20050803project work is something dat moe sent to crush you
i'm sure nobody is ever gonna b interested in pw
but it's just there to irritate you
make you stress
make you worried
make you lose your brain cells
in the end you might nt even gt ur desired grade
right nw most of us just dun have the time to spare to do it
it's so hard to coordinate
i just want project work to be done n over
i dun understand why lecturers want to go at lightning speed
skipping examples
why must they presume we understand?
lidat i'm just wasting my time in lecture whn i have to re-study again at home
i'm hating organic chem
but i'm still quite alright w alkanes
but i can forsee worse things coming
i still have no idea how to improve on my gp
although surprisingly i'm nt down for remedial
i'm addicted to subway cookies
esp double choc flavour
they r just heavenly
makes me happy (:
but...
sinful :(
vectors 7.3 is a long tedious tutorial
can you believe i spent the whole entire day just doing 2 questions from the tys?
judo photo taking was alright.
the seniors got to wear tie w college uniform
the juniors have to wear gi
which i declare i look like a major white dumpling
we took quite alot of photos
not bad. haha
training for me today was bad
cos i injured my knee again halfway
but i continued training anyway.
dunnoe whether it was a good or bad choice
cos i performed worse than usual
which is equals to horrendous
i was damn hesistant during sparring
just let people attack n throw
i'm in a dilemma right now whether i wan to take grading
i will see after nxt week's apptment w the doctor
i must improve!
anyway i heard from dawn that the doc said she cannot do sports even when she recovers. the news struck me bad
her injury is much worse than me.
and its like cannot do sports. to me i will just break down
i feel lost actually. dunnoe why
just hope that she will get well soon
i hope that the doctor diagnose wrongly though
we shall see how it goes
today's entry is so random. very diff style lei. haha
right now my knee feels super loose
i just hate myself for being so useless
talkplaylove
10:18:00 PM
