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    20050731
    woke up at 530am tdy
    tried to do some work
    well. apparently i only lasted till 730
    which i read a few pages of econs&chem
    den i plunged to bed again
    suppose to meet at 930 at tanah merah for pw
    but i woke up at 845
    how wonderful mansss
    den whn i went to the bus stop. i saw 31 whiz pass me
    in the end i took 197 to bedok interchange den another bus to tanah merah
    we walked up to ahs. hahaha
    debbie was so relieved she got into nygh. lol
    we were in sweat whn we reached the school
    went to all saint's church. waited for church service to end
    den we interviewed a few pple
    first were 2 undergrads.
    then another 17&18 boys. i recog dat 1 was frm ahs last time
    well. dis 17yr old guy cracked the joke of the day
    he said he wld rather be cremated cos if the doctor diagnose wrongly. he might wake up in the coffin
    hahhaaha!
    lastly we interviewed the pastor
    he's damn nice & friendly. gave us alot information
    anw during the interviews i'm pretty amazed at the way dat christians do nt fear death. they seem calm n relatively open to talking about death
    while for chinese its kinda a taboo to talk about them though
    hahah
    whn the interviews ended. i was super happy mans
    we made a new height today yet again
    wanna thank shuling. my netball junior who's a member of all saints church
    she helped me with dis interviews today! shes been a great help to our pw
    oh mans. pw definitely got better with tdy
    we went macs to eat lunch n discuss on some other stuff
    den i went to cinne to meet meiting
    haben seen dat girl since dunnoe whn
    its been months..
    yup. we met up n chat lah
    den dawn. haiyoooo
    she came to meet us n she want to meet someone else too!
    n she spent money buying present too!
    me&meiting both agree dat she zhong se qing you!
    hahaha. so much for 4 yrs of friendship. lol
    ok. joking lah. hahahah
    i bought a pair of bangs today!
    metallic greeen. wooo. nice nice
    so much for me trying to save money.rahs
    well. tml's new month. so i will save like mad. hope so
    n i din do work dis weekend again. rahssss

    talkplaylove
    8:00:00 PM



    20050730
    dis morn went to the career fair w audrey
    attended the us university talk
    took alot of brochures
    made me realise dat i shld start planning 4 the future
    i still havent got a clue on wad i wan to do
    i would like to go to us to study aft a's
    but i do not haf dat kind of finance
    n my grades r just average which wun make it 4 a scholarship
    let alone a fairly good university
    but seriously i hate studying in singapore
    i wan to go overseas to experience new things
    bahhhs. dis is kinda frustrating
    whn i got home i had a talk w parents
    my dad doesnt approve cos of financial problems
    my mum wans to support but again. financial problems....
    if i'm going to pursue overseas studying
    i really haf to tink about my future nw
    n not to say start working hard.
    stop slacking
    stop daydreaming
    stop spending on unneccessary stuff
    rahs. dis is irritating
    i shall put dis thing to after promos den start tinking real hard abt it

    talkplaylove
    7:55:00 PM



    20050729
    i'm just ABIT dumb
    tdy i forgot to off the recurrent alarm on my phone
    so 6:20am it rang
    n my phone was in the study rm
    i stumble outta bed to to switch it off
    argh. den i went to sleep again
    and i dunnoe y dis few days i lie in bed i feel giddy
    like the surroundings is swirling
    mayb indonesia haf earthquake agn? hahaha
    slept till 10am. i felt even more tired
    rahs. changed.pack bag den go sch
    i din go for pe. cos i see no point in it as i will just b injuring my knee further
    n moreover i haf mc till aug
    reach sch. haha. the cls at the moment was pathetic
    n the canteen feel deserted
    i guess many pple pon-ed
    whn the day went on. i felt more n more dat i shld haf stayed at home
    econs tutorial was as usual boring. haix
    n i tink i haf to start reading the notes cos i wun make it if i do last min work for econs. yup.
    chem lecture was a major disaster
    i was kinda lost all the way
    the lecturer went at lightning speed
    i barely had time to tink over wad she said
    let alone highlight!
    organic chem seriously sucks
    my weakest area in chem
    i jus dun haf the ability to see the carbon chains or draw isomers
    rahs. lucky there was no spa for me tdy
    so i spent the 2 periods in library
    i completed limits tutorial! accomplishment (:
    anw mr ng talk to me tdy abt pon-ing college day
    bahhs. nxt time i shld just pon the whole day
    project work was a MAJOR TURNING POINT tdy
    during project work i was so relieved tt i came to sch tdy
    for the past few months my grp hasnt been able to progress
    we kept getting stuck. n we went offtrack
    tdy mr ng came to help us
    then the discussion went on n we realised that our topic can fit into both tasks simultaneously!
    it was horrifying. at a moment i was totally lost
    luckily in the end we manage to decide on the right task n whre are we heading
    *phews~
    tdy's pw was so crucial mans. n i'm finally starting to get extremely worried about pw. theres lotsa things to b done n time is running out
    well. i just haf to stay optimistic
    i told myself dat i carnt hate pw
    if i hate it i wun b able to do things right
    yup. i haf to keep that mentality
    aft sch i bought chee cheong fun frm the snack stall auntie
    there was a huge bob of yellowish oil floating at the side!
    omg. its disgusting. wad is the aunite doing man
    lucky i nv mix it
    or else i ate oil lahs!
    haha. n i saw mdm hidayah tdy in sch!
    she came bcos of the robotics event held in vj
    shes the robotics tcher in charge i tink
    so excited to see her
    went up to her to say hi n talk a while
    ahs team nv win. n shes sad. cos of the lighting at the concourse
    nt vv sure y dey lost
    n tdy there was a big influx of outsiders. sch was kinda crowded
    walked home w lynne tdy
    there was dis bunch of girls in front of us
    dey were walking slowly.
    dats beside the point
    n they kept littering! outside vj somemore
    wtf is dis
    carnt they just hold on to the rubbish n throw it at the nearest bin?
    hope some plain-cloth police catch them!
    hahaha
    whn i reached home i went to sleep
    i'm still feeling as tired as ever nw. rahs
    n i did the 16 pf test
    some personality test lah
    n i tink the test is total crap!
    i either chose the bad options-reflecting hw bad i am
    or i chose ?- mainly cos the questions were just too chim for my little brain to ponder
    n the last few questions were english and math
    n i had to rack my brains
    i bet the results will b so inaccurate
    i shld do some work. i'm laggin behind in almost evrything!
    rahs

    talkplaylove
    8:33:00 PM



    20050728

    she's on duty. go n watch it if u havent! its real nice! Posted by Picasa

    talkplaylove
    10:02:00 PM




    they are sparring! ahhh. n its judo somemore! hw cool! Posted by Picasa

    talkplaylove
    10:02:00 PM




    hes all ready to kick sum ass! he fights damn well can! (: Posted by Picasa

    talkplaylove
    10:00:00 PM




    ahhhh! my hunk! hes protecting the girl frm bullies! his real name is gong yun. his name in the show is so-young. hes damn shuai! Posted by Picasa

    talkplaylove
    9:59:00 PM



    hah. tdy was a shorter thurs
    louii went onstage to collect the soccer mania medal tdy!
    haha. so i got 1 medal. lol. owe all dis to team SOME members
    tdy only had maths tutorial.maths lect n econs tutorial
    anw. dear qixin gave me her baked cookies to eat tdy!
    it was super chocolatey. sinful :( but i liked it nevertheless
    helped me to keep awake during maths lect
    haha. maths lect was funneh
    first peiwen confused me.
    spent my time pondering over some simple thing
    turns out dat peiwen was confused! hahaha
    secondly lynne did sth hilarious
    she was dozing off lahs. den she wrote down
    "differentiate w.r.t GOH"
    wahahahhas. she was tinking of mr goh! lol
    2 periods of econs was crawling long.
    lucky da niao was crappy. kept me entertained
    aft econs sch finally ended! yays
    me n lynne quickly went outta sch
    went cinneleisure
    ate at dis laoyapok restaurant
    we went in there cos there was dis half price offer
    but it turned out to be CRAP!
    we seriously got cheated!
    the service was SLOW.
    can i say i waited at least 10mins for my food
    n lynne waited even longer
    cos whn i finished she was still waiting
    n the desert sucks!
    ice cream scoop so small. cake nt nice wan
    den the service charge was still so high!
    i'm nv ever gonna step into the place again
    n whn it was time to bill
    we didnt haf enuff $$
    so i went out to draw $$ n come bac to pay
    so malu sia
    den we went to watch movie
    caught "shes on duty"
    korean show! haha
    dis time it was super nice
    it has all the elements
    action.comedy.violence.suspense.horror.romance
    n there was dis hunk inside the show!
    he's damn shuai n he can fight well. ohh no.
    i'm getting infatuated
    wad happens to my jung ji-hoon
    u see dats y i like korean shows
    the language is nice. the actors r good looking
    they haf good sense of humour
    n evry other things just seems right
    hahahaha.
    aft movie we went to walk ard
    went into the og beside hereen
    u noe the place whre it has been forever saying warehse sale
    haha. we decide to step in
    first time me went inside
    well. there's lotsa stuff there!
    n the clothes r cheap n relatively nice
    haha. i shall visit there someday agn
    then we went home
    haha. i ponned college day
    since we will just b watching frm cctv
    n i will most prob stone dere
    may as well dun go
    hahahaha
    i'm still stuck to the movie. its sooo nice (:

    talkplaylove
    8:25:00 PM



    20050727
    today morn had assembly.
    but spastic me went to the clsrm to find nobody
    den heard the announcement saying there's assembly
    hmmm. i tink my pw is still doing "fine" at the moment
    hope we will push on further. hahaha
    went into LT1 tdy to find dat the lt reek of urine
    totally disgusting. so i ponned phys lect
    i fell asleep a while during chem tutorial tdy. rahhhs
    during the 2 period break i din go study.
    ended up chatting w dawn n gerald
    gp i was plain slacking
    aft sch went library.
    i copied some notes den fell asleep
    n i drooled on my foolscap. how pathetic
    den accompany lynne go chem remedial
    aft dat i slacked a while den went library again
    well apparently i slack agn!
    i only read 3 pages of organic chem
    den i started sleeping agn!
    den whn i woke up. i totally had no mood to study
    so i asked ami&peishan go canteen to eat!
    bwaaahs. den went for training
    tdy training was at a small area
    we did some drills i nv do b4 wan.
    felt like i was in the army though
    i didnt play tachiwaza tdy. sensei ask me dont too
    but i played newaza. whre i once again confirm dat i suck at ground work
    den my pants got blood sia. dunnoe who's
    i bit my mouth accidentally. how wonderful
    but we did learn more tdy. so neutralised the effect
    haiyer. i'm so slack tdy!
    cannot stand it. promos is like a huge monster approaching towards me
    ever ready to just stamp me flat lahsss!
    if i cont to carry on lidat i will be super screwed
    better buck up mdm fujing!
    n i need to improve alot in judo too!
    MOTIVATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    talkplaylove
    8:53:00 PM



    20050726

    i wan my jung ji-hoon! hes hot n hes super cute! Posted by Picasa

    talkplaylove
    11:11:00 PM



    tdy morn it was raining heavily
    whn i woke up. could feel the breeze. damn shiok
    hw i wish i can fall bac to bed for another slumber
    i was vv lazy to take a freaking umbrella to sch
    so i wanted to flag a cab. apparently didnt succeed
    so took a bus to sch.i hate rainy days
    morn dun haf assembly. slacked in the canteen
    went com lab. read 2 blogs there
    1 was about the soccer thing. well. dunnoe who dat blogger is
    but life is really lidat.
    u work hard n ur efforts r nt recognised
    but nevertheless. u still haf to work hard.
    at least there is still hope for ur efforts to be recognised
    the other blog was damn cool sia.
    dunnoe whose also.
    but it was vv funneh
    den went library to do hw
    i did some maths. trying to guess formulaes so as to ans the ques
    whn there were many snrs i could ask. haha
    den it was time for econs lect
    den i realise i din bring my notes
    oh wonderful. so me n lynne ponned
    peiwen came sch much later. hahaha
    den we 3 were calling each other slackers whn we ourselves r slackers. lmao
    i was about to give up on organice chem during tutorial tdy
    lucky peiwen n jeremy tried to explain to me
    den whn ms ng called me up to go do. i got it correct!
    so i decided dat i will put in more effort to it nw
    anw. jfoo cracked a stupid joke tdy " chem is try. so lets go n try"
    haha. hope u get the joke.
    the rest of the day went on... until physic tutorial
    n i'm freee!
    went to do gym.only exercised leg tdy. cos of physio
    actually i was suppose to go mug w louii
    but i pangseh-ed her to go play bball
    sorry louii. hope dat brownie wun make u sad
    i promise nxt week i will go mugging!
    so me, lynne, shaf, dick, kenneth went to play bball
    it was a super hilarious session
    evryone had their spastic moments
    n i spent more thn half of the time laughing at the guys
    esp dick&kenneth
    doing funky actions. n i tink kenneth was trying to imitate mark
    owels. hahaha
    but lynne got caught by tan nia
    cos she wore skirt to play. she din haf black shorts
    she was wearing blue one
    but unluckily got caught by tan again
    n we were jus about to leave larhs! haix
    but tan is nice to girls. he nv really scolded her but ask her to see him tml
    well. hope is nt detention though
    hmmm. walked home
    its been long since i exercise so much. nt counting judo
    miss those days whre i will just play aft sch
    but ever since my knee got injured n midyrs
    i haf been spending my free time rotting in the library.
    haix. n i still haf piling hw
    well. i shall go do dem nw. boohoos

    talkplaylove
    8:48:00 PM



    20050725
    in times of troubled
    we always have to stay strong
    evry cloud has a silver lining
    n god will make a way for all of us
    with love and strength for each new day

    hope the message i extracted frm a few places will help those that are going thru difficult times.esp my clsmate. yeah. stay strong ok :)

    talkplaylove
    9:44:00 PM



    20050724
    i haf a feeling dis entry will b vv long since ytd was such an eventful day
    my physiotherapy appointment is 11.15am
    i woke up at 9.45am.
    so cannot take bus thre liao. since it takes 1hr
    my mum didnt want to cos its a long walk frm bus stop to SGH block1,2,3
    somemore is walk up a hill. hahahaha
    so we cabbed there!
    reach there at 10.45. quite early sia
    but ytd vv little pple. so i didnt really wait vv long
    so i step into the place of horror
    it was just like another judo pt session. hahaha
    first i cycled for 10mins-its only warm up
    then he ask me to do strengthening exercise
    at home my weight only 2pounds. n i wasnt consistent in the exercise
    den he said "hmm.we will add on weights tdy"
    so he gave me 5 pounds. n dat wasnt the end
    norm is do 1 set of 10
    ytd i did 2 sets of 10. meaning 20times
    hohoho. whn i finished i was melting inside an air con rm
    aft dat had to do the ma bu or u can call it squatting in mid air exercise
    5 sets. hold for 30s
    my legs were erm. trembling
    aft dat go do leg press
    he wanted me to do 55 pounds wan.
    den whn he demo he himself found it heavy. so i did 35 pounds
    so i did n my right knee made dis erm loud grating sound.
    den he taught me some funky stretching exercise lor
    but the grating sound nv stop. but i did 10 times for each leg
    aft dat go do the train thighs wan lah. haha. i was dying alr
    finish it n he told me i no need come bac alr! whooppee
    n he ask me to go buy glucosamine to eat so can improve my joints
    so i will only be visiting SGH in august for my x-ray. hah. so happy
    aft dat me&mama walk to mrt station. took train to PS
    ate den shop around. haha.
    my mum bought an esprit tank top for me. hahah. so happy
    den she noe i haf no $$- i only had $4 in my wallet den
    she gave me another $6! n she help me top up my ezlink!
    now i haf alot $$ inside ezlink. yay :)
    dat was part I of the day
    aft dat went down to toa payoh for training
    while walking there met shafeeq&audrey
    hahahahaha. i'm just ABIT bright.
    training ytd was good&bad for me.
    the good part was the nyjc coach was there.
    heard that she's sea games silver medalist sia! pro-ed
    she taught us harai-goshi. i've nv manage to learn dat throw properly
    but ytd i finally know the whole throw.haha
    the bad part was i was damn tired n i got injured agn while playing randori w audrey. i tink i carnt play randori at the moment
    aft training. we made our way to suntec
    dinner at siam kitchen. mark's treat
    it was kinda thai food. din ate much cos its spicy
    i dowan a full blown pimply face. but i was full
    den the girls played zhong ji mi ma. shu ting was mixing the food
    haha. only me&peishan nv drank from dat bowl of "food"
    shuting who mixed it drank the most spoonfuls.lol
    aft dinner the guys asked if wan go watch movie
    they wan to watch wetdreams2. well. i nv hear b4
    but on hearing dat its an korean movie. i agreed!!!
    haha. korean movies simply rocks ok. n the lang is so cool (:
    we watch the 930 slot. went in alittle late
    missed the front part
    whn i sat down n watch. i was kinda duh-ed
    dunnoe how to describe the movie
    but i can say that GUYS will enjoy it vv much? hahaha
    but the movie was damn funneh lah.
    i had a good laugh. n there are 2 girls inside which are pretty
    ahaha. n they r quite spastic too. so overall nt bad lah
    aft the movie went home. nv take sensei's car cos he sending nicole
    den diff direction. den take public transport bahs
    we walked towards the mrt direction
    den the area near giordano there was cordoned off
    the security guard told us the shutter was closing upfront
    u noe those kind shop shutter. metallic wan
    we decided to run after the shutter cos hafta walk a big detour
    so we ran. like how wonderful
    the guys were sprinting in front
    i was trying the best to run as fast as possible behind
    lucky lynne was down there waiting.
    whn we reach the shutter place
    it was dropping down fast
    but the others din really see it coming down the ceiling though. hahaha
    heard dat dick's head almost bang into it den they realise it was coming down
    i had to bend down to cross the shutter
    hahaha. luckily we made it across the shutter. lol
    imagine if we had to walk all the way bac n 1 big detour
    by then all of us were panting badly
    to me it was madness cos i carnt run! haha
    ok. so we walked the city link to mrt station
    me n lynne went to the washrm halfway
    at the station. we ran into the train carriage again.
    the door was about to close
    but lucky we caught the train. hahahaha
    funneh how we just made it in time for things ytd night
    i dropped at eunos
    while walking to the bus stop
    i saw 966. my bus!
    so i ran to the bus stop agn. haha
    whn i alighted at parkway. i realise it was the last bus. hahha
    phew. imagine taking taxi home. i will just cry
    whn i reach home lynne sms to ask how much i wan bet tt the guys-dick&kenneth will take taxi home
    i replied "my whole possesions"
    since they are lazy poks n then shld be no more bus liao. so i was confident dey will take taxi
    den lynne replied " u mean u bet they nt taking n i bet they taking?"
    haha. of cos nt lar. so i smsed kenneth to ask whether they took a cab
    to my very horror. they actually took a bus home!
    bleahs. but that bet is obviously nt counted lahs. surprising
    by then it was 12+ in the morning
    slept at 130 am
    10am in the morning my mum shook me out of bed
    she wan me to go out w her. bahhhhs
    i couldnt really open my eyes
    hmmm. we went shopping. bought some health care products
    n i finally went to cut my hair
    its about shoulder length now. haha
    i feel light all of a sudden
    just reach home. i'm super duper tired
    n there's hwk still waiting for me!
    raaaaaaahs. i dun feel like doing anything at all
    i must go catch some sleep first
    mayb at night den i try doing some work lah
    i haf to complete chem tutorial-to be handed in somemore
    stupid GP notebook
    maths tutorial-unless i wan mr ho to bark at me
    thats like alot! cos i dun understand chem at all
    stupiak organic chem
    argh. ok. go off liao. bye

    talkplaylove
    3:31:00 PM



    20050722
    i woke up at 730 tdy (:
    ponned sch to go bac ahs to take prize
    hmm. suppose to meet lou.issac&nic at bedok princess for breakfast
    815 i was still waiting patiently at hse bus stop for 197 or 196
    reached there at 850
    haha. erm. only issac was there
    so we stoned there waiting 4 the other 2 to come
    din talk much cos i dunnoe issac vv well
    hahahah.
    nic was held bac in sch cos the vp dun let ahs pple out
    which makes me think dat vj is so slack on rules. hahaha
    lou woke up at 830
    well. we ate mac den went bac
    so long nv walk the way up to sch liao
    quite sentimental nia.
    the last time walking bac was mayb netball farewell or the mentoring in sch days
    take o level results dat time was most recent time i went bac sch
    n i took a cab there
    hmmm. frm far cnt really see the sch changed much la
    go inside. haha. horrifying
    the sch turned into some botanic garden sia
    so many pots of plants around.
    mayb dey did it cos of founders day
    but it was kinda exaggerated to me
    den i went to the prize receivers area
    borrowed a blazar. den see the performance n stuff
    well. i tink the new principal is a bimbo =x
    haha. heard quite alot about her frm others
    the speeches dis yr was much shorter compared to wat i endured during the 4 yrs
    den came the prize presentation
    well. i went up n all. shake the vip hand n blahs
    den come down quickly rush to the other end to hand over the blazar to nelson
    den ms chan came n tell me dat i forgot to bow to the audience
    lol. typical me
    n u noe wad. the prize is some silver trophy. no $$.haha
    den suppose to haf the sch crest on it wan.but mine dropped off
    well. nvm.
    me&krys couldnt get away during the celebration. rahhss
    literally spent my time smsing n listening to krys nice korean songs (:
    n we sang mrs goh hyms. so memorable
    aft the whole celebration. the prize receivers stayed bac to take photos
    the prize receivers were mostly victorians! :)
    well. ms sally lai said we had to take 3 shots. with diff pose
    but i just did the same for 3. lame
    aft dat went to the heritage centre to see
    whoa. not bad. was nicely decorated. means spent alot $$ too
    den went to walk around the clsroom
    realised tt the stairs were filled w pics
    nw i understand y sermin says the sch is an art gallery
    but i tot its nt bad though. hahaha
    saw ms tay! arggh. so long nv see her. miss her sooo much
    den she's having a cough. den still need to work. rahs. ms tay tc k!
    n she said she was bringing ahs team to vj later. haha so coincidence
    there was reception for us.
    the food was nice but i didnt attack them cos going out 4 lunch
    in the end. me, krys, qixin & bernice cabbed to pp for lunch
    me, qx & ber went bac sch
    i went bac sch for soccer mania! haha
    well. our team is called "team SOME"
    y dis name. cos there's a guys grp called "SOME team"
    its the ahs guys team lah. den invert the order lor
    sounds like dim sum. hahaha
    our team consists of the captain-lou, me, mel, glan,waihan, zhihua,amelia
    n we are all frm sporty ccas (:
    i was the goalie. cos i carnt run. carnt balance n kick the ball
    damn laoyapok lah me. haha
    but the others were damn zai can
    in the end we emerged champion!
    ahhhs. so prouda my teammates
    n mr tan was poaching good female players to join the girls soccer team
    n i tink many girls who played in the soccer mania tdy r super talented lah
    *excluding me*
    aft the whole thing went home.
    overall tdy was quite a good day for me
    tml i will b busy for the whole day
    morn going for physiotherapy
    i die alr. most prob get slapped by the pple there whn they found out i injure both knees. well. i shall try hard nt to make them notice
    n i haben been consistently doing the exercises cos of the busy life n i'm just plain lazy. rahhs
    aft physio go training. hope tml i can train better. altho i still tink i only can do 1 throw. but at least b more aggressive or sth
    aft training got judo farewell dinner
    marks treating. muahahas. but i guess i will stink all over by then =x
    yah. dats all. ciao

    talkplaylove
    9:49:00 PM



    20050721
    found dis at a website
    n since its like the harry potter craze
    i shld just post it


    Wingardium Leviosa: Charm to make things float. Sorcerer's Stone, page 171.
    Locomotor Mortis: Leg-locking curse. Sorcerer's Stone, page 222.
    Expelliarmus. Disarming charm. Chamber of Secrets, page 190.
    Finite Incantatem. Stopping charm.. Chamber of Secrets, page 192.
    Rictusempra. Tickling charm. Chamber of Secrets, page 192.
    Tarantallegra. Leg jerking, quickstepping charm. Chamber of Secrets, page 192.
    Serpensortia. Blocks unfriendly spells. Chamber of Secrets, page 194.
    Riddikulus. Turns boggarts into humorous-looking creatures. Prisoner of Azkaban, pages 134-5.
    Fidelius Charm. Magical concealment of a secret inside a chosen person. Prisoner of Azkaban, page 205.
    Patronus Charm. Guardian against dementors. Prisoner of Azkaban, page 237.
    Accio: Calls things to you. Goblet of Fire, page 68.
    Obliviate: Memory-modifying spell. Goblet of Fire, page 77.
    Ennervate: Awakening spell. Goblet of Fire, page 133.
    Prior Incantato: Conjurs up previous spells. Goblet of Fire, page 136.
    Deletrius: Causes an image to vanish. Goblet of Fire, page 136.
    Reparo: Repairs things. Goblet of Fire, page 169.
    Imperius Curse: Gives total control. Goblet of Fire, page 213.
    Cruciatus Curse: Causes intense pain. Goblet of Fire, page 214.
    Avada Kedavra: The killing curse. Goblet of Fire, page 215.
    Impediment curse: Slows something. Goblet of Fire, page 574

    rah rah rah. i hate the avada kedavra curse. the curse can just go and die. haha.those who read shld noe.
    damn interesting lah. lol

    talkplaylove
    10:30:00 PM



    20050720
    tdy pw's session was great i tink
    i feel dat we accomplished alot
    dun ask me why. har har
    aft sch went to pp w cls
    den went home to take bandage n medicine
    went bac sch
    was crapping w pple i see
    b4 i drag myself to the library to do some studying
    well. apparently i only did some econs essay outline n dats all!
    wth am i doing.
    spent the rest of the time w judo mates. haha
    went for training.
    it was bad lah. to me
    i could only do 1 pathetic throw i hate the most. osotogari
    den whn sensei teach the new throw-erm i dunnoe wads the name
    i try to do it on nicole n my knees gave way
    lose balance n almost fell
    den pain liao
    den sparring i was damn off
    haix. randori 2 times i stopp
    den it was passing out
    i still can throw n get thrown so join in
    first. the seniors throw evry single one of us
    well. shafeeq, he ji, kenneth throw me right
    i really flew. like how wonderful
    den came dick. so i thot i was going to fly
    den he did osotogari
    den i didnt get throw at the first try
    den he said"eh. u fall lei"
    haaha. funneh
    den second time he tried.
    i fell FLAT on the ground. PAIN
    i tink i'm damn dumb lah
    den we threw the seniors back
    nt bad lah. passing out was a simple but significant ceremony
    anw. dawnie injured herself during training tdy
    RAH RAH RAH
    she was in agony mans. sobs
    aft training help her walk to take taxi
    den i was suppose to walk home w qp, kenneth n dick
    haha. but qp's mum came. so left the 3 of us
    den the 2 went off
    so i walk home alone
    it was shiok. walking alone in the night
    can do reflections n thoughts
    den the night was quite cooling
    well. i felt training was lousy 4 me
    hope nxt week will b better!
    nw i seriously need to strengthen my knees!
    n hope dawn's injury isnt too serious n she gets well soon
    or else nobody train w me! ahhahaa
    i'm recovring my flu too
    things must get better for me!!!!!

    talkplaylove
    10:05:00 PM



    20050719
    ok. i'm gonna blog dis joke down
    told by jiaming
    i really tink it was the joke of the day
    we were talking bot deposing of bodies...
    i'm evrything in my <3 (:
    ������j i a m i n g���������:hmm put in plastic bag leh?���
    ������j i a m i n g���������:aiyah.. juz throw into kallang river
    evrything in my <3 says:plastics r nt environmental friendly���
    ������j i a m i n g���������:cut into smaller pieces can liao���
    ������j i a m i n g���������:wahahaa���
    ������j i a m i n g���������:e fish will slowly eat e thing up���
    evrything in my <3 :there will b alot bodies
    evrything in my <3 :imaging kayaking in a river of bodies
    evrything in my <3 :horrendous���
    ������j i a m i n g���������:hahaa and a lot of bloated fish���
    ������j i a m i n g���������:... lol...���
    ���j i a m i n g���������:i'd rather kaya my bread @ home sia
    evrything in my <3 :NO LINK!
    evrything in my <3 :hhahahah. wad has bread got to do with fish. ahhahaha���
    ���j i a m i n g���������:u were toking abt kayaking wad���
    ������j i a m i n g������ :so.. i thot
    evrything in my <3 says:LOL���
    ������j i a m i n g���������:can dun to the river to kaya rite..
    evrything in my <3 says:ok. dat was a good one���
    ������j i a m i n g���������:hahaa���
    ������j i a m i n g���������:unless relli wann be king���
    ������j i a m i n g���������:den.. kayaking liao
    evrything in my <3 says:king? ���
    ������j i a m i n g���������:u make kaya bread until beri lihai���
    ������j i a m i n g���������:so pple call u king of kaya���
    ������j i a m i n g���������:kayaking
    evrything in my <3 says:omg.
    evrything in my <3 says:i'm laughing like mad nw
    evrything in my <3 says:wth. super funneh

    well. i tink dis has far exceeded the paul frank and peanut butter jelly joke. lol
    i cant stop laffing.hahaa. really a good joke mans

    talkplaylove
    10:54:00 PM



    rahsss.
    i'm down w flu
    i was alright the whole day lahs
    well. the day was quite slack
    cos mr &ms ng nv come
    but we got dis ah beng tcher for chem tutorial
    i feel like i'm in military sch lahs.
    conclusion- he cmi
    gp we were supposed to watch tanguy. a french movie
    but since i missed it bcos of judo finals dat day
    no point watching whn i dun understand the story &lang
    so i slept! :)
    it was a good noon nap sia. i din dream of anything.lol
    n whn i woke up. i was vv refreshed! goodie
    but somehw i find myself dying in maths lect
    BUT. i was still absorbing lah
    chem prac became phys prac.
    phys spa skill B is like nxt week! dieeee
    i felt damn drowsy during phys prac.
    which lasted for 3 looong periods
    aft sch went home directly
    the whole day was just gloomy n cold
    i guess my flu is bcos of dis?
    n i'm growing old
    my knees r like damn weak
    the weather is seriously killing my knees
    i'm suffering frm rhuematism! darn
    anw. tdy i walked home
    felt great. i'm seriously so unfit
    wonder if i can make it 4 training tml
    but i guess my mum wun let me
    if i persist she might just throw away my gi
    besides i caught some sudden flu
    so tml go n watch bah
    but i hope by nxt week its FULL recovery n back to normal
    yup. dawn dropping to social till promos over
    so girls dat r in competitive r only me, peishan joanne n mayb lynne?
    rahhhhhs. hw can things turn out to b lidat
    come on pple. lets work hard togetherr..
    haix. hope things will turn better 4 me
    ciao

    talkplaylove
    9:01:00 PM



    20050718

    dis is peiwen's present. well. current name is chocobo. but mayb we will come up w better names. but hes so cute! i like the way its fat. lol. n guess wad mr bernard low said abt chocobo. it will look cuter if it wears a bikini =x Posted by Picasa

    talkplaylove
    11:27:00 PM



    i need to get rest desperately
    ytd i read potter until 2am
    slept at 3am cos i couldnt take the story line!
    rahs. pple who've read it shld noe
    n my mum woke me up at 6am so tt i wun b late
    didnt work
    i was almost late
    so to count i slept for only 3hrs?
    madness.
    dis weekend i'm like enemies w my bed!
    i must get sleep tdy.
    or tml i will go to sch like some panda or get sore eyes agn
    we gave pw her present!
    lalalalala~ the pig is soooo cute :)
    it has a few names nw. n i like chocobo (:
    i was abandoned by pw n lynne for physics
    evil pple
    they slack in library n i stone in the lt
    n for once i did chem tutorial :)
    pon maths lect tdy
    cos it was too late to go in
    hahahahaha. nice excuse right
    n i manage to talk to qixin during dat period
    so long nv talk to her alr!
    n i'm glad founders day coming
    finally 4f can meet up again
    w/o a major organising dat will make me vomit blood
    n i'm receiving prize on founders day
    well. moment of glory but i feel embarraseed
    hahaha.
    tdy during chem lect i was tortured by debbie.hahahahaa
    nt exactly torture lah
    but it was meepok twin-mr chang
    so she was damn high
    n my lecture notes has her doodles
    well. but dat lecture was nt bad
    aft sch i stayed bac to watch floorball
    peagusus boys won n are 5th
    girls they lost 2 matches n are 4th
    but nevetheless im proud of the girls
    cos the put up such a good fight
    just dat luck wasnt w us
    we attack so many times but the ball just always missed the goal
    but it was vv good alr :)
    i feel tired n tired
    but i just cant seem to go to bed
    whats wrong w me nowsdays !

    talkplaylove
    9:08:00 PM



    20050717
    slept at 5am ytd. break record liao
    i was chioing potter frm 3+ till den
    damn tired so sleep
    at ard 11am lynne called
    aha. asked if wan go watch fantastic4
    since tdy it will b $1.60
    so i went to buy straits times
    had a glass of milk only den went out
    well. both of us were late. haha
    but i was still earlier. heh heh
    but guess wad. all the coupons were fully redeemed when we reach the theatre
    conclusion: we are just among many of the kiasu singaporeans.but alot pple outplay us. wahahahs
    so we went to shop for pw's present
    well. it was kinda unproductive
    cos we bought tings for ourselves at d same time
    i bought a pair of earrings n rubberbands
    so we spent like the whole afternoon shopping for her presents
    but in the end we bought it. n it was good :)
    but the bad part was i'm officially broke lah
    left with like $7+ to survive the whole month
    sian.n taka had a food fair!
    i wan to try evrything so badly
    but i dowan to play survivor in mordern times
    so i only ate sausages n ice cream
    rahhhhs
    had a $12 popular voucher
    so i went on a stationary spree again
    my pencil case is gonna b so full
    aft dat we went home
    wad an unproductive day!!!!
    to think i still wanted to do econs
    but i'm damn tired nw. din manage to recharge over d weekend
    tml go sch sure die. congrats
    n i haf no money in my ez link lahs
    siannnn!!!!!
    so i went to add $5
    so i officially haf $2 to spare liao
    i shld learn hw to manage my money. seriously
    ok. i'm gonna read harry potter nw
    i shld just forsake my hw
    hahahaha

    talkplaylove
    8:39:00 PM




    i'm gonna catch it no matter what! i'm obessed. hahahahaa Posted by Picasa

    talkplaylove
    1:42:00 AM




    dey haf cool sunglasses. i wan! =D Posted by Picasa

    talkplaylove
    1:41:00 AM




    in the glass elevator Posted by Picasa

    talkplaylove
    1:40:00 AM




    johnny depp as willy wonka. i love the eyes. dun ask me y Posted by Picasa

    talkplaylove
    1:38:00 AM




    hes really cute mans. n look at the magical surroundings. got so many greeen ! Posted by Picasa

    talkplaylove
    1:37:00 AM




    he found the golden ticket! Posted by Picasa

    talkplaylove
    1:36:00 AM




    Freddie Highmore as Charlie Bucket.ahhhh hes so cute! (: Posted by Picasa

    talkplaylove
    1:36:00 AM



    20050716
    slept at 3am ytd
    tired but i was organising some stuff
    read nicole's letter for me
    n it included sum photos
    altho none had me inside
    but nevertheless thanks nicole!
    must do sth for her mansss
    anw tdy at 8am
    i woke up cos i noe my mummy will b bac w harry potter VI
    5hrs of sleep really aint enuff
    esp weekdays r so exhuasting
    but i really wan to read my potter!
    yup. n tdy was potters day for me
    once i got hold of the book
    i started reading
    and reading
    and reading till nw
    where i realise my brain cannot absorb anything anymore
    n my eyes r tired
    n i only manage to complete half of the book
    dats hw bad i am in reading english story books
    mayb i shld sign up for some speed reading course
    cos i really take long time to digest essays. esp for english
    ok. bac to harry potter
    its so nice!!!!!!!!
    i mean the cover is alr so cool black n simple n cool words n blaaaahs
    n its content is so magical n addictive
    rahhhs!
    n dis book is damn exciting lah
    ok. i shall rest n cont later
    must complete the book by dis weekend
    i'm like forgoing all the tutorials n lectures i shld b catching up
    but i really cant give a damn about it right nw
    i just wan my harry potter!!!!!!!!!!
    hahaha

    talkplaylove
    10:34:00 PM



    this entry is specailly dedicated to vjc judo
    this the dedications we jrs had for d snrs at suntec
    i asked the person for our dedication slips
    n i'm gonna publish this so evryone can see it! (:

    ~dedication #1~
    to: vj judo seniors
    from:vj judo juniors
    message: hey guys! thnx 4 evrything..all d time we've spent together..the sweat&tears we shed together..we'll miss you all..study hard for A levels & rock on!! judo 4ever! <3

    ~dedication #2~
    to:nicole,kenneth,shafeeq,fujing,ami, peishan,izam,audrey
    from:lynne
    message:hey, just wanna thank you all for coming down to suntec city.hope u all have a nice time...let's eat&get fat!! ha, at least we can slim down during training.seniors..u all will just remain fat! muahhahah!*bleah*=p

    ~dedication #3~
    to:nicole mummy, lynne, ami, peishan, fujing, shafeeq, kenneth, izam
    from:aud
    message: haha god bless all and smilez always =D cheers to vj judo. seniors must come back k! u've all been great! kenneth teddy bear, lynne's a nice girl! *hint hint*

    ~dedication #4~
    to: judo~judo~vj rocks! =)
    from: lynne =)
    message: must chiong for nx yr's judo com! train our guts out! you all can do it! let's have more outings! aw. happy birthday peiwen&leslie!

    ~dedication #5~
    to: vjc judo
    from:ami
    message:it's been fun knowing all of you.though the times we trained were tough, it's alwats nice to know that all of us are supporting one another. to all seniors, thanks for everything and all the best. we'll miss you!

    ~dedication #6~
    to: vj judo team
    from:-fujing-
    message: hey peeps.will nv forget all the memories we had dis yr.juniors-train hard alrights? seniors-goodie luck 4 A's n come bac often :) love ya guys! rock on & take care! :)

    dis is soooo meaningful (:

    talkplaylove
    12:09:00 AM



    tdy we had our judo bonding session.haha. altho nt evrybody turned upbut it was relatively okn i was happy
    hmm.me,lynne,aud,shaf,kenneth went for moviewatch war of the worldsFINALLY! waited so longbut turned out to me to b a ridiculous showbut i like the meaning to it abt the life on earth n stuffn i froze inside the cinema. so cold.brrhaha. anw kenneth treated us to popcornrich sia. but thanks. lol
    aft movie we met up w d rest-nicole.peishan.ami.izamwe went swensens for dinner. i knew my pocket will burn a big holebut went anw. cos i mus reward myself.lolwe ordered qutie alotn we attacked the food like nobody's buisnessthe girls dedicated songs n msged to the seniors toovv meaningful :)i guess dat was the best part of the night
    aft dinner aud.ami.peishan went homeshaf n kenneth went to pa tuo. lolleft me.lynne.nicolethe 3 of us again. hahawe went mng to try clothestotally hilarious sessionn i bought a top$16 my pocket really is like holey
    den the shops were closing alrso we went homebut sch sucked tdy. haahahaha

    talkplaylove
    12:08:00 AM



    20050714
    i realise dis few days i've been blogging in sch
    hmmm. ytd aft sch i got abandoned
    lynne went to meet her fwen
    dawn went to meet SOMEONE
    left peiwen
    haha. she pei me till around 3
    den i rot in the library alone
    no life mans
    den peishan joined me. haha
    n sth vv embarassing happened
    dawn called me n i din put my phone to silent mode
    so it ranged LOUDLY
    adding to it dat the library is alr quite quiet
    i tink alot pple turned to look :(
    training was light
    had exco elections first
    captian-izam
    vicecap-shuting
    secretary-peishan
    treasurer-juan cheng
    quartermaster-jason
    overall i'm happy w it
    esp izman. din expect him to get captain actually
    but i reaaallly like his packaging(speech)
    so i guess dere's a future for judo :)
    anw judo is officially social nw
    due to the sch request
    cos quite alot pple injured den medical bill vv high
    den sch pay for dem mah
    den dis yr comp de results also nt vv good
    so we haf to drop to social
    BUT. haha. we r nt gonna resign to fate
    we're just gonna haf 1 official training in sch
    but tues night n sat night we gonna train at sensei's sch
    n he's nt gonna charge us
    den we haf one informal pt session on thurs
    situation nw is quite serious
    we're like fighting for the survival of the club n competitive judo
    so all the more we must fight harder n dun give up
    cannot let the efforts of evrybody go down the drain
    i feel quite sad about dropping to social
    but on the other hand. we incresed our training amount
    dats a good thing :)
    wel. if there's no team nxt yr
    i hope we can still participate in individuals
    serious politicis going on mansss..
    back to training.
    it was hilarious
    u noe y? cos its the last time the seniors will b training w us
    n the guys were sparring w girls
    n kenneth sparred w lynne
    muahahahas.
    i was totally laughing my ass off when he ask her to spar w him
    n the fact dat he was am-chio-ing throughout makes it even more hilarious
    n sensei noes about dawn's rumours
    lol. n dawn in bid to get her revenge told sensei bot lynne's rumours
    n sensei teased lynne
    vv funneh lah. hahaaha
    aft training i went dinner w nicole altho it was quite late
    evrytime we haf our er ren shi jie. lol
    anw. i ate curry rice which i totally regretted it
    cos when i gt home my knee swelled until cannot see the bone
    shld haf rmb wad the sinsei said about nt eating heaty stuff
    n my mum was evil
    she teased me about my fat knee :(
    lucky tdy morning wake up not dat swollen
    but my knee was still FAT. rahs
    n i was almost late dis morn
    din even haf time to wrap my leg
    n mr tan was shouting us to hurry
    i was screwed lah. no bandage to tell him i gt knee injury
    so i tried running to the hall
    damn xin ku
    tdy nt bad lah. i paid attention in most lessons
    feeling vv tired nw
    n i decided to nt go training
    better get my knee healed first so can train to optimum level
    yup. n i tink i need rest
    i'm exhuasting alot of my mind
    so i guess i will slack a while more n go home
    ok. nth more to say
    ciao

    talkplaylove
    2:43:00 PM



    20050713
    yay. got released aft econs ytd :)
    surprisingly mark lee went to talk to mr ng
    n i couldnt get to mr ng cos his hp was dead
    it rained quite heavily ytd.
    me,dawn&lynne decided to go to toa payoh first
    cos lynne want to develop her photos
    got thre. bought stuff. haha
    i bought chewy n a new roll of "good"tape
    n i ate sushi too. haha
    den kenneth called dawn to ask us help dem buy mac
    den use my $$
    we got there. saw a lot of hc pple
    since all d division finals involve dem
    nygh won champ for b&c div
    tch won champ for c div n second for b div
    cos the b div team was all blue belters
    and they played against a team of brown belters frm ri
    initially i tot they will win ri but apparently didnt happen
    a div hci won champ for both guys&girls
    n cj got second for both guys&girls too
    the a div guys match was super hilarious
    cos a guy split his pants while playing
    n i saw it. wahaahs. so funneh
    anw. dere was dis hci guy who was vv cute to me
    haha. his skills quite good too lors
    but nobody agreed w me dat hes cute! hmrph
    aft the whole thing ended. we go home la.like duh
    well. den we saw dis 31 bus
    n lynne&dawn ran after it
    apparently i CARNT RUN
    i tried running lah. but cannot. vv pain
    luckily i caught the bus. phewwws
    me&lynne went pp to develop photos
    cos dere is like cheaper
    while waiting. we actually studied at KFC
    haha. i did some work lah
    den the photos finally came out.
    nt bad overall n i tink d photo album is funneh. lol
    ok. while walking home. my bandage came off AGAIN
    stupid tapes.
    aft dinner i watched some tv
    guess wad. i fell asleep lah
    n i woke up dis morn feeling vv tired
    dunnoe y. guess sleep more makes u feel tired? -__-
    n i invented a new way to wrap my leg
    i used a net. so even if the tape fails. the bandage wun come off!
    clever me :)
    n pple said i reek of chinese medicine
    RAHS. i got bathe wan ok...
    nt my fault dat i reek of herbs :(
    anw. tdy's another copying day for me.
    i've just been copying endless things.
    poor hand is tired
    n i need to get pw survey done soon
    so pple if u nth to do come find me!
    i give u survey =D
    later carnt train :(
    but still going anw. cos got exco election
    well. i'm certainly nt running for it cos i noe i will b a walking joke if i do so
    n i'm nt really into getting some position lahs
    wads more imp to me is dat i train hard!!!!!!!
    yup. so mr&mrs knee. pls get well soon!!!!

    talkplaylove
    11:23:00 AM



    20050712
    tdy was a bad start
    well. ytd go see sinseh
    he help me wrap den say tonight den take off
    but dis morn i was sweating like mad
    so i want to bathe
    took it off
    i was running late
    but i still wrapped my leg
    wanted to cab to sch
    but lucky i din
    cos in d end i still caught the bus n dere was hse meeting
    while at d grandstand. guess wad happened..
    MY BANDAGE DROPPED OFF
    totally malu lah
    cos the scotch tape i used was toally laoya pok
    so i haf to survive the da w/o any protetion 4 my knee
    nw in com lab. waiting for mr ng's reply
    hope he lets me go to see judo finalsss
    *crosses fingers*
    i promise aft tdy i will b a good girl

    talkplaylove
    8:19:00 AM



    20050711
    both my knees r feeling horrible
    my left knee is pain pain n pain
    n i just haf dis premonition dat my right knee will get injured again
    its been feeling vv weird
    tdy was such a long day. i hate mondays
    i only ponned maths lect tdy. not bad.
    but for most of the lessons
    i seriously dunnoe wads going on.
    guessed i missed too much during d judo comp
    haix. i tink i shld just get more rest n pray hard dat my knee gets healed quickly
    yup. new skin seh. nice right :)

    talkplaylove
    6:59:00 PM



    20050710

    it's releasing on 16th july 2005. ooh. i cant wait (: Posted by Picasa

    talkplaylove
    5:20:00 PM



    after a night's rest
    finally feeling better!
    i'm cheering up :)
    my knee is not as painful
    altho its still swollen n i'm limping around
    tdy's a good day too!
    i manage to get good sleep till 12pm.woots
    lunch was great. haha
    i manage to read thru chem i.e 2
    understanding part of it-its great alr. haha
    i did 3 question frm the tutorial. 3 parts. haha
    i read thru econs notes.
    yes. i m accomplishing sth during the weekend! (:
    hope i wun get monday blues tml!
    tdy's really a great day. lol
    ok. i'm gonna slack nw. hahahahahaha

    talkplaylove
    4:03:00 PM



    20050709
    ytd was another worst day of my life
    i told myself i had to get some sleep
    but i was damn tensed up
    took such a long time to fall asleep
    n guess wad. i kenna stomach flu in the middle of the night
    how wonderful
    so i spent the rest of the night dashing in n out of the toilet
    whn it was morning. i couldnt sleep alr
    so i go watch waterboys2
    my motivation source
    den we met in sch at 1045
    aud helped me tie my hair
    wel. it was the kiddy pri sch style lah
    we reached n all
    finally the comp started
    ours the first bout
    i stepped in determined to go thrash dat girl
    well. we were losing 4-0 lah. haix
    den it was my match. last match
    sensei told me dun make it a zero
    i was even more determined to win her
    i shouted quite loudly i tink
    it was ok at first. i was grabbing her
    den suddenly i cant rmb how
    my left knee got twisted or sth
    i realise i couldnt walk at all
    not to say throw her
    it was extremely painful
    but i continued. she got a halfthrow i tink n a yuko or goka
    i couldnt do my fave throw. stupid knee
    try n try den finally succeded on a half throw
    den i cant rmb how also
    i kenna ippon i tink
    woah. we lost 5-0 to nyjc
    once we step out. i started crying
    my match sucked totally
    i was hugging dawn n crying badly
    firstly cos my knee hurts
    secondly cos i did badly
    i sat down den wrap up knee
    till den i cannot stop crying
    cos i realise i couldnt stop crying
    n i was mad at myself for being such a weakling
    my match really sucked
    its even worse den my individuals
    it was a match dat left me w so many regrets
    n i couldnt play on anymore
    like how wonderful. 1 month ago i injured my right knee
    now its my left knee
    but i tink the left knee injury is minor lah
    so i dowan to go hosp
    its stupid
    after wrapping can walk. so i stayed on to watch the girls
    we had to play rj to see whether can go semi
    lynne replaced me in the open category
    we lost to rj 4-1
    lynne won her match
    i was totally proud of her
    she did well. yup :)
    den sensei had a talk w us
    aft the talk i told myself dat i'm gonna train hard aft my injuries r fully healed
    i hope we can send a girls team nxt yr too
    since dis is our first experience
    yeah. so we r gonna train hard alright!
    aft the whole ting i went to see a sinseh
    haha. i realise dick went to the sinesh too. lol
    well. i couldnt really tell the sinseh how i get injured
    cos i myself also dunnoe how. i'm so screwed
    well. he do de norms n wrap my knee
    i went home lah. my knee totally feeling vv suan
    i slept n woke up dis morn in pain
    i cannot even stand up?
    i fell down once i stood up
    wonderful man
    i cant straighten dat left knee now
    cant walk. i'm useless
    act tdy suppose go for physio
    but i had to cancel it nia
    i dunnoe how i'm gonna go there
    rah. i feel terrible nw
    i just wan to get healed FULLY
    dowan to get anymore injuries!
    haix. i really need to cheer up b4 i really fall into depression
    n i want to go back to training soon!!!!!!!!!
    RRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHh

    talkplaylove
    10:29:00 AM



    20050707
    I'LL FIGHT ON NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS
    tdy was guys match
    dey lost. got 4th
    but i was proud of them
    they fought hard
    the fighting spirit was there
    so cheer up :)
    tml's our match
    i'm playing open
    the last match
    i'm scared if i'm the deciding factor
    but no matter wat
    i will put in my very best till the very end
    i'm so gonna b aggressive
    YES. nv gonna give up
    ok. wish me luck hee :)

    talkplaylove
    7:19:00 PM



    20050705
    i'm down w sore eyes again
    tdy in sch i felt damn tired
    my eyes cannot open at all
    reach home my vision became blur
    so i decided to go see doc in case it gets worst
    cos comp is on fri!
    shit
    i hope i can wear contacts by then
    imagine a blind woman fighting
    not funneh u noe
    i hate sch. seriously it sucks
    nvm. tml got training.i mus look fwd to it
    i better go rest my eyes.
    *pray mr&mrs eyes heal soon =P*

    talkplaylove
    10:58:00 PM



    i'm in sch com la nw.
    i'm feeling vv tired. haix
    i only had 6 hrs of slp frm sunday night to monday
    i couldnt sleep
    anw ytd was quite a hectic day 4 me
    morn i went out to watch movie w jt & ls
    first time i was early n guess wad
    dey were late by 45mins
    thanks noe
    i was late by 15mins actually
    so none of us was punctual. lol
    i walked around aimlessly in taka
    n i tink i almost saw the whole world
    alot of familiar faces sia
    ok. we bought our tix for A LOT LIKE LOVE
    den we went to walk around
    ate at pastamania
    my pasta ytd seemed endless to me
    i was damn full aft dat
    den we bought dis nice bars to eat
    haha. fattening...
    anw we missed the first part of the movie
    damn sad about it
    cos i dunnoe how ashton kutcher n the girl met
    the movie was nt bad. hilarious. ahahaha
    aft the movie i rushed to kallang
    lynne's father sent me to kenneth's house
    d judo pple r supposed to go there to watch tape
    anw i can see dat kenneth's a rich ass
    his house is like hugeee
    nice furniture n all
    while waiting for others we watched some judo moves tape
    it was in jap
    so i was literally viewing it only
    den we heard some dog barking lah
    den we realise he has a dog!
    i was terrified. cos the barking was quite loud
    it was a golden retriever
    n all of us was attracted to the dog
    anw. i tink the dog is vv gentlee n domestic lah
    cos aft dat it nv bark at all
    but i nv touch it
    cos i scared he might rip my hand off
    hahaa. when evrybody came
    we started watching d tape
    watch until 9pm
    den go home
    i was super exhuasted
    anw i walked home frm telok kurau
    hahaha.it was fun nightwalking
    reached home
    den i found out got blister on my leg
    PAAIIIN
    i bathed den plunge into bed. haha
    sian. i m so tired of sch
    i tink i wun focus on sch at all dis week
    i shld tink of comp
    yep. dats all

    talkplaylove
    8:23:00 AM



    20050703
    after training tdy
    i can declare dat
    4weeks of inactiveness..
    have made me super duper UNFIT
    i feel so restless nw
    n i was panting damn badly during training
    i tink i can just go n die

    talkplaylove
    10:16:00 PM



    jus watched son of mask
    totally hilarious show nia
    what's more they haf green faces. lol
    but i dun tink its worth watchin in a cinema
    haha. see. dats y i rented it. clever gal i m
    i so wan to watch war of the worlds!!!
    rahhhh. i haf no time to do dat. WHY?!!!!
    later going training. yupps. i will jia you
    nxt week of sch will b horrible for me i guess
    lucky mon's a hols
    so i dun haf to face up w my usual monday blues
    i'm addicted to the song - you are my soniya
    its an indian song. lol. hip hop got english words
    its really nice. i'm not kidding
    anw nw den i really feel dat i'm on holidaaay~!
    haha. lifes carefree nw w/o any knowledge stuffing
    at least for a while.
    lou just reminded me dat promos are in 3months time ytd
    boohoos
    i do wan to get promoted.
    ok. mayb i shldnt tink dat far. lets wait for my middyr results first
    n see how it goes.
    ok. gtg :)

    talkplaylove
    11:51:00 AM



    20050702
    update u on wad happened on my first judo match of my life
    i wasnt really terrified while waiting for 130 to start
    my match was the first match in dojo1
    i stepped onto the mat
    i realise i was shaking all ovr the place
    esp my knee was trembling
    so i grabbed my gi
    it started
    i tried to hook her leg
    budden i let go. i tink
    den the nxt moment i knew
    i was on the floor with her on top of me
    i felt my lungs were breaking
    tried struggling lah
    budden cannot. so i lost my 1st bout
    well. i got rapportcharge
    this is the match dat i'm still regretting now
    i could 've won
    but i din.rah
    i pinned her down. guess wad
    they say she pulled my hair
    so she got a foul
    but seriously i din felt her pull my hair
    n the pple were shouting so loudly
    i thot i hold wrongly or sth
    i got a wasari-half a throw den she got a shiai-foul
    if i throw her 1 more time i got ippon
    or i just hang on until the match end. i will win
    but guess wad. i tried to throw her agn
    but i did osotogari wrongly-till nw i carnt figure out WHY!?
    den i kenna pinned down by her
    den dunnoe wad happen. my knee hurt
    i tried struggling lah
    but in d end lost
    haix. still cant get over my stupid blunder
    do u noe if i won i could haf got joint3rd
    so close to a position n it just slipped awy
    but it was a good experience lah
    at least i found out the throw i'm better at
    the other girls din win.but i belive we did our best lah
    since alot of us r newbies
    nvm. let's work hard for team nxt week ok?
    i'm seriously pondering whether i shld train for team
    4weeks w/o training den suddenly go train is weird!
    but dawn ask me go. so i tink i shld just go tml n see how it goes
    my knee is hurting a bit
    sighs. nvm. i shall do more pysio exercise
    ytd i got home
    i was totally shagged
    so i slept frm 6 to 7
    7 to 8 watch tv
    8 to 9 read sum physics
    9 to 10 watch tv
    den 10 + lie on the bed alr!
    dats all the studying i did in the 2 days lah
    wth.
    tdy went sch to take physics
    i totally tink i will fail physics
    just whacked all the formulas in
    n i tink got a few question is totally DISGUSTING
    i press my calculator until wan die
    i pity my calculator
    when the paper ended
    i was damn happy :)
    den me, dawn, lynne & nicole went pp to makan
    dey left den i went mph to rent vcds
    how long i've waited for dis lah
    i couldn't decide wad to rent
    so i anyhow take
    rented boogeyman, hostage & son of the mask
    i just watch boogey man
    its a horror movie
    but i wasnt dat scared as b4
    n the movie has no story line. quite unrealisitc lah
    well. but for entertainment
    i jus wan to enjoy life nw
    hahaha. hope tml's training will b fine for me

    talkplaylove
    6:32:00 PM