20050810yay yay yay!
i no need go barefoot tml
phews~
all the embarrasment is saved
but i tink i'm in even deeper shit now
today is my apptmt with the SGH doctor
first i went for my x-ray
i requested to x-ray both of my legs
just to make sure the left knee-recent injury is ok
den went to see the doc
the doc says my right knee although got grating sound
but its nt serious.
just need to cont medication n physio
when he came to my left knee
he did some tests n i felt pain
actually i suspected i tore my ligament some time ago
since i always lose my balance
den he kinda diagnosed its a ligament tear
actually i wasnt dat worried cos pple norm say ligament will heal
BUT. the ligament i tore is inside wan. some complex name it has
n the doc says it wun heal itself
so i need surgery
he asked me to go for this MIR scan. which will confirm the diagnosis
its costs $350. like a bomb
after the MIR scan. i will go for surgery
n he said he most prob diagnose correctly
but ask me go for MIR scan so we know the exact situation
like how wonderful can it get. a surgery
which most prob cost like a nuclear bomb
n leave a ugly fugly scar on my knee
n who noes there might b this big cast on it too
n i really haf to stop training now.
budden! i still wan to go.
i certainly will go for gym lah
as for gi training. i tink my mum will most prob chop me if i go
but i tink for the moment i shall just watch
RAHS. i just wan to get done n over with this thing
the fees r a major problem now
its like the funds r exceeding n my surgery fee will most prob kill the insurance company.
but if i dun claim. i most prob kill my own too. rahs. i shld just pray that the doctor diagnose wrongly n i wun need a surgery
but dat possibility seems bleak
i'm so in deep shit
somebody pull me out
i'm just depressed over my stupid knees
trying to stop tinking bout them
i'm living in self denial
RAHHHHS.
i dowan surgery!! i dowan any MIR scans!
i just wan normal knees. is it dat hard?
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talkplaylove
8:23:00 PM
