20060301physics today was
all i can say was i really did my best
so whatever the results
i shall jus accept it
after that went to lib to study
hai. unproductive
due to release of A's
was like damn excited over it
for no reason
b4 2pm alr noe some pple's results
well. lian po is top scorer!
oh my tian can
4 A's, 3 distinctions in S paper, A1 for GP
this is so damn crazy
but its like quite expected lah. haha
den saw some pple's name on the board
i was thinking. nxt yr at this point
i tink i will suffer mental breakdown if i carnt see my name on the 4A's or 3A's list
dunnoe why
i just expect myself to like get A
still rmb during release of O's
the sch was flashing the names of the pple with the how many A1s
den when 7A1s dun have my name. i started to like panic
cos its like the possibility of getting kicked out frm vj is damn high liao
turns out there's an error
they nv record down my name
whatever. they shld like stop doing such things
its like 1 of my senior got 4As too but name nv appear on the list loh
anw i see the seniors get the results
i'm starting to feel scared about my A's
i'm like starting to wonder whether i will survive this year
since i carnt even handle this teeny weeny small common test
after watching went back lib to mug
nth was going inside my head
there was just exasperation n more frustration
there was at this point that i felt like screaming in the library
this is like the first time ever in my life of studying i felt so frustrated
organic chem rxns n group 2 n group 7 just simply sucks right to the core
well. u can consider today as a mental breakdown
hai. but now i'm okay
i shall jus resign to my inability to do chemistry
n why is chem postponed to friday?!
i jus wan to get done n over w my agony
argh
talkplaylove
8:33:00 PM
