only bruise lah
but when i got home it was infected
argh. wadeva
i applied the antiseptic oil lah
n it was pain like hell
argh. my conclusion is that sajc campus is gay
prolly cos i'm nt used to it cos vj is like so small

oh yeah. another thing i was quite pissed for the day
i'm sick of drifting friendships
if u're not going to make a point to maintain it
why should i
stop giving all the excuses or ignorance
i've had enough
now i dun even look forward to meeting up or sth

argh. friday was quite a bad day

talkplaylove
6:05:00 PM

20060504

i'm drowning
all the tutorials n hwk r piling up
i'm getting more n more tired each day
i haf less n less time to do all my piling work
my attention span is decreasing
i slept during econs lect tdy
n i still feel tired
this is a vicous cycle
argh

anw. tmr is 2.4run alr
hope i do well
cos i always tyco wan
argh
i bet i will nt run well cos i'm v tired

i carnt wait for the weekend to sleep back wad i need

talkplaylove
11:04:00 PM

20060503

morn had the SMU accountancy talk
ah. i'm quite hooked back to SMU again
the speakers all seems nice
but SMU seems real demanding

oh. actually i was quite amused by the analogy the girl speaker used
a fish swimming in the sea
haha. just that i shld be a turtle swimming in the sea
lol

after sch went to run with peiwen, just n db
we wanted to run to the lagoon lah
it is supposedly to be 3km
yup. n we wanted to stop at the lagoon n eat
debbie not stopping. she u-turned halfway to run back to school
so the rest of us erm. tried to run there
haha. but we stop n rest abit in between lah
welll. but since we prepared
fri shld be okay i guess
scared :(
came back to sch
went to lib to study
erm. super inefficient cos we ended up talking
the convos were quite interesting
HAHAHA
i was quite amused
lol
den decided to go home
slept till ard 8plus
argh.
i tried to start my physics
but. i keep falling asleep
while reading d.c circuits
somebody pls save me
i'm drowning dis few days

emancipation

talkplaylove
9:16:00 PM

20060502

the plan to diet has failed terribly
argh

i'm buried n swirling in my massive pile of homework
which seems endless
arghhh

i wan a new bag
i wan new shoes
i wan more bottoms
i wan more accessories
i wan to buy cool stuff

ultimately. i tink i shld get a new bag
my bags r irritating me nowsdays

it seems like may will be a hectic month

oh. n i've mastered the skill to not get addicted to msn
:)
ok. off to swim in my pool of homework

talkplaylove
8:08:00 PM