it's a mixed up world.

20060228

i'm sry but dis entry will just be a reflection of the 2papers
maths was relatively okay
yup. nth much more to say.
econs is DISGUSTING
well. let me give an explanation of disgusting
it means extremely unpleasant and making you feel sick
maybe for others it was okay
but i totally felt that i would have done better by NOT going to the exam
i spent 2 1/2 hrs writing rubbish n stoning n of cos waiting for the exam to end
argh
ok. tmr physics shall nt repeat history
i shall try my best man
yes. off to study
3 papers down. 2 more to go!
jiayou jiayou. we can do it!!
fighting!

talkplaylove
8:35:00 PM

20060227

well. tdy i happily went to sch thinking there was no assembly
on the bus there was like hoards of pple so doesnt really matter
well. when i walk into the sch gate
i saw a huge bunch of j2s standing with mr seet
ok. i noe it spells bad news
turns out haf to go GO to repot
i tot jus write name only lohh
den i was like. ok. line up
so the pple started handing the person there their ezlink card
i was still thinking. maybe too many pple alr. cannot squeeze inside GO. so take our ezlink n scan or sth
OH MY
its like when the person is demanding me for the ezlink
i saw pple running awy
den i bo bian haf to give
for once i feel like an honest person
den turns out the person is gonna hand our ezliink to seet
rars. den we cannot only like collect during our free time
which is like after the freaking gp exam
WTH
totally spoiler of the day
i was still worried i carnt take the exam cos i only haf my ezlink as my identity
rars. luckily mr lim's a nice tcher
yup. erm gp compo was like okay
haha. cos i prepared for it
manage to dump in some of the things i read
compre kinda like sucked
fear fear n more fear. many fears
hai. hope i will like do okay
den aft the gp exam. went to collect my ez link
when mr seet saw my ezlink "woah. fujing. u must stay really fu jing. stay fu jing how can b late?"
erm. i think its a joke nt funny to me
yup. went home to haf lunch n grab my stuff
den went bac to sch lib to study
din do much. carnt even complete econs
argh.
i must like keep cool
yes. after more resting. i will read up my maths formulas n more econs
off i go

talkplaylove
6:58:00 PM

20060226

i went out to pp n bought like $30 worth of snacks n goodies
wth
i'm so gonna gym evryday after CT
dash home right after settling my stuff
i did electric fields again
yup. hope i have a better understanding
i'm now into reading all the GP stuff
i really wan to like do better in GP dis time
cos i got prepare loh
i've been like paying attn in gp tutorial this yr round
den i've been reading my time magazine as much as i can
i've been reading the materials mr ng gave these few days
yesss. i'm nt gonna walk in like a frog that jus jumped out from its wall dis time
i've been trying to like pile up some vocab
dunnoe will help not
later go inside the exam venue den mind blank
yah. but tmr exam shldn't be dat stressful lah. yup =x

anw an interesting statement i just saw
"the best bloggers weigh in on social and political issues, report nuggets of information that the national media miss or suppress and provide links to other bloggers with something sharp to say"
so i guess i'm the worst bloggers who talk abt my boring social and monoply life, report nonsense that pple might want to give it a miss or suppress. as for the links i provide. ohwells. i tink many pple blog more useful stuff den me

but blogs are suppose to be online diaries right
just that u dun haf to write it down on paper
but what i blog is what i tink i'll be writing in my diary if i ever keep one
except maybe for some thoughts n feelings
argh. but the good thing is
i will nv be sued for racist comments or political opposition comments
yuppp.
off to more GP reading

talkplaylove
9:43:00 PM

woke up at 9am today
when i said i want to wake up at 7am!
oh my. i overslept by 2hrs
wth
i finished my functions n 3d trigo
which means i have finished revising my math!
a good thing. harppy harppy
den i decided to like read thru gravitation again
hmmm. i tink i manage to like grasp the essence
hopefully in the exam. no more mixing up of the formulas
i can clearly rmb myself desperately figuring which is the right formula for the right definition during physics promo
history SHALL NOT repeat itself again
yupp.
n i cannot take it anymore
i shall step out of my house for a walk
before i go bersek or something
yuppp.
i shall come back n revise GP
i dunnoe how but i shall attempt

talkplaylove
1:48:00 PM

20060225

ah. the whole day was spend mugging at home
what i manage to complete was peanuts
i tried to complete maths
but was left with functions and 3d trigo
i did my national income accounting reading
dis includes understanding what is going on
yah. n thats all
the other time spent was walking all around in the hse except my study room
walking to the fridge to snack
going to toilets upteem times
pressing the remote control trying to find a show to watch
msn-ing.
surfing friendster
smsing
downloading songs from internet
oh. did i mention i 'm so addicted to zhang hui mei's new song- wo yao kuai le
OH MY TIAN
i'm doing evrything in the world except studying
wth is wrong with me
n the worst part is
my brain feels overloaded alr
argh

talkplaylove
11:55:00 PM

friday morning
i woke up a little later than usual
hmmm. i caught a late bus to school
the decision of going late was sth i regretted
went directly to lt3 for phys spa skill A
well. when the paper came i was stunned to see dat damn catapult
wth.
although i have thought of some factors for it b4
but i was really stunned
den my hert was beating so fast dat i couldnt think at all
i spent like 15mins trying to think of the 5 factors
but only managed to produce 4
by then i was like " i have to move on alr!"
totally quite a major disaster to start with
luckily i manage to write finish by the time it ended
i tink my expt is a good joke
argh. hope i get at least level 4
after spa went to library to study
did gravitation n electric fields
which was UNPRODUCTIVE
cos i cannot apply to solve questions at all
den rushed to physio at SGH
i went early this time because of a few reasons
1) i don't want to wait for the treadmill
2) i do not want to lie on that leg curl machine with all the sweats of those men who NV bring towel
3) i want to complete my 3 sets of exercise first so i don't have to wait after the drills
4) i wan more time to rest b4 starting the drills
n to my very horror:
i ask the physiotherapist when i will be taking my next biodex test
she was like " when u are able to like do 100KG for leg press"
horror horror n more horror
wth. firstly 100kg is like much heavier than myself
secondly i'm still at 65kg of weights
which means i still have a long way to go since i'm already struggling
thirdly. this means more physio sessions
arghhhhh. cries man
but physio wasnt tiring lah
was quite okay. din really sweat that much
except for the fact that pple stinks again n i forgot to bring my deodourant
after that went home
on the bus it was a total disastor
firstly this obasan tried to bang me with her butt so that she can squeeze further into the bus
i was thinking. so kiasu for wad. squeeze in alr also no seat for you
next. some auntie kept smiling at me cos i let her have the empty seat
after the bugis stop i found a seat
den i started dozing
well. miraculously i didnt drool all over the place
BUT my head was swaying at such a GREAT amplitude
dat finally i bang into a grandma sitting beside me
OH NO
i faster say sorry sorry
den i realise the next stop i haf to get off liao
wah. totally v blur
my legs were still wobbly
hah. anw my resolution after common test
i must go to the sch gym evryday
i must like reach 100kg for leg press!
i can do it
by then i tink my thigh will become some major pork chop
wth. so i haf to train the other leg too
horrifying

talkplaylove
12:01:00 PM

20060223

hmmm. tdy i made a new discovery
last time i bought rain's rainy day concert dvd
on the dvd it says there r like special features
but i watch here watch there like dun haf
yuen lai there are 2 disc =x
ok. call me a fan man
i din noe there was a second disc
n dat 2nd disc was all the special features n all
oh my. i had a great time watching them
rain is v funneh!
haha. n he really works damn hard for what he wants
n he cried when he got some award last yr
ahhh. touched. more motivated to study hard
haha. ok. den i went to sch for chem spa
which was quite a total horror cos i forgot to study 1 major part
but in the end still manage to like memorise n go for the exam
overall chem spa was alrights
yuppp
after that went to library to study
i brought econs mcq to do
haha. n a question got me laughing like mad
there was dis question abt like 2 countires
den 1 of them is called liliput
oh my. when i saw that word. i burst out laughing like mad
i mean its funny. cos its so lilipooooooot
haha. i'm so glad i wasnt in the N96 cohord
or else my econs mcq no need do le
i will be trying to control my laughter inside the examination hall
ok. i manage to like completer the sectionon comparative advantage
quite happy
den went home in the not so pouring rain
ahhh. i'm quite scared for physics skill A tml
i'm like worried about whether i will noe how to do the question
and whether i have time to like complete the whole thing
also memorising the format
n dun do stupid things that can casue some failure
arghhh.
pls come out something sane vjc tchers
do not torture me anymore with physics spa

talkplaylove
9:19:00 PM

20060222

we shld always look at the bright side of things
so wad if we have a common test
a pessimist will think that ct is gay n to the hell with
he or she will think that its doom to fail all the subs
no matter how hard he studies its no use
brain no capacity
organic chem is getting on his nerves
physics formulas r spinning inside his head
econs facts r rolled up inside that pea-ed brain
maths is confusing the alr v confused brain
stress stress n more stress
yah. dat was what i've been thru maybe for the past week
but dis week i will be a optimist
common test is good
it helps me to study
i wun be that stress when it comes to prelim
at least there is some impression of the things i have studied
i have at least done some practising
what is organic chem man!
throw me all the rxn conditions n i'm gonna memorise it upside down n throw it back to you!
econs is nothing man!
so what if i have a screwed up **** as a tcher
i'm gonna study and try my v best dat i can do w/o him!
just u wait
physics is nothing too
despite screwing up promos n past tests
i will practise hard n apply CORRECTLY during ct this time
maths will nt confuse me
i will let mr ho haunt me with all the words he said during lessons till ct is over
oh my. i feel that this entry is quite inspiring in a BAD way

talkplaylove
8:49:00 PM

20060220

okays. the only good thing that happen tdy was getting my victorians tee
but i nv get the lightbulb one YET
yupps. haha. i tink the t-shirts r damn nice
quite billabong-ish but its victorian
the whole day was boring to me i guess bcos i din really sleep well
i skipped chem lect to go home n sleep
like wow
but i nv regret it
cos i did some effective studying when i woke up
finished my oscillations&dynamics tutorial that was left haning since last yr
i did some tys questions on my own n overall it was okay
so i was glad. haha
den after that i didnt noe what to study
so i went to erm mask my face =x
n my father got a shock when i came out of the toilet
say i look like geisha
like thanks.
while masking. i FINALLY like finish reading my international trade notes
that includes understanding it
i'm really a slow poke at econs
okay. den later on i did some integration to like refresh my memory on it first
i'm like resting nw altho i didnt really think i did much
compared to whats left to study
but nevertheless
i will always look at the bright side
at least i did sth on my to-do list tdy!
n that full house phrase keeps flashing through my head for i dunnoe the reason
muahahas. maybe rain is telling me to jia you!
yess. haha. madness gone wild
yupp. aja aja fighting!

talkplaylove
10:41:00 PM

20060219

i shall blog abt my eventful 2 days at a go!

*SATURDAY*
morning suppose to go marine parade library n study
but the library was damn filled w pple
rars
so went back to parkway bk to study
i did some econs mcq
n started a bit on physics
met alvin&wai yip at bk
haha
went to buy b-day presents w jingting
after that afternoon went to gym
i ran 2.8km
strided on the cross trainer for 5km
cycled 15km
feel damn accomplished man
n my weight load increased by a bar
woohoo :D
after that got home to bathe and change
met lynne&peiwen at pp busstop
took 196 to clementi interchange
a decision which i regretted that day
cos damn 196 bus ride to the interchange was damn long
n i was feeling quite unwell for the whole bus ride
felt like puking and there was a major headache going on
when we finally alighted we went to get some bubble tea
felt much better after that
den we met the other of the 46ers at the 165 or 156 bus stop
haha.
the journey to pandan valley seemed simple
but acacia court complicated the whole thing
we kinda walked 1 big detour to reach there
when we got down we were split to two grps
yupp
i went to the non-brown grp. haha
the two guys were called lincoln and gok hoe i tink
well. they really like broaden my mind abt overseas studies
like what i used to think of it was quite narrow
and they made a good comparison with local studies
the only ironical thing abt such thing is
since we might regret what we r gonna decide now
why shld we decide
seriously
i dunnoe what to take so i wun regret
or maybe regretting ur decision is part of the whole thing?
i shall nt ponder too much. cos still need to write reflections to mr ng
the journey home i took mrt
which was totally much better
yup. first time i love the mrt man
haha. reached home at like 1130
but i couldn't get to sleep till like 1 plus

*SUNDAY*
had to wake up at 730 tdy
but i couldn't
woke and plunge back to sleep lah!
den i was late meeting shuting
we went to bedok 7-11 to buy mars bars for those playing
ok. btw tdy was judo kyu grade competition
yup. and those playing was izam, jason, juan cheng, audrey & shafeeq
ah. and jason&juan cheng kicked off with their first bouts
and they thrashed their opponents flat!
juan cheng went in and directly did an ippon-means doing a full throw
jason went in and pin the person down within like 5seconds?
woah. izam went in and ippon the person too
audrey also! shaf also!
evrybody won their first bout man
n is those totally thrash the person wan
it was a good start!
the four others breezed through their 2nd bout excpet for shaf
he fought with this rj guy which was quite loserish to me
but he won cos the guy tapped in the end
means the guy give up on the comp cos cannot tahan
but i v sad for shaf for his 3rd bout
he was playing this hci guy which i thought was quite cute before tdy
BUT i felt shaf played better
but he lost cos it was golden score
that hci guy manage to counter him n throw shaf
rah. then he was knocked out
but the other 4. the made it to the finals you know!
dat means we secure gold&silver alr!
first was audrey's match
she lost. but get silver for girls 5th-6th kyu lightweight category
then it was izam's match
was damn jin zhang for the whole thing
cos izam keep cannot throw the person
both sides were shouting like mad
but in the end he managed to do a nice ippon throw n clinced the gold medal for the 5th-6th kyu middle weight mens category
woah woah woah!
den it was jason vs jaun cheng for the medal
jason won. as i predicted. haha
so both of them clinched the gold and silver for the 5th-6th kyu lightweight mens category
YAYS! so in total. 2 gold& 2 sliver
highlight of the day was the finals of 1st-2nd kyu middleweight mens category
cos it was fought by my eye-candy :D
n he won! with a stunning impactful throw
damn happy tdy lah!
yupps. nw i fear izam asking me to go on stage n announce the results
i will just go and bang a wall
haha
it was really an eventful weekend

talkplaylove
10:12:00 PM

20060217

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(known to self and others)

cheerful, friendly, trustworthy

Blind Spot

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(known only to self)

helpful, kind

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60% of people agree that fujing is friendly
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talkplaylove
11:42:00 PM

happy friday!
morning had sc elections speech again
n that ricky martin guy totally rocked my socks
you bang, i bang, he bang, she bang, we bang, vjc bang, peagasus bang
wth. totally rocked the whole house
yupp. n i voted for him
wahahas
so i can get more chance to like see his funny actions in the future
after that was maths&physics tut
den PE
haha. played touch rugby
a game i dun tink i will ever like
cos its like defying human instinct to toss the ball forward
thats what i feel
n i'm nt a v strategic person
so obviously the game is nt for me
so i just helped to fill in the space for my team's defence line
after that was 3 periods of chem tut
sianiffied man
n have to move ard evry period
but sch ended after that!
went tot take my passport photo
hahaha
the person's comments was
"relax.straigthen.. relax. straighten"
so am i suppose to relax or straighten?
haha. i hope the picture comes out fine man
cos i nv took a passport photo in my life that actually looks good
all looks fugly

met mum at parkway
haha.
erm. i bought a pair of 3/4pants n a top at espirit
it was the top of my $178.90 outfit!
it was on discouunt
so girl's natural instinct is to GRAB it
it was on 30% discount btw
the pants was %50 discount
yays. happy
went home. bathe n slept for awhile
i was trying to do some econs but apparently failed.
hai. i'm off to survivor

talkplaylove
9:54:00 PM

20060216

morning had house meeting for sc elections
hah. i totally found that "let me introduce to you my brother" catholic high guy funny
but the nominees do nt really look dat promising though
hope tmr's round will be better
yuppp
hmmm. tdy the lessons r okay lah
maths lect was enjoyable
haha. i really like the stats lecturer
nt being bias or anything
but hes really good
yup
gp tdy we fun
watched animal farm
the communism portrayed through pigs show
it would 've been better if we can finished it
sometimes i wonder since i'm so interested in history
why did i take econs
which brings me to the econs lect
i slept for like quite long
den i wake up
but i still managed to catch up w the lectruer
but nw all the macreconmics stuff r v hard
i'm nt really the person who want to know such stuff
hai. there is like no incentive for me to read the notes
so i alr conclude i most prob is gonna fail the econs common test
after sch tdy i went w the judo guys to ran 3.2km
first time running outside ever since my knee op
but stamina v lousy
run den stop den run
hai
i must train up!
den after runnign me & lynne actually wanted to take the photo thing
but it closed!
rars
which means we will take tmr
den went lib to study
n the damn lib had to close early tdy
when my engine to do chem hydroxy was vromming
i was just a few question away from completing the tutorial lah
ahhhh
came home n fell asleep after bathing
just woke up
yah. shall go n study
bye

talkplaylove
8:19:00 PM

20060215

tdy morn i tried to wake up early n chiong to sch
however didnt really make it in time 4 dat ulupandan ting
there was a total defence talk
slept n stone for most of it
physics lect was okay
yupp
chem lect was a total horror
it seems like the tcher is chanting some unknown lang continuosly
i fell asleep
econs. nth much more to say
maths was okay
hai. after sch stayed for awhile to do my physics spa
thinking of the factors can die alr
argh. i feel sian abt blogging this lah
n i'm quite stressed over the fact that i'm nt feeling stress altho commong test is in less than 2 weeks?!
i have like no goal as in wad i'm studying for nw
it seems like i'm doing so bcos evryone ard me is doing so
n i just follow suit
hope the ulupandan thing will like help me
many things running thru my head nw
hai

*oh. and v-day sweets n chocs r still evrywhere in my rm
i tink i must faster like finish them or else they will like rot
haha

talkplaylove
9:33:00 PM

20060214

me n my tub of ice cream. haha. i totally love this pic. with credits of tracy. haha

us and our sunflowers. from left. peiwen lynne me

me w the sunflower from seth. it still looks good but the situation of tt flower nw is ahems. haha

talkplaylove
8:08:00 PM

tdys v-day 2006!
yupp. morning i left the house with like 5 bags lah
my mum said i look like i jus came back from some major shopping trip
i took the bus
so i left my bags on the floor
i almost left that gucci bag on the bus
cos it rolled to the back of the seat
sth lidat
lucky i checked b4 got off the bus
after assembly was the revealing of angelmortal
erm. haha. it was quite funny
to see wad pple give each other
erm. my mortal came to find me instead
cos i was standing n watching instead of giving my presents
yup. den later on my angel came
erm. gave him
n he said " i ordered flowers for you but i dunt tink u will receive"
erm woah. wad a comment
den the cls went for physics prac
which totally turned out to be the gift giving period
LOL
i shall thank each person who gave
thanks to
my mortal who gave a pair of earrings
amanda who gave toblerone
tracy who gave a heartshape cookie& a nice note with a purple band!
steph for that starshaped cookie which looked super nice
waiyip&junlong for the s46badge and note
bj for the nice green note and clip
daniel&jfoo for that magnet w my name
clarence&those who shared with him for the ferrer rocher
peiwen for the lollipop and nice green note
lynne for the bag of sweets n stuff
debbie for the toblerone
justina for the froggy chocolate
seth for his sunflower!-it was my first flower ever on v-day for my 17yrs of life
louisa for the nice elephant keychain n dumbby dino keychain
dawn for the flowers she made herself
shuting for her toblerone
qixin&cynthia for the vv chocolatey crumb they made
jerome for the super big tub of ice-cream which is eat until damn full
jingting for her flower altho it was withering when it came
hope i didnt really leave anyone out okays
yup. oh my angel said he oprdered sunflowers
but i didnt receive
sad lei
n my tj friends also nv receive
there was a major screw up in the orders n lack of flowers
n i heard that there was a gang fight at the florist
jus gang fight from outsiders lah
hahaha. damn cocked up
ohwells. hope the flowers will come soon
n i'm trying to salvage my poor withering flowers
okay i shall post a few photos tdy

talkplaylove
7:34:00 PM

20060212

yesterday morning. means saturday lah
er. met justina at 9 at pp
went to gym
we started running
haha. miss fujing ran 2.2km in 16mins
which means she is still failing 2.4
which means she have to go and do more gym
run at a faster speed
after running did some weights n used the cross trainer
walked on the treadmill also
yup. justina ran 5km lei
damn hiong lah she
after that went back home to bathe den chiong out again
suppose to meet jingting, zhengxi & yunhong to study
but jingting last min pangseh cos she injured her leg
so left me ):
i reached airport first although i was late alr
i went to candy empire to shop for v-day present
altho i was planning to buy all on monday wan
but since i was waiting for the 2 slowpokes
i go and see see loh
oh. n i started grabbing the sweets like free
i bought sth nice for the class
but i almost emptied the whole box
plus the few others
the person was shocked at the rate i was buying lah
but i tink she happy loh
cos money rolling in
den she almost make me buy down the whole shop lah
introducing me to evry sweet she has
yup. but i think i was done with the v-day presents
except for angel&mortal thingy wan of cos
den met up with zhengxi
went to bk to study
seriously nxt time i shld muzzle zx
he keeps launching into a new topic every now and den
the session was of cos nt v good
cos i din get to complete anything i planned for the day
but of cos the gossip knowledge increased lah
ohwells
we went tm for dinner
den i bought my cards to write on
den we went home

oh anw the most interesting topic we talked abt was abt virginity
girls these days r losing them too fast
if u've watched the first epi of tab tv u will know
i dunnoe whether the trend is good in modern society lah
but i'm considered a conservative and innocent woman i guess
hahahaha
but its interesting to talk abt this when u're bored
finally sth to spice up my boring week
lol

talkplaylove
12:27:00 PM

20060210

i'vent been blogging abt the past few days
i shall like blog abt the week now

tuesday
i carnt really rmb anything significant that happen though
just the long lectures and boring tutorials
and more n more hw to come
oh. me n peiwen went cycling during the long break
aft sch the s46 girls went to the student lounge to chill
we watched mean girls
to me its the Nth time n i really mean it
ohwells. its still a nice show nonetheless.
i still like the girl in plastics with psychic power to forecast the weather with her ahems
haha. shes like my all time favourite bimbo
lol
later that we went for jts
it was good cos i finally manage to interact with the junior cls
n know pple
yup. altho i feel dat jts last yr was better
yeah. n i din managed to finish the seafood platter
dunnoe y i was struggling to swallow all the food
oh. tim's swordfish was totally huge.
humongous i shld say
yup. tuesday was nt really a happening day

wednesday
it was a short day
**** was slacking during lesson again
the cls went out for lunch
after that i met my mum to do some daily necessity shopping
went home doing minimal amt of hw
rar. nt really a happening day also

thursday
chiong econs essay aft sch
den went for judo pt
gymed
den i cycled again

friday
mock napfa 2.4
i totally suck
the mental power is there
but the knee power is nt there
i shall start training like mad
yes. i'm gonna run 2.4
haha
physio tdy was horrible as usual
the physiotherapist say she actually misses me
LOL
i sweated like mad n i almost died of all the BOs
yuppp
tmr morning i shall go run w justina
yays.i realise this week is damn boring
or shld i say when it comes to j2
it means u haf no life

talkplaylove
10:22:00 PM

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Craig David- One last dance

One last dance with you
Even though what we have is strong
Both of us know that we've done wrong
You could lose everything
Need to give it up
Just one last dance with you
For all the moments that we shared
All the lies they don't compare
You gotta go back to him
And I realize that every time I see your face I know
There's a part of me that can't bear to let you go

And I would give my heart
Give you the world
Risk losing everything I got
I'd give it all to you
Though I don't wanna stop
I know it's the right thing to do.....yeah

One last dance with you
So hard to find the words to say
But I can't see any other way
Girl you've risked everything
Time to give it up
Just one last dance with you
And though it breaks my heart to leave
We both know it's time to let it breathe
You gotta go back to him
Girl I realize that every time I see your face I know
There's a part of me that can't bear to let you go

And I would give my heart
Give you the world
Risk losing everything I got
I'd give it all to you
Though I don't wanna stop
I know it's the right thing to do.....yeah

So many times we tried to hold back
We been here before now girl
And it feels so cruel, yeah
A million tears won't change the fact that
I find it hard to play the game
When I feel like i'm the one to blame

But I would give my heart
Give you the world
Risk losing everything I got I'd give it all to you
Though I don't wanna stop
I know it's the right thing to do.....yeah

And I would give my heart
Give you the world
Risk losing everything I got I'd give it all to you
And make our peace with god I know it's the right thing to do...yeah

this song makes me cry

talkplaylove
11:23:00 PM

tdy was a bad day at the start
cos of ****
seriously i tink i can publish a book abt 101 ways why u shld nt like ****
i mean whats the point of me doing the damn tutorial when u dowan go thru properly
n i feel damn cheated by the chinese stall lah
they always give v little rice loh
okays. dats beside the point
tdy my meal cost $2
i ordered veggie, tau gay n beef lah
i suspect its the beef's fault
but the tau gay was totally disgusting
i shall nv buy from the chinese stall again!
unless in desperate situations
anw went to the student lounge tdy
nicely furnished
n the soccer thing. i dunnoe wad u call dat
its damn addictive n fun lah!
me, pw, lynne vs bj, daniao, jfoo
unfortunately the guys won cos this was my first time playing
n bcos of that game
we ponnned chem lect :(
hai. den the remaining time i didnt really do anything fruitful also
so i was sitting at the canteen benches
chit chatting w the girls
den suddenly there was dis msg from louisa
"pon lecture right turtle..i'm behind your shell"
*btw for those who dunnoe louisa calls me a turtle but of cos i'm not a turtle*
den i laugh like mad man. i mean it wasreally funny to me lah. haha
den we chit chat until sth qutie funny
den another msg from louisa
"laugh until so unglam.. still must wave flipper"
ahhh. its damn funny. till nw i'm still laughing hard at the 2 smses
after dat. went to pp w justina to buy present for my mortal
we spent like 2hrs plus walking here n there in pp
n we finally bought the present when we reached desperation
went home to do my letter
i tink i do until damn nice
haha. first time in my lfie my art doesnt sucks
ohwells
i shall hop to hw
haha

talkplaylove
9:57:00 PM

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oh. i must blog this down man
the historical moment of my mum
haha. jus nw at lunch
my dad suddenly ask
"eh. u tink mama prettier dis few days?"
i was like shocked. stunned. loss for words
den i ask my mum " what u do?"
she diam diam dowan ans
den i ask again " u went for hair implants? facelift? eye mask?"
she said no
den i tink again. " u used my face masks huh?"
den she nodded
den i burst out laughing like mad man
i mean the first time i bought face mask
she was down dere saying she nv used a face mask in her entire life
den complaining i shldnt waste $ on such things
but who knows the future man
she used it
haha. i ask her when she used
she said she used it on chu er
when i went yh's hse to play mahjong
cos i came home late
so she got the chance to use
oh man. i'm still laughing like mad
conclusion : nowsdays auntie all v hip liao man
further conclusion : who knows what the girls these days will do when dey become auntie man
HAHAH. i will laugh 30yrs down the road time if i ever go for a facelift or hair implants
LOL

talkplaylove
12:17:00 PM

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tdy had mock napfa
i'm prouda myself :D
first we ran 4 rounds on the track
which the whole cls was totally funny
we line up like some army squad
running on 1 lane in 1 straight line
den we change formation to like some migration birds one
haha. n i ran 4 rounds!
first time i run past the mark of 1.5km
i ran 1.6km! haha. 100m more only la
den incline
wahahahas. all the gym has helped
frm sec sch till nw
my record can nv pass 3 wan lah
but tdy. i pulled 4
actually i tink i can cont pulling but i tink i go do more gym den pull lah
sbj was the worst nightmare tdy
cos physio i only jump around 90-100cm
den tdy the passing mark was 163?!
at first i jump like at the 150 range
den second round i managed to pass
like i jump n slide to 180 there i tink if i nv see wrongly
so the tcher let me pass
yays
happy happy
aft pe was like 3 periods of chem tutorial
n i did nuts for grp2
so i like go there to copy ans sheet wan lah
n mr yeo was so fast!
i was telling peiwen if i write any faster
my pen will catch fire
hahahaha
aft sch me n lynne went to my other condo there
we changed to swimsuits
haha. i floated ard in the swimming pool lah
den we started our first tanning session
we applied sunblock
started lying there
at first it was damn hot
like the sun gonna burn you
den as time goes on. its like fine
i just hate tanning the back part
v uncomfortable
ohwells
we tanned from 2plus to 4plus
2hrs of tan
n my back tanline is damn er xin
i hate it
well, when i reach home
my mum couldn't see any difference lah!
wth. she say just my face alittle bit rd only!
when i dun tink my face is red
anw. i tink now i'm suffring the effects of tanning
whole body damn hot
i have drank N times of ice water to cool myself
ohwells
but my first tanning session in my life was okay lah
hope pple can see the difference man
yup. n i totally hate survivor exile island's first epi
cerie sucks!

talkplaylove
11:09:00 PM

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i'm suffering from cny blues
the days of slacking during cny were so shiok
no tutorials done
no revision done
dat is wad life shld be
rars. n the first thing tchers did today was to pile us with more hw
like econs
omg
i wonder if i can ever finish
with that thick stack of international trade notes to finish
gp essay
more tutorials
arghhh
okay. i shall nt complain further
anw s46 peeps reading dis entry
i tink we shld haf our jts soon right
yuppp. if we still wan the jts
yah. n i tink mock napfa is tmr
which i tink i will just fail in all aspects
bad bad bad
yah. i guess theres nth much to blog abt alr
ciao

talkplaylove
8:40:00 PM