20050525HORRIBLE DAY
i feel miserable now
let me update u
tdy morn it rained
den had to carry umbrella to sch
haix. i alr had a feeling then it will b a bad day
ok. all went well until judo training
it was ok at first
den sparring
i was stupid enuff to fall on my knee while trying to throw someone
felt pain in my knee
den sat down a while.
felt dat it was ok.
so i tot its gonna heal or sth
was looking fwd to the soccer match still
audrey injured her ankle too
so we were saying wan go see doc
since there was still time b4 the match
while walking out
mr goh saw me walking in dat penguin way
den he ask if i wan a lift to the polyclinic
so i agreed. since audrey carnt walk.
i still could but pain lah
lynne ran away at first.
but in the end still took the ride to mp
mr goh was going there for a blood test anw
haha. ok. for that i can say mr goh is a nice tcher
despite he was trying to b funneh during the ride
yup. went to the polyclinic
btw. it was my first time in a polyclinic
so i basically din noe wad to do
yup. me n audrey saw the doc together
the doc said there was some gap between my bones
its filled with blood n blahhs
din really understand wad was it anw
den he suspected i tore my ligament
n he want me go SGH emergency
i tink dat was exaggerated
COS I WANT TO GO TO THE SOCCER MATCH
i was tinking aft the match den i go hospital
but my mum came
she insists i go to the hosp
audrey had to go to. cos the doc say she tore her ligament
i was damn sad. pissed. irritated
stupid injury make me miss the finals
if it was semifinals or some other rounds
i wouldnt haf mind dat much.
BUT IT WAS THE SOCCER FINALS!
in the end i resigned to fate dat i cannot go
ok. lynne left for the soccer match
anw. she got lost while going to the stadium =x
its all my fault cos i m supposed to go with her actually
me, mum,audrey cabbed to SGH
mr mark lee came down too
cos he sms n ask hows my knee
i told him i going hosp
den he came
registered n stuff lah
den we had to wait for consultation
while waiting. mr lee was marking essays
audrey was mugging
i was stoning
den my mum was like
"how come pple busy u nth do?"
den i had peiwen's chem notes
so i decided to read dis tiny weeny bit of it
aft dat i got pushed into dis room
dere was a nurse or doc. dunnoe he wad lah
den he asked me few ques
wrapped up my leg
wrap halfway he ask me OWNSELF WRAP?
den i nv pull properly. den he comment here n there
den i tot he was supposed to clip the bandage
instead he used tape
N HE ASK ME OWNSELF TAPE?!
i was like" wtf is this?!"
so i presumed hes just small figure in the hosp
went for x-ray lah
funny question i was asked
"miss, are u pregnant?"
i was stunned by the ques.
din noe y dey ask
until later on i saw the sign saying pregnant women carnt take x-ray
my mum found it vv extra
cos i was wearing pe kit
ok. back to x-ray
i had to stone there for them to capture it
i admit i m good at stoning
but the guy place me in such a weird position dat i carnt stone?
i need to fidgit a bit lahs
after the x-ray i had to wait to see the doc
TO MY AMAZEMENT
the doc is the so called the nurse
i was about to cry lah
ok. he started babbling about the knee
its structure. components n blah blah
i was trying to follow wad he was saying
den i just somehow got lost
den he said sth dat irritated me
"i guess u are bored by my words alr"
den he told us THE ACTUAL PROBLEM
i was totally rolling my eyes. wth is dis
ok. the actual prob is dat i broke my softbone lah
he says its nth serious
erm. bandage it can le
i wasnt really used to such treatment from such injuries
cos i norm go sinseh
den u tell me wrap can liao
i had the urge to ask him whether he noes wad hes doing
den he said i haf to come bac for fisio ( is dat how u spell it? )
then the doc will me the REAL PROBLEM
i was totally stunned lah
so he doesnt really know wads the prob
den he said i m out of activities for 6 weeks
n i carnt stamp my foot on the grd-like y wld i do so when i m injured
den dere was a fucked up problem
the hosp spell my name wrongly
it became..fuking
WAT THE HELL?!
it sounds totally wrong lahs
ok. den paid n took medicine n blahs lah
den for the first time
i tink mr lee is a nice tcher
haha. funny how the day make me realise some things
ok. den i learnt dat soccer lost
i was toally depressed
n my injury make me unable to go to the odac sailing trip
something i was looking fwd to
n now i haf to give it up bcos of the INJURY
n i carnt go for grading dis sat too
haix. guess i will just remain a white belt in judo forever
n i haf to give up trainings for some period now
i so totally lost the motivation in life. not talking bot studies
i hope i will heal quickly den can join training
haix. horrible day
n the bandage on my leg is super fugly
its gonna b so AA tml
rahss. i can just go n bang the wall or sth
but tml i going sch lahs
cos i wan watch hockey finals
i dowan to miss any more finals.
i guess i need some sleep n some time to get over my tragedy tdy
n i hope ms knee stays strong n heal quickly
i need to cheer up.
talkplaylove
8:34:00 PM
